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It’s surprising how a chaplain’s visit
will resemble a Shakespearean script,|
artifice shaping the entire event
when one steps on a hospital unit.

Like a thespian’s stage, this medical setting
attempts to suggest memories of home
with a pair of chairs and a floral print
despite IVs and stretchers claiming otherwise

and everyone is costumed for their role:
doctors in lab coats, nurses in blue scrubs,
patients in gowns or street clothes without belts
and the chaplain in his knit cardigan.

When we sit next to end-tables to talk
conversations don’t follow social norms,
that back-and-forth banter from coffee-shops.
No, instead the care-seeker takes the lead,

encouraged to speak in soliloquies,
prolonged reflections that explore the self,
usually with tragedy: a sickness,
a childhood rape, a death of a father,

while my task, Horatio to Hamlet,
is to serve as a dignifying ear,
curious as I listen to the spoken text
about what moves or penned this character.

Sometimes I voice a paraphrasing line
or comment to inspire further discourse
but I must not wander from witnessing
the real person seated before me;

all these structures here acting to mirror
the soul to itself to be known –
what both reveals
and heals.

Photo by Jon Tyson on Unsplash

Nathaniel A. Schmidt

Nathaniel A. Schmidt is an ordained minister in the Christian Reformed Church and serves as a hospice chaplain. He holds degrees from Calvin Theological Seminary, Calvin University, and the University of Illinois Springfield. His newest collection of poems, Transfiguring, is available from Wipf & Stock, as is his first collection, An Evensong. He lives with his librarian wife, Lydia, and their daughter in southwest Michigan, meaning life is a perpetual story time.

One Comment

  • Gretchen says:

    Beautiful. I’ve been companioning with people in my training in Spiritual Direction, and this phrase resonates:
    “all these structures here acting to mirror
    the soul to itself to be known –
    what both reveals
    and heals.”