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Once I Knew How to Ease Their Pain

Now I know about the doctor’s appointment, the scan, the meeting at work, parent-teacher conferences. Easy communication is a double-edged tool when it comes to

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Popcorn, Pianos, and French Peas

I don’t have any memories of sermons from the second services, probably because I was often downstairs under the tutelage of Bob the Tomato instead.

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Emily’s Wuthering Valentine

With Valentine’s Day looming on the weekend, who can blame the marketers of the newest Wuthering Heights film for deciding to release the film to

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Civil (Dis)Obedience

In Scripture we see the early church wrestling with how to live faithfully, and it comes up with different answers based upon circumstances.

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Knitting as Resistance

While often dismissed as a harmless women’s craft, knitting has in fact been a way for people to come together to reject tyranny and subvert

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Honey, what is Epee-fanny?

The Wonderful World of Disney became OK to watch after the evening service, though no explanation for the change was ever suggested.

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In the Words of Its Making

Some of those words are words we already know: I’m sorry. I love you. You are welcome here. Here’s some dinner. I’m here for you.

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The Discomfort of Facing Injustice

Inviting young adults into justice-centered work not only recognizes their voices, it shows them a church that genuinely cares about the mission of Jesus.

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Not All Oncers Become Nonecers

As a oncer, I wasn’t privy to the rather smug, insider adage. “Oncers become nonecers.” I’m glad to say, I’m counterevidence.

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Hostility to Hospitality

We associate hospitality with the stuffy dinner party served with the silverware that rarely leaves its cabinet in the dining room.

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Large Crowds Went Out to See

Eighteen saffron-robed Buddhist monks walked through my town. I am deeply moved that men from Loas and Taiwan and Vietnam risk drawing attention to themselves

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Typing out my favorite poems

When you follow the thread sentence by sentence it opens itself to your imagination, like a good expository sermon can open a biblical text.

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The Cartography of Loss

What if our varying experiences of grief are not progressive points along a line of time but places to which we travel and in which

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Stacking It Up

Last week on the Calvin Center for Faith & Writing’s blog, I reflected a bit on the onslaught of end of the year “best-of” book

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A Resolution in One Word

I considered lots of words. I felt called to steer away from productivity, from the false illusion of self-control. What I might need is not

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Gratitude for Those Among Us

The Minnesota immigrant communities are making contributions that make our neighborhoods and our nation a better place. You could really benefit from meeting these Ethiopian

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Amen: So Let it Be

The warmth inside right now reminds me of the intimacy of “the second service,” or Sunday night worship, sixty years ago when I was a

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To Make You Feel My Love

Where do poets receive their inspiration? Even the word, inspiration, indicates some infused light from the Spirit.

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Happy New Year, 2026!

We should not deny the wonder, and realize that we are saying something about God that we don’t understand when we say that today is

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Exercising My Voice

I’ve run through more than a half dozen openings and a similar number of themes for this piece, the first I’ve written for Reformed Journal,

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Go On Being Filled with Wonder

Because the story of Jesus has become part of the cultural-holiday furniture, many don’t take Jesus any more seriously than Frosty or Rudolf.

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The Love Which We Cradle

To open up their hands to receive this Messiah, this good news, this Godly answer-in-flesh, they had to let another dream die.

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With Us

Joseph is to name the child “Jesus.” Then we are told this child would be known as “Immanuel.” So which is it? Jesus or Immanuel?

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Waiting, and why it’s hard

Neuroscience offers the hope that the ability to wait can be strengthened through practice—especially the practice of Advent.

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In the days of Herod the king

After Rome conquered Palestine, they installed a puppet king—Herod the Great. In order to put down resistance to his rule, he employed widespread slaughter and

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Little Pieces of Light

There are many kinds of darkness, aren’t there? And still yet, many more ways of experiencing and perceiving the different kinds of darkness.

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Rejoicing in Spite of Ourselves

This past week in Advent, we made it to the fancily named Gaudete Sunday—or, translating the Latin, “Rejoice” Sunday. Lighting the pink candle, singing “Joy

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Finally, Succeeding at Advent

I think this might be the first Christmas where I’m truly doing only the things I want to do. That sounds dangerously selfish. But it

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Pluribus and the Upside of Sin

Pluribus is the most morally interesting show since Breaking Bad and its sequel Better Call Saul. What these shows have in common is Vince Gilligan,

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Good Inside

Assume the best in ourselves and in others and get curious. Aim to connect rather than convince!

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The Surprise of Light

I crawled under the plastic branches to discover I had rotated the tree so enthusiastically that I’d pulled the light cord taut enough to rip

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As if birth were not risky

We tell the story sentimentally. And, sentimentally, we call you Prince of Peace. Sentimentally—even though you were born to a world that crucified you and

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A Flicker of Light

It’s in the darkness that Christ’s ambassadors should shine the brightest. And yet, similar to our church’s Christ candle when we forget to fill it

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Cold and Clear

Our earliest understanding is a phenology. Days and seasons, stars and tides. Winter birds and warblers passing through. Green vestments becoming blue becoming white.

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Surprising Tales

You never do know how many monkey stories somebody has. It’s what I like about what we have going here at Reformed Journal: we’re a

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Living in the Tension

When we learn about bones, we talk about the importance of tension or stress for bone health. Your bones remodel constantly in response to stress.

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Wicked–for Good?

Perhaps the urge to create one’s own storyline has been there from the beginning. When God asks Adam and Eve why they are hiding, they

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I’m Not Courageous, I’m Free

I tend to think you’re all in West Michigan, Canada, and Northwest Iowa, but the computer tells a different story: China, Australia, South Africa, Germany,

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Creating Culture

The Tokyo-based cultural historian W. David Marx recently published a new book titled Blank Space: A Cultural History of the Twenty-First Century. In it, he

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From a Cave to a Tunnel

In writing for the Reformed Journal, many of my caves have become tunnels. As I read your stories and you read mine, I can breathe

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Can We Keep It Real?

“Keeping it real” touches on the truthful stories we share with each other, rather than the easy, gliding, predictable responses.

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Angels At Large

“Ha ha. Anyway, I’m OK. Actually, I’m in a better place now, you know? Having ‘Angel At Large’ status for a while isn’t so bad.”

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My Moment on the Camino

I had loved the flower virtually for years, connecting it to my faith and my vocation. And here it was in real life. It was

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Dystopia

There is nobility in studying Biology because it enables leadership and creativity needed for the stickiest questions humanity must face.

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Through This Present Darkness

Rather than a dramatic epiphany, I’ve been reminded recently of the slow illumination at daybreak that gives you just enough light to make your way.

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The Flash, 1962

I asked myself if I would have made different decisions and taken different actions than those my parents took in moving us to the suburbs.

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Can These Bones Live?

Transplant team members will get emails announcing that so-and-so is in the operating room with Dr. Wonderful receiving their long-awaited heart/lungs/kidney/liver.

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Fall Religious Reality TV Round Up

Though it might be artificial, manufactured, and overproduced, reality television can still offer a lens into religious belief and religious practice, and like many other

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On Creeds and Confessions I

You can’t dismiss creeds and confessions because of their “politics.” They typically emerge out of crises which typically have a political dimension.

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It’s Not About the Fish

“Well Chad, I’ve never really thought about that before,” was the response to a question I asked the late and dear Chana Safrai during my

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A Different Kind of Veteran

Fred made history when he disobeyed orders to report for detention because he believed his constitutional rights were being violated.

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A Prayer for Veterans Day

We pray for a time when peace will reign and swords become plowshares once more, that war be known only in history books.

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The Joy of Dog

Dexter, a Brittany Spaniel, is the bundle of canine joy who demonstrates a fullness of spirit that encourages my spirit. Dexter’s joy brings me joy.

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A Monster for This Moment

It being the week before Halloween, I decided I’d find a copy of Frankenstein and give it a try. What I experienced was not some

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The Fortune of Attention

I felt defensive because my 13-year-old son, who asks a million questions but also already has answers to every single one of them, said something

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What Calvin Gets Wrong

I have not covered the faces of Jesus in my kids’ storybook Bibles with stickers, even though Calvin would certainly disapprove.

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Worthy Competitor

My dear spouse would aim not only for the hoops, but for other players’ balls. He’d strategize how to knock out other players so that

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Talking Turkey and Avoiding Tragedy

Yesterday, I began teaching Sophocles’ tragedy Antigone in an introductory literature course. If you’re expecting Thanksgiving dinner at your house will be war, I told

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A life less difficult

Last week I had the opportunity to speak on a faculty panel to our university’s Board of Trustees. Our topic: shared governance. Perhaps your eyes

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Can AI Create Life?

Tools, like Evo are important steps toward AI-designed drugs, gene therapy, and anti-bacterial treatments for use in agriculture and medicine.

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We have no king, but…

Maybe you are concerned that Calvin’s emphasis on the spiritual kingship is going to leave this world dangerously neglected. Nonetheless, Calvin sees substantial implications for

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God of the Disposable

God is the first one in the story who sees and names Hagar, as if to say, “Though others refuse to see you, Hagar, I

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Day One Rant

Faith & Formation This year, I’ve started adjunct-teaching a class at Palm Beach Atlantic University, here in West Palm Beach, called Christian Faith & Formation.

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Making America Inaccessible Again

Trump’s second term has included numerous orders threatening or nullifying advances of the Disability Rights Movement that have taken decades to achieve.

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My Hand Over My Mouth

Job’s response is so fitting. “You have spoken of things too wonderful for me. I put my hand over my mouth.”

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Sinners: This is Who We Are

Right on cue came the well-choreographed public dismay, along with one of the most well-rehearsed lines in our grotesque public liturgy: “This is not who

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Es ist genug

Professional research seems to favor technological solutions over behavioral (spiritual??) changes that may emerge as imperatives.

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In hope

As has become my custom, I’m so grateful to be able to share another profound prayer by my friend and colleague, Jane Zwart, which she

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First Love

By today’s standards, there was good reason to believe it wasn’t starry-eyed love that brought them together or kept them blessedly close. There is no

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The Righteous Path

For me, this is end-of-day music, music for lawn mowing before sundown, or washing the last of the dishes, or logging back online after the

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But the Clouds Are Grieving

There is plenty of positive and triumphalist thinking in the Christian tradition. But there is also this: a willingness to look directly at suffering, to

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Is Love Ever Wasted?

But some of the waste that I have to contend with can’t get heaved into a truck and become someone else’s problem. There are more

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The Joyful Jesus of The Chosen

Did Jesus enjoy performing miracles?  Although I am 61 years old and have been through seminary and have been ordained for 35 years next month,

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The “Dutch-American” Pulitzer

Ferber purportedly took inspiration for her heroine from the real-life Antje Paarlberg of South Holland (“Low Prairie”), Illinois, but So Big’s pictureof Dutch-American culture and

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What Happened to the Fish?

The story of the flood is fascinating for many reasons. On the surface, it’s a horrible story. God is so fed up with the sinfulness

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There Are No Perfect Victims

I sense this demand for perfect victims is an unwanted gift from Christianity to the wider culture. The church teaches that Jesus is sinless, a

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The Kids are Alright. More or Less.

They don’t see church as a value-added to their lives. Their first thoughts are of obligations, constraints, conflict. More in their already hectic schedule.

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A God Who Pursues Us

They said they cannot be a part of a church that aligns itself with Israel, a country openly committing genocide in Gaza. They don’t want

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Don’t Stop Praying

The sidewalk in front of me proclaims in boldly chalked letters: DON’T STOPPRAYING And right after that: GODHEARS US With my dog, I have walked

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Hand On My Heart

My hand on my heart is a sign I make in honor of those who died in those places. To remind myself that they were

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How Do We Describe God?

What if, as biblical scholar Walter Brueggemann suggests, the primary category for understanding the character of God is not transcendence or omnipotence, but covenant relationship?

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Why Are Churches “Declining”?

We can attempt to answer that question any number of ways, but sociology can offer some helpful insights. I read Notre Dame sociologist Christian Smith’s

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Stephen’s Last Email

If you’re wondering if you should congratulate this person or wish that person a happy birthday—if it’s been too long and it would be too

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Destiny as a Becoming

I tell my epiphany, how these trees rewired me. I thought I knew Michigan forests. On a whim, I jumped off I-75 one spring day

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The View from 35 Years

Next Wednesday morning, I’ll be hitting a career milestone: the start of my 35th year of teaching. Perhaps more amazingly (to me anyway) is that it’s

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No More Hectic Vacations

At the center of an economy of neighborliness is not frenzy, fatigue, and fear, but gratitude, rest, and trust, attitudes and postures that are cultivated

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In the beginning…

These parents deeply loved God and their children. Second, sincerity can’t overcome a poor hermeneutic.

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Lament as Protest and Hope

Lament arises from the disorientation we experience in the face of suffering and grief, wondering why God has not acted on our behalf.

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More than Seen and Known

I see you.One day, when I was having a very bad day, I was sitting at a stoplight feeling either bad about myself or bad

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Return to the River

Seventeen years had passed since our last vacation to Au Train, a small town just 20 minutes from the Pictured Rocks National Lakeshore.

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What I Learned from the Mennonites

Our Mennonite friends came from several ethnic backgrounds — Swiss-German, Low German, Russian — with histories of persecution and emigration to Pennsylvania, Virginia, Canadian prairie

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I’m (Still) Not Ok

The exercise of finding hope in my present experience of God feels like an intellectual exercise. I know that God is with me and sustaining

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Who’s in the Circle?

A church dinner. A protest rally. Jesus’ dream. Jefferson’s declaration. While not identical, they work in tandem. To envision an expanding circle.

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Hell-bound on the Hilltop

On the lower plateau, a couple had staked their tent, a hundred yards away. They were set apart. Affixed to their tent was a big

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A Holy and Subversive Imagination

My hope, in this series of blogposts, is not only to honor Brueggemann’s legacy, but also, using Brueggemann’s work, to brainstorm together what we as

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What Is Mature Hope?

One way or another, probably all of us are pondering the possibility of hope these days. Some days we “feel” hope, some days we “do”

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The Stuff We’re Made Of

Plenty of very smart people have spent significant brain power parsing out the difference between “things” and “stuff”– and the more you dig, the more

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High Speed Makes His Confession

We lived outside Cincinnati, Ohio when I was a kid and my great-grandfather, Howard Sumner Munroe (he always claimed his initials “H. S.” stood for

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When Do Girls Fall Behind?

The gap cannot be explained by boys being inherently better at math than girls. Numerous studies show that males and females perform similarly in math

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In Phoebe’s Neighborhood

As the person bearing the letter we now call the book of Romans, it would have been Phoebe who first read, explained, taught, and answered

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We’ll Make You Soar

I think churches—not just big box churches, but all churches—have something to learn from trampoline parks.

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How Can I Keep From Singing?

They just keep singing. In the midst of the shock and devastation, their voices find each other, and they find the songs that they know.

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My People’s Mean Streak

That mean streak, as Manfred himself knew, is never quite as proud as when it can hang on some doctrinal principle that legitimizes its existence.

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The Fox vs. the Hen

We thought it would never happen here, but now it is. This is not the way life is supposed to be. Deep down we know

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A Night with the Worms

A spring evening, it began to rain. It was the soft rain that lulls one to sleep at night, the kind of rain that reminds

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Hope’s Two Daughters

It is this very Christian habit of eschatological hope that grants us the temporal foolishness to work for more justice, more flourishing-peace even now, before

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Young Love, Big Yes!

Did young Christians in the 1980s marry early because they wanted to have sex within the bounds of marriage? Absolutely!

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Harvest of Greed and Power

Fredrick reflects on the changes he witnessed from the Iowa of his childhood to Iowa now with its massive industrial farms, gutted small towns, and

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Hope from the Pope

From this saga we can glean hope’s core ingredient. There are the predictable humility and gratitude but also the less predictable humor, play, and joy.

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The Great Escape

Escape is a luxury of privilege. Removing ourselves from the pain of the world, whether it includes expensive getaways or the simplicity of a tent,

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Tossed

There were words of conviction and question, quivering lips, and expressions of affection. There was sadness and befuddlement.

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A Political Theology of Protest

Maybe Politics isn’t the Worst Option Developing a Multi-Faceted Theology of Protest In the US, the summer of 2020 was dubbed, “the summer of protest.” 

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Death-wuss

I fear fading away in a hallucinatory haze, diapered, positioned daily in front of a screen displaying an endless stream of Hallmark movies

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Waspish

Because of my travel schedule, I’ve been away from Reformed Journal quite a bit over this first half of 2025. I’m so glad for people

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On Holy Ground

Calling my dad a real estate developer is a bit misleading. A typical “development” for my dad was finding an old block of real estate

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Garage Sale Lessons

One summer years ago, I shocked my son by saying, as I began sorting through stuff that I thought we needed to have a garage

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When they go low,

I’m wondering how or if we can hold on to something like Michelle Obama’s hopeful call while also engaging with a vile man doing all

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On a Sunday Afternoon

We met in the parking lot of the country church on either side of which we had lived, my father the pastor and his the

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Never Take More Than Half

When my writing crosses the line into sentimentality, I am taking more than half, by which I mean that I am doing my own emotional

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Algorithm

The view is limited from the seat of a kayak. This lovely little river winds through a flood plain of Midwestern forests and forest openings

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Retirement: two years in

People have asked about what I’m doing. Here are a couple things I’ve become involved with. First, I add my obligatory Reformed-humility caveat. Of course

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Virtuous Baggage (and its dark side)

My correspondents admire what I call the triple-S complex in Christian Reformed collective character: sacrificial, sober, and stalwart. But they also see a negative obverse

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Two Guys at the Ascension

Today is Ascension Day. It is a public holiday in parts of Europe. Hemelvaartsdag. New York City observes it by letting you not move your

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The Fruit of Scientific Research

This experimental treatment is potentially life-changing for KJ. But it also serves to pave the way for using CRISPR-based gene editing for other diseases.

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Remembering Better

While there is something noble and beneficial about looking back, the best way to remember the sacrifices of the past would be to change our

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Harm

Protecting the most vulnerable species from the finality of extinction has a unique gravity that is poorly addressed in regulatory language.

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The gravity of the binary

I used to be quite proficient in physics – not so much anymore. It turns out that it’s one of those subjects that only sits

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Windows on Mystery: Joy

John 13:31-35 “Joy” may be too big a word. Joy tends to put pressure on us. Consider what happens to many people at Christmas. Perhaps

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Devouring David

 “They devour widows’ houses and for the sake of appearance say long prayers” (Mark 12:40 NRSV). Or more starkly: “They shamelessly cheat widows out of

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Received

Praise God that even though specific manifestations of the church will fail us, the body of Christ at fresh times and new places will meet

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Landing Softly

I never became fluent in French, but I’m happy to say that, several years and a few trainers later, I’ve conquered the box jump.

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Put Your Hands in the Soil

Scientific journals have reestablished what healers and spiritual teachers have known for centuries: that being in the presence of plant life helps humans thrive.

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Between the Lines and Beyond

Life change, if it happens, usually occurs when we’re lost or disoriented or sick or somehow dependent on the kindness of people who don’t look

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In Defense of Deconstructing

My deconstruction journey began in my freshman year of college. My zoology professor delivered a series of lectures on evolution. I was mesmerized. Maybe I

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Windows on Mystery: Voice

Like a third dimension in a two-dimensional world, those who know only two-dimensional space will find this new dimension utterly puzzling and counter-intuitive.

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Barbeque on the Beach

Even if we build various systems and institutions to help us do that lamb-feeding work, every day is still, in essence, an exercise in coming

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Promiscuous Reading

While preparing for our family travel and rest in June and July, I’ll assemble my “summer stack”– the books I’ll read my way through over

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Closer Look

Nearly every culture that lives with cranes considers them sacred, and maybe it’s not too late for ours.

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Coming Attractions

One of the many hats I get to wear in my professional life (and, I might add, perhaps the most stylish of them) is as

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Free to Be Faithful

By the time May 3 rolled around, 500+ had signed up to attend the event live and 3000 had registered for the livestream. There were

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Windows on Mystery: Wet

Failure is written all over this story, Peter’s failures, the church’s failure, your failures and mine. But Jesus is not done with them

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Why Love?

A few weeks ago, we made the trip to New York to see Maybe Happy Ending, a new musical that opened on Broadway last year.

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More Virtuous Baggage

Hi Ron: I’m glad to have you for my ideal reader because the stuff I’m discussing in this series can get very heavy and abstract.

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Dire Wolf-ish

Dire wolves roamed the Americas during the last ice age but went extinct more than 10,000 years ago

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In the Big Inning

Since every player performs differently in each game, the final score is always the outcome of their intermixing contributions at that one moment in time.

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When the light takes longer

I spend the earliest morning shift willing myself to stay alert, tracing the endless yellow lines that slice through the dark, and praying for the

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Sleeping, Waking, and Hope

Lately, my waking has been difficult. The world has changed. I thought I would always feel safe, free, and cared for in Canada, my country.

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Awe-Full Friday

What if we took our richest theological gains and counted them but loss? What if we let the vastness of the moment pour contempt on

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Blessed are the Foot-Washers

After such a majestic buildup, what would we expect to come next? An action of some glory and power worthy of Christ’s universal sovereignty, of

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Suffering Pilates

As a Pilate disliker, I always resented his presence in the creeds. He felt like such an inappropriate presence, a festering sliver, an interloper.

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In Defense of Hobbies

When I was in graduate school, I wanted to try something new, so I joined a local roller derby team. I loved the opportunity to

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Go to Dark Gethsemane

It’s here we reach the pinnacle of Christian doctrine and a hornet’s nest of intra-Christian disputes

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Life on the Border Today

Illegal crossings peaked in the first Trump administration and again early in Biden’s term, but the numbers have been declining since 2023 and are now

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Blossom and Rise

A friend asked me weeks ago now, “what can we do?” and I put him off, promising I’d think about it and write something. But

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Our Own Superheroes

Because I moved so often as a child–nine places but thirteen residences–I’m apt to say I’m not really “from” anywhere. But that’s probably not totally

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Tribal Loyalty

I have spent a lifetime metabolizing split allegiances and belonging to different tribes.

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When the Darkness is Gone

If we think God is a vindictive judge, we’ll imitate that God, on the assumption that God loves a favored few and hates everyone else.

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Heaven’s Laughter

It is not surprising that Jesus should speak of laughter and rejoicing as the proper response to his announcement of reversals at hand with the

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Virtuous Baggage: I

It’s wrong to dismiss “baggage” as a bad thing. It can also refer to some precious cargo that we can contribute to enrich our new

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Go and Do Likewise

Sure, being vaccinated benefits us. It greatly reduces the chances that we experience severe illnesses. But, being vaccinated also benefits our neighbors.

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A Tender Turning Point

This is the commemorative hundredth-anniversary book for Alpine Avenue Christian Reformed Church, the church in which I grew up. The anniversary occurred in 1981 when

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Living Water

March 15 was the day the Wisconsin State Climatology Office declared as the official thaw date.

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Fierce Saints

I’m writing this on Tuesday, March 25—a fascinating confluence of a day because it’s Flannery O’Connor’s 100thbirthday, it’s Dante Day in Florence (because it’s the

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Good Trouble

Paul did not include the words “comfy” or “detached” in his list. Sometimes the most true thing to acknowledge is that we are worried. Sometimes

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Reality Check

Soon enough your life is colored by battles you never signed up for and obligations that you wouldn’t have chosen for yourself.

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Reservations

Although we played by the rules and didn’t do anything wrong, there is no longer a place for us in the Christian Reformed Church.

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Spiegel im Spiegel

Spiegel im Spiegel – German for “Mirrors in the mirror.” An infinity of mirror images repeating themselves. Have you stood in the space between the

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An Invitation to Pause

If you, like me, have ever struggled with a stammer or stutter, you know the awkward pause—that moment of silence when a word gets stuck

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Noticings

A work of art is an invitation to the interior. It’s an invitation to stop for a moment and adjust our vision. It’s a reminder

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The End

Duke Divinity School Professor Richard Lischer once wrote: “Vocation puts an end to you in order to disclose your true end.”  These words give me

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Nothing-But-Virtue Soup

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.” I believe I have reached the age where I start to

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Tawdry Kings

I’m here again because I’ve been coming to places like this since I was a boy and I still carry the things I’ve found.

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On the Road with Dr. Clarence Vos

He was teaching the early stories in Genesis, citing literature and artifacts from early history, including some recent discoveries from the Dead Sea Scrolls.

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Renouncing Evil this Lent

A few years back, on the first Sunday of Lent, I presided over the baptism of a 7-year-old child. The congregation was between pastors, and

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Science Under Attack

The cuts to science risk the health and safety of Americans and people around the world—especially the marginalized and underrepresented.

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Theology of Ugh

While undergoing the stem cell transplant process, all I could do was pray, “Ugh.”

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Take Heart

Cooper’s conception of Christianity was not a set of theological propositions meant for discussion. “Religion must be life made true.”

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Spring

Spring is coming. Spring will arrive. One terrible moment is not the center of everything. Nor is it the end of everything.

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Time to Confess

Our churches defined themselves by publicly confessing—especially to princes—their common beliefs on issues in conflict.

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In the Aggregate

My parents sacrificed to show my two siblings and me the astonishing riches of the United States as protected by the National Park Service. We

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Trans-figuration

In our transgender friends, there is something more, something surprising to many, but that has been there all along, and is an essential part of

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She Rises

The swollen sun faithfully wakes. The dawn whispers of her constancy and renewal. Every day she rises, and her watery warmth spills across the surface

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Disenfranchised Grief

I’m feeling a great disconnect from how my church is managing its life of faith in the gathering darkness.

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People of the Lie

Each person is a person, capable of both good and evil – which is humbling to think about as we look at our own lives

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Behold!

Mary Oliver was simply showing us what she saw, rarely venturing beyond her own backyard.

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Watching Old Movies

Beginning with the earliest recorded film, I’m going to watch one film from every year up to the present.

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Legislating Language

The language restrictions imposed on CDC research and reporting take the question of language censorship to a new level as well.

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Let There Be

Consider the power of a word. Let there be. A word speaks the world into being, igniting evolution and the churning of the existence of

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Haunted

The decision has been made to stop the work of USAID for 90 days. That’s what’s haunting me, keeping sleep from my eyes.

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Letters from Stanley

Picture this scene. It’s the late 1980s. My wife and I are co-pastoring a small church in a rural hamlet in upstate New York. We

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Breath

Who am I when I cannot manage the small details of life? Where are my car keys? The grocery list?

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Divine Dust

There is divine mystery woven into the fabric of human existence:

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What Time is It? The First 100 Days

This is God’s time, not Donald Trump’s time. Yes, we will resist, act, and witness. But remember that history is always marked by unexpected irony.

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Measuring Life in Couches

As I thought about the life span of the couches of decades past, I considered that this upcoming couch might be the second to last

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Biological Truth

Biological truth is that sex determination is a complicated developmental process, controlled by many genes

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Compassion and Stooping Low

Then, he cried with me. There were few words exchanged, but I don’t remember any of them. But I do remember him just sitting with

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Divine Pulse

I invite you to take a few moments to enter a time of meditation and contemplation.

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Discourse Trauma

The news media reports on all this, of course, so our little brains are filled with the ugliest discourse-sludge. Here’s my point: the discourse itself

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Scratching at the mud

This is the dilemma of the herbivore in winter–the urgency of needing calories when the calories are most scarce.

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Entering the Hall

I had always found baseball the most boring of sports, but early 1990s baseball in Seattle–the era of Ken Griffey, Jr, Edgar Martinez, Randy Johnson–made

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In a More Civilized Country

Meanwhile, to the North, in that other democracy, the Prime Minister has resigned, effective soon. Not a good time, because Canada is at war —

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Well-Watered

I loved science fair projects when I was a kid. Everything about them was appealing.

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Burundi Bound

We were able to track down several close relatives of our church members. They were overjoyed to receive recent pictures of their loved ones.

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When the Door Slammed Shut

Heraldo’s parents and two-year-old brother had arrived in Nogales, Sonora, a few days earlier, two months after fleeing their village in Venezuela.

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Come on Down

Time stood still as the procession, most dressed in their Sunday best, split in all directions at the leading of counselors eager to pray with

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Walking Away

If really want to embrace the upside economy of the Kingdom of God, how might I surrender the kind of self-importance that believes I can

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Being Prepared

How often has any of us heard someone, bemused, say aloud, “I didn’t know I had it in me.”

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Blood Sport

It is illegal, now, but historically, blood sports were very popular. By definition, blood sports include activities that inflict serious injuries, pain, or death as

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More Than a Mosaic

A newly-arrived family from Burundi came to church: two parents and nine children, fresh from a refugee camp in Tanzania.

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On Proof-Texting

What I appreciate most about some “proof-texting” is that it helps me to see what biblical texts moved someone to think this way or that.

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Not a Game of “Gotcha”

This was not a conversation in which Jesus is trying to trick someone into confessing or to come out on top or to shame someone.

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Now, More Than Ever

I’m only just now taking down my Christmas decorations (and full disclosure: the tree is still left). I’ve come to believe I have until Epiphany,

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Holy, Sacred Moments

A year after the publication of my book, I am aware of things I wish I’d said better. I don’t feel bad about that; I

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Amish for the Win!

Deep in the heart of U.S. evangelicalism is the belief that if we did a better job at apologetics, a better job of showing that

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Once and Future Presidents

The contrast this week has been striking. The solemn ceremonies and tearful farewells for ex-President Jimmy Carter over against the threats, bombast, and bloviations from

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Just Listen

It has taken me time to remember I have two ears to listen, and just one mouth. My daughter asked me what the word “verbose”

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Let Me Count the Ways

l was overcome with love for my beautiful, quirky congregation— a small, urban, blue-collar Presbyterian church in south Seattle.

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Heartland Prayer

Editor’s Note: Jim Schaap, long a fixture here on the Reformed Journal blog, has been absent recently. First, a cataclysmic flood last June, followed by

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Grand Calumet

The Grand Calumet River is likely the most polluted river in the Great Lakes watershed, maybe in all of North America.

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No Crumbs

I’m not really given to resolutions. Statistically, they don’t really work, so there’s the pragmatic objection. But more than that, I object as well to

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Saditude

Can I get someone to second my motion to make 2024 an annus horribilis?

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The Best of 2024

It was tough. We had to leave out a lot. But here’s some that you may want to re-read, or if you missed them the

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Wonder-fillled Worship

While our sanctuaries are all gussied up, maximalized in splendor, look around and let your soul wander. Follow where God leads you. Bask in the

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Comfort and Joy

We talk like we pack Christmas (and its decorations) away until the next year.

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A Favorite Story

We follow the well-trodden paths of our traditions – candlelight services and caroling, Luke 2 and presents under the tree, Christmas movies and gingerbread houses.

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A Muddier Christmas

I need a nudge to a path that is muddier—but also wider and steadier—than the precarious tightrope of this world’s version of Christmas cheer.

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Us Lions

Becoming one of us, born in a simple fashion, among the least of the “thems” in order to draw humanity into the Divine “us.”

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The Shroud of Turin

Listen to a Christmas story podcast, written and read by James C. Schaap. A recently widowed grandmother visits her daughter’s family for the holidays.

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Light and Life

My eyes were taking it in, but my brain was utterly undone by something I had no real context for.

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Testimony

Listen to a Christmas story podcast, written and read by James C. Schaap. An arrogant artist agrees to narrate the church’s Christmas program.

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Built for Wonder

When was the last time you experienced wonder in a church sanctuary? I can remember one of the first times I experienced wonder in a

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Controlled Burn

I wonder what needs a controlled burn in our culture right now, in our churches?

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Darkness

I can only see 100 yards or so into the fog and it consumes me, envelopes, covers, holds, me.

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Here, Now, in Hope

Busy. Stressed. Overwhelmed. What’s your synonym for December? For even the most mindful among us, this month is just filled with A LOT. Many good

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Chuck

I didn’t like Chuck when I met him. That’s to be expected; kids don’t like their parents’ suitors. But there were other reasons why I

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Wonder of Wonders

Wonder occurs when we encounter something we have not encountered before, that is to say, something that is new.

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Dante’s Advent

For Advent I decided to read through Dante’s Divine Comedy. All of it. I’ve tried twice before.

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Cleaning Up My Contacts

I tend to get up when it starts getting light anyway. This Sunday, in that extra time, I found myself cleaning up the contact list

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Recovering Wonder

Wonder calls us out of our self-contained and self-prescribed lives and invites us to live in someone else’s world.

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Maternity Leave

Over the last few months I’ve been sitting with the story of Mary, the mother of Jesus, as a guidepost in this season of life.

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Conversations

Conversations occur in the context of a community, one’s colleagues, students, family members – and other interested people.

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Baptized Imaginations

Imagination opens our eyes to God, teaches us to attend to the world God has made, enables us to experience the holy mysteries of God’s

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Joining the Feast

We, too, are labor-intensive: much time and attention are needed to produce writing for a blog and a journal, for book reviews and a poetry

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Little Libraries

I’ll always take a peek inside our neighborhood little libraries when I pass them by.

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A Wide and Generous Space

My experience as an RJ writer and reader is that even though we’re a small operation, you’ll find yourself invited into a surprisingly big tent.

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A Season of Wonder

Advent is a season of wonder, a season of re-enchantenment, a time where the roof is retracted and our lives and the world are open

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Breathe and Push

What if this darkness is not the darkness of the tomb but the darkness of the womb?

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November

I am proud of my miserliness, proud that my coveralls are older than my adult kids, proud that I remember when fieldwork was familiar and

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The drive home

This autumn, I seem to have noticed the change after daylight savings time more than normal. It just seems darker most nights as I leave

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Dangerous Atheists?

It is the unvarnished dismissal of ideals like human equality, decency, peace, and respect for life.

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Learning Subtraction

God is not found in the soul by adding anything but by subtracting. – Meister Eckhart This summer my wife Tammy and I spent a

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Hope Rises

This idea of hope goes beyond “thoughts and prayers” to action

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$50 Bills

I was recently given some cash and encouraged to give part of it, a $50 bill, away as an act of thanksgiving. Naturally, the first

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The Platinum Rule

What if the way we would want to be loved differs from the way the person we are trying to love wants to be loved?

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On Wonder

I can’t help but ask, is thinking about wonder a luxury in a world that is burning?

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Can History Save Us?

As I’m training to be a historian of American religion, I’ve been thinking a lot about what history can and can’t do for us.

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The Enemy Within

The wan plea Why can’t we all just get along? seems trivial and stupid, but it’s actually a good question, one humans have been asking

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Valet Parking

I have done a lot of different things in my nearly twenty-one years as pastor of this church, but valet parking cars on the morning

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Echo Chamber or Community?

A community gives you the energy to come out of your echo chamber or silo or isolation, or whatever image you prefer.

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Poetry’s Invitation

In the world I have known, poetry is appreciated, disparaged, or ignored—not necessarily in that particular order. I’d like to weigh in on the side

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Life On the Edge

I’ve long lived out on the edges of certainty. And yet the Reformed community welcomed and made space for me.

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Eyes Open

Simone Weil saw attention as being fully present with a mystery and yet resisting the urge to solve it.

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I’m Not Ok

I’m not okay. And I’m giving myself permission not to be okay.

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What Just Happened?

I’m not going to get what I want. Actually, I haven’t been getting what I want this whole election cycle. Climate change is an existential

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Barista King

The Barista, still with grace-filled eyes, responded: “You are welcome here as long as you need.”

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Beaches and Peaches

It’s been a beautiful autumn in West Michigan. The air has been soft, the sun has been shining, the temperatures have been a good mix

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Reformation Day & Jan Hus

From the Editors It’s Reformation Day! Five hundred and seven years ago, Martin Luther nailed his 95 theses on the Wittenberg church door. Thirteen years

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Possibilities of Pie

In some ways, I owe my life to pie. Here’s the version my parents told us, anyway, understanding that one probably doesn’t really want the

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Plain member

Seventy-five years ago (October 27, 1949), Sand County Almanac (SCA) was published (Oxford University Press). It emerged from a great collection of essays and musings

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Politics in the Pulpit

Here we are, just eight days away from the presidential election. For us preachers, that means only one more Sunday before our parishioners head to

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Happy Halloween

Halloween has always been my favorite holiday! Christmas never felt quite as happy to me. It always felt complicated, like I was supposed to feel

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The Beauty of Simplicity

Decades ago, my friend and his wife visited their pastor wondering why his sermons seemed to be so complicated and vague. At some point in

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Life By Candlelight

My primary orientation is toward the past. I learned this when a friend and fellow enneagram-enthusiast told me that different numbers on the enneagram have

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Shifting Gears

“There is no room in love for fear. Well-formed love banishes fear. Since fear is crippling, a fearful life—fear of death, fear of judgment—is one

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Owning a Mystery

It’s a familiar hymn. I’ve sung it dozens of times in my life. More than that, it’s been sung in various settings and languages (starting with

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Late Night with Jesus

I love Jesus so much I am afraid to talk about him. Jesus loves me so much he does not stop talking to me, not

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Not Another Reboot

It’s hard not to notice all the reboots in our popular culture. Sequels, prequels, origin stories, and updates to books, films, adaptations, musicals and music

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Thresholds

I am writing this at midnight on my 29th birthday. October always stirs up bittersweetness for me. I grieve for the end of warm days

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One Thing

So. What’ll it be today? Rage or despair? Or can I manage to set them aside for a while? At least enough to get my

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A Pilgrimage and a Resurrection

The pilgrimage routes that everyone knows are those leading to the cathedral at Santiago de Compostela in Spain, from starting points across Europe.  Several Reformed

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Outside the Walls

I turned thirty this summer, and when people asked me what I was excited for this decade, I kept responding, “I’m excited to stop packing

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For Long-Distance Friends

She sent me a picture of two little cartoon mice snuggled by a fireplace with the caption “born to hang out every day, forced to

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Content To Be An Observer

What Else Is There to Say?  What else is there to say?  That’s what I’m stuck on. I’m going to be preaching Jesus’ “Parable of

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You Are Not Alone

We had become good friends and loved to talk and argue about lots of ideas, including politics, ethics, and morality. But I noticed he sidestepped

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Looking for the Helpers

Part of my work as a hospital chaplain is leading spirituality groups on the behavioral health units.  A theme we regularly discuss in these groups

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Preemptive

Sunday morning’s sermon centered a theme of showing God’s love in the world. It frequently does, this being a favorite topic of Pastor Karen –

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What if Ukraine Loses the War?

The war in Ukraine has ground on for nearly three years now. Painful reports persist of the continuing loss of life. “Meat grinders” is the

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A Single Shoe

“Return” by Anya Krugovoy Silver When he returned home after many years,an enormous oak had split his house in two,its trunk growing right through the

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The Body Remembers

After considering it for several years, I finally decided a few weeks ago to join the choir at our church. In high school and college,

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Released

On Sunday afternoon, I led my last worship service as an ordained Minister of the Word in the Christian Reformed Church in North America. The

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What is Saving Your Life Now?

Near the end of her 2006 memoir, Leaving Church, Barbara Brown Taylor tells the story of being invited to speak at a gathering. “Tell us

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Beauty and Hot Dogs

There are very few academic quotes that I think about regularly—sorry, professors. However, there’s one that almost haunts me. It comes from Hans Urs von

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Co-opting the Confessions

Just over ten years ago I was ordained as a Minister of the Word in the Christian Reformed Church. In so many ways, including denominationally,

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Bearing Witness

It’s been an eventful few months in the Christian Reformed Church. Big and consequential things are happening, but that’s not why I’m writing. Another unfolding

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Still Life with Words

My brother and I grew up in a small house with four adults–two parents, two grandparents, all of whom had things to say. All of

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Pencil Sharpener Wars

The two pencil sharpeners were identical, both blue with white plastic covers. They fit the hand of a second grader perfectly.  Unfortunately, these little sharpeners

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Can you be Kuyperian in the RCA?

Christian Reformed people have been asking me whether they can be “Kuyperian” in the Reformed Church in America (RCA). This is obviously a pressing question

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Identity Crisis

“You need to work on your identity crisis at a different institution.” With those words Dean Boender sent me packing.  It was 1979, I was

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Observations and Oddities

Once more, it’s that time. My collection of observations, oddities, and other tidbits. If one doesn’t do much for you, maybe the next one will. 

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Where Branches Touch

Today I won’t pretend to understandthe ways we care for one another.Today I will simply standin these thick woods and lovehow the branches of one

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What’s Being Lost?

Various Christian Reformed congregations are beginning their forced march toward denominational disaffiliation, and various individuals find themselves on the way out of a job or

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Leave Well to Land Well

Our family just relocated from Washington, DC to Philadelphia. As the daughter of a US State Department Foreign Service family who made 5 international moves

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Calcification & Loving Thy Neighbor

Calcified I recently listened to an interview with political scientist and UCLA professor Lynn Vavreck. In it, she described the demographic trends she’s noticed as

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Baffled by Octogenarians

I joked with a friend that my favorite contemplative readings have trended lately toward reflective white octogenarians.  I’m 32, white, serve in a majority Black

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Leaving the Nest

When it comes to parenting, our current society has much to say. There are loads of parenting podcasts, manuals, books, explanations, discussions. Parenting is serious,

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Burned at the Stake

Heretic martyr, chained to the stake, Jan Hus sangand prayed while a hooded executioner held a torchto the dry sticks that pricked his feetand a

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A Letter of Resignation

August 22, 2024 Dear Michael, Greta, and the rest of my fellow Council of Delegates members, It is with deep sadness that I write to

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Rhythms

Monday morning with no obligations claims the gift it is. I got up old-man early anyway. Such is the power of habit, and circadian rhythms,

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Pastors Who Quit

Pastoral burnout is hardly breaking news. For years I’ve seen all sorts of troubling data about the high percentage of ministers stepping away from their

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Beholding Christ in Mukono

He ushered us into the sanctuary, to a reserved section up front, smiled warmly and gestured with his hand for us to be seated. It

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Paying Attention

I recently finished reading Stolen Focus by Johann Hari and have been urging friends to hasten out, get a copy, and do likewise. In this

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The Long, Slow Embrace

My husband told me that he heard you should never be the one to end a hug with your child. Always let them release the

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Making Memories

Tomorrow morning, my husband and I will be helping our oldest daughter move into her dorm room at Queen’s University here in Kingston, Ontario. It

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Saved by Work

Elizabeth and I met in 2018 in Louisville, Kentucky, where we gathered for our creative writing program’s spring residency. Having been first introduced virtually by a

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Being Right & Being Holy

I like being right. Luckily, I’m right a lot. Just ask me and I’ll tell you it’s true. Or you can ask my husband. He’ll tell you

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Chuuurch!

I grew up playing all kinds of quirky games to pass the time on family road trips. One that was almost certainly unique to our

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Rise Up

Sometimes we lose. We lose loved ones. We lose jobs. We lose health. We lose dreams. We lose the religious tradition, denomination, or church we

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Beloved Community in Dachau

I spent the morning at Dachau Concentration Camp memorial site, just outside Munich. I wandered the grounds and exhibitions: the roll call area, barracks, infirmary,

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Consider the Dahlias

“They look like Dr. Seuss flowers!” So declared my 10-year-old upon seeing the rows and rows of dahlias at the Meijer Gardens Dahlia Show in

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Joe Biden’s Age II

In January. Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell posted a blog in this space called Joe Biden’s Age, arguing that Biden’s age helped make him trustworthy. The months since

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Long Lost Enemies

We were enemies, we just didn’t know it yet. Sitting across the small table for two was my friend Andrei. Both of us had been

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Borgdorff and Belhar

A couple things recently have put me in mind of the late Peter Borgdorff. He was the first Executive Director of the Christian Reformed Church

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Farewell for Now

I started writing for the Reformed Journal blog in Autumn of 2019. Some five years later, I’ve just crested the 100-blog peak. When I look

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Sabbath Season

Sabbath is not simply the pause that refreshes. It is the pause that transforms.Walter Brueggemann Keep The Sabbath, Or God Will Keep It For You

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Queer Promises

All I could say to myself was, “Why would people want to prevent others from making promises to God and others?” In 2020, a “certificate

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A salute to summer

For someone who’s always loved school, attended school for what feels like forever, parents children who are in school, is married to a middle school

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Creating Worlds with Words

Communal dinners always brought me out of my comfort zone on the Camino. I generally walked alone and solitude was my focus. On this night

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House of Dog v. House of God

We recently stumbled into an unknown and unexpected place. . . the world of dog shows. After the death of our much-loved large breed dog, we

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The Thank God Ledge

I am not a rock climber.  In my childhood out in the fields and forests of northwestern Ontario, I was a capable and confident tree

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Overburdened

I’ve seen this before, deer flies bold enough and brazen. You hear them, pounding themselves on the windshield and against the door and laying siege

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Wooly

Apparently I don’t really know what the word “wooly” means. Dictionaries tell me it means vague and confused.  I’ve always liked the word wooly. I

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Van Raalte’s Stump Sermon

I had walked past it numerous times and never paid it much attention. But this time I stopped because something peculiar had caught my eye.

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We Repent: A Litany

The Office of Confessional Compliance Christian Reformed Church in North America Dear Brothers in Christ, We humbly acknowledge that it is the kindness, tolerance, and patience

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Two Wounded Ears

There’s another story about political violence and wounding a right ear.  In this case the victim was Malchas, a servant of the high priest and

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Journey to Resurrection

I caught up to her somewhere in the middle of Spain. I don’t remember her name, nor could I have ever pronounced it correctly if

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At Sea

Many advocates of climate justice, Christian and otherwise, have looked to the Middle Ages to figure out what went wrong and how to set things

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Always

Perhaps what makes the “always” so poignant is that our eventual understanding that always isn’t always.

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Looking for Beauty

As the morning mist began to clear I could see him walking in the distance. No matter how early I began my pilgrimage there always

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On Being Well

A few years ago, when pain felt like it was destroying me from the inside out, undoing my very being—physical, mental, and spiritual—I started to

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Robed

Last week I had the pleasure of preaching at Yorkminster Park Baptist Church in downtown Toronto. Yorkminster hosts the Lester Randall Preaching Conference each fall,

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Vance and Me, I and We

What is it about J.D. Vance that gets under my skin? I know it’s got nothing to do with his selection this week as the

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Burning My Lawn

I am not very handy. I try to fix things around the house, but I have just enough knowledge to be dangerous. Often, when I

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Out of Pocket

There is something that happens when I step outside, with no purse or bag. I almost feel naked, like my fevered August teacher dreams where

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Limping Forward

My wife Jodi has a picture of the two of us dancing at a wedding as the screensaver on her phone. She loves that picture.

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The Pool as Sacred Space

We live in an 1920s brick home within an upper middle class neighborhood of Grand Rapids, Michigan. Our house offers a lot of character and

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Gatekeeping

The board of Elders at my brother’s church (which is not in the Reformed tradition) had a woman come to their meeting to profess her

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Enduring Things

High up a winding alpine road, at almost the very top of a narrow canyon, stood the 1920s log cabin my parents purchased in the

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A Church Like Aldi

I remember when it was considered a good idea for churches to look and feel like shopping malls, a place where 1990s people felt comfortable

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“If you are strong, I am strong.”

It’s now been almost two weeks since the first presidential debate. Words like “disaster,” “debacle,” and “embarrassment” have been used to describe it. Neither candidate

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Just Keep Walking

For the past month I’ve had the opportunity to chat — or is it snap? — with my daughter Jenna as she journeys along the

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An American Moment

If you have ever spent time interacting with Indians, you are likely familiar with the Indian head bobble. Also referred to as the Indian head

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God, grant me hope

I love the serenity prayer. Throughout my years of preaching, I’ve used it in all sorts of ways: to inspire surrender (God, grant me the

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Courtesy Flag

After 279 days and 2,895 miles aboard our 27-foot boat on the Great American Loop, my wife, Jill and I returned to our normal routine

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Auf Wiedersehen

Way back in the day when the original Reformed Journal was still in print via Eerdmans Publishing Company in the 1980s, I had the thrill

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There There

There was no announcement or notification. Just some big machinery that dug up a large section of concrete in the middle of our street, a

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Angels on the Edge

Two ethereal beings make their way slowly along a lonely beach on the eastern shore of Lake Michigan. One is carrying a stick over their

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Product Placement

In an early scene of the film American Fiction, Monk (Jeffrey Wright) is noticeably upset. He moves a stack of his books—he’s a Black scholar

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“Where Is The Lord?”

I’ve heard from a few readers about my extended absence from RJ. Not to worry (though I doubt this is a huge concern for many!)–I’ve

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Theocracy and Violence

A recent piece in the New York Times raised an alarm about the “theocratic worldview” of Supreme Court Justice Samuel Alito. Uh oh! I have

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Gumby Jesus

Jesus can be like Gumby. You can stretch him around anything you have a mind to. (Although, as you see in the pictures, the little

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Church Plays Gone Wrong

If you’re in the mood for something silly and entertaining (but technically, biblical?!), I have to highly recommend this YouTube video that a friend shared

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Johnson-Reed, Trump, and Us

Like Laura de Jong yesterday, I’m too rocked by this week’s Christian Reformed Synod to speak to it. Maybe next time. But for now, a

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Evensong Thoughts

The rain hadn’t let up at all that day. But then, this was England—wasn’t it supposed to be this way? The morning had dictated soggy

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Shunning Angels

The late Walter Wink’s masterful three volume treatment of biblical “powers and principalities,” — what he calls “the invisible forces that determine human existence”– begins

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In Praise of Ham Buns

It’s at least a small step up from the ham buns now. The funeral home staff orders some nice chicken salad on croissants, and I

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Look a Wolf in the Eye

Think of someone you wish you had known—perhaps someone historic, famous, or uniquely gifted. Would you be any different if you had known them back

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Parenting as an Act of Hope

Whatever else can be said about parenting, for those who follow Jesus, parenting is an act of hope. It is an act of hope because

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Thawing

It can take all day for a pound of ground beef to thaw on the counter. I know this because when I thaw things the

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No Two of Them the Same

Our church has the most delightful set of individual communion cups. No two of them are alike. One Sunday a few years ago, one of

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Magic and Mosquitoes

I’m dog-sitting for a friend this week. Last Friday, Ruby and I dropped her human off at the airport and then she came back to

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The Memory of Trees

If you’ve read the little snippet of a bio that sits at the bottom of my blogs, you’ll already know that trees are important to

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Blasphemy

Saturday morning as I was pondering this blog, two things came to my attention in swift succession.  One was colleague Jeff Munroe’s blog in which

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Reformed and Reforming

I grew up in the Reformed Church in America, and I remember enjoying my Sunday school classes and Thursday night catechism classes. There were many

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The Good Work of Making Mistakes

My husband and co-pastor, Tony, and I have taken to quoting Dr. Becky, psychotherapist and parenting expert, who says, “Good parents aren’t perfect. Good parents

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A Day With a Legend

The other day I saw a new stamp in the post office and couldn’t stop myself from buying a sheet. (I know; the post office

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Enter at Your Own Risk

In the Gospels, living with a disability can be dangerous to your health when Jesus is around. Sometimes disabled people go to Jesus, and other

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Vocation Revisted

Last fall I wrote here about a professional development group I was taking part in this year on campus. The group was tasked with exploring

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Doctor (?)

“What Are You Even Doing?” So, I’m a Doctor now, I guess. My kids don’t understand this. Sitting around our dinner table a few days

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Hatred and Hope

Years ago as I began my ministry, I read a book that exercised a huge influence on me: Taylor Branch’s history of the Civil Rights

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Cagey Squirrels

Squirrels are busy building nests and planning for offspring, and you can tell they’re in a hurry by the number of munched branch remnants which

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Getting in Touch with Her Feelings

Along with experiencing more social distancing than we ever wanted during the pandemic, we’ve also become attentive to the harmful effects of isolation and loneliness.

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Seeing the cougar

A stream with no tributaries is a first-order stream. One with only first-order tributaries is second order and so-forth with ever increasing fractal complexity. So

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Promised Land?

Today, May 15, is known as The Nakba, the day 900,000 Palestinians became refugees when the state of Israel was formed in 1948. Today I

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Coming in second

Winning is wonderful. When we work hard, do our very best at a competitive thing, the thing goes really well, and we are the winners,

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Rethinking Revolution

I’ve been thinking a lot recently about the French Revolution. I’m sure it’s been keeping you up at night, too. Please don’t stop reading!  As

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Invisible

Growing up, I remember debating with friends which superpower we would want. Superhuman strength to bend steel? X-ray vision to see through walls? To be

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Is the Bible Tone-Deaf?

No, it’s not fair to measure the New Testament “healing narratives” against contemporary standards like the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA), but it can be

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The Problem of Good

This weekend I had the delight of hosting Jeff Munroe at my church. It was great fun for me, this connection of two places I’ve

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Jerry and Betty

Hiking is great but not all hikes are the same. Hiking with the returning swans and eagles in Millennium Park near Grand Rapids, Michigan is

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The Embodied Sermon

Recently my wife and I were among just over 15,000 people in West Michigan who took in one of the six Grand Rapids performances of

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The Right to Earn

If it is spring in the Midwest, it will be windy. Ann Marie Riebe lived in the Great Plains of North Dakota. In the 1930s

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“I Want to See Again”

(Overheard near the outskirts of Jericho.) “What’s going on up there?” “It’s a mob coming this way—a bunch of people I don’t recognize.” “It’s a

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A song without a story

William Jennings Bryan knew how to deliver a speech, a talent he picked it up as a kid and ran with, the youngest man ever

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My Annual Physical

My annual physical is coming up. I’m anticipating the various encouragements and reprimands I might receive from the doctor; my blood pressure is too this

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Will You Help Us?

When the writers or the Board of the Reformed Journal gather, we usually spend a bit of time rehearsing the illustrious and uneven history of

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The Little Church on the Corner

Five years ago, our church didn’t know the difference between a gravamen and a grommet. Today, we’re facing remarkably difficult decisions about our place in

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Just Mercy

Energized discussion was already underway when I walked into my college classroom. Students were talking about the news report. A young man, stone drunk, had

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James McBride

I love the books of James McBride. It started with The Good Lord Bird (2013), the umpteenth telling of the story of John Brown but

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Where Your Two Feet Are

The last couple of years have seen a lot of change for myself and my friends. Some of us have moved, whether thirty minutes down

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Great Clips

One of the small delights of Larry’s life is getting a haircut. At his age he still has enough to cut. It’s thinning, but visible

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Holy Huddle

A missed basket. An untimely injury. A bad call by the referee. A rare mistake by a gifted athlete. I wish I didn’t care so

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Hosting a Party is Hard Work

Sometime in about 2017, another newlywed I knew from college shared a blog post on Facebook. This piece, which her caption indicated she had found

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Banned Books

You’ve heard, of course, the oddities, like the dictionary and the Bible, but what made the news this week was that Pen America, who tallies

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Eye-white and froth

“Read this,” she said. So I did. She’s our professional writer and her critiques of my offerings for my biweekly RJ blogging gig sting me

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The Sordid and the Sacred

So I’m bringing communion to my home bound members on a Sunday afternoon. The Elder who normally accompanied me had to back out at the

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Hindu Retirement

I retired in January – the first of January –too short a time yet to figure out exactly what it’s about. Makes it hard to

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Filled-Full

I’d like to begin with two quick vignettes if you’ll humor me: One: There is a park near my house that has a small, regularly

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Growing the Game

I will be the first to admit that I am a latecomer to women’s NCAA basketball. I’ve been a fan of the Michigan State Spartans

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City on a Hill

Try as I might, I cannot relive Amiens Cathedral. In spite of having spent time there last summer, loitering long within its cavernous space and

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Majestically Backwards

David Timmer’s blog of yesterday put me in mind of Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians 1:18-31 and that in turn put me in mind of

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The Devil’s Bargain

Donald Trump has been turning increasingly to religion in order to validate his campaign for the presidency. Nothing in his personal history suggests devoutness, and

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This is Real Life

I turned in my dissertation revisions last week, and ever since, I have been on the hunt for University of Michigan regalia I can borrow

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His first trip up river

Just about ten years ago, St. Louis University, a private Jesuit institution, moved a statue featuring one of its own founders, Father Pierre-Jean De Smet,

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Places

Sometimes in pensive older age, perhaps prompted by an occasion, one reflects anew on the obvious. My wife and I were in Vienna to visit

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Gerben Winters

Without a doubt, Gerben Winters (his real name!) was the grouchiest, crankiest, most curmudgeonly parishioner I had in over 45 years of ministry. He was

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A Little Easter Dialogue

It’s been ten years now that I’ve been marking the Easter season in a new way. This marking began grimly, with the chill of every

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Empty-handed at Eastertide

I grew up in a junior varsity liturgical family. I spent enough time around high church people to know the date of Orthodox Christmas (special

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The Wondrous Cross

We think that Paradise and Calvarie,Christ’s Crosse and Adam’s tree, stood in one place.Looke, Lord, and finde both Adams met in me;As the first Adam’s

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Time to Love

In the sweeping narrative of Holy Week, today Jesus and his disciples celebrate the Passover meal, one last supper before Jesus is handed over to

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Action & Passion

In the Garden Several weeks ago, I spent three days with a small group of pastoral colleagues in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. We’ve been gathering

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Love Them as Yourself

This is not a blog about immigration policy.  This is not a blog that will necessarily even inform or speak into deliberations on U.S. border

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Playing Ball Like….a Megastar

In a pivotal scene from the film, The Sandlot, “Ham” Porter gives the final chilling insult to the boys from the fancy baseball team: “You

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Ride On, King Jesus

Ride on, King Jesus, ride on.No man can-a-hinder me.  In preparation for Palm Sunday, I’ve spent time asking why I might have joined the crowd

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Messiah Complex

About halfway through the umpteenth sweeping battle sequence in Dune: Part 2, I thought to myself: I’m bored. Oh yes, I know: the cinematography is

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March Madness

Just so happened to sit on a folding chair set up directly beneath the basket on the north end of the court last week at

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Stonington

Distance hides it a bit but not too much. I checked the rearview and braked hard to turn south on Forest Road 513. An afterthought,

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Blossom and rejoice and sing

Four years ago, at right about this time, I started the blog with T.S. Eliot’s observation that “midwinter spring is its own season.” Four years ago

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Thinking About the Departed

Just before gametime, a young football player received notice that his father had died unexepectedly. Given the tragic circumstances, his coach told him that no

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The Run of History

Hello again, Ron: Here’s the third installment of my take on how people in the Christian Reformed Church and the Reformed Church in America are

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The Beginning or The End

This is but the beginning of birth pangs, he said. Labor? This is labor?How much pain are we in for?And where are the midwives? This

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The Traveler and the Gate

The traveler stopped at a spot in the road and looked around. No book or map or phone to guide. Just a memory of words

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Undertaking

In a recent episode of Kate Bowler’s podcast, Everything Happens, the actor and director, Richard Grant, shared the story of his late wife’s death. Richard

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Father, Forgive Them

Leave it to Jesus to pack a punch in a sermon of just seven words. (Alright, technically it’s 41 words in the Greek. But it’s

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The Relief of Feeling Not Far Off

I’ve been preaching through the gospel of Mark leading up to Easter, and frankly, I’m growing weary of the litany of conflicts, misunderstandings, trick questions,

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Running Water

In a sunny sky especially, the huge sandstone cutbanks along the Missouri can be perfectly stunning. To stumble on them after endless hours of treeless

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Both Color and Camouflage

One of the ways that spring begins to announce itself in West Michigan is that the Frederik Meijer Gardens and Sculpture Park–just voted #1 in

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Two Worlds

Stepping down from our tour bus at the visitor’s center, I found myself ankle deep in the finest, powdery dust I had ever encountered. My

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Slow Down the Communion Prayer

The Lord be with you.And also with you. Where are you right now?In your favorite chair? on the bus? in a crowd?Right there, God is.The

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Enthusiasm

If you know very much about me, then you know that I am a hobby gourmet cook.  Few things are more enjoyable to me than

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Torn

It snowed Friday night, and it felt like the first snowfall of winter, again. We practically forgot what season it was here in the Chicago

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Faith Seeking Longing

The following was inspired by a recent conversation with a congregant. While I share this with permission, I have changed personal details to protect the

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Blood on the snow

I woke up all sorts of lazy and dull. They were back from their walk, these two grad students. One worked for me years ago

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“And, not but”

We’re now a week into Lent. But I’m still thinking on last week’s confluence of Valentine’s Day and Ash Wednesday. I’ll admit I found all

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A CO Hero

On Veterans Day last year, Pete Peterson came to mind. Scrolling through social media, I saw all sorts of photos of fathers and grandfathers in

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My Grandmother’s Cross

Recently while digging through boxes, I found a decorative cross that belonged to my grandmother. I’m not sure if she made it herself or if

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Really Real Lent

Are you familiar with VR? It stands for virtual reality and people, especially young people or tech-y people (like those who fill my house) really

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Dependence Day

Today marks 22 years since I was a 22-year-old leaving Switzerland after a six-month stint as an au pair. I have often called February 15

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Ezekiel (of All People)

Last week at Calvin University and Calvin Theological Seminary we hosted the Symposium on Worship as co-sponsored by the Calvin Institute of Christian Worship and

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Terrified of Our Private Selves

I’ve heard many opinions concerning what is and is not appropriate to teach in schools. The battles over curriculum are in high swing. But James

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On Playing in Church

Last week I waxed nostalgic about sneaking into Calvin Church as a child to “play house”. This week, on my weekly Monday walk with my

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Fannie Lou Hamer, and Me

Seems to me you have to cut LBJ some slack here. The man didn’t ask to be President. Didn’t run for it. Came into it

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Feral

They ran the brush-hog late along the edge of the prairie. Winter-rank fuzzy stubble stems bristled from a beating off with a dull blade. An

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Nunc dimittis

I’ve written here before about my long years never decorating for Christmas–I was busy, I travel every Christmas, it seemed like too much work for

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Life amid the ashes

Cara and I went home last summer to see my dad. Going home is different since my mom died. We’re navigating new territory and creating

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The NFL is Rigged — And Other Lies

I shouldn’t have been surprised—but I still was—when I started hearing people claiming the National Football League is “rigged.” We are less than a week

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Flooded with Memories

I recently returned to Grand Rapids, my hometown, to visit my family. I love walking the streets of my childhood when I visit. I walk

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A Tale of Two Sisters

A few months ago, I listened to Jill Dillard’s memoir Counting the Cost, and this month I followed it up with her sister Jinger Vuolo’s

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Naming My Sin “On the Ones”

Steve and I have been friends for over 50 years. We shared many childhood experiences—youth football, Mackinaw Island with the Boy Scouts, the grade-school bus,

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Preaching Wisdom from The Boss

A Conversation With The Boss I listened a bit ago to a conversation between two musical legends. Ahmir “Questlove” Thompson, band leader and drummer of

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What’s Good?

In the movie Apollo 13, not long after an oxygen tank had exploded on the spacecraft, the computers at Mission Control in Houston were flashing

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Yell at Servants for Exercise

The cardiologist had been practicing for decades, and she was both knowledgeable and clear in her explanations. She said that many people have heart valves

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A Photographer of Startling Power

For these Sunday posts in January, I want to listen to how people with immigration or refugee experiences find sustenance and purpose in difficult times.

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Blessed Unrest

There is “no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us

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What Now Shall We Sing?

At the beginning of the month, I participated in a learning trip to Northern Ireland, studying peacemaking and reconciliation with staff from the Calvin Institute

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The Flavour of Belonging

As an adolescent in the early ‘90s, the then-popular phrase “on fire for God” totally applied to me. I was a good, godly kid. I

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Joe Biden’s Age

I turned 65 yesterday. Earlier this month I joined the very popular and successful government-run national healthcare plan. Thank you! This landmark birthday has caused

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The Lord and Giver of Life

Why does the Nicene Creed assign “life” to the Holy Spirit — the Lord and Giver of Life — when it gives creation in general

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“How about that weather?”

It was with some sense of defeat that Saturday approached and I thought, “All I have to write about is the weather.” But weather seems

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To Number Our Days

“Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” Psalm 90:12 I am a day-numberer. Whether I am counting the

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Forgive the Referees

“This is the body of Christ, broken for you. Forgive the referees.” An elder said this to me as I took communion on the last

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A Letter to My Sons

It wasn’t that long ago that you were young and we’d pile into the bedroom that two of you shared. You’d make room for each

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The Israel Matter

As I write this blog on a snowed-in Sunday, the war between Israel and Hamas centered in Gaza has hit the 100-day mark.  The death

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Detroit & Dr. King

There is something beautiful about waking up on MLK Day and remembering that it’s Victory Monday. We are a Detroit Lions household. We spend more

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Marilyn Nelson’s Saint

On January 31, Marilyn Nelson will visit Calvin University as part of the January Series, where we will do a live recording of the Poetry

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From Kandahar to Grand Rapids

For these Sunday posts in January, I want to listen to how people with immigration or refugee experiences find sustenance and purpose in difficult times.

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Another Semester of Being Useless

Spring semester begins next week for me, and I’m looking forward to the two courses I’ll be teaching: creative nonfiction and environmental literature. I have

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January 12, 1888

Exactly 136 years ago today, a monster arose on the northern plains just as country school kids were about to be dismissed. The Initial brute

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Monsters

I was going to be so productive. I was going to get ahead on things

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Reading Resolutions

I don’t know about accuracy here, but this morning I came across this claim: “Only 28 books sold more than 500,000 copies in the US

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Stand up

One person was rather noticeable at my mother’s funeral. He was a young Black man — the only one there. Afterward, I introduced myself. He

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Letter to an Aspiring Poet

Editor’s Note: Frequent RJ commenter and poet Jack Ridl recently sent this letter to a young woman interested in poetry. We felt it was too

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The Contradictions

I love the Bible. I am in it daily, sometimes deeply, sometimes lightly, depending on the readings and my mood. The Daily Office requires praying

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Fruits of the Spirit

One of my friends, while growing up, was the member of a small Pentecostal church in our town. It had, perhaps 25 members, most of

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Not Singing Along

Why is my attention so frequently drawn to people who don’t (or won’t) sing in church?  When I was a pastor—and now anytime I lead

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Avoid the Box Jellyfish

It follows the same basic plotline of all sport films. The athlete works to overcome a seemingly impossible obstacle, and the audience cheers him/her/them/the team

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The Hairs on My Head

I have started counting hairs. I noticed three in the shower this morning. They came away as I shampooed my recently shortened hair. A few

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2023 by the numbers

Is everything ultimately quantifiable?  Much as I hate to admit it, there is a little part of me that fears this question will someday become

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A Ghostly Little Sermon

Charles Dickens’ “ghostly little tale,” A Christmas Carol is one of individual conversion and transformation. But tucked away in a short dialogue between Ebenezer Scrooge

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December 26, 1862

The State of Minnesota wants a half-section of land in Murray County to become once again what it was 200 years ago, when only Dakota

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“I Just Want to Be Forgiven”

Back in 2005 Christian Smith captured the functional religion of North American culture, especially among young people, with the term moralistic therapeutic deism. It is

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Give Me a Word

Kathleen Norris writes often about monks, monasteries, the vast plains of South Dakota, and assorted other largely unknown and misunderstood subjects. In 2008 she wrote

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I Just Need Someone

“Help me!” she called out. “Can someone please help me?” I was sitting in a community room of the long term care home where I

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The Poinsettia

This is the second year now I’ve bought a poinsettia from a student fundraising for a school trip. This is the second year I’ve put

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Expect These Cookies

When I was in between my final two years of university, a lovely Korean student named Sunyoung sublet one of the rooms in our creaky

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The Hunham Condition

Although I am not an expert in cinema, I have to believe that I am one of many people who count Alexander Payne as one

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For plea and gift and sign

It’s the penultimate Monday of 2023–and next Monday doesn’t really count as it is Christmas Day. So, the year is basically over, Advent has but

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Flourishing at Taco Bell

One of the purposes of Advent is to nurture the habit of waiting, the spiritual fruit of patience as we wait for something better. When

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Third Sunday in Advent: A Sestina

These candlelit evenings, ancient hope glimmers like a gift,gleams for a moment, then falters, slips to nothingin the circling of the year, our loves still

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Wiltz, Christmas 1944

There was a lull. No one would have said the sudden silence was anywhere near the peace-on-earth promise of Christmas, and while it would have

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Transitioning Away

The big news on the creation-care front was that we, in North America, woke up to newly-revealed final language in the COP28’s First Global Stocktake

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I Had to Find Beauty

“Communication is not just the transmission of information; it is the co-creation of culture.” So says Quentin Schultze in his Christian perspective on communication entitled

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My Year in Memoirs

I’ve been on a memoir kick this year. Actually, that may be a bit of an understatement. By my count, I’m currently working on my

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Malaise

Laura de Jong may be ok with our beloved founder having loosened up on premature celebrations of Christmas, but I’m going to stick with Advent

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What’s in a Tune?

I’m taking to heart Steve’s admonition to not be an Advent snob. So much so that I’m jumping right past Christmas to talk about Lent.

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Dark Sacred Night

Bazan One of the holiday albums in heavy rotation in my Spotify app every December is David Bazan’s Dark Sacred Night. It’s no Gene Autry

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An Ecology of Praise

I am writing this blog from the Tucson airport as my wife and I are returning from a brief getaway in the Desert Southwest.  We

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Don’t Be an Advent Snob

Was it this year’s unusual calendar? Or maybe it’s that I’m now retired from the pastorate? But it seemed like Christmas mirth and zaniness had

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Vince in the Hole

In this Advent season, I share this personal experience to encourage people who wait in hope. It’s a story about Vince (not his real name),

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Mysteries

The church was packed. Mom would have liked that. And all five “first ladies” were in attendance–she would have liked that too. She would have

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Heron brain

What do you suppose you’d find, to root around in that walnut-sized brain for a while? It’s a pathetic nod to self-care I suppose, but

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To Read is to Love

Recently, some lovely friends threw a party for my new book, Nourishing Narratives. As part of the event, I had a conversation with Michael Wildschut,

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We Choose Readers

Years ago when I was on the Board of Editors for what was then called Perspectives magazine, a consultant brought us all to a moment

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The Good Kind of Weird Potlatch

There were always some very gooey caramel brownies and lots of other tantalizing desserts, usually with sprinkles. That was what I always noticed first at

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Looking for Nolans

The text popped up on my cell phone just as the sun was rising and I was doing my morning devotions. It was a video.

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Rose the interpreter

Before we get started, let’s clear the air: people in the know on such things claim the only liar more gifted in deceit than James

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You Are Not Enough

Last week I had the opportunity to offer an invocation – some opening words of welcome – at one of Queen’s University’s convocation ceremonies. I

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Lightning and Thunder

I preached the Thanksgiving service at my church yesterday on a few verses from II Corinthians 9, where Paul speaks about generosity. I quoted Karl

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Rice and Raisins

In my family, we argue over the correct stuffing for the turkey. Among my earliest memories of Thanksgiving, is my dad, in his pajamas, spooning

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Welcome to Coon Rapids

Welcome to Coon Rapids, Iowa. And why did my visit there remind me of the American church? I was in Coon Rapids last August to

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Grounded

On a warm Sunday morning in late October, my family and I attended a smudging ceremony. An indigenous leader from our church had invited the

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Revive Us Again

Mass revival meetings are convened by evangelical movements around the globe, seldom by the Reformed and Presbyterian and Lutheran and Episcopalian churches that have sustained

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Hot or Cold?

It started with chocolate chip cookies. After a lunch meeting with a wide array of cookie options, one person mentioned he loved cookies, but not

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An Unsung Hero of World War II

“I’m no hero,” Chester Nez chuckles. “I just wanted to serve my country.” Nez grew up in New Mexico, and did not have the right

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Things we carry

I’m working away on something, when Alexa offers me “I Dream of Jeannie with the Light Brown Hair,” ancient Americana penned by Stephen Foster, no

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Impulse

My impulse to get up and leave surprised me. I’ve heard our communion liturgy a million times, but why thoughts to just walk away –

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When you left

I have read so many things in the past few years about why people are leaving the church. As churches, we’ve critiqued, we’ve analyzed, and

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For All the Saints

We played a lot of catch. During the last year of his life, my dad could hear very little, and what he heard, he couldn’t

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Raising Kids, Duggar Style

As an avid watcher of all sorts of reality television, particularly anything related to American religion, I’d been on the lookout for Jill Dillard’s memoir,

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Each Shard Still Shines

Luminous Shards There’s a rectangular stained glass lamp that sits near my desk in my study. It’s had a place there for years. My wife

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Twelve Years Old!

Talkative. Funny. Getting smarter. Able to move beyond literalism. Increasingly concerned about physical appearance. Having a strong need for affirmation. These are the traits of

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God of Sorrows

The world is a bleak place these days.  Long about the time one had gotten used to having an abiding sadness and sickness over the

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Aging Gracefully

The Bachelor has been on television for more than twenty seasons. I watched the early seasons with my roommates in college, but quickly lost interest

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Reformation Reflection

I love a good celebration. Birthdays, significant milestones, Thanksgiving, Christmas—all of these evoke memories of good times with family and friends. Granted, sometimes these same

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The Old Danish Church

There ought to be a turnout. There ought to be a sign a mile back–you know, “Scenic Overlook” or something akin to warn drivers on

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Start Small

For the last forty days, I’ve had the enormous privilege of talking with people about my new novel: I’ve given author talks at libraries and

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Scenes with My Son

On October 31, Eerdmans Publishing officially releases Scenes with My Son: Love and Grief in the Wake of Suicide, a memoir I wrote about my

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Pastors’ Appreciation Month

I always appreciated not receiving much appreciation during Pastors’ Appreciation Month. Invented by the sellers of greeting cards and trinkets, pushed by “Christian” media, it’s

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Israel and USA: Convergent Myths

I opened my news feed this morning to horrific headlines, the latest in a string of horrific headlines: “Gaza’s Doctors Struggle to Save Hospital Blast

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Ecumenical Hospitality

Contribute to the needs of the saints; extend hospitality to strangers.Romans 12:13 What comes to mind when you hear the word “hospitality”? I think of

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The Cardigan of God

This piece was written in March 2023, three days after the Nashville Covenant School shooting. Sadly, of course, there continues to be shootings, violence, despair,

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The Houses Stand Not Far Apart

There is nothing new under the sun. In July, 2006, Hezbollah fighters fired rockets from Lebanon into Israel as a distraction from the anti-tank missile

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The Beauty of New Perspectives

Every now and then, we get to be a part of bright, mysterious moments where unexpected life-threads twist together. I recently had an afternoon that

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Mounjaro and Me

I am guessing that not a lot of RJ readers have heard of something named Mounjaro.  But thanks to heavy advertising on TV probably most

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Used Furniture Ecumenism

Much of what I know about ecumenism I learned in a used furniture store. My first pastoral call was to a Reformed Church in America

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Confessional

What most people mean by the word “confessional” is a booth in a church where you tell your sins to the priest. Scholars use the

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Black Flag

A habitual early-riser, I often don’t sleep well in hotels, so I was up early doomscrolling pre-dawn. Given time zone differences, the European climate scientists

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A Birthday Wish

It’s midpoint in the Calvin semester, and students (and let’s be honest, the faculty, too) are dragging themselves towards fall break. The weather is colder.

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Driestarren — Three Stars

No one has ever called me a Kuyperian, and I’m okay with that. Then Kuyper scholar par excellence and RJ blogger, Jim Bratt, mentioned Kuyper’s driestarren

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Communion and Justice

“But let justice roll down like water    and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream” (Amos 5:24) Several years ago, while I was working on a project for

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Exploring and Expanding Vocation

This academic year I was invited to join a professional development group exploring vocation at the university where I work. Our goal for the year

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Devil, Demon, or Antichrist?

As Donald Trump first ran for the White House, I started wondering whether he was the antichrist. How else to explain the rapturous support of

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For Love of the Gram

There I was, just sitting on my couch, when the ducks in dresses appeared. Not literally. Unfortunately. Rather, through that medium of all things weird

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Memory, Communion, Hope

Beloved in the Lord Jesus Christ,The holy supper which we are about to celebrateIs a feast of remembrance, communion, and hope…from the Reformed Church in

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Wrestling with Wrexham

If you haven’t seen the show, Welcome to Wrexham, the basic plot is that the well known (mostly known?) Hollywood actors, Ryan Reynolds and Rob

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Trauma and Race

Kintsugi is the ancient practice of repairing porcelain fractures with powder resin mixed with gold. The principle of kintsugi is that the repairs to the porcelain

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Fear not

I’ve been working on a writing project, and an unexpected theme has emerged. Fear. The book isn’t a memoir – not really – but it

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Ripples

It’s all so familiar on a September Saturday morning. Up early, obligations to a student event, though I’d rather have the day to myself. Another

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Costly Compost

I always relish the turn to autumn each year–it has remained my favorite season unabated through half a century. And yet, as Steve’s piece yesterday

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The Next Chapter

Our dog died last month. Thank you for your condolences. I think almost all of us have learned to take the death of pets seriously.

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September Grief and Children

The fall of 2019 was rough for my family. In early September, my maternal great grandmother died ‘full of years’ at the remarkable age of

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All Abuzz

I’ve been both giddy and annoyed recently by the way that “story” has been trending in the public sphere. In my house, where my husband

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Care as Connection

Caring is complicated. Which means parenting is complicated. And friendship is complicated. And working in care-giving jobs is complicated. What should my care look like?

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Telling the Truth About God

I’ve been thinking a lot about truth-telling lately. I’m working on a presentation for a preaching conference next month. I’ve titled the workshop “Preaching Towards

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Free to be an American

I have a deep love for Avalon, Barry Levinson’s autobiographical movie from 1990. According to Wikipedia (which means it must be true), Avalon cost $20

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By Chance?

The New York Times has been, one suspects, doing very well these days through its Games/Puzzle division.  Of course for almost as long as the

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We Want a King (or Queen)

I was surprised to see the book framed by Samuel 8. The people came to Samuel and said: Place a King over us, to guide

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Power & Vulnerability

I always preach the same wedding sermon. I’m not sure if other pastors do this too. Honestly it feels a bit like cheating. But I

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Chronological Loneliness

My English composition students have been revising their first, low-impact, warm-up essay assignment this week. We’re mostly working on organization and sentence style at this

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A Thing of Beauty

How long ago? It was back in the days of the dropkick, a move designed to surprise the defense and turn what might have looked

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Wolfy thing

Creation demands its wolves. I keep thinking this as I reflect on two, sort-of obscure anniversaries that surfaced recently. They’re both remembrances of extinctions. One

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Special Olympics as Beth-el

The three Abrahamic religions share the story of Jacob’s wonderful dream (Genesis 28). As Desmond Tutu tells it in his Children of God Storybook Bible,

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Loveable Losers

There is a haunting passage in Marilynne Robinson’s novel, Jack (2020), the fourth in her quartet of novels revolving around two mid-20th-century families from the

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A 9/11 Commemoration

On 9/11 last year I was living in the Hague, Netherlands and serving a congregation founded several decades ago by Reformed Church in America pastors.

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The Rainmakers

The late 1950’s were dry years in Lyon County, Iowa where we lived. The summer winds from the south were unusually hot and blustery. The

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Paul Sends His Love

The title of today’s RJ blog is borrowed from a chapter title in a book of essays by the late Frederick Buechner.  I was reminded

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Tomato Season

It’s tomato season.  I’m not sure I can convey the physical weight represented by those three words. The eight Roma plants in my backyard garden,

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A Passel of Idiolectical Delights

I’ve been thinking heavy thoughts all week—about liberal arts education, public discourse and its discontents, the challenges of the creative process, curricular dilemmas, etc. In

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Colors

Color doesn’t matter, I thought as I tied another one on. I convinced myself, tying trout flies back in grad school. But I can hear

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River-rafting with St. Patrick

It’s the beginning of a new school year–my 51st consecutive year of beginning school since I first toddled off to preschool in the mists of

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Keep Off the Grass

Many of Oxford University’s colleges ban walking on their finely manicured lawns, and Christ Church’s school of theology is no exception. Standing near the pristine

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Right on Time

Time is a weird thing to live in and experience; weirder still to try and articulate. My 14 year-old daughter has a unique obsession with

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This, Too, Shall Pass

My sister, Tracy, was diagnosed with brain cancer exactly nine months ago. Within weeks of learning that she had a rare brain tumor, called an

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The Body, in Life and in Death

Two weeks ago, I visited the Rembrandt House Museum in Amsterdam, where Rembrandt van Rijn lived, painted, and sold paintings from 1639 to 1658. An

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Do you believe in magic?

I’m not sure exactly when or where I learned it. Was it overt, clearly stated in some book or class? Or did I more intuit

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Shouting in Libraries

My colleague Gary D. Schmidt is an award-winning author of Middle Grade fiction and so speaks all over the country.  He also has connections with

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68 Sundays

“Who are your workers and what do they carry with them emotionally and spiritually into worship?” I frequently ask pastors and worship leaders this question

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Goodbye to the Books

This summer, Calvin University librarians are doing a “collection review.” That means they’re culling the stacks. Apparently, Calvin has never done this before. And since

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Growth – Economic and Otherwise

Each spring, I give a favorite lecture, an homage to a Belgian mathematician, Pierre François Verhulst. In two publications (1838 and 1847), Verhulst argued that

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My Father: A Meme

I was mindlessly scrolling through Facebook the other day when a meme stopped me. The photo was of an old, overweight guy pushing a cart

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Remembering Our Name is Mud

We continue looking at the themes for the Year A “Season of Creation” Sundays. Week Two is intended to follow the Theme of “Land.” In

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Economics and Ecology

I applaud Debra Rienstra’s initial piece, “We Have to Talk About Economics,” to introduce more discussion of economics in the Christian church community. I also

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Forbidden?

Late in this summer’s blockbuster Christopher Nolan film Oppenheimer viewers are presented with a disorienting set of images.  It is the evening of August 6,

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We’re all one piece

I have the honor of sharing on the Reformed Journal blog for the four Sundays of August, and I thought it would be a good

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What has to be said

I didn’t see the Twin Towers go down on 9/11. Let me take that back—because I was in class, I didn’t see the collapse, not

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Elise Joshi speaks up

I had another post in prep but I switched it up to go with this. This deserves to be amplified and it is so astonishingly

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The Sermon and the Rabbit Hole

On Sunday mornings I now fill a pew not a pulpit. Recently, a preacher’s sermon sent me down the proverbial rabbit hole.  She shared how

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Thanks for coming

Writing on these Sundays in July, I decided to go back to my childhood on an Iowa farm and all the treasures I learned from

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All Kinds of Lost

There was a game that my family used to play in the car sometimes, back when I was around seven or eight years old. The

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Are you the one?

In January of 1992 I joined a week-long educational trip to El Salvador. That same month marked the end of a fifteen-year civil war in

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A Place in the Heart

When this blog goes live, I will hopefully be thousands of feet in the air over the mid-Atlantic, on my way to the Netherlands for

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Tending

We’re past the halfway mark of the summer, and I can feel myself beginning to hold on too tightly. My anxiety rises as I wake

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Pew 18

Belief, Belonging, and the Guy in Pew 18’s Trouble Moving Further Up and Further In The pews in our historic sanctuary are numbered, a vestige

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Cropduster Conundrum

Writing on these Sundays in July, I decided to go back to my childhood on an Iowa farm and all the treasures I learned from

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Perchance to Dream

Weary from contention, seeking escape, I try to rest. Even rest feels hard, hard like dry ground. A pillow flattened into stone. Tension in my

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Back to the Future

Global missions are too critical to the work of God’s Kingdom to be owned and controlled by denominations. This more or less sums up the

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Day 3

RIO (red, indigo, orange) did right by us. He’s a robust and feisty male piping plover and Vince, the Park Service, biologist heard him calling

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Reminders

This week I’m on vacation, hopefully being mindful in the way articulated by the poem I shared here last time. And next week is the

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The Passion of AI

As significant as the discovery of the wheel.   Some experts are appraising the emergence of Artificial Intelligence (AI) in this way. It is a technological

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We’re in this together

Writing on these Sundays in July, I decided to go back to my childhood on an Iowa farm and all the treasures I learned from

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Poverty, by America

A few years ago, a friend and I read Matthew Desmond’s Evicted, and even years later, it’s still one of the best books I’ve read.

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The Bane of Church Buildings

“Come build a church with soul and spirit, come build a church of flesh and bone. We need no tower rising skyward; no house of

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Our Help in Ages Past

My great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-grandfather was a priest in the Netherlands. That’s thirteen “greats” if you weren’t counting. His name was Feito Ruardi, and he was born in

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Paul Simon’s PS

“I hate the Psalms!” I’ve been known to say. On hearing this once, my pastor frowned, and offered, “Well, they are the songbook of the

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The Good Stuff

As I was casting about for ideas for this week’s blog, my eyes Sunday fell on the latest NY Times column by Tish Harrison Warren. 

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Does it Hold Up?

Maybe it’s because millennials are doing a lot of mainstream writing right now, but it seems like nostalgia is popular these days. Are reboots a

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Pious Petunia Starts a Podcast

Occasional guest blogger Pious Petunia has apparently started a podcast? I’m not sure, but I did discover what appears to be part of a transcript

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Fanny Crosby out back

It’s that season again when, out back whacking weeds, I’m accosted by Sunday School melodies that seep into my consciousness from some obscure memory tank

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Being in it

I’ve been away from the blog for some weeks, in part because I’ve been cleaning out my father’s house and preparing it for market. A

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1973: Fifty Years Later

This Fourth of July finds the United States, for all its statistics of prosperity, poisoned by venom, distrust, and the most serious challenge to the

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The Virtue of Quitting?

I’ve always prided myself in not being a quitter. Over the years, what I’ve lacked in natural intelligence and ability I’ve tried to make up

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Coffee Break Epiphany

Writing on these Sundays in July, I decided to go back to my childhood on an Iowa farm and all the treasures I learned from

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Breakfast at Home

I am a breakfast person. I love breakfast. A good breakfast is a good start to the day, isn’t it? I especially like to plan

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The Power of Slow and Weak

I learned about slow TV through NPR’s Invisibilia podcast. They dropped an episode about it back in May of 2021, introducing their audience to the

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Total Football

Warning: this blog contains spoilers of Ted Lasso Season 3. Scott beat me to the punch with his blog about the NY Times story of

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Pliable

When my husband and I were first married we had a favorite breakfast place. We’d order the same thing to split every time: a hashbrown

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I Love Thy Church

It’s not often as one scans through something like the New York Times that an article involving celebrities and a Presbyterian church jumps out.  But

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Decentered

Missionaries have always been . . . weird. Growing up the son of a minister in the Midwest meant that at least once a year

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Fool Soldiers

Just exactly why the Fool Soldiers decided to rescue the hostages White Lodge and his band had captured–and abused–is a question no one will ever

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The Man in the White Dress

I became an Elder in a congregation of the Christian Reformed Church at the tender age of 33, not quite the stern silverback archetype I

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Overtures and Exit Music

Last week’s discussion of inclusiveness and church order at the Christian Reformed Church’s (CRCNA) annual Synod evoked memories of an earlier debate that dragged on

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Jesus Hates Me!

Last spring I was hiking along a section of the Saline River that shambles through the city of Milan, Michigan, and I came to a

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The Last Laugh

So it’s the last day of the CRC’s synod. Much has been decided, but not everything. As of my uploading this at 10:30 last night,

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Farewell to Shadowlands

Finishing the Last Battle The night before her final day of fifth grade, we arrived at the concluding chapter of The Last Battle. In the

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Fair Ball?

Anyone who knows me will tell you I am not the world’s biggest sports fan.  But I do enjoy sports and mostly know the rules

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The Joy of Making Stuff

Once again the garage is warming up enough to work on instruments. Sanity is restored!  The instrument vice now holds a vintage 1777 Antonius Stradivarius

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Do you want to get well?

Jesus asked good questions. On the Sundays in June we will consider some Questions Jesus Asked. Do You Want to Get Well? Now there is

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Where Angels Fear to Tread

Somewhere deep in the woods of Northern Michigan, two ethereal beings sit on tree stumps near a campfire. Both slump in toward the fire, slowly

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Legacy CRC

For someone like myself, not to bring up the CRC Synod, which begins today, is quite frankly impossible. Pardon the me-ness of what’s here, but

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A Month under Minarets

The Protestant Church in Oman is a mission of the Reformed Church in America, and I gave them a month of pulpit supply during Lent.

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Bittersweet

I was in the midst of a good old-fashioned clean-out of the kitchen cupboards when I found an odd stash that made me pause with

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What do you want?

Jesus asked good questions. On the Sundays in June we will consider some Questions Jesus Asked. “What Do You Want?” The next day John was

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Onward to Summer!

With only two days left of school— two half days— this post is dedicated to summer. At my house, we kick off summer with our

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The Mountains Are Out

A couple weeks ago I traveled to Kingsfold Retreat Centre with a group of pastors who have gathered once a month this past year, mostly

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Called To. . .

Over the last month, my photo memories have been punctuated with pictures of past graduations. There’s the white gown from Holland Christian High School then

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Our Anxious Moment

It’s T-Minus 10 days and counting until the beginning of the annual meeting of the synod of the CRCNA.  Probably it is fair to say

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“Daily sacrificial commitments”

David Brooks’ gracious tribute to Tim Keller in Tuesday’s New York Times is the kind of lament that manages somehow to bring light into and through the palpable

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Seeing Red

A six-pack of IPAs and an almond-currant loaf from the Dutch import store are hard to hide in an expense report, so I’ll probably let

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Third Way? Meh

When I read here on the RJ blog about “Better Together: A Third Way,” an organized effort to hold together the Christian Reformed Church, my

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Leaving

I left for college on a Sunday afternoon in August, crawling into a Thunderbird with three other students, waving goodbye to parents and siblings, and

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Welcome to Heaven

There are a series of TikTok videos I’ve been getting on my For You Page these last couple of months. In classic TikTok fashion, I

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All Things

I was honored to present the following meditation last month at the ceremony honoring Calvin University’s Class of 1973 on the 50th anniversary of their

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The Tender Months

My first novel comes out in the fall. Written for a middle-grade audience, it’s a novel in verse that grew from the seed of a

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On Death and Treasure

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in

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Lie Detecting

I’ve enjoyed the new mystery-of-the-week series Poker Face, streaming on Peacock. It’s a murder mystery show created by Rian Johnson (The Glass Onion) that recalls

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The Old Fiery Cross

I’d like to believe it was the music that did it. What was going around him, what spread like a prairie fire, must have tested

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What If You Knew Her…?

Neil Young’s guitar growls and stomps with old testimony buzz and smoke in the bare trees. One of the most instantly recognized riffs in rock

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What Comes Along

One of the joys of being a college professor is watching students come more and more into their own—understanding their intelligence and their gifts, growing

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The Chosen People

Terry Gross was interviewing the author Judy Blume on NPR’s Fresh Air. Blume had grown up secular Jewish, and Gross was asking her about her

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A New Kind of Grief

With the coming of spring comes the return of a grief that I have just been discovering over the last few years.  A couple of

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When Spring Doesn’t Show Up

When Spring Doesn’t Show Up… Or maybe I should say, “When Spring Doesn’t Show Up the way you want or expect it to… because, obviously,

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The Arms of Love

My dear friend, Jenna, is a pastor in West Michigan. This Easter Sunday morning, she told me the story of one of her parishioners, who

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Baby J and the Pastor

This weekend I watched the new John Mulaney Netflix comedy special, Baby J. Mulaney’s had an eventful couple of years, and he recounts much of

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Adept and Agile

Jesus was a Jew until John made him a Baptist.  I hope you are laughing because that claim is funny. It’s a little one liner

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More to Celebrate?

The Agenda for the 2023 Synod of the Christian Reformed Church came out recently.  It weighs in at 629 pages, approximately half of which is

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The Real Housewives of the CRC

The plot lines of the long-running reality show series are quite familiar: middle aged women dealing with relationships and scandals. Most reality shows center on

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We Don’t Know How to Pray

“…we do not know how to pray as we ought…” -Romans 8:26 Paul’s admission here comforts me, given the variety of ways my prayers tend

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Fort Forgiveness

If you’re following the Trail, when you get to the river, hold on to that GPS because while finding the First Council Monument doesn’t require

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Work Song

If we will have the wisdom to survive,to stand like slow growing treeson a ruined place, I didn’t know what to make of Earth Day

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The Courage to Say Something

There are so many depressing stories of evangelicals getting things wrong lately, I thought it might be nice to hear a story about a time

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Who’s In & Who’s Out

During seminary, a professor who would later become a mentor and friend, the missional theologian Darrell Guder, taught our class something that that has stayed

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Riches and Racism

Last week I finished reading Jim Freeman’s Rich Thanks to Racism, adding another book to my list of bleak reads on the state of America.

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What if…?

This writing refers to two pieces of legislation recently supported and signed into law by Iowa Governor Kim Reynolds. Senate File 538 prohibits medical personnel

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Singing Into Something More

I heard recently about an area church that doesn’t sing. They don’t dislike music. There’s still a small band that plays music throughout the service.

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Apocalyptic Easter

Worthy is the Lamb that was slaughteredTo receive power and wealth and wisdom and mightAnd honor and glory and blessing! -The Revelation to John, 5.12

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Change of Heart and Mind

Born in 1936 and having grown up in a Christian Reformed Church, I do not recall ever deciding that same sex attraction was wrong. It

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Memory

The town is growing, developments sprouting here and there, as what was once a sleepy village becomes more and more suburban Chattanooga. Traffic flows eagerly

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Creation Care is not a…

I was invited into Creation Care ministry about twenty years ago. At the time, something about it felt right, intuitive, urgent even, something essential to

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Running Towards the Resurrection

During Lent, my Bible study considered passages about the disciples in the time leading up to the crucifixion. There was an obvious takeaway: what a

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somebody nobody everybody

Giving advice is easy. There’s something that’s a half bubble off and I have just the right thing to bring balance. I can reach into

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Easter: God’s Ultimate Subversion

As a theology professor, I regularly confront—and help students to confront—God’s hiddenness in history. For all the signs that point to God’s activity in time—Jesus’

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Today, I Weep

My morning commute often takes me by one of the campuses of Family Church, a new, energetic, and growing church in West Michigan. It’s one

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Were You There

Those of us raised in white Christian traditions go to great lengths–from Passion plays to Tenebrae services to silent meditation–to feel the weight of Christ’s

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The Absence of Beauty

I stood in front of the painting long enough that my neck hurt from craning upward, long enough to make the connection that onlookers that

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Disarming Love

It was Palm Sunday evening in the De Jonge house. My husband had had a rough afternoon – navigating online portals in order to send

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Selfie with Jesus

I’ve been feeling a little burnt out in my faith lately.  In many ways, Lent seemed like an acceptable season to feel a bit spiritually

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Going Off Script

On the heels of the height of the pandemic, the congregation I serve graciously provided an extended time of sabbath for me. The previous months

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A Study in Contrasts

Is it more important to maintain a Dutch ethnic identity? Or join and grow with other believers? The history of the Reformed Church in America

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Delta Stories

What do I remember? The place was close enough to Vicksburg to visit the battlefield, which was primarily a siege of that Mississippi citadel Gen.

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Reading the AR6 Synthesis Report

Header photo: Antarctic Sea ice reaches another record low (February 2023). NASA Earth Observatory, public domain. So, do you love your children? Your grandchildren? Your

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A new year again

Whenever I take students to Italy, I prepare them to look at all the art, perhaps surprisingly, by giving them permission to focus. I tell

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The War on Palm Sunday

We’ve been alerted to the War on Christmas, but no one seems concerned about the War on Palm Sunday. It’s not a new war. It’s

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Faithful Imagination

As a friend and I walked down the hill, the emerald Aegean sparkled in the sun and lapped at the sides of a gleaming white

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What is an offering for?

Tell me, why do we send the ushers around with offering baskets during worship – when most members have already given electronically, either through automatic

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The Cheese Truck

The day of a cheese deliverer starts early in the Netherlands. At 5 a.m., on a quiet July morning twelve years ago, I was in

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Shetek Moonrise

. . .what I saw was a full moon rising just as the sun was going down. Each of them was standing on its edge, with

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Lessons Learned?

COVID found its way into my body last week for the first time (at least that I know of).  Probably a national gathering of folks

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Something New

It is good to try something new. But the more years that pass, I become more hesitant to try new things, particularly when there is

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Finding My Voice

“Regret,” says author Brené Brown, “is a tough but fair teacher.” The idea, she writes, is that regret gives us the opportunity to grow, to

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Here

Such a week. Between successive Sundays, I’ve traveled from the opposite side of the globe, navigated a frenzied week on campus, ascended the mountain, and

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Hidden in Darkness

It’s been a while since I’ve shared a prayer from my very talented friend and colleague, Jane Zwart. It seemed particularly appropriate, given the change

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God Makes the Growth

During the cold, winter-weary days of early March I usually start to daydream about flowers. I think of the first tender, pink tulips of spring,

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Survival of the Kindest

A chimpanzee named Mahale gave birth to a son in the middle of last November. Kucheza was born via c-section at the Sedgwick County Zoo

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Posture Work

Last summer I made quite a few trips between Kitchener and Grand Haven, a five-hour drive. About two hours in I would start to feel

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God in the Mess

I worry that our discipleship groups, catechism classes, and sermons teach us how to defend a God who needs no defense. Our faith prioritizes being

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Hearts and Minds

The MDiv senior students in my two sections of the Capstone Integrative Seminar are gearing up to take their Oral Comprehensive Exams next week and

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This Other Eden

Listening to a book review podcast recently, I was intrigued by the title of a new book called This Other Eden. I have no idea

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Yancey on and at Grace

I read Philip Yancey’s What’s So Amazing About Grace? during a three-week stint I spent in Amsterdam. The end punctuation may well make the question rhetorical because

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Pigeon Grace

I saw venison on the menu so, of course, I had to order it – knowing that the only deer in Africa is the romantically

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The Wisdom of Humility

Yesterday, I finally cleared away the pile of paper that had been slowly growing more and more mountainous on my side desk. It’s still cold

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Incongruous Saints

I was having my teeth cleaned the other day and noticed the hygienist was quietly singing along with the radio in the dentist’s office. The

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This is my new parish

I retired a few years ago, said goodbye to my last congregation in Zürich, Switzerland, moved to Holland, Michigan, and started a new life. I

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Thank You for Being Born

Still feeling a little burned out from the fall semester last month, I treated myself to a day off last month and wandered into a

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At 35,000 Feet

It probably wasn’t noted from your pulpit either, but this past January 23 was an epoch-ending day in the history of aviation. The last commercial

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Curiouser and Curiouser

When I was I college, I lived for three years on the Honors Floor, an intentional living-learning floor in the dorms for students who were,

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Auden & Ashes

You are dust, and to dust you shall return.Genesis 3.19 WeCroak Ian Thomas, a young Silicon Valley app designer, rented a room in the Brooklyn

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Penance and Pancakes

It’s an odd day.  Today, that is.  Depending on to whom you talk, today is “Mardi Gras” or “Fat Tuesday.”  But you might also hear

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What Was I Teaching?

Nowadays, history and related topics like geography and political science are in resurgence. That’s a wonderful thing. History majors everywhere are celebrating. Seems like we’ve

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The Lonely Pastor

“Do you ever feel like a ‘monster’ in our world, like the one in Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein?”, the teacher asked. My hand rocketed up to

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“Ohio”

There’s much about it that’s mythical, that takes the music way beyond its own unique syncopation and opening guitar riffs into something so big that

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Wrung Out

I am wrung out. Seeking sunshine restoration in the wastes.  The parking lot opossum was likely lapping up the salt leavings. It trundled off into

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The Lower Lights

My parents – Moses Wells and Mary Parsons – were born in the first decade of the twentieth century in Harbour Grace, Newfoundland. Newfoundland has

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Learning PhiloSophie

Teaching “Intro to Philosophy” gives me a severe case of Imposter Syndrome. I comfort myself by remembering my own level of sophistication as a college

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The Parent Trap

“What was your favorite phase of parenting?” I saw my kids’ lives flash before my eyes, as my friend Marla casually asked me this seemingly

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The Dreaded Hour

I moved to a new school as a sophomore in high school, and I was assigned the worst locker. I rode the bus at that

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Many Ways

I have five episodes left to watch in the eleventh and final season of The Walking Dead. I watch this show not because I like

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The Same Me

In his book Last Chance to See, Douglas Adams tells a wonderful story about visiting a centuries-old temple in Kyoto, Japan. He mentioned to his

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Rapid Thigh Movement

I wasn’t very flexible, and had long legs and a shorter torso, so the V Sit and Reach wasn’t an area where I excelled. The

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Threshold

When my mother was dying, I sat by her bedside one afternoon at the nursing home. The pastor from her church showed up for a

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Mysteries at South Jordan

There may come a time when someone’s great-grandma discovers a dusty old day book some long-ago ancestor left behind, a broken mess of scribbled-in remnants

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Out of the Whirlwind

At the end of a whirlwind lecture about the “Writings” in the Hebrew Bible, my intro Old Testament professor arrived at the whirlwind itself: Job

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Feeling the Burn

One of the reasons I keep participating on this blog is that I think it makes me more attentive. And that’s vital to me, especially

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Au Contraire

*** If you listen to a preacher long enough, you can deduce what they wrestle with personally, and you come to realize that all preachers

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Wintering

The first time you seesomething die, you won’t know it mightcome back… -Maggie Smith, First Fall It’s been a cloudy, cloudy month in these parts. 

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Singing to See

Last week at a funeral, the pastor spoke about how we might see God, how we can pay attention to God, in a world full

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Mausoleum versus Obelisk

Sometimes cemeteries present interesting stories simply by the accidental placement of the deceased.  One of the best is this one in Oak Hill Cemetery, Battle

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Holiday Memories

I grew up on a dairy farm in northeast Ohio. At that time—in the late 70’s, through the 80’s, and eventually into the 90’s—it was

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Chaptering Our Lives

At a work meeting this week, our committee was discussing a niggling little matter that will need to be decided soon. As we talked amicably,

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In its own way

Come January, what you’ve got to work with here is a snowy quilt, occasional azure up above, dusky grasses the color of buffalo calves, and

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Hammer

“Pack a lunch and you will need your own hammer” he told me. So I dove my teen-aged self to Gemmen’s Hardware and stood in

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Whatever be my fate

Yesterday, January 17th, was the birthday of Anne Brontë. Born in 1820, Anne was the youngest of the famous Brontë siblings–and like her sisters, Charlotte

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The Church of 2047

Part of the conversation begun by Syd Hielema’s essay The Church of Jesus in 2047: Life After the Decade from Hell, and then continued by

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a.k.a. Babysitting

I’ve been thinking a lot about “caring for the other,” and not just according to the biblical mandate to “love thy neighbor,” but something more

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Hard Pressed

Several months ago, as I was approaching the end of fourteen years of full-time pastoring, a couple of friends asked me how I was doing.

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Kitty Contentment

I would like the record to state that I am obsessed with the idea of a church dog, and I am very fond of Miss

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Take and Eat

One of my pastors preached a sermon from John 6 Sunday on Jesus’s well-known statement “I am the bread of life.”  He reminded us at

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For the Love of Dog

Tom Goodhart’s recent tribute to his canine pastoral assistant Hilde invites further reflection on the role of animal companions in our spiritual lives. Christians talk a

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Signs and Wonders

This Sunday many congregations are observing the Epiphany.  Of course, the Epiphany took place on Friday past, but our flexible liturgical observance allows us such

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The Spakenburg Socks

We were in Spakenburg, the Netherlands, the whole Schaap family, because I wanted to see what that world looked like–I had to see it to

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2022 Postscript

Seamus Heaney mugged my Christmas and pinned me down through New Year’s. I was ambushed one evening on Youtube safari, a weak moment. With a

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A challenge and a comfort

I was at my dad’s church for Christmas Eve and my own on New Year’s Day—and both times the stories of Anna and Simeon were

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Trail of Tears

Two little boys compelled me to visit the border last month.  I saw one in New York, in the Port Authority Bus Terminal, sent up

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2022 in the Reformed Journal

The 2022 CRC Synod was painful for many people, but it boosted readership on the Reformed Journal. I spent some time as the calendar turned

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Theology of Dog

Happy New Year! The transition from one year to the next is an auspicious moment to consider not only what has passed but also what

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Portents of a Lesser Year

Well, 2022 turned out to be quite a year. The surprising outcome of the fall elections—as well as their results going virtually uncontested—will make the

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Church Conservationists

When I was a kid, each summer we’d pack up our station wagon, hitch a cargo trailer to the back and load it up with

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The Best of 2022

Some of our regular RJ bloggers offer their favorites of 2022 — books, TV, movies, whatever. These aren’t necessarily works that came out this year,

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The Tears of All the Years

In 1989, the Pennsylvania Supreme Court handed down its now-infamous “Reindeer Ruling.” Controversy erupted in a municipality in the hilly western side of the Keystone

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Returns

Just what is this period, this interregnum, between Christmas and Epiphany?  Is there a focus biblically?  Lectionaries often opt for the slaughter of the innocents

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No Angel There

Nativity scenes are great for reminding us of all of the parts of the Christmas story: the angel, the wise men, the shepherds, and of

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The Huron Carol

‘Twas in the moon of winter-timeWhen all the birds had fled, That mighty Gitchi ManitouSent angel choirs instead;Before their light the stars grew dim,And wandering hunters

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Naked in the Mirror

A response to Syd Hielema’s The Church of Jesus in 2047: Life After the Decade from Hell, posted on the Reformed Journal on December 12.

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Mary’s Moment of Resistance

Luke 1: 46-56  What does Mary look like in your mind’s eye?  We’ve got a lot of romanticized notions about Mary. Beautiful, clean, the picture

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Nicholas, Santa, and Naivete

The last session of my Intro to Philosophy class fell on December 6 — St. Nicholas Day. That’s not such a big deal, I realize.

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A Glory Revealed

“Comfort, O comfort my people, says your God. Speak tenderly to Jerusalem and cry out to her….” Advent is the time when we hear again

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Advent with Cottontail

On November 27, the first Sunday of Advent, we published an adaptation of the introduction to All Creation Waits: The Advent Mystery of New Beginnings

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Oh, the Glow!

When I was a young girl, and my dad was my pastor and my mom sang in the choir, my brother and I occasionally sat

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What if Everything Changes?

My favourite morning dog-walking path can be treacherous. In the winter it’s treacherous for me because of ice and snow. But in the summer it’s

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A space to be known

The first blogpost I ever wrote for the Reformed Journal blog was about the Flint water crisis. It ended with an appeal for Michigan residents

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Song of Mary

This weekend I read with some interest a series of articles responding to the idea of the historian as activist. This topic was taken up

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The Days of Noah

This past Saturday my colleague Deb Rienstra had an excellent reflection on a different way to observe Advent from the wastelands of life all around

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Advent with Chickadee

On November 27, the first Sunday of Advent, we published an adaptation of the introduction to All Creation Waits: The Advent Mystery of New Beginnings

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Advent in the Wasteland

The whole creation groansAnd waits to hear that voiceThat shall restore her comelinessAnd make her wastes rejoice. I could observe here the traditional Christian pastime

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Deer Me!

The good people of our village Rotary put up a Christmas light display every year and I selflessly volunteer my services in policing their deer

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DIY Awry

This has been such a busy semester that I haven’t had much time for TV–at least, the kind of extended binge watching of whole series.

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Is Tim Keller a Weenie?

Write a blog for ten years and you just might be surprised what you end up saying. I have never gone out of my way

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Failure as Success

I failed here. This is a picture I took in late October of a house we lived in from 2009-2010 in Dordrecht, the Netherlands. (The

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Advent with Painted Turtle

Last Sunday, the first Sunday of Advent, we published an adaptation of the introduction to All Creation Waits: The Advent Mystery of New Beginnings by

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I Don’t Know What to Say

I love words. Spoken, written, sung, remembered, invented, translated – words are beautiful to me. Libraries are right up there with forests as top-tier happy-places

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In the Toils of Thanksgiving

American Thanksgiving supposedly celebrated its 401st anniversary last week. In fact, as a national holiday, this was #160. It would help redeem the occasion if

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Testimony

One of the best books on the craft of writing that I’ve read in a while is Verlyn Klinkenborg’s Several Short Sentences about Writing. Klinkenborg

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Wildlife Management Tip

Wildlife management tip (I’m an expert): You can drive mice from your wall by annoying them — loudly. Hence, ye olde boom box (remember them?)

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Story Tellers

I’m currently reading Becoming Mrs. Lewis, by Patti Callahan. It’s the story of how Joy Davidman came to know and develop a relationship with C.S.

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Small Musings

It’s happened three times now this semester: I’ve been somewhere (a lecture, a volleyball game, a plane), and I’ve unsuspectingly sat next to strangers who

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What Do You Have?

A couple weeks ago I preached the story of Jesus feeding the 5000 for the very first time in twenty-one years of ministry. Oddly, I’d

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It Comes in Pretty Handy

“Who believes in the hereafter?” the pastor asked the congregation. Hands went up all over, of course. “Good!” the pastor said, “because we’re here after

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Talking to People

Podcasts. Talk shows. Chat shows. Texts. Books. Audio books. News. Newspapers. Articles. Substacks. Letters. Mail. Advertisements. Subreddits. Tweets. Insta Reels. TikTok videos. Even billboards. There

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Something’s Gotta Give

The other morning, while he was making his lunch for the day, my husband mumbled something I couldn’t quite hear. “What was that, Love?” He

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In Advent, all creation waits

This post is adapted from the introduction to All Creation Waits: The Advent Mystery of New Beginnings by Gayle Boss. For the three Sundays of

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The Simplest Gift

We keep a small bird feeder outside the tall windows in the back of our house. It only requires a minute or two to exit

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Lifelines

A couple weeks ago, we noticed areas of our front lawn getting oddly floody. Why? It hadn’t been raining. Could it be…? Uh oh. Sure

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But Wait, There’s More

I’ve always been intrigued by those amazing “But wait, there’s more” television commercials. So intrigued, in fact, that I created a “But wait, there’s more”

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Filled with Joy

When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion,we were like those who dreamed.Our mouths were filled with laughter,our tongues with songs of joy.Then it was

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“But God . . .”

It appeared on a good many social media posts I spied.  It was front and center in a worship service at a church I attended. 

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Jefferson’s Children

Historical fiction is a tricky trope. We have information from the past, but are usually missing quite a few pieces. It is fun to fill

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Serving

If ministers serve the incarnate, written, and proclaimed Word, what would it mean to say that they serve the sacraments? Serve the sacramental life of

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Drawing a Line

I was lying in bed last Sunday, scrolling through Facebook, and debating whether to get up and start the day, when I came across a

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Thanksgiving Queen

Three things about my grandparents’ grave you may miss unless I point them out. The first is my bottom half, in white shorts, so telling

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Sandstone

St. John’s Catholic church in our village is constructed of yellow sandstone. It’s a graceful steeple and stained-glass presence in one of our older neighborhoods.

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Our Wild and Wonderful Scriptures

I have been taught a lot of things about Scripture throughout my long life in the Christian Reformed Church. Scripture is infallible and inerrant. It

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Breaking with Tradition

Walking up the stairs of Hagia Sophia was a holy moment for me. I was part of a tour group in Turkey several years ago.

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Sex, Confession, and Discernment

In the summer of 2022, the Christian Reformed Church’s Synod approved a report on human sexuality that went beyond stating a denominational position and offering

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How do I speak to Isabelle?

When the church ordained me to the ministry, the presiding officer said “Take thou, Paul, authority to execute the office of minister of the Word;

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Watching for a Meteor

Pay attention to the things that take you out of and beyond your everyday living. They are a jolt to the system, perhaps a moment

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A Call Away

“There’s never a call away from something without a call to something else.” I’ve heard variations on this theme throughout my years of ministry. I’m

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God is Bigger than This!

I met Mr. M when he was in intensive care. His niece had asked for prayer for him one Sunday and I figured that since

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Election Day and Beyond

In church Sunday one of my pastors prayed for this election day in America.  A main thing he prayed for was something that once upon

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The Verbing God

God is love. A truer statement was never spoken, but it necessarily begs the age old question “what is love?” The church is called to

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Minister

During the summer of 2022 the consistory (governing board) of the congregation I serve granted me a 12-week sabbath. This was not intended as a

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And a place for dreams

There were littler ones, babies even, hard as that is to consider. It looks to me as if the lineup in this proud old photo

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Sunflowers

Confession here. Early in my undergraduate career at Calvin College (now University), I became disenamored with my choice to declare a Biology major. As a

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Home and Away

I had another blog started for this week when I was absolutely arrested by a new poem from my friend, the brilliant poet, Jane Zwart.

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For All the Ordinary Saints

A colleague once noted a unique feature of church websites, and a roughly geographical divide. Midwestern church websites often include pictures of people, whereas Eastern

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Happy Birthday to Us!

The daily blog of the Reformed Journal turns 11 today. Adolescence is just around the corner! On October 31, 2011 the first blog was posted.

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Did Manna Have a Spiky Shell?

At twilight today a legion of costumed children will pester their neighbors for gifts of candy and sweets. “Halloween” carries distant echoes of All Saints’

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Making Family Our Idol

Isn’t it interesting that Jesus rarely says anything affirming about the nuclear family? You won’t catch Jesus asking Peter to have another child, or telling

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Rest Revisited

I was delighted the other week to see a piece in the New York Times on Tricia Hersey, the founder of the Nap Ministry. I

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My Affirming Flame

It’s always tough to have to follow up Laura de Jong in this space, especially when she writes a beautiful post like yesterday’s on …

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Beauty Will Save the World

After a week of cold, grey skies, never-ending drizzle, and a bout of rather surprising hail, this past weekend the sun came out, the temperatures

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One Thing

Somebody asked me a good question recently.  “When you listen to sermons or read sermons, if you see things that need improving, what is usually

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An Overland Trip

One historian described it as an expedition that seemed a “tedious march from one place to another made known to them by Indians and French

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People Who Dream

If I were to take a straw poll, I have a hunch most pastor friends of mine would prefer Good Friday to Easter, Advent to

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What is a Vote?

Midterm elections are well under way in the US. Since Michigan allows anyone to vote absentee, I’ve already fed my completed ballot into the friendly

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Rosalie Stayed Home

In her illustrious family, Rosalie couldn’t help but feel crowded out. I mean, her siblings were a “who’s who” of life among the Omaha in

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Holy Oaks

At Hotel Chequamegon, I pay the state rate, but ghosts stay for free. Off the lobby, the parlor faces north over Chequamegon Bay. A book-jacket

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Life’s Refrain

I have been absolutely wowed by the autumn colors this year. I know other years have been good, too, but for some reason, this year

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Let’s Say Grace

We Canadians have already celebrated Thanksgiving, one of my very favourite holidays. Every year in early October, my family joins in a huge potluck feast

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The Parable of the Theatre

Imagine a great theatre. To call it “great” does not do this theatre justice. It was immense, stunning, beautiful, impossible to fully appreciate. The exact

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Asking for Money

“I’d never want to ask anyone for money.” I hear this often, perhaps because support raising is a core piece of what sustains our ministry.

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The Cake

As a single mom raising five kids, age 10 and under, including two sets of twins, the days and nights of sacrifice are long, emotionally

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My Rifle

“This is my rifle. There are many like it, but this one is mine.My rifle is my best friend. It is my life…” The Rifleman’s

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How Deep Our Loss

I was sitting at my son and daughter-in-law’s house relaxing after putting the grandkids to bed when my phone beeped. It was a message from

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Across Generations

A few years back, I was working at the desk in the library of the seminary I was attending. A group of women walked in

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In Praise of the Physical

“How I have loved my physical life,” says old Pastor Ames in Marilynne Robinson’s Gilead. It is the kind of observation only an elderly person

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Bubbles & Watermelon

In her sermon last month, Pastor Kristen Livingston recounted a scene of kids at a pool party running toward some bubbles and watermelon that had

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Pushed from the Nest

From a distance I noticed the perky, orange jeep parked at the far end of a long line of minivans in front of an elementary

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Pastors are People Who Stay

“Pastors are people who stay.” My husband recently attended the CRC chaplains’ conference in Grand Rapids and Professor Danjuma Gibson was one of the presenters.

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Us / Them

I’ve added a new hobby the last few months: I’m a volunteer door-knocker for a candidate I’m supporting in the upcoming election. I always think

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The Road Ahead

October arrived over the weekend and with the passing of September came also an end to the month in which most of the Classes in

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Incurious

Are you a person that has an answer for everything? Jemar Tisby, an American historian, wrote a meditation entitled “The People Who Don’t Have Any

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Messy Beginnings

When I planned what I would share for today, I envisioned it would be about new beginnings, opening our hearts to newness, hearing God’s calling

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Grief and Hope, Hope and Grief

Couldn’t be more different, I suppose. In Rome’s famous Borgese Galleries’ Gian Lorenzo Bernini’s David is an immensely commanding presence that isn’t just to look at.

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Context

I think every church leader should listen to and contemplate episode 23 of Professor Debra Rienstra’s Refugia Faith podcast. It’s entitled “Purple Zone Refugia: Leah

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Who Gives a Toss?

Perhaps, like me, you heard the NPR story this week about “puffling season”: the practice of pitching puffins off of precipices. Alliterative fun aside, this

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Ten Random Things. . . Again

The cupboard in my soul that holds wonderings, trivia, and odd observations is overflowing once again. Time for another installment of random things. Here’s ten

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I Feel it All at Once

My father died on August 13. Although he’d been declining for the past several months, and although he had reached the grand old age of

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Soul Rest & Heart Songs

“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how

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Our Neighbors’ Health

I’m teaching a short course on Vietnam this month as a prelude to the trip I’ll be leading there in November. We’re doing a quick

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Borne Up

I was at a gathering this weekend that began with worship. The worship leader offered a short devotional, encouraging us, in the words of Jesus

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A Terrifying Text

Akedah I’ve always shuddered at Genesis 22. As a child, I’d read the story of Abraham’ s willing journey to sacrifice his son Isaac (which

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Pastors on the Edge

A good bit of my summer was taken up by my hosting five listening sessions with groups of pastors.  The purpose was to try to

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Good Grief

“My joy is gone, grief is upon me, my heart is sick… Is there no balm in Gilead?” Jeremiah 8 Change is hard! We are

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Praying for King Charles

On Sunday we prayed for the King, in the little Anglican Church in Sharbot Lake, Ontario. During the Intercessions, Mark, a farmer and one of

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Consideration

I am not a theologian on this blog, or a pastor. I have no authority to say this, but I think there’s a spiritual virtue

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September Rain

Our Village President called and asked about endangered species. We knew each other because our sons were soccer teammates. The Village wanted to build a

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ICYMI September 2022 Edition

The other day I heard on NPR’s “It’s Been a Minute” that, according to Nielsen, between February 2021 and February 2022, there were something like

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How to Dress Your Avatar

Haute Couture isn’t really my thing. I get too much of my clothes at Target. Just probably, however, I may understand a bit more about

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Grace Full Circle

She struggles to hold him still in her arms, bouncing him up and down, but he’s wiggly. He leans over and reaches for the water

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Re-storying Our Ashes

It is a privilege to add my voice to the Reformed Journal’s Daily Blog. And my start date is September 11! Living in Upstate New

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In Deep Fog

I’m up and out of the house earlier these days. Middle and High School drop-offs have us in the minivan by 7am. At 7am, morning

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Leaving (and Returning)

I am heading into a big transition. In a few weeks, I will preach my final sermon in the church where I have pastored for

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The Zero Sum Illusion

I’m reading a brilliant and challenging book right now, The Sum of Us, whose author argues that white people have lost a lot more than

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Coarsened

The Apostle Paul made it clear that coarse talk coming from our mouths is not the mark of a follower of Christ.   In Ephesians 5

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Signs and Seals of Love

I recently got engaged and have started to wear the customary ring lovingly gifted to me by my partner, Chris. The ring was an ongoing

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I Am a Derry Girl!

Since school is back in, it’s got me thinking about young students who have been growing up these past few years and what they’ve endured:

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We’ve Forgotten How to Read

If you have ever muttered to yourself, “Kids these days! They have the attention spans of gnats!”, I am here to report that the kids

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The Big Bluestem

Right now, our big bluestem are heavy with seeds, the patch closest to my window sky high, seven feet, I’m sure. We planted them years

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The Terrace

My day’s highlight was lunch with a former grad student. We caught up on her classmates and mutual friends, departmental politics, her life now. Their

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A Golden Jubilee

School started again this week for me. I had been thinking about the fact that I’ve hit a career milestone–I’m beginning my 25th year as a

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New Old Promises

Walter Brueggemann has said, “The telling of story is the way the power of God becomes available in each new present circumstance.” That seems to

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Comfort in Consistency

You could feel the anxiety and worry oozing out of the headlines. As the summer has progressed, the headlines out of Germany have trumpeted the

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Watergate Remembered

We can’t let summer 2022 pass without marking the 50th anniversary of Watergate. Or, of “Watergate.” Watergate itself was a Keystone Cops burglary of the

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From the Cottage Deck

Now and again, the peaceable kingdom beyond our cottage deck takes a startling turn. I once on a tranquil summer afternoon saw a highly territorial

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The Hero Shortage

Note: I really hope you’ve read Mark Hiskes’ important essay Afraid to Teach which was posted on the website this week. (If not, stop reading

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The Angry God?

Some years ago when Rob Bell was still pastor at the West Michigan megachurch Mars Hill, a few of my students (among others) noticed that

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Hope For A Post-Institutionalist

I used to call myself an institutionalist, and did so quite proudly. The belief that institutional systems and structures—norms and mores—ultimately provide protections, sustain decency,

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One Flower or Twenty Flowers

As I was walking through Kollen Park in Holland, Michigan along the shoreline of Lake Macatawa, I overtook a young mother and her two daughters.

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Saint Frederick

At 96 years old, Frederick Buechner left this vale of tears and passed, as my Native friends might say, into the spirit world.  I should

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Thy Kingdom Come

I am rebuilding a violin made in 1719 by a famous builder. I can spend hours in my garage meticulously working over every detail. Reminds

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First

This is the First Roseland Christian Reformed Church of Chicago Illinois — a long time ago. First of all, I want you to know that

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Children of God?

I’d bet there is hardly a pastor out there who hasn’t at some point winced at a funeral, during family members’ comments and eulogies. It

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Beauty’s Mysterious Vengeance

I live through an odd phenomenon every year: Pride month and the General Synod of the Reformed Church in America (RCA) happening simultaneously. As someone

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Make a Good List

It was the 90s, and my high school photography teacher had a poster hanging on the wall by the artist, SARK, that caught my attention.

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Blood and Water Flowed

A man in my community died last month. After a twelve month tangle with glioblastoma, he entered a ten-day rapid unraveling and died on July

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What’s In a Name?

Last week The Reformed Journal linked to a sermon video and transcript by Diana Butler Bass, given at the Wild Goose festival a couple weeks

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Sabbath Song

The Sabbath itself is a sanctuary in which we build, a sanctuary in time. Abraham Joshua Heschel, The Sabbath Road Trip We were hours into

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Postcard from the Lake

My family and I recently went camping on the shores of Lake Michigan. I spent every second I could next to that big, beautiful body

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The Lord’s Army

Some of those jingly jangly camp songs still pop into my head from time to time (this one, in the tune of ‘The Old Grey

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Impractical Love

Curse you, Rev. Jonker! Well not really, but we were coached to open provocatively. Still, it’s 3:34 am and I am re-listening to his sermon.

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Nothing Blue Can Stay

I’m technically on vacation right now. “Technically,” because I did spend time finishing a syllabus on Saturday and I did go into work today for a meeting. Well, and

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Anti-Climactic Communion

Not that long ago,* I called on an elderly man of my congregation who was hospitalized. On my previous visit he had requested that I

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A Few Notes from the Editor

Today’s entry is not an opinion piece but a hodge-podge of things I want to make sure our readers are aware of. One might even

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Stewing Over Synod

I’ve been thinking about the coup that the Christian Reformed chapter of the Theobros pulled off at the CRC Synod last month, and the musings

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Poker Face of Christ

“After he said these things, Jesus became visibly upset, and then he told them why. ‘One of you is going to betray me.’ “ (John

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Gratitude Eclipse

A week ago today my colleague Dan Meeter posted here about what he regards as recent misappropriations of the Heidelberg Catechism.  Consider this blog as

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Bluegills

We knew the same people, Nick and I. Not so much in the actual sense although we both know natural resource types in the north.

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My Vision at Synod

So, I’m sort of proud of it. Sort of embarrassed. Sort of doubting it. Still, I’ll put it out there bluntly and without caveat. I

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The Ants Are My Companions

The Gap Michelangelo’s fresco of God and Adam on the ceiling of Sistine Chapel is spellbinding: God coming with hand reaching out and Adam waiting

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What do I say when…?

. . .My dear, dear friends have been stuck in another country for a long, long time. It is a place they are called to,

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Dream a Little Dream

A few weeks ago, I had a dream. In the dream, the world was about to end. All that was Land was going to become

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Ode to Joy

About a month ago I got to experience something pretty close to magic. I was one of eighty or so Chorus Niagara choristers standing behind

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The Cost of Silencing Stories

“Thank you for a reasoned, unemotional, and thoughtful essay on immigration.” I received this response to an essay that I wrote for The Reformed Journal

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Catching Up With God

People tell me they want to keep learning about God and the Bible. So here is a perspective for you to consider, if it is

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Status Confessionis

Dear friends in Grand Rapids, Calvin U., and CRC-land: I am chagrined at the Christian Reformed Synod’s recent adoption of the report and recommendations of

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The Best Story Wins

“There’s a tremendous amount of rot that’s in our agencies and institutions—Calvin University and Seminary. That needs to be cleaned out.” Those are the words

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At the Reception

That she might marry seemed so unlikely that the possibility never even arose. Her physical condition–she’s a quad, has been since birth–put marriage somehow out

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Roller Skates and Blue Dresses

I was in first grade when my grandmother won the award for “youngest grandma” at my elementary school’s Grandparent’s Day assembly. I remember getting up

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Out of Season

You may have noticed that I’ve been away from this space since May: first, to lead two back-to-back trips in Italy (for college students and

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Rethinking Freedom

WIth US Independence Day behind us, can I now say that for much of my life, “freedom” hasn’t really been a big concern, a priority

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Belonging

Among the many gifts holidays bring is memory, because holidays allow us to connect memories with dates. I have many memories, but I know the

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On the end of Roe

As a historian of the antiabortion movement, I feel a little obligated to say something in light of the Supreme Court’s ruling to overturn Roe

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Who We Leave Behind

I’m the oldest of six kids, and the first five of us are all two years apart like stepping-stones. Seemingly undaunted by this squirmy and

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Great Bear

Humanity’s oldest story is written in the stars. It’s there in the summer night sky, welcome and cool. For most of us, it’s there in

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God so faithful

Last week, Jane Zwart posted the intercessory prayer she wrote and offered as part of Sunday worship at Church of the Servant in Grand Rapids,

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Certainty’s Limits

My fellow blogger Dana VanderLugt posted a thoughtful piece on Saturday titled “No Easy Answers.”   Her post received a number of appreciative comments but when

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Triggered by the Bible

Sometimes I get up early in the morning to read the Bible because I know it makes for a peaceful start to my day, or

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What freedom is for

Nearly ten years ago, I traveled to South Africa with a dozen or so members of the church I was serving at the time. Several

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No Easy Answers

My youngest son is the king of questions. His ten-year-old brain and his mouth seem to spin from the moment he opens his eyes in

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“Act Accordingly”

“You’re going to be someone’s ancestor–act accordingly.”  A big guy–I didn’t catch his name, but I’m sure he’s someone with standing–held forth at the Hollywood

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In the Mail

Sometimes looking back helps in looking ahead. After attending the recent historic and perhaps watershed Synod of the Christian Reformed Church my wife and I

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Intercessory Prayer

Dear Jesus– Jesus whose love healed a man whose demons were legion; Jesus whose omniscience did not interrupt when Mary took him for a gardener

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Watch Your Step

A week ago, just after 7am, I was driving home in my minivan after having dropped my daughter off at the Middle School. I passed

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The Right Time to Leave

When is the right time to leave a relationship, a job, or a church? I’ve thought about that question often over the years, and I’m

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Open and Closed

Podcasters recycle others’ podcasts as often as preachers recycle others’ sermons, but sometimes they are more honest about it. Recently Roman Mars closed his 99

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The Day After

So. I think it was last Monday when I realized I’d be posting a blog on the last day of the CRC’s Synod. Which meant,

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Welcoming Strangers

Down the Basement Steps Every now and again when I was young, my parents would have congregants from the church my Dad pastored over for

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Generous Thinking

Few intellectual skills are quite as valuable as the ability to engage in critical thinking.  There is a small array of sub-skills required to be

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Getting the Side Eye

While watching a reality show, I noticed a group of white women explain to the non-white woman in the group that her words about her

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A Lake of Black Earth

You simply had to know. Most of those who traveled the two-lane highways I did across the state last weekend did know, I’m sure, and

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52 Snakes

A buoyant e-mail: “Fifty-two snakes!” My herpetologist friend is an expert. She’s got a thing for massasauga rattlesnakes. She’s doing a dissertation on them. Not

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Save Us from the Time of Trial

I’m ten years old. It’s summer vacation. We are visiting my grandparents in hot and sticky Iowa. Air conditioning is still rudimentary so almost every

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The Vanishing Middle

Seventy-eight years ago today, Allied forces landed on the beaches of Normandy to begin the misnamed invasion of Europe. I call it misnamed because the

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Last-Minute Sermons

Last week I wrote something about Pentecost for the Reformed Journal, my first-ever Sunday contribution, and I thought it was touching and clever. Just now

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Speak, Lord

When my son Oliver was five years old, his brain was in a particularly creative and expressive stage. He was constantly fizzing with ideas; he

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Pond Contours

I’ve been wondering about unity lately. No surprise there – I’m sure many of us are thinking about unity as this year’s CRC Synod draws

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We Can’t Hear You

Dear Congressman, Hours after the shooting at Robb Elementary in Uvalde I went to my fourth grader’s spring choir concert. He hates singing. He was

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Middle Wisdom

The month of June begins tomorrow and whatever else this new month might contain, the meeting of the Christian Reformed Synod is prominent in the

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Memories of Combat

What does Memorial Day mean to you? I have never served in the armed forces or participated in a war, but as a student of

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Welcome to the Throne Room

“Let me welcome you into the throne room. . .” – Rev. Sid Ypma at our closing worship for a Campus Minister’s Conference on May

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More of the Same

I had my Twelve piece ready to go early this week. I had it done by Tuesday noon, photos and all, which is unusual for

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Second Chances in Anatolia

My wife and I are traveling in Turkey with some family who live here. We’re therefore at a distance from the storms surging back home—the

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The Twenty Hour Sermon

Friday morning, I logged into Twitter and discovered a controversy brewing among pastors. Can we go a whole day without a new one? Signs point

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You Will Get Pregnant and Die

Sometimes I wonder why I didn’t have sex in college. It’s an absurd thought, really, because there are so many reasons: there was nowhere to

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Only a Matter of Time

When she comes to me, she usually comes at night – in that little valley between awake and asleep. I see Mom so clearly, so

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Trilliums

There are trilliums by the creek behind my house.White trinities of soft joy in the evening light,scattered across the hillside that acts as boundary between

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Go to the Wedding!

Wedding season is almost upon us. Maybe it’s already here! Those save-the-date cards magneted to your refrigerator door have been replaced by actual invitations. Chicken,

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Love It. Live It.

We are nine days out from this year’s observance of Ascension Day as this blog appears and that also means we are a full month,

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A Closed Communication System

I think I can say that the Reformed Church in America (RCA), the denomination to which I belong, suffers from a closed system of communication.

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Bearing Witness

“I got in a fight with a wall and lost.” Last Sunday, Mother’s Day, I had to stand up in front of my congregation and

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My Dad the Magnificent

My all-time favorite children’s book is entitled “My Dad the Magnificent.” It’s not the most popular story and it was never made into a movie,

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One cold morning in Belgium

It’s not that Patton was a good man–that’s not why his troops loved him. He wasn’t. It’s not that he was even all that successful.

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Lawn Care (less)

The severest form of peer pressure here in the ‘burbs is to reach Sunday afternoon and be the last on the street with an unmowed

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Geometry, Broccoli, and Jesus

Last week, I attended a seminar for educational leaders called Adaptive Schools. Led by Carolyn McKanders, who spent 28 years in the Detroit Public Schools

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Scott

Scott lived next door in my college dorm. He was friendly and outgoing, well-known and loved on campus, a gifted musician. Many expected he would

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Sharing Stories, Seeing God

Blessed are the pure in heart for they will see God. —Jesus You may have noticed that Adrian deLange wrote last week, Jacqui Mignault before

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Soup or Salad?

News from the future . . . Sometime in the fall of 2033, what was once an innocent choice became fraught with polarizing possibilities. Protestants

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Religious not Spiritual

Stephanie“Why do you think I do all this?” That was Stephanie’s answer to my question, “Tell me, do you believe all this stuff?” I was

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That cop is us

I’ve never met Chris Schurr, the Grand Rapids police officer who shot and killed Patrick Lyoya. But I feel like I have. I read the

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Flannery in Eastertide

Mystery & Manners Last week, the doctoral cohort I’m participating in with the Eugene Peterson Center for Christian Imagination converged to spend a week together.

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Neglected Fruit

As we have just turned the corner into May, I am recalling where life was two years ago.  Like most people in early May of

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Looking at the Veil

I have spent over a year now looking for him. I have experienced his quiet care every three weeks, when my Kurdish barber cuts my

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Lies We Tell Young People

I finally watched the lovely film Coda, which won the 2022 Oscar for Best Picture. I enjoyed it fine. I appreciated the celebration of characters

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Dr. Sue

Susan La Flesche Picotte simply could not have dreamed of a hospital as a child. She wouldn’t have known what a hospital was. Her father was a

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Big Show

Standing outside in my socks in a 25 mph wind and sipping pea soup out of a coffee cup was probably gilding the lily but

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WWJD versus WDJD

Years ago, society faddishly latched on to the phrase “What Would Jesus Do?” Also known as WWJD. We wore bracelets and t-shirts as a daily

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Babe Ruth and the National Pastime

Among the deeply theological subjects John J. Timmerman wrote about in the old Reformed Journal, none was more winsomely treated than baseball. This tip of

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A Sacrament of Love

He cradles her feet, tired with years, in his sturdy hands. Slowly, he pours water over them. Then washes them, gently with a cloth. Mostly

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The Mystery Owns Us

How do we live out of the mystery of Easter, the mystery of our union with Christ? I’ll get right to the point. After the

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Fast Falls the Eventide

Twenty-five years ago, the Dordt College concert choir loaded up on a bus for our spring break tour. Our first stop didn’t make it on

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Wild Geese

With thanks to my co-pastor, Tom Bomhof, whose excellent devotions for a congregational meeting a couple weeks ago prompted the thinking for this blog. I

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Russia

Andrei Tarkovsky is my second-favorite movie-maker. Dmitri Shostakovich is my second-favorite symphony composer. And Fyodor Dostoevsky wrote my third-favorite novel, The Brothers Karamazov. In terms

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Series Calamitas

My city is on edge.  It began two weeks ago when an early morning traffic stop ended up with the death of a black man

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Casting My Net

When the disciples heard Jesus tell them to throw their nets out wider, I wonder if they worried a bit. “We haven’t done that before.

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Re-membering Resurrection

I am the resurrection and the life — Jesus At the church where I am a member, we will be gathering around the Lord’s Table

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Jesus the Gardener

The following is adapted from chapter 5 of Refugia Faith: Seeking Hidden Shelters, Ordinary Wonders, and the Healing of the Earth. Below, you will find

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Nostalgia or principle?

I’m quite sure I didn’t leave them an option. I sent them off on a Saturday afternoon for a performance of Purpaleanie, a stage play put

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Shut It Down!

On Easter Sunday 2018 at about 5:30 pm, The Clyde S VanEnkevort/Erie Trader dragged her six-ton anchor from somewhere near the southern end of the

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Spy Wednesday

Mid-week of Holy Week. Historically, at least in some traditions, called “Spy Wednesday” to focus on Judas’ turn away from Jesus and towards betrayal (i.e.

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It Happened on a Monday

It’s Holy Week. You already knew that. But what we really don’t know is what happened early in the week. Or maybe we’ve never really

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Leaping off the Ladder

Fresh out of the car after a 23-hour Spring Break road trip, I’ve been contemplating journeys. One of my vacation reads this year was Pastrix:

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Authenticity

Not fitting in at school. Geeking out on a love for church. Seeing a school poster laughably tell me to be different. All of this

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The Wishing Tree

The learning goal for my recent pastoral sabbatical was “neighborhood engagement.” There’s an irony in trying to learn about neighborhood engagement by leaving your neighborhood,

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Capacious

Well hello, dear readers. It’s good to be back amongst you. In December I asked for a two month break from writing as my house

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Slapgate

The day after the Oscars, a Facebook friend of my wife’s posted, “Sure glad Will Smith isn’t white.” A jumble of thoughts went through my

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Highs and lows

I don’t want to be disagreeable. I may be feeling this way, as if I’m on track toward irascibility, given that I just passed a

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Cruelest Month

“April is the cruelest month,” says T. S. Elliot. I know that snippet, not because I am a literary scholar of any sort, or a

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“Have I not reason to lament”

In the final poem of Four Quartets, “Little Gidding,” T.S. Eliot begins with the observation that “Midwinter spring is its own season.” Whenever I teach that poem, I

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A Smaller Span

Like every other church in the US apparently, the congregation I serve has lost people in the past couple years. It’s hard to decipher exactly

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Fish Stories

Any pastor knows that you cannot let the minute details of a story get in the way of a good lesson (which is also why

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In Wartime, Pack Kindness

War is on all our minds, and my son came home from fifth grade art class last week and reported that there was, during one

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Sabbath With My Hands

Isn’t counted cross-stitch just glorified paint-by-number? That’s what I thought (but would never say) when my mom would spend countless hours following pre-made patterns, counting

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An Offering of Imperfection

In “Perfectly Imperfect,” a TedxMacatawa Talk I’ve watched and re-watched about a dozen times, my beloved college poetry teacher Jack Ridl asks, “What is something

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Beads and Ashes

This year, on Ash Wednesday, I was crossed and blessed at St. Andrew’s Episcopal Cathedral in Jackson, Mississippi.  It was the tail end of a

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Hell Is War

The day after Vladimir Putin launched his immoral and evil war with Ukraine, my daughter posted a meme on Facebook that summarized a scene from

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On Suffering

I’ve never taught about the Cold War at the same time that Russia invaded the Ukraine. Up until a few years ago, I had never

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Prayer for a Blessing

It was never an easy thing to do. . .heroic?—yes, but never particularly easy. Even though they had no idea where it was they were

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From where we get life

I am pressed and angry. Public comments are due on the draft environmental impact statement (EIS) to permit Enbridge Energy Corporation to re-route its line

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You’re Invited!

Almost two years ago exactly, I took part in a very difficult conversation: to postpone the 2020 Festival of Faith & Writing. It was particularly

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Rehabilitating Jimmy Carter

Perhaps I could blame Jimmy Carter for my political disillusionment. After all, he gets blamed for so many other things. Calling Carter the “best former

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The Gospel of Gomer

I saw a meme on Facebook the other day in reference to the invasion of Ukraine that said, “This is what you get when you

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Masks

We all wear masks in life—I don’t mean masks for a pandemic, but masks to hide ourselves in order to protect us from judgment or

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That Funny Feeling

Last summer, comedian Bo Burnham released a new special, Inside, which explored Burnham’s life during the pandemic and his deteriorating mental health through a series

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Tears and Sin

It is a disturbing image: Jesus weeping over Jerusalem, profoundly disappointed in the religious establishment that was charged with shepherding God’s people. (Luke 19:41-44) It

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Welcoming the Stranger

Russia’s senseless and unprovoked attack on Ukraine has altered geopolitical alignments and economic networks in ways we could not imagine a month ago. A united

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Authority Deja Vu

For some of us it is the proverbial Yogi Berra “Déjà vu all over again” moment.  As the Christian Reformed Church approaches the COVID-delayed discussion

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Be the Brave One

I didn’t set out toward transformation—it happened slowly. From a run-of-the mill capitalist jerk who spent her young life masquerading as someone she clearly wasn’t,

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Unanswered Prayers

Just as the pandemic seems to be easing a little, here we are again in a state of anxiety, daily attending to the grim news

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Lenten Lengthenings

Despite having gone to church my entire life, I realized recently that I had no idea why we call the period we embark upon today

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another lament

I suppose if we yelled at God more, we might yell at each other less. The Book that we Christians are left with is full

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Pączki

When the beginning of Lent rolled around last year, the congregation I serve had been gathering for worship via Zoom for 49 weeks — with

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I Can(‘t) Complain

I have done my best in ministry not to challenge people’s theology in the midst of moments of pastoral care. When the father of a

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Intimations

Consider three pictures, at first seemingly unconnected. It is late winter, and you are a freshman at some college in the Midwest, though home is

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A Reality Check

I am deeply troubled by those in our Christian community who are or have supported the Canadian Trucker Convoy and the resulting street camping in

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A Baptismal Kerfuffle

If on one hand you tried to count up the number of times you have heard jokes about the Doctrine of the Trinity in mainstream

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An Oasis of Shalom

Abide with me: fast falls the eventide;the darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide.When other helpers fail and comforts flee,help of the helpless, O abide with

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My Spark of Energy

Today I am going to introduce you to my favorite little spark of energy, Ayana (not her actual name, of course). Maybe “spark of energy”

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Tearful Trails

For some time now, I’ve admired the life of a 19th century missionary, Sheldon Jackson, whose name I found on a monument up top of

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Muskrat Love

I am writing this on Valentine’s Day, so I’ll just come right out and say (type) it. Muskrats don’t get enough love (and now if

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In Defense of Discomfort

I’m delighted to be back in my usual Wednesday slot here on the Reformed Journal blog. My thanks to Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell for allowing my extended leave. And

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Grace-filled Separation

The Reformed Church in America, my denomination, is splintering. Last fall’s General Synod — our widest decision-making body — put some guidelines in place to

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Her Identity

She walks, not caring where she’s going. Those men. They claimed to understand the cause of her pain and took her money for cures, yet

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Ice-Dancing and Belonging

I have been watching the Olympics a lot this week; constantly amazed at what these athletes are able, and willing, to do. There’s a level

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Praying Like an Old Banana

Ten years ago, I read a book that re-oriented the way I think about food. Barbara Kingsolver’s, Animal, Vegetable, Miracle, lured me toward a life

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Hopeful Rebellion

It’s time to throw a party. It’s time to sing and dance and jump on a trampoline and bake a cake and throw confetti. It’s

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I Wish I Could Tell

Retirement comes in stages that begin, as I’m starting to understand, not with the last day of one’s job but the first. Two years ago,

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Making sense of lament

I’ve learned a miracle phrase. I think I learned it from Glennon Doyle’s podcast – a little parenting tip that turns out to be applicable

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I Hope . . . Help My Unhope

This past Saturday my Twelver colleague Debra Rienstra posted a very fine blog here on the future of in-person worship services.  She noted the challenges

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Secession

A well-informed colleague just told me that more than 200 congregations may soon leave the Reformed Church in America (RCA). That’s a fifth of our

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The Light Shines…I Hope

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. John 1:5 Our Christmas tree is still up. Yes, I know we’re

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Emma Coger made a scene

“Let’s have a conversation,” or so my neighbor Brian Keepers suggested wisely on Monday. “Do you see patience as a virtue or a privilege?” It’s

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Of Drones and Depravity

“Up above my head,” we sing in the gospel song, “there’s music in the air! I know, I know, there must be a God somewhere.”

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This House is Haunted!

I saw a skit on YouTube where a group of Christians clasped each other’s hands in devout prayer, asking God to alleviate the suffering of

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The Yearning

Do you remember what it is like to long for a snow day? (Oh, that school would be closed for the day due to snow

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Blue Eternity

When I was in high school, I often lingered by the perfume counter at the Bon Marché in the Bellis Fair Mall in Bellingham, Washington.

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In Her Time

Eighteen years ago this week, on a brilliant morning after a night snowstorm, we laid our ninety-three-year-old mother to rest. The hearse managed at one

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Music for Old Men

The portraits of American men on James McMurtry’s album “The Horses and the Hounds” are so vivid, complex, and funny that I nearly missed his

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Yellow

Yellow is the color of bird-life royalty, the signature color of the warbler tribe. Warblers are small and fragile in hand, but they soar over

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A Movie for this Moment

I’m a sucker for disaster movies. They indulge my fantasy that good and evil are easily distinguishable and that good always wins. The hero is

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Ambiguous Loss

A loved one of mine posted some misinformation on Facebook this week. She does that a lot. She is against the vaccine. She’s against the

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Webs of Falsehood

Davey Alba is a technology reporter with the New York Times and a big part of her job is covering disinformation.   It is hard to

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A Study in Limits

The subtlest strain a great musician weaves,Cannot attain in rhythmic harmonyTo music in his soul. May it not beCelestial lyres send hints to him? He

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Epiphany at the World’s Many Ends

This week, I’ve been accidentally observing Epiphany season by following a strict regimen of anxiety-producing activities. This was not my intention. But if you, too,

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Elegy

We watched him shave–at least I did. I mean, I didn’t stand there gawking like some silly ten-year-old idiot, but when he was up beside

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January 6

On January 6, 2021, I sat in my COVID home office and watched the insurrection in real time. I had two livestreams open on my

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T.S. Eliot & Home

Three thoughts about home, prompted by TS Eliot. T.S. EliotEast Coker IIn my beginning is my end. In succession houses rise and fall, crumble, are

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The Wounds We Carry

I grew up and have lived a majority of my life in faith communities where both women and men are given equal space to speak,

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Power and Responsibility

Spider-Man rose like the Phoenix from the pages of a dying comic, Amazing Adult Fantasy, which ran as an anthology published by Marvel Comics in

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1922

Know anyone who was really excited to greet the new year last night? Me neither. Plenty of us were happy to see 2021 out the

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The Last Breath of the Old Year

A number of years ago, I started the practice of sitting in silence for several minutes at a time. I haven’t been very consistent. I’ve

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Our Top Ten: 2021

It’s December 30. The year 2021 is almost gone. There are many who will wax philosophical as the year closes. Much of that commentary is

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It’s Still Christmas

“I’m sad that Christmas is over, Dad.” I was tucking my daughter into bed on Christmas night. She had the night before been part of

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In Memoriam

As many of us are aware, it is twenty years ago right now that the first brilliant installment of Peter Jackson’s “Lord of the Rings”

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Justice and Revenge

Our daily routines and quiet reverie during the beginning of the Advent season were suddenly shattered as our nation once again experienced a deadly school

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One December Day

One December day when I was a fourth grade student in a fundamentalist, Reformed Christian day school in the 1970s, my teacher suggested that on

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Glory to God in the Lowest

When I was a kid, we had a shabby old nativity scene that my mother hauled out every year at Christmastime. The figures came from

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Park Lane improv

Okay, this little story feels for all the world like urban myth, but some stories just beg to be told whether or not they happened,

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The Reluctant Angel

John J. Timmerman was one of the most beloved stylists of the old Reformed Journal. This piece appeared in the issue for December, 1979. Emily

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Sun

Advent began for me on that first Sunday about 9:20 CST. We sang much-loved “O Come, O Come Emmanuel” in our Covid-weary church and something

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The Empty Pew Pandemic

Eugene Peterson once wrote to his congregation, “It makes little difference to me whether there are few or many in this place. . . .

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Being Disturbed at Christmas

Theologian Stanley Hauerwas was once asked what he thought was the greatest threat to American Christianity. His answer was surprising. It wasn’t atheism. It wasn’t

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The Boy Who Loves Presents

My ten year old son loves Christmas. He talks about it all year ‘round, and is happy to play Christmas tunes as early as August.

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Pondering Covid

When [the shepherds] had seen [the baby], they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were

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On Awkward Space

I don’t know why I answered ‘yes’ when a woman on the second of three massive concourses at the Smithsonian’s National Museum of African American

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A Broken Advent

I have a really pathetic Advent candle situation happening in my house this season. It’s because the taper candles I bought are too big on

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Good and Pleasant

If you are going to spend the better part of eight hours watching a documentary on The Beatles, you have to count as something of

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A House Divided

The chorus and lyrics of Billy Joel’s “We Didn’t Start the Fire” kept rattling around in my head this week. I’m not sure if it

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My neighbors’ stories

Men, women, and children huddled in covered wagons crossing endless prairie seem to beckon all by themselves some hovering, mounted Native war parties up on

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Ice

My money’s on January 11. Well, not really – it’s a low-stakes wager (no money). Here in Wisconsin, it’s an annual contest. Guess when Lake

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Too Late

It was just last Tuesday — Giving Tuesday. (Don’t worry, this isn’t another installment of our fundraising campaign!) A trusted colleague contacted me early Tuesday,

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Watching and Waiting

My oldest son has been anticipating his first year deer hunting for a long while. This was his year. We practiced at the shooting range

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The Power of Ritual

To finish off our book club this year, my best friend and I are reading Casper ter Kuile’s The Power of Ritual. The book is

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Enough is (not) Enough

My sister and I are the closest of friends. But it wasn’t always like this. Tracy and I scrapped our way through our elementary and

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Resident Aliens

Today I’m crossing the Blue Water Bridge for the last time as a visitor to Canada. I’ve made this trip probably fifty to sixty times

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And now I need to ask…

Dear Debra, Congratulations on the book coming out in February! I’m recommending it to everyone. I’ll probably write a review at some point, but you’ve

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Barth & Christmas Wonder

This Advent, together with some friends and colleagues from my church, I’m reading a collection of Christmas essays and articles by Karl Barth. The collection

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Delight

I’ve been writing for this blog for a long time, and I was today years old (as the meme goes) when I found out that

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Ongoing Engagement

Ten years. Doubtless others of my fellow Twelvers will be noting our recent tenth anniversary of this blog. I have been part of it from

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Why Do People Give?

Why do people give? I’m sure those far more expert than I have asked and answered this question. Still, I’ll share some ideas with you.

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Lunchroom Brawl

Apparently there was a fight in the high school lunchroom. The principal asked many students and teachers who witnessed the fight to write down what

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In everything, give thanks

Choose joy. Find joy in the journey. No doubt you’re familiar with these kinds of platitudes. Maybe someone has said something like it to you,

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What Advent is All About

The leaves have fallen. The temperatures are dropping. The wind from the north is regularly sweeping across the land, cutting through the extra layers we’ve

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Something to Say

A year ago, we asked you to financially support the Reformed Journal because we had big plans. We said we were going to expand what

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That’s On Me

One of the nice things about having young adult children home for Thanksgiving is that they can fill you in on crucial cultural developments such

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It is Difficult For Us to Ask

My congregation has some of the most beautiful pray-ers who pray the most beautiful prayers. This past Sunday, the person who offered the prayers of

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Of the Heart

Nobody gets paid. Let’s get that out of the way. A goodly number of us do commendable and even exhausting work on this now ten-year-old

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That Feathered Thing

In the late 1980s when my wife was getting her Masters degree in English from Michigan State University, she was able to get tickets to

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Jesus on a White Horse

“I saw heaven standing open and there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True. With justice he judges and

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Saturday Dance Macabre

I don’t mean this to sound like a “dance macabre,” an old late-medieval allegory of death. I swear it wasn’t. Don’t think of that Saturday

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November

Pastor Doug is a good egg. I walked over though a blustery gray November and found him waiting in the white party tent we rent.

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To Engage

There are some parallels between consumer engagement and art instillation interaction that I’ve been thinking about lately. I kind of wanted to reflect on creative

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Reformed Love

I continue my quest to find Reformed love in pop culture, in quick, accessible quips, in ways that don’t seem arcane or cumbersome. Pop culture

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We Heard There Were Panels

My attention span for someone else’s vacation is about 17 seconds, long enough to ask, “Where did you go?” and “Did you have a good

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What is God Like?

Last month I had the opportunity to spend a week up at Calvin Seminary where the distance education class I teach was meeting for a

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Pet Names

Coming up on four years now, our family has been host to a wild and wooly creature, whom we call Honey based on her yellow-amber

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Jesus Wasn’t a Victim

I inherited my mother’s copy of Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s Ethics and read it while traveling out West last month. It’s not an easy read. I’ve been

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A Shot of Trust

My kids got their COVID-19 shots yesterday. When my husband brought them home from Walgreens, he described it as a moment that felt sort of…

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For the Fruits . . .

Now and again when dining in Italian or French restaurants, you will see on the menu a dish titled “Frutti di Mare” or “Fruits de

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Task List, Deadline 2053

My potted flowers and tomatoes have finally succumbed to frost. They droop pitifully, blackened and ragged, waiting for me to compost them back to the

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Preparations

If you’re a prairie kind of person, some ordinary flat-lander, and if you consider Iowa’s rolling landscape as the very definition of normal, then you can’t

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Reformation Day

Reformation Sunday in our Lutheran parking lot was cheerfully Wisconsin-ish. Pastor Doug’s red stole paired nicely with the old-timey mackinaw wool plaid he wore under

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Ephesians and the RCA Today

It’s jarring to read a public appeal by a pastor saying it’s a “necessity” for congregations to leave the Reformed Church in America, bolstered with

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The Path + Ten

Happy birthday to us! Maybe you heard that The Twelve, the daily blog of the Reformed Journal, just marked its tenth anniversary — begun on

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The Twelve at Ten

Sixty years ago, Newton Minow, head of the Federal Communications Commission, memorably declared that television was a “vast wasteland.” (And that was before Jerry Springer,

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“The Work”

In an earlier post about reading my late mom’s diaries from the 1960s, I briefly mentioned how often she wrote about her weekly routine of

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What Language Shall I Borrow?

Like many pastors and church leaders across the country who took advantage of a too-good-to-be-passed-up gift from Crossway Publishing (158 books for free!), I’m leading

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Already Confessional?

In May of 2019—pre-pandemic and so what seems like a whole world ago—I wrote a blog here on The Twelve about a key issue that

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Curriculum Wars

Iowa officially joined the United States in 1846, and fought on the side of the Union during the Civil War. Yet free public schools were

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Defining Reformed

Soon this blog will be celebrating its tenth anniversary—on the eve of Reformation Day, naturally. You can expect some hoopla fitting to that august occasion,

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What I Saw at General Synod, III

This is the last of three days of reflections and reports from delegates to the General Synod of the Reformed Church in America, which adjourned

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What I Saw at General Synod, II

The General Synod of the Reformed Church in America, meeting in Tucson, Arizona, adjourned on Tuesday. This week — yesterday, today, and tomorrow — we

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What I Saw at General Synod, I

The General Synod of the Reformed Church in America, meeting in Tucson, Arizona, adjourned on Tuesday. The Reformed Journal asked six delegates to Synod to

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I Kissed Giving Up Faith Goodbye

When people announce that they’re “leaving the Christian faith” or are “no longer believers,” I am sad. I am hurt. I am exasperated. I’m sad

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Kayak Lessons

At the start of my forty-seventh trip around the sun, not long ago, I decided to book a few days for myself at a one-room

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(Un)finished Symphony

There is something incomplete about the span of your life – no matter how young or how old you are when you die. There is

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What About Hunting?

Writing for The Twelve scored me a lecture invitation at Calvin University’s Academy for Life Long Learning on Monday where I could “talk about anything

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Degrowth

When I was in college, I was a counselor at a Christian summer camp in Michigan. Every session a volunteer from The Gideons International would

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Field of Dreams — Redux

This is a follow-on to Jon Pott’s elegantly written piece about his boyhood memories at Comiskey Park in Chicago. I am sorry to note, however,

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Hope: All Will Be Well

Julian of Norwich is known for these words: “All shall be well, and all shall be well, and every manner of things shall be well.”

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Nieuwe Kerk

Did I ever say…’why have you not built me a house of cedar’? 1 Samuel 7:7 We climb an expanse of broad stone steps and

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Morning Thanks

Part of the shock that first morning at a rural medical clinic in Ghana grew from my innocence and perhaps my substantial prejudices, the hefty

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The Shack

There’s just something about this place. Each fall, we take our GreenHouse students on a Saturday excursion to the Leopold shack followed by an afternoon

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Bildungsroman

Last year, I made an interactive design project called “Bildungsroman.” I was learning about bildungsroman as a literary genre of coming-of-age stories — stories about

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Meet the Teacher Night

As the days pass in my classroom with my second grade Poppers (that’s my class nickname for them this year), I often think about the

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Making Hope Physical

A few weeks ago I wrote about how my hope had gotten lost in the physical and how I needed a new narrative. This week

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Pestilence and Persuasion

When we face a seemingly intractable challenge, where do we turn?    To the Bible first of all, as faithful Christians, where we find not just

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Blessed Be the Fruit

My mom started keeping a daily diary on her 13th birthday in 1963. Aside from a gap in the mid-70s, she kept her diary going

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Field of Dreams

“Fenway Park, in Boston, is a lyric little bandbox of a ballpark. Everything is painted green and seems in curiously sharp focus, like the inside

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Hope Pursues Beauty

About a year ago, I read Gregory of Nyssa’s Life of Moses. In the fourth century text, Gregory provides both a historical account and an

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A House on the Rock

I live in Corwin’s house. The Reverend Edward Tanjore Corwin (1834-1914) compiled The Manual of the Reformed Church. It went through five editions. He served

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Responsive

Currently, a lot of my classes are attempting to dig into me and get me to articulate why I do what I do. Why do

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Pizza in Pella

My wife, Sophie, and I had dinner with five delightful people last Saturday — four of whom I had never met before. They were young,

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Hoping With Pain

For the last decade I’ve suffered from a spinal injury that developed into spinal stenosis and severe osteoarthritis. I was 27. Too young. Overnight, my

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Martyrdom and Memory

I’ve been remembering recently how martyrdom was such a prominent feature of my evangelical upbringing. I mean, no one I knew was martyred but there

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“I am a bow in your hands, Lord”

In his autobiography, the early 20th century Greek philosopher and writer, Nikos Kazantzakis, offers this poetic look into our souls. Three Kinds of Souls Three

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The End of the Story

If you heard the faint sound of collective weeping last Tuesday, and weren’t sure how to account for it, wonder no more. What you heard

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Go slow

My mom had a major joint replacement surgery this week.  Before the surgery she was telling me about how long it can take to adjust

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The Jesus Who Never Lived

Each Fall for the last number of years I have had the privilege of assisting in all things Homiletical in my colleague Mariano Avila’s Calvin

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Twenty Years Ago and Today

On the twentieth anniversary of September 11, I reflect on the attacks and the current state of the church and world. I am saddened, I

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Every Onion

My Badgers played the Nittany Lions, the Big 10 opener, on Saturday. Classes started yesterday. Labor Day came on Monday with bratwurst on the backyard

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Giving Back

Recently, I wrapped up my marketing internship with Mercantile Bank. It was a fruitful time. Not only did the internship encompass daily marketing duties, but

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The God That Jesus Believed In

Have you ever had an experience where something disturbed you, unsettled you, more than it should have? A conversation, a book or movie, that unnerved

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Weapons into Tools

I’m just coming off the most challenging few years of my life, and I continue to grow and be stretched and learn so much along

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Grandma

My grandma died early Wednesday morning. It’s okay. We had been waiting, even hoping, for it. Just shy of her 93rd birthday, she had begun

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Your Labor Is Not in Vain

Today, without too much preamble, I would like to share with you a song that I fell in love with a number of years ago

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Twisties

Earlier this year, I defended my doctoral thesis at Western Theological Seminary: Truthing in Love: Engaging Conflict with the Disarming Love of God. Someone in

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At Summer’s End

In the United States we mark summer’s parameters with a pair of Monday holidays: Memorial Day begins the summer season and Labor Day concludes it. 

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No One Sees Clean Windows

When it comes to housework, no one notices it unless you don’t do it. In 1976, Laurel Thatcher Ulrich published an article in American Quarterly

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Running the Rockies

As the sun reached its highpoint for the day, I finished my race. Twenty-three miles and 5000 feet of elevation. I was exhausted from and

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Ferns on the Ceiling

It’s unnerving and a little touching when a younger friend of many years seems overly concerned with your safety and comfort, but truth is, he

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The Peaches of Paradise

Apple, schmapple.  I’ll bet it was a peach.  The writer of Genesis tells us that God encouraged Adam and Eve to gather all the fruits and

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Ten Random Things

Once again, the grab bag presents itself. Ten bits and pieces to sample. I hope at least one will make you smile or cry, wince

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The Cost of Freedom

My wife and I were walking out of the grocery store; the man wearing a T-shirt adorned with “Sorry I Can’t Hear You Over the

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Wage Peace

Like many pastors, I both enjoy and am embarrassed by the church signs that congregations create to lure in, I mean evangelize, people driving by.

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Fidget. Focus. God.

Fidget Having two children has allowed me to become familiar with the practice of fidgeting, and by this I don’t just mean putting up with

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The Last Sea

This is the fourth in a series of posts about my mom’s death from lung cancer in November of 2020. Click here to read about her last meal, here to

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Blisters

The joke turned on me with a rather stunning swiftness. My brother and I had just set out on a three-day hike of the Mdaabii

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It’s grief.

I snapped at a dear friend last week. I blame COVID. Well, I blame myself actually, but COVID goaded me into it. I’ve been in

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Words Wire Us

While driving home from my Sunday morning preaching opportunities, I am often able to catch at least part of the NPR radio program “Hidden Brain”

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Sojourners in a Time of Homelessness

“I feel homeless,” said Susan. “Why?” queried Andrew. “I mean, look around,” Susan continued. “This summer blistering heatwaves have killed hundreds of people here in

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An Audible Gasp

If a pastor is truly blessed by God in their life of ministry, they might have one moment in a worship service so shining and

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Once more, the Eman story

And this, you have to believe, was one of the grandest moments of her life, the day that Dutch royalty–King and Queen–visited Michigan and called

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IPCC Sixth Assessment Report

On Monday, the International Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) released the sixth assessment report and by Monday evening, the news cycle was ramping up with

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Ministry of Presence

Two years ago, I visited the Pavilion, a little coffee shop run by Bridge Street Ministries on the west side of Grand Rapids. I remember

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The Unsexiest Virtue

One evening some time ago, my wife Monica and I were channel-surfing and wound up watching the movie Popstar: Never Stop Never Stopping — a

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Twenty-eight Dogs

My parishioner Marie’s life was 28 dogs long. In my tenure serving the church here in Little Falls, New Jersey, I only knew the last

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American Individualism

About four months into our How to Be a Good Citizen book club this year, my best friend and I realized we’d inadvertently settled on

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The Last Conversation

This is the third in a series of posts about my mom’s death from lung cancer in November of 2020. Click here to read about her last

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Let’s Argue it Out

I asked my boyfriend what I should write about this week. “Communication,” he joked. “How obnoxious men are. How relationships require so much work.” I

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She is to Remain Quiet

I was six years old, sandals just brushing the floor in the sanctuary of a foreign church, where my grandparents and I sat to witness

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God’s Gifts

Last week I wrapped up a nine-week online elective course on “Intersections of Theology and Science.”  This was probably the fifth or sixth time I

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Living Small

After a few weeks on the job as the solo pastor of a small church, I quickly learned the wisdom of something my preaching professor

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Tomatoes: A Bagatelle*

“With 10,000 to 15,000 known varieties of tomatoes worldwide, there is no shortage of new varieties to try.” — The Old Farmers Almanac This summer, I

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To be content

It might be fanciful. No one who was there was alive when the book was written, but let’s just assume the writer did her homework

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Resilient Flooring

MEMO To the facilities task force: RE: flooring samples The synthetic wood “resilient” flooring we looked at for the chancel is plastic. It’s at least

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Being Grounded

It feels like warping worlds in a 20 minute bus ride from downtown to east town. The houses stand taller, prouder, the paint doesn’t peel

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Church Discipline

A young woman trembling, her pregnancy possibly already showing, standing up before a stone-faced congregation, confessing her sin. This is the image of “church discipline.”

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Shepherd of a Diverse Flock

When I took the call twenty years ago to the First Reformed Church of Little Falls, New Jersey, I found an office that had been

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Mark Driscoll and Me

Mark Driscoll is an example of how not to lead, and that is not news to those privy to his meteoric rise and fall. As

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The Last Question

This is the second in a series of posts about my mom’s death from lung cancer in November of 2020. Click here to read about

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A House of Wings

“Elect from every nation, yet one o’er all the earth.” So runs a line from a hymn we sang in my church on Sunday (“The

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Reparations and Hope

Mostly I find the internet to be a soul-sucking place lately. But yesterday I discovered something that was so utterly hopeful. It was a response

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The Savoring Life

“God doesn’t need our exhaustion.” That is one of the lines that got my attention in Kirk Byron Jones’ wonderful book, Addicted to Hurry. It

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Bodily Trauma

I have to admit that the title was a turn off. For me, it conjured up saccharine stories in the vein of Chicken Soup for

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Lost Again

I get lost often, so often it’s a family joke. And I hate getting lost. We joke about it, but I am filled with both

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The Tension Zone

I’ve missed being north of the tension zone for a year and a half. Part of me never left northern Wisconsin, in the same way

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The Adult Child Shall Lead Them

My two adult children are both in their early thirties, married, with kids. Whenever I visit them I leave with my head spinning, my heart

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Lucy

Lucy was well known on the skid row in Sioux City, Iowa.  I never heard anyone refer to her by her family name. It was

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The Last Supper

A couple of years ago, I decided to take time off from blogging for The Twelve so that I could concentrate my creative writing energy

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Meals Tell Our Stories

I’m finishing this article as I finish preparing a seafood feast for my extended family. I paid a visit to a tiny local fish market

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Humbly Rethinking

My wife likes to say I play a doctor on TV.  I don’t of course, but for a long time now I have had  a

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Nation and Kingdom

I was raised in a patriotic home. My immigrant parents, especially my Dad, were very grateful for the opportunity to come to America to achieve

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Till the Ground

I’ve had this prayer poem from Julian of Norwich on my mind for the last couple of weeks: Be a gardener.Dig a ditchToil and sweat,And

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Pilgrimage

Odd-looking thing, really. Its keyboard makes it a piano or organ of some sort, but it comes packaged in what looks like a suitcase far

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I Don’t Want Peace

As Asian Americans and Pacific Islanders (AAPI) Heritage month came to a close, a passage from Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s sermon, “When Peace Becomes

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Passing on the Blessing

My mother-in-law died in January. Grada Johanna Voortman-Rietema blew out the candles on her 102nd birthday cake, rose from her chair, and fell awkwardly to

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The Lure of Time Travel

There’s a moment toward the end of Mackenzie Crook’s brilliant tender comedy-drama Detectorists when the character Lance explains the attraction of metal detecting by saying,

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Carrying

I’ve been thinking this week about carrying things. Our church began regathering a few weeks ago, and a critical part of our Sunday mornings is

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It Is Well With My Soul

I finished the opening prayer, walked off the chancel, and stood next to my daughter. As the opening song began, she reached up and slipped

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Look Lower

Sometimes all it takes is one sentence in a commentary to set the direction for a sermon. Last week it was this sentence from Bill

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Ephemera

It was buggy and still at the lower end of Cherokee marsh when I left. Nearly home, a familiar helicoptering-like flight hovered across the inside

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“And Still . . .?”

A couple weeks ago my Center hosted a gathering of pastors who have been serving as Peer Group Leaders in our Lilly Endowment grant program

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Pageantry

Apparently pageants are still a thing. In the words of one of my favorite sportswriters, Frank DeFord, “maligned by one segment of America, adored by

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Waiting for Fireflies

Recently Ann and I found ourselves sitting in a ghost town deep in the Smoky Mountains. Dusk was falling fast as our book club unfolded

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Endlessly Remarkable Quiddity

“The faithful ought never to run over the good things in creation ‘with a fleeting glance; but we should ponder them at length, turn them

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What’s on deck

It doesn’t bug me. The truth is, I love it, but it does scare me a bit: my granddaughter is becoming something and someone more

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Falling Overboard

My dad loved to be on a boat. He’d whip us around the lake in a speedboat while we clung for dear life to the

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A Lifetime’s Debt

Last month, I got to see my father for the first time since December 2019. I surprised him for his birthday, but the gift was

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A Game of Cat and Mouse

As it was unfolding in real time, I couldn’t decide if the event on the yard that day was creepy, crazy or beautiful. I was

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On Reparations

Last month my church held a series of discussions on reparations. It’s our penultimate session of an 11-month discussion series we’ve been completing together. We’ve

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Against the Logic of Separation

Last fall I participated in a dialogue circle hosted by an equity organization in our city. Fourteen men and women—seven black, seven white—gathered to talk

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Gezellig

There are some words in the Dutch language that just can’t be translated properly into English. Benauwd. Verklempt. Voorpret. And gezellig (pronounced phlegm-ze-li-phlegm). Gezellig is

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Ordinary?

Having celebrated Pentecost and Trinity Sunday on May 23 and 30 respectively, this past Sunday was the first Lord’s Day in what we call Ordinary

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A Parable for Today

A family had lived in their home all their lives. Before them, their forebears had lived in the same home on the same land. The

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The Aesthetics of Decline

A palpable holiness remains. The foundation stones and a few walls trace a jagged outline of daily monastic life. The arches of the abbey church

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Remembering tears, twice

Once upon a time, he shot at surfacing German subs in the North Atlantic, tried to pick off the crews who were aiming anti-aircraft flak

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A Tiny Start

I realize we have turned the corner into June, but I didn’t want to let May slip away without acknowledging Asian American and Pacific Islander

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Capitulating

“It is just so sad, repulsive really, to see the way the Church of Jesus Christ, continually capitulates to the culture of our sick and

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Midwifery

I remember it like it was yesterday. In one of the darkest moments of my life, I remember standing in church on a Sunday morning,

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Barefoot in Church

On a recent Sunday I was doing pulpit supply at one of our many mildly historic Reformed churches (RCA) in upstate New York. This one,

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Regular People

In 1971, Mary Garst of Coon Rapids, IA and Betty Kitzman of Ames, IA argued quite forcefully that the League of Women Voters of Iowa

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A Prayer for Turning Corners

Today feels like a moment of transition. This past week, I closed the books on one of the longest academic years I’ve ever experienced. Today,

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Mission Fest

It’s a bit of an embarrassment really, or so I discovered. I’d never heard of the monument until it showed up on a local on-line

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No Perfect Men

The longest academic year in living memory is finally done. Please thank any teacher you know. It has been A LOT.  Still, there’s also that

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Oh, India

This week my family cancelled our plane tickets to India, summer plans and dreams foiled by COVID. Again. We did the same thing last year,

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Molting

When I first started writing for The Twelve life was much different. My kids were young and my beard was shorter with much less grey.

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Falling Objects

Last month it was the Suez Boat crisis that captured my imagination. I told you that once Louie, my Facebook algorithm, noticed that I’d clicked

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Dorn Creek

Dorn Creek is really a crummy little property. A couple of forties, a few belonging to the state of Wisconsin, a few to Dane County.

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And Now This . . .

News programs on TV used to use the phrase “And now this . . .” to toggle between one news story and the next, especially

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The Space Between

A graduating college senior explained that he lived a life that often felt stuck between two different sides. His father is from Bahrain and his

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God in Our Senses: Touch

Museums are really challenging places for me. I really don’t like whispering and I really do like touching things. Since most museums tend to be

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Living on the Fault Lines

Walking the dog last October, before the US presidential election, I noted the obvious evidence that my neighborhood sits on a fault line. Not a

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I know it’s a stretch

The whole thing’s a stretch, but what the heck–I’m lovin’ it.  Sheriff Pat Garrett plugged Billy the Kid, a notorious gunslinger, after hunting him down

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A Psalm for those who languish

The New York Times published a piece last week about a mental health state called “languishing” — a state of joylessness and aimlessness that is

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The Calcagni Club

Every time I am in Florence, I spend time meditating on one of my favorite sculptures: the pietà of Michelangelo, often referred to as “The Deposition.” Now

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Falling Apart Together

Man is born broken. He lives by mending. The grace of God is glue. – Eugene O’Neill I’ve grown more nervous to visit the pediatrician’s

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Mine Enemies

I will call upon the Lord . . . and so shall I be saved from mine enemies. Psalm 18 I pray the Psalms daily.

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God in Our Senses: Smell

This last week I have been in the beautiful state of Colorado visiting my sister, brother-in-law, and 14 month old niece. The magic of vaccinations

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Sundays at Our House

Sundays were special days at our house. Boring too. None of us kids were allowed to ride bikes or play catch. After dinner and clean

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What’s The Plan?

I’ve been feeling a lot of empathy for the Israelites lately. Out they come from Egypt, feeling energized and excited and elated and terrified. They’re

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A Zapping God?

My students in the Psalms & Wisdom Literature course are starting to write their final sermons on a psalm, and inevitably each semester some come

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Between Me and God

The funeral home gave us a memory tree to plant in my dad’s honor. A pine sapling, barely two feet high, which we set reverently

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God in our Senses: Taste

Awe came upon everyone, because many wonders and signs were being done by the apostles. All who believed were together and had all things in

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God’s Wildness

I didn’t plan this—honest—but on Earth Day this part Thursday, my syllabi had me teaching nature-related literature: in one class, some poems by Andrew Marvell

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The Obdurate

Perhaps it was more typical than not–that night, I mean. The guy worked a high-crime district, West Palm Beach, where being a cop meant hot

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The Marathon Road

A vitally important step.But only one step.An arduous road still lies ahead. Lament for lives unjustly taken. Commit to the next step and the next and the

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Shooting Star

I don’t qualify to be a Swiftie — although if I were to find out how many times I’ve listened to Taylor Swift’s Folklore and

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A. J. Muste: Radical for Peace

A. J. Muste’s Reformed roots ran deep. Abraham Johannes Muste (1885-1967) was born in the Netherlands, raised in Grand Rapids, and educated at two Reformed

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God in Our Senses: Sound

I love a good conversation and can hold my own in conversations spanning a wide range of topics. Current events, pop culture, small talk, theology,

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Little America

My affection for international students runs deep and wide. I have had the joy and privilege of walking with many different people, from many different

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Let the Little Children Come

People were also bringing babies to Jesus for him to place his hands on them. When the disciples saw this, they rebuked them. 16 But Jesus called

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Resurrection Resilience

Two years ago today, on a bright Monday afternoon, I wrote this reflection on the confluence of spring, Holy Week, the fire of Notre Dame,

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Staged

Staging Although we had talked about it for several years, when my wife and I finally contacted a realtor in mid-January to talk about selling

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God is on Our Side

As the nation follows the trial of white police officer Derek Chauvin, charged with the killing of African American George Floyd, the language and arguments

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Hymns in My Heart

Sundays during the coronavirus pandemic isolation often seemed little different than other days. I baked sourdough, cooked meals, cleaned up the kitchen, and read. But

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Here’s to the women

Here’s to the women. The brave ones, who speak truth with conviction, with brilliance, with footnotes.  To the women who do not back down, who

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Refueling

Almost everyone I know is a bit grumpy at the moment. Kind of over it. Just done.  A gorgeous Easter weekend here in West Michigan definitely

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Eight Things Easter-y

Easter — the pinnacle of the Christian calendar, and if we are to be believed, the turning point of time. Yet as is often observed,

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God In Our Senses

For so long, we, the church, have focused on knowing and believing the right things. We read and ponder and debate and write, using all

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White Evangelical Racism

I recently finished Anthea Butler’s new book White Evangelical Racism: The Politics of Morality in America. It offers a short and accessible, yet powerful, overview

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Talking With Flags

There has been a lively conversation going on up and down my street, in a townhouse development south of Tucson. But it isn’t the people

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Bro Culture

The New York Times article described it as a “familiar thorn for evangelicals.” Once again, evangelicals and sex are in the news in a sinister

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A Love Story

If you look closely, you can tell it’s not the Great Plains. That big tree is too perfect; prairie trees get mauled regularly by incessant

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God and Guns

My brother loves the grocery store.  He’s a great cook, he’s got great taste in food, and most days he gets a hankering for something

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A Different Hosanna

If you think about it, we don’t have many occasions in church where we corporately act out Biblical stories. Sure, there’s your live nativities and

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Transitive Property

It’s a transition rain in the dark outside my window. It’s heavy and fragrant. The air is soft. Winter is passed and the world is

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Narrative Medicine

John 12:23-25; 27-28a What is a good death? I often taught this poem in a Narrative Medicine course in my role as ethics consultant in

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Effortless Rhythms

Today is my birthday. Sometime during my mid-twenties, I began to lose track of my age. In part, I’ve never been great with numbers —

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DREAM and Promise

On Wednesday I was on a phone call with Iowa Senator Grassley. On the line with me were people from around the state of Iowa—many

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True Lies

We live in a truth-deficient age. The explosive growth of “information” sources on talk radio, cable TV, and the Internet has not, ironically, resulted in

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Check Out the RJ Site

Have you visited the newly refreshed Reformed Journal site?For example, try Travis West’s essay, Learning Lament: Remembering Tina. There are enough essays, poems, and book

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Comfort to Spare

There isn’t much we know about Aunt Gertie’s death. It happened on a foggy night in November, 1949, along a lakeshore cloaked in a mist

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Christian Privilege

I remember the day I was formally introduced to my white Christian privilege. It was September 4, 2015. I was standing in the middle of

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Decluttering — Again!

John 2:13-22 When I was a child, with a beginner’s mind, I loved today’s gospel story. The Cleansing of the Temple we call it. What’s

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A Highway in the Desert

A certain brother committed an offense in Scete, the camp of the monks, and when a congregation was assembled ‎on this matter, they sent after

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Gathered

I had a rather startling realization this week: this coming Sunday, one year ago, was the last time my congregation (and many congregations) gathered in

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Seeds

John Bates, bard of Manitowish Waters, led our GreenHouse students on a snow-shoe exploration of Raven Trail’s winter stories. After teaching them to speak chickadese

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Johnson&Johnson&Jesus

If you have gone to most any news or newspaper website in the last few months, then you know that you have not needed to

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It’s Always Been About Love

When you’re young, it’s easy to confuse strength with dominance; when you’re older, you realize the feat of character it takes to be meek. I

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A Reflection on the Lections for Lent II

Genesis 17:1-16; Mark 8:31-38; Romans 4:13-25 “Prelude to Labor” Pregnant on tomorrow’s side of middle agebones already bending toward sweet earthand autumn’s leaves released in

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The Dwelling Place and the Dust

Please welcome today’s guest blogger, my colleague and friend Prof. Chad Engbers. Chad gave this meditation at our Ash Wednesday chapel at Calvin University on

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Witnesses

“What places do I really have to see when I’m here?” I asked the woman behind the desk at the Osage visitor’s center. “You must see

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The Color of Stitching

Imagine that the entire city of Miami just disappeared. The whole population: gone.  Or maybe you can imagine Omaha or Raleigh better.  The official population

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Hindsight

Yesterday I found myself looking back through my camera roll at pictures from last February. I shook my head a bit at my oblivious self

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Church Years

for Myrtle Takken for her 95th Year Grandma walks toward Easter one more time;I see her walking not toward church but trees—trees of the farm

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The Snow Pile

Today we will consider the snow pile at the end of my driveway. These days you may have one too. In all likelihood, you know

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Asombrado

On Tuesday morning I looked up from the plank position I had been holding and saw a dolphin. And then another dolphin. Just their dorsal

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What are the ashes about?

“What are the ashes about?” The question was sincere. My church has never done Ash Wednesday before — at least not with ashes, anyway. And

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Gravitating to Shalom

A C-SPAN video has gone viral (how often can you say that!?).  It was shot Friday morning outside the White House where First Lady Jill

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Ghosting

Among the younger folk, ‘ghosting’ refers to a sudden and immediate cessation of all communication toward a person, digitally, physically, and on social media. Frankly,

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Does Prayer Work?

Prayer is difficult in a technological age like ours. Our minds have been shaped by the efficiency, quantification, objectivity of the computer. We value precision

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Pandemic Check-up

“Shift into self-compassion. You’re not unproductive. You’re living through a pandemic. #breathe” — Dr. Thema, Feb. 10 on Twitter @drthema. Debra? We’re ready for you

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The Story at Devil’s Gulch

If the place sounds cliche-ish, you can’t blame Garretson, SD, because doggone it, not every Siouxland burg has a tourist trap built in. Seriously, Garretson’s

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Let’s Not Meet in the Middle

Yesterday the Michigan state senate Majority Leader opened the floor session with a prayer. He prayed for the seeking of unity, for people to work

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Early Grace

It would have been around 1950 — most likely, as now, with snow on the ground — that I wrote my letter to the Canadian

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Banana Republic

Have we settled on a name for the events of January 6 yet? “Capitol Riot” is what I hear most. To me, riot sounds too

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Leaning Into Our Limits

I am tired these days. I keep seeing headlines about trauma and “covid fatigue” so maybe you are too. And herein lies the opportunity. American

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Jesus and the Disinherited Today

The antiracist reading group at my church has dedicated the month of February to Howard Thurman’s classic work Jesus and the Disinherited. We’ve spent the

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Before I Got Here

It might have been here on The Twelve that somebody suggested it would be interesting to discover who owned my land before my land was

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For the Restless

Because, I suppose, God would still have us call him good,he has shone the light of his countenance upon us(here in West Michigan, at least)and

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The Ravine

“Ooh” she said, “That one’s my favorite!” She came over and I snapped a cell phone picture of her next to it. One needs to

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Doormats, Serpents, and Doves

A recent article in the New York Times addressed the troubling rise of a militant form of Christian Nationalism and how prevalent—and visually obvious—this was

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Somebody should do something

I know that it’s easy these days to complain about politics and government. Here’s the thing, “we the people” is really just each one of

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Sacramental Transparency

Earlier this week, Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell sparked a lively conversation on this blog with his provocative question, “Does being a hard-nosed Calvinist who sees the struggle

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Just another word

On my mother’s side, my Dutch-American ancestry has been here since before the American Civil War. My people were among the first immigrants from the

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Seraphine Seeing

Years ago, I made reference in a literature class to Clint Eastwood’s boxing picture, Million Dollar Baby (2004). A student volunteered, with some passion, that

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Nature has its own religion

My father-in-law died last summer from COVID-19. Minimizers and deniers might ask “Did he die of COVID? Or with COVID?” He never had the virus.

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Cleansing the Temple

During this month of January the world watched two remarkable expressions of American Civil Religion, two weeks apart, at the same location – the US

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Hawley Hearts Kuyper

In the New York Times Opinion piece, The Roots of Josh Hawley’s Rage, Katherine Stewart draws attention to the religious rhetoric of Senator Josh Hawley.

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The Day After

To tweak the opening sentence of the New York Times from January 21, 1861, “The day to which all have looked with so much anxiety

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Sure Enough: Words Matter

What to write?  I have often asked myself that question every other week when my turn to post a blog here on The Twelve comes

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Slow Down

To slow down,to halt,to cease,to Sabbath. I talk of you as a dream,only to encounter your nightmare.In you I find all I have been running

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Singing the Eden Call

In 1989, Ecumenical Patriarch Demetrios I declared September 1 a day of prayer for creation, corresponding with the beginning of the Orthodox church year. The

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What to see at Little Big Horn

“When you get to the Visitor’s Center, look for the blue dress–it belonged to Judy’s grandma,” she told me. “Judy” is her friend. I’d just

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The Bible Is Not a Weapon

“The Bible says that ‘for everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven…a time to heal, …and a time to

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Literally

It’s hard to know what words are left to say about recent events—it’s difficult to begin writing, not knowing what might happen mere hours from

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The Dutch and John Wayne

The United States Post Office in Pella, Iowa is a little jewel. The small but stately red brick colonial structure sits just off the town

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Garden of Delight

The sweet taste of sunlight.Cold creek on the shins.Colored-tailed soaring in the heavens. Who knew these were the medicine my soul needed,breath into my ever

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The Tyrant Fool

I was working on a piece about Nebuchadnezzar on Wednesday afternoon when the world shifted. My wife called, and I watched the goons running amok

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Pilgriming

Note: I uploaded this post yesterday morning…and then yesterday afternoon happened. It seems a bit tone-deaf to write about something other than the events that

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Our God Reigns

I joined the Micah Center a number of years ago. It is a faith-rooted organization that works for justice in the Grand Rapids, Michigan community

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The Most Bitter Truth

This week’s focus on the Congress in the United States—and particularly on the Senate—sent me back to Robert Caro’s book Master of the Senate (Knopf,

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Refuge

In Iowa, during January, the nights are long and dark. If it isn’t below zero, I find myself enjoying the quiet starlight during early morning

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What Will Remain?

As darkness changesand the moon finds her grace-filled cycle, I wonder what will remain. We turn the page.Write the next chapter.Move this. Clean that.Say hello

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When Is 2020 Really Over?

In British literature studies, we sometimes talk about “the long eighteenth century,” as in: “It really begins back in 1660, with the Restoration after the

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Agency stories

Maybe it was the little chapel she’d insisted on showing me, a place she thought any visit to the Northern Cheyenne mission wouldn’t be complete

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The Best of the Worst

What was the best book you read this year?  Mine was Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer. I listened to the author read it, actually

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Thank You

We’ve all heard so many jokes and cracks about 2020. It can’t end too soon. And behind the jokes are deep sorrow and outrage. At

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Christmas Changes Everything

On occasion my sermons take the form of “Tales from New Heidelberg” — stories centered around Pastor Branderhorst and old First Reformed Church in New

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Pastor Maria, Full of Grace

In a previous post, I wrote about my conviction that the future of the church in on the margins. Referencing an essay by Steve Toshio

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Cordial Cherries

I forgot to buy a box of Queen Anne’s cordial cherries this year. I didn’t realize it until the week before Christmas, and by then

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Tracks in the Snow

Now here 15 years, I have a happy association of kid laughter and snow. Following the first snow last week, I did a little window-reconnaissance

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Let It Be

For this Christmas Day 2020 I offer this meditation/sermon from Luke 1:26-38: Those of us who are parents, grandparents, uncles, or aunts all know what

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The Weary World Rejoices

In his perhaps most Ron Weasley-ish moment, Ron responds to Hermione’s description of the many emotions Cho Chang is experiencing as she grieves Cedric and

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In Gratitude for a Son

If he was worth loving, he is worth grieving over. Grief is existential testimony to the worth of the one loved. That worth abides. So

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The Trauma of White America

When Mark Charles visits schools, college campuses, and communities, he always begins by introducing himself. According to the matrilineal Diné culture, his four clans include

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First Cry in a Stable

It’s not a new story. I wrote it more than a decade ago, so it may well show its age. But I thought I’d try

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Building a Boat

My kids have a favorite new show: “Alone.” It’s a reality show where survival experts are dropped off in remote and hardly survivable conditions to

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The Hat Trick Semester

In my last posting here, I introduced you to jazz bagpipes as a metaphor for COVID-Thanksgiving. I was fascinated by the talent and enthusiasm of

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Advent Gloom

Advent: Discipleship in DarknessAn original work of poetry by moi Darkness. The dreadful darkness. The dismal darkness. The dreary darkness. The very, very, dark darkness.

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Barring Eleventh Hour Trickery

The Electoral College vote will be taken today and Joe Biden will officially be named President-elect. Eighty-one million voters will breathe a sigh of relief,

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The Evil Done on Our Behalf

In Zoom worship last Sunday, we said a prayer that we’ve said many times before, part of our prayers for the Confession of Sin. It

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Political Iconoclasm

Like everyone else, I’m trying to negotiate the aftermath of a divisive election that has fractured my corner of the world. Almost every part of

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Searching for Joy

Last week I sat perched in my favorite perching place, where fallen tree meets standing tree. The Y-branches of the fallen tree jut out from

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Secrets

I am about to share one of my deepest, darkest, most shameful secrets with you. It is a part of myself that makes me shudder

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The Worst in Us

Experts from the fields of psychology and neurology claim that our memory is susceptible to error.  Sometimes we are sure we remember something that we

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He shoots! He scores!

Our annual fundraising week is over. To all who gave, thank you so much! To all of you who said to yourselves, “I really should

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Good Intentions

There is less information about the teachers at the Indian boarding schools, but I wonder how many of them believed they were doing the best

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Refugia Emergent

Refugia (re-FU-jee-a) are places where life survives, against great odds, in a crisis. A wildfire destroys most of a forest, for example—but not all of

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Divisions

Once you find the road in—the place is very much out of the way–the signs tell the story. I’ve visited twice, often enough to guess

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Communion of Saints

Q: What do you understand by “the communion of saints”? A. First, that believers one and all,as members of this community,share in Christand in all

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The Gift of Self

By now you’ve read all sorts of reasons to support the Reformed Journal and The Twelve. You’ve read about the exciting updates coming down the

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Morning Routines

Morning routines. We all have them. Unless you’re like Pentecostals and contemporary worship folk who say they have no order of worship or liturgy. They

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In This Time

Very few people alive today can remember a year like 2020. And most (if not all) of us who have lived through this year sincerely

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Democratization of Christianity

When I talk with people about the history of religion in the United States, people have a wide variety of reactions. Many people are uncomfortable

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Sometimes

Sometimes the mostly RCA and CRC world of The Twelve can seem small. But the numbers of our humble blog tell a different story. The

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Truth Matters

“We live in a country in epistemological crisis,” David Brooks laments in his most recent op-ed in the New York Times. Brooks acknowledges that this

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Brave Spaces

I’ve recently learned that wildlife conservationists will sometimes remove desperately endangered creatures from their habitats in order to save their species. It’s called “arking”—as in:

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Hog-Hunting and Tote Bags

Got it this morning. Had no idea mature human beings could or would hunt hogs from helicopters, but this Texas outfit thought I might just

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Not Feeling Grateful

“Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” 1 Thessalonians 5:18 Often at our dinner table,

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Permission Slip

This week is one of my favorite of the whole year. I adore everything about Thanksgiving. Always have. And here’s the thing: I spend pretty

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Trouble in Providence

Someday I’m going to compile a list of “Christian words” which need a 200 year time out — mothballed until they can be brought out

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It’s About Time

Over the last three weeks I have suggested that a biblical understanding of the Sabbath involves much more than choosing what not to do one

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Ceilings and Suit Jackets

Two weeks ago, on a warm-for-November Saturday night, I sat in an Adirondack chair beside my friend’s fire pit, an iPad perched on a little

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All Geography Is Spiritual

I walked through the tunnel which burrowed through a sand dune and opened onto a deck with a view of the Lake Michigan shoreline, this

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The Pilgrimage of Faith

Let’s face it. We’ve been living in a sea of tumult. The coronavirus pandemic has disrupted whatever “normal” may have meant. Life and death choices

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Beyond Reactivity

I’d just driven the three hours to my in-law’s house in Central California. The kids were happily getting settled in at Grandma and Grandpa’s place.

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Gerald Bosch: A Life

It’s all so understandable. From the vantage point of 75-plus years, the war seems ancient history. Besides, so many of those who fought had no

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Be Very Afraid

I’ve had a song stuck in my head since November 3. It wasn’t until I read Laura de Jong’s lovely collection of poems in her

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Now Just Listen to That!

Thanks to a minister father who was also pianistically trained, I grew up in a home that was blessedly alive with music, not only with

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My Fifteen Minutes of Fame

In October, I experienced “fifteen minutes of fame.” I left a kind and generous congregation to use what little voice I had against American evangelicalism’s

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The Thanksgiving Dilemma

A friend asked on Facebook: “Anyone else thrilled to cancel Thanksgiving, thanks to COVID? It’s the most physically exhausting, emotionally draining, politically fractious, whiplash-scheduled holiday,

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And then…

Recently, I’ve had several conversations with friends who I hadn’t heard from in quite some time. As you would expect, there were all sorts of

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Trying Not to Be Political

“I have to go upstairs and write a blog,” I said to my wife. “Whoa, wait. What are you going to write about?” She asked,

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Prayers of the Saints

Here’s a conversation I had on Monday. Me: “I have to write my blog yet this week.”Friend: “What are you going to write about?”Me: “No

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What’s Next

It is the day after the US presidential election. Votes have been cast. The polls have closed. At the time of writing, the results remain

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Moving toward Hope

A couple or so weeks ago I realized with somewhat of a sinking sensation that I would be slated to blog here on The Twelve

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A Tale of Andrew Johnson

The oft quoted and misquoted aphorisms about being doomed to repeat history have always confused me. History exists, as do similarities and differences with the

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Happy Birthday to Us!

Okay, so it may not be quite as momentous as the events of October 31, 1517 in Wittenberg, Germany, but… Nine years ago, on October

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Not Consumed

“There the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of a bush; he looked, and the bush was blazing, yet it

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Revelation

“Some of them just got too big for their britches.” People said that occasionally, that some farmers who went down during the Farm Crisis of the

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A Prayer for the Fearful

Our God, our help in ages past, You have loved creation through it all.Through the rise and fall of every civilization.Through every pandemic.Through every human

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Cephalopodic Pedagogy

Last time, I told you that you needed to read a book about flies. Today, it’s a movie about an octopus. Recently released on Netflix,

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The Gift of Disappointment

When I entered my doctor of ministry program, the first assignment was to write an autobiography of loss. It struck me as a strange assignment

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The Grass Grows Today

Yesterday I conducted a graveside service for a man who lived a decade longer than the strong person who is imagined in Psalm 90. Verse

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Why Are Christians So Mean?

By Keith Mannes A church-guy in our town is flying a flag which depicts Donald Trump as Rambo. Seriously! It is an airbrushed cartoon, with

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Onward Christian Soldiers

Last week we received a postcard in the church mail. No sender, no note – just this image on the front and our church address

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The Pulpit Is the Prow

By Jared Ayers A few weeks ago, I pulled my worn, sand-scratched copy of Moby Dick off the shelf in the fiction section of my

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Ordination

On Sunday at around 4:50 PM, I was pronounced “Minister of the Word” during a live-streamed “service of pastoral ordination.” This means that I may

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Missing Home

Back when I was a summer camp counselor, we tried not to speak a certain word around the campers. We wanted to avoid the suggestive

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Fauci, Pitching, and Perfection

Dr. Anthony Fauci is my hero. The well-known immunologist has spoken calmly and professionally about the COVID-19 pandemic. Yes, I admire him for all his

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Father Baraga on shore

You’ll drive a long way to find a sandy beach on Minnesota’s north shore. That humpy stuff roiling beneath your feet looks and feels like

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Holy Schitt

I know I’m very late to the game, but I finished the final season of “Schitt’s Creek” this week. And honestly, David? I cried. One

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Flies and Tomato Blight

So…about that famous fly at last week’s vice presidential debate. Turns out, it was simply joining a long line of illustrious Musca domestica. I know

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Get On the Bus!

Back in the day when I was a faithful mass transit rider, the best bus route for me dropped me about ten blocks away from

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A Christian Case for Joe Biden

Why should Christians vote for Joe Biden? The overwhelming answer is because he’s not Donald Trump. There is a lot of truth in those “Any

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Longing for Harmony

When Dr. Francis Collins received the Templeton Prize this year, he gave an acceptance speech titled “In Praise of Harmony.” As a geneticist, physicist, and

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Pointing Toward the Maker

On Thursday I allowed myself just over an hour and a half to make some Green Tomato Chutney. Two weeks in a row, my Community

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Anne Days

“Dear old world, you are very lovely, and I am glad to be alive in you.” That quote greets me every morning. I stump downstairs

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A Higher Gamut

The Creighton Truck Trail meanders north on the remote western edge of Seney National Wildlife Refuge. Westward is a nearly trackless expanse of northern hardwoods

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Mustering Prayers

A couple of different time across the last four or so years, I have addressed the subject of praying for our leaders, including for President

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Together, We Lament

In some admittedly limited ways, this has been a hard year for me. It was harder for me to be a mother to my children

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Horizons

Months ago I was working slowly through some photo albums, a tumble of memories stashed in my basement since my parents died. It’s been difficult

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Acknowledgements

Truth be told, there weren’t all that many people around. I was a little disappointed in the size of the crowd–three or four dozen, most

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You Are Choosing a Side

Christians, we must stop equivocating. My social media, post Presidential debate, is just saturated with people wanting to point to Biden calling Trump a clown,

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How Can We Transcend?

Monday’s lovely post by Chuck DeGroat, about how we use words and encouragement to call on our better angels got me thinking about the history

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Abbott is Death Process

The alien was dying. In the 2016 movie Arrival, Louise Banks (played by Amy Adams) is invited by the government to communicate with extraterrestrials whose

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The Lodge

The lodge at the Au Sable Institute looks west through a standing choir of pines. Beyond, a shallow wetland pond reflects waning sunlight and Big

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Abide

I put my political flag up today. No, not Trump or Biden, Jeff Lebowski. The Dude. Lebowski 2020: This Aggression Will Not Stand, Man. I

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All Belong: A Tribute

“Where were you when Kennedy was shot?” is a question asked of those who remembers that day.  What fewer people know is that wherever they

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September Weeding

This September morning, I went out to weed the neglected backyard border bed. This corner of my garden, out of sight from my backyard, gets

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Home-Schooled

A couple of weeks ago, out west on the Oregon Trail, I couldn’t help being astounded by both the clockwork and the sheer number of

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Fear of Freedom

They came to Jesus and saw the demoniac sitting there, clothed and in his right mind, the very man who had had the legion; and

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Meeker Mornings

Midweek. I find myself muttering “how is it only Tuesday?” Perhaps your life, too, is a little bit of a whirlwind at the moment. I

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Living a Bigger Story

To be perfectly honest, this is one of those weeks when I greatly expand on the pericopes laid out by the Revised Common Lectionary (RCL).

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When Life Calls for a Lullaby

Back in college, when I still thought college was the most stressful thing that could happen to me, I developed a pretty workable self-calming practice.

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Wonderpeople

Last weekend I had a transformative experience.Standing beside my friend’s tent-trailer, I suddenly became a different person. All because I was given a shovel, which

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Remolding Idols of Clay

I grew up in a Southern Baptist world filled with sacred tunes of both the vintage and contemporary variety. Ironically, the tune that has framed

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The Walls of Our Hearts

History is silted full of tragedies.  On the day I am writing this (a few days ahead of the just-past Labor Day holiday in the

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A Most Excellent Story of Labor

It is an interesting time to think about workers and labor. In the aftermath of the Civil War, unions became increasingly vocal about defending the

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Tests

“It was a test,” he told me, after pulling me aside. “It’s a story I thought you’d like, a story I wanted to tell you.”

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Speak of the Devil

Put on the whole armor of God, so that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our struggle is

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Teaching: Year 30

This morning—perhaps even as you are reading this—I’ll be beginning the new academic year. My 30th as a college teacher. And fittingly, I think, I’ll

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My Mom, Fear, and John Wayne

Don’t try to figure out your own life. That’s too much. The most we can hope for is to try to figure out our parents.

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Pastors, Don’t Lose Heart!

This past week I had four separate phone conversations with pastors in four different regions of the country. While each of these conversations was unique,

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Walk With Me

“Walk with me?” she asked. “Sure.” I said, happy to give my procrastination an alibi. I shut my lap-top and we drove down to Governor

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Boundary Issues

Commenting on the fall of Jerry Falwell, Jr. – whose mounting sexual and life-style scandals have now culminated in his forced resignation as president of

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Heresy and Alternative Facts

Fighting against heresy is a deep-seated part of church history.  We maybe don’t like to think of Christianity that way.  We prefer to present Christianity

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Backyard Thin Space

As I wheel a load of weeds past the six-foot fence that keeps deer from my husband’s vegetables, I sigh and mutter, “I’m discouraged.” “Why?”

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Pan and Panic in a Pandemic

Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do you say that the Son of man is?” Matthew

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The story of the story

Found it. I just hadn’t read the small print. I had turned right off the gravel road and headed to the scruffy Cather Township cemetery

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Who Will We Choose to Be?

In this moment in history, the white American Church has a decision to make: whether or not we will choose to walk in the truth.

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Names & Power

The first football game I ever attended in Iowa pitted the Dutch against the Norse. Who knew such strong ethnic sentiments still persisted? Team names

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Dogs and Discussions

Murray, our three-year-old golden retriever, is a glutton for attention and refuses to be left out of a book discussion group that has been meeting,

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Away Home

On Tuesday night the Toronto Blue Jays played their first “Home” game in their new home-away-from-home, Sahlen Field, in Buffalo, New York. Normally the home

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The Extraordinary Ordinary

Echoing the apostle Paul and others, Maximus the Confessor wrote that “all the ages of time and the beings within those ages have received their

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God’s Disruptions

Seventeen years ago Neal Plantinga created a summer seminar titled “Imaginative Reading for Creative Preaching.”  I was privileged to be one of about twenty pastors

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What’s in a Name?

Our warriors kicked full speed into their mounts and went racing after [the buffalo], whooping wildly to strike terror in the herd and make them

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Shrub Whispering

When it comes to communing with other creatures, I’m not a very promising candidate. I talk to plants all the time, encouraging my flowers to

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Church Visitors

We were blessed to get into the place. The blasted Covid stuff is closing everything these days, and with good reason. But our permission to

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ICYMI: Summer 2020 Edition

I actually thought I’d watch more TV in the pandemic than I have. I’m not sure why I didn’t–maybe because I spent so many of

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Endearing, Muslim Millennial: Ramy

Can a flailing, often failing, young Muslim man present the most appealing portrayal of “religion” on recent television? A millennial from an immigrant family in

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Nature and the Cosmic Christ

I read Richard Rohr’s Universal Christ and Richard Powers’ The Overstory in quick succession this month. It was not out of any sort of forward

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DACA is Pro Life

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Divine Comedy

I didn’t think I’d ever be chums with John Cena, but then I suppose Covid-19 has led us all into some surprising situations. Back in

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JWWM: Jesus Would Wear a Mask

Then the devil led Jesus to the entrance of the Jerusalem Farmers Market.   Jesus observed that most people were prudently wearing face coverings and masks

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Old Wisdom

Comedian Red Green of Possum Lodge fame authored the man’s prayer: I’m a man. I can change. If I have to. I guess. Humanity doesn’t

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In the Meantime

Have you understood all this? They answered, “Yes.” Matthew 13:51 Note: This is the final segment in a July Sunday series of reflections on one

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July

Please welcome today’s guest writer, Tim Van Deelen. Tim is Professor of Forest and Wildlife Ecology at the University of Wisconsin – Madison. We Midwesterners

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What’s still there

It was, I’d like to believe, at least something like this rendition–big choir, lots of folks on stage. I was a boy–kindergarten, first grade or

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A Call for New Rituals

Our family had to quarantine this week. We thought we might have been exposed to COVID, because of the sickness of a close neighbor whose

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All That We Behold

I try not to say this too often or too loudly, especially out of recognition and respect of those whose lives are very different, but

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Three Books Came from Heaven

I have been thinking recently about some remarkable individuals whom I met on a recent journey to sites in the Middle East and East Africa

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Afterward I Knew

O LORD, you have searched me and known me. Psalm 139:1 Note: This is the third in a four-Sunday series of reflections on one or

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A Gift Rises Up

Four months ago, as Michigan was beginning our Stay-at-Home orders, and Italy was in the thick of theirs, my husband showed me a YouTube video

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Resisting a Return to Normal

Today is tax day. This isn’t the typical time to file taxes. We are much more accustomed to submitting tax returns in the Spring. But

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Never Again

There have been several reflections here on The Twelve of late related to the current controversy over statues and memorials, including yesterday’s blog by my

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Of Dirt and Doubt

Listen! A sower went out to sow. (Matthew 13: 3) (Note: This is the second in a four-Sunday series of reflections on one or more

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A different kind of sheep

I have to admit that I’m rather perplexed at how mask-wearing has become such a hot topic. Admittedly, it didn’t help when the pandemic first

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A Mansion Just Over the Hilltop

I’m satisfied with just a cottage belowA little silver and a little goldBut in that city where the ransomed will shineI want a gold one

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Comparing the Generations

But to what will I compare this generation? (Matthew 11:16) I mistrust the lazy piety of unexamined biblical narratives and “Hallmark” religious poetry. A loaded

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Patriotism

Lately, it seems everything from masks to hugs has become a political statement. With the fourth of July upon us, patriotism and remembering those who

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Wait No More

Comedian Jon Stewart, original host of the Comedy Central program The Daily Show, may or may not have very many religious sensibilities.  Stewart is capable

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Transgressions and Sanctification

Americans love a tragedy and redemption story. To use religious language, many of us might call this narratives of transgression and sanctification. But what is

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Notes from the Trail

Hay Creek RanchNemo, South Dakota For all my apprehension and anxiety about this trip, my week in South Dakota has been an experience beyond words.

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A Letter from Screwtape

My dear Wormwood, Let me start with another reminder that you must take great care that this letter not fall into the wrong hands. As

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Refuse to be in Denial

(This post originally appeared at http://www.iamareconciler.org/dear-church-refuse-to-be-in-denial/ — thanks to Melissa for her permissino to repost this important piece here at the Twelve.) Dear Church, I

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To Be a Witness

I never did put a fish sticker on the back of my car. Many years ago, I considered it for a while — a discreet

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Unfamiliar Steps

Spontaneity is not one of my gifts. My family might actually think that’s a significant understatement. A few years ago when I chose the word

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Overlooking the Valley

Sometimes I have a hard time knowing how to attend to the largest crisis before me because of any number of tiny crises holding my

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My Friend Sam

In the summer of 1964, I had turned nine years old. My mom was sick and dying, and my dad was pastor of First Reformed

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Song Stories

One of my summer jobs in college was researching and compiling hymn stories – the history of composers, authors, tunes, and circumstances, for Hymnary.org. I

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Nice Girls Finish Last

Be nice. Play nice. Nice people. Nice time. “If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all.” Nice clothes. Nice company.

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Stamped From the Beginning

On the floor for the U.S. Senate, debating a bill to fund education for black Americans, Senator Jefferson Davis explained “this government was not founded

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Consider the Peonies

I keep flowers in vases around my house for way too long. Long past their prime. Long after they have started to wither and fade.

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Riding the Winds

As we arrived at the marina last Saturday, a gloriously perfect day, I told Trevor that I wanted to learn all the nautical lingo. Trevor

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Blowing in the wind

The land out back is vacant, all flood plain.  Nobody will build behind us, so we’ve got an acre of grass, native flowers, and Russian

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This is Going to Hurt

I felt stupid and scared this week, and I took it out on a well-meaning white guy.  Here’s what happened: I was working as part

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#Amplify

When we had to postpone the Festival of Faith & Writing this spring, one of my great sadnesses was that we had so many amazing

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Heavy Lifting

Saturday Pianos, it turns out, are heavy. Like, really heavy. Like, three days later, still feeling the back ache heavy. After three months of working

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Time to Wash in the Jordan

My wife Judi likes to say, “There’s a song for every situation.” It’s a stream-of-consciousness kind of thing. The kids used to roll their eyes.

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Being Neighborly

I grew up in rural Pella, Iowa. My family firmly planted in fields outside a small and fairly tight knit community. And while I heard

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Jane Roe, Race, and Abortion

Two weeks ago, the news surrounding abortion was big. In a new documentary on FX, AKA Jane Roe, Norma McCorvey admitted that not only had

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My Time on Lake Street

Ten years ago this fall I started my PhD program at Luther Seminary in Saint Paul, MN. Because my degree is in Pastoral Care and

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Breathe On Us

It was not lost on many of my fellow preachers on Sunday that on the very day we celebrate the outpouring of God’s Breath on

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Monday is Wash Day

A few months ago, when we were still gathering for worship, we sat in church celebrating our granddaughter Annie’s baptism. The priest poured water generously

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Silas Soule and Fortitude

[Two weeks ago, in a comment, David Stravers asked about men and women of conviction in America’s western saga. I responded with a few names

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Being Kind, Being Racist

My son has discovered a love of birds.  It happened after I gave him a thrifted copy of a bird book. It wasn’t long before

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A Matter of Course

It wasn’t until my thirties that I even considered not wearing a slip. This is not, perhaps, the most shocking admission, though it may be

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Two Takes on a Pandemic

Jesus says, “For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not first sit down and estimate the cost, to see whether he has

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Want to Be Like Mike?

I have been transfixed over the past several weeks by The Last Dance, ESPN’s ten-part documentary ostensibly about the 1997-98 Chicago Bulls but really a

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When the Church Dreams

1 Corinthians 15:1-26, 51-57 As part of an exercise at a Churches Learning Change virtual retreat this week, I was asked to describe my dream.

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Sacramental Hunger

I think like everyone I’ve been missing meals together. It was such a central part of my life up until the pandemic started — dinner

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Norwegian Wood

What have I been doing during the pandemic? Chopping wood. Sure, I’ve been teaching online like every other college professor, I was even fortunate enough

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Sandwiches

Instagram moves in mysterious ways. I was lying in bed a few nights ago, scrolling through my Instagram feed as you’re not supposed to do

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Conspiracies and Calvinism

Let’s stipulate up front: the two topics I will address here are not apples to apples.  Apples to oranges perhaps.  Or perhaps like what was

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When the Church Chooses Love

1 Corinthians 13:1-13 Avoidance I have a “do not preach list.” It’s my version of Jimmy Fallon’s “Do Not Play List” — a list of

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The “Indian problem”

In his statement, [Tribal] Chairman Frazier cites the 1868 Ft. Laramie Treaty that says “no white person or persons shall be permitted to settle upon

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Pandemic, Postponing, and Polity

When the Covid-19 pandemic appeared, it soon became apparent that most annual gatherings of Christian denominations in the USA would not meet this summer, as

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Untouchable Sacraments

My congregation celebrates weekly Communion, and we’ve learned how to do it “at home,” via Zoom. It’s hardly ideal, although we’ve discovered unexpected gifts in

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When The Church Makes Room

Acts 18:1-4 and 1 Corinthians 1:10-18 In my Midwestern hometown, hospitality usually takes the form of tables piled high with food and surrounded by people,

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Like a Dog on a Leash

When the early days of May arrive all bright and tulip-y, or drizzling on the bloom laden trees, or wind swept, or coronavirus-clad, I can’t

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Missing Church

Growing up I had a super-churched life. My home church held two services each Sunday, and we did not miss either one. Winter meant going

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Bye Bye Li’l Sebastian

Saturday morning I made myself a cup of coffee, wrapped myself in a blanket on the couch, and turned on the Parks and Rec Special.

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Beaches and Fear

If I come across any one of a dozen or so movies while channel surfing, I will almost always stop, pick up the movie wherever

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Six Letters, Starts with a P

It was one of those mysterious, sudden impulses that came on me like a message from aliens: you must do crossword puzzles. It hit me

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Two Roads

I didn’t know her well, just enough to tip my hat maybe, if I’d ever worn one. Probably said “hi” is all. She lived on

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In Feast or Fallow

Tomorrow is my mother’s birthday. She would have been 77, and you would have known it was her birthday because she would have told you–probably

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Three Sweet Stories

I flatter myself and say that someday historians will note when The Twelve stopped being All-COVID-19-All-the-Time as an important landmark in the history of the

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No Ordinary Time

Our recent unprecedented misuse of the word “unprecedented” finally got to me. I am both a word geek and history freak, and although our stay-at-home

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When the Church Prays

The function of prayer is not to influence God, but rather to change the nature of the one who prays. These words are attributed to

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Re-membering

Just going to brag about my congregation for a minute. It was my birthday on Sunday. I, like many whose birthday falls during this quarantine

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Being Fully Alive

I recently read a tweet which suggested that maybe some of us need to step aside and refrain from commenting on the coronavirus situation if

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Laughed So Hard I Cried

We have all noted at some point the similarities between laughing and crying.  Despite representing opposites poles on the emotional spectrum, the manifestation of each

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Blue Mascara

Lisa was one of our favorite babysitters. Her family lived in our neighborhood and Lisa included us in the neighborhood goings-on. We loved that about

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When The Church Is At Home

Acts 1:1-14 “Strike” is the most bittersweet experience of any theatrical production. After the final bow, when the echoes of applause still linger in the

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Conference of the Creatures

“All right, everybody. Can you hear me OK?” The Matriarch of all Elephants calls the Zoom meeting to order. “Blurb blurb blurby blurb blurb.” “Dolphin,

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Extraordinary Love

When Sven Johnson, his wife and two children, left their native Norway, they spent the next eight weeks crossing the choleric Atlantic in a sailboat.

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Things that are the same

In this time of COVID-19, things I once took for granted, like dropping in for tea at a friend’s house, having people over, and stopping

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Written Together

I admit it: after all these days at home on my own, I’m growing tired of words. Maybe not “words,” exactly, and certainly not books.

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An Immovable Stone

When I was growing up, Easter moved me the least of all the holy days in the church year. I am not sure why this

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Putting Fear in its Place

“T’was grace that taught my heart to fear, and grace my fears relieved.” – Amazing Grace (verse 2) Like so many preachers this Easter, I

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A Pandemic Interrupted

Vinnie, short for Vincent, is my six-year old Cavalier King Charles Spaniel whose sense of smell serves him well in life — aiding him in

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How Dead Was Our Lord?

In 1945, in Germany, during the jostling of US Army units across the Rhine, two GIs chanced to meet. My dad, in the 12th Army

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Scandalous Love

Today is the day when the cheap grace of triumphalism is shown to be a fraud. Today is the day when those who use the

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A Quieter Easter

What many Christians are going to miss most about Easter Sunday in five days are precisely the things the actual Gospels mostly also are missing. 

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Go and Do Likewise

Please welcome Kyle Meyaard-Schaap, who has graciously offered to guest-post for me today. Thanks, Kyle! – Debra Rienstra I’ve been thinking a lot lately about

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Dear God

My granddaughter was, back then, just a little girl, third grade maybe, but one Sunday morning, I remember, she was already starting to wax nostalgic.

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Small Shrines

So, March was 749 days long. I’m not sure if I’m ready for the month billed by T.S. Eliot as “the cruelest.” The picture painted

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Be Still

Be still, and know that I am God.   Psalm 46:10 As an ADHD sufferer, I confess that this verse has always given me the heebie

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The God Who Tents Among Us

John 1:1-18 Every May I teach a Hope College course called Ecological Theology and Ethics. It runs for three weeks, with the middle two weeks

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Staying Sane While Staying Home

I initially had grand plans of reading and writing about two excellent new books that are out this month on Christian nationalism, but then a

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Invisible and Vulnerable

I write from a position of privilege. I’m at my desk, typing on a computer hooked up to the internet, the lifeline for many who

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Telling the Covid-19 Virus Story

As I write this, my two teenagers are “zooming” their classmates and friends and working away at the assignments their teachers have given them during

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America the Exceptional

Before my last semester of full-time college teaching was derailed by a virus, I had been teaching – for about the fortieth time – my

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Be Not Afraid

Some years back, before we even had The Twelve yet I think, I wrote an article in Perspectives on a strangely powerful benediction that Neal

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The Homemaking Father

Luke 15:11-32 The shame of it all. We were all shamed by the request Jacob made to his father. The entire household was embarrassed by

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Blessed Assurance

Years ago, when I was revising a novel, Romey’s Place, I didn’t know how it should end. What I knew when I’d started the major revision

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In the Ghetto

It’s Lent, and like everyone else, I’m wondering how much I should worry about COVID-19, aka the novel coronavirus. More than that, though, this season

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Really Big Spring Break

Last Friday, I watched out my office window as children burst out of the doors of their school to board the buses for what my

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Thirsty

“They were astonished that he was speaking with a woman, but no one said, ‘What do you want?’ or, ‘Why are you speaking with her?’

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Unpacking

Today I unpacked my suitcase for a trip I didn’t take. I don’t much like unpacking after a great trip, but I’m usually happy to

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Homecoming After Exile

Isaiah 54:1-10 and Zechariah 8:1-8 One cultural observer describes life today as “coping with the flux.” Our age is characterized as a time of ever accelerating change,

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Our Places

Almost a month ago my family flew out to visit my sister and her family in Seattle, Washington. It was a short trip of just

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Theophany at Houseman Field

Our lives consist of an innumerable succession of moments, and most of them seem to pass unremembered into oblivion. We cannot remember in the evening

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The Rooster

The rooster jolted me awake at 3:45am. I was on a tour group led by Marlin and Sally Vis, midway through a ten-day trek around

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Sleepless Abundance

Today I will spend part of my afternoon teaching a class at the Handlon Correctional Facility near Ionia, Michigan.  Handlon is home to Calvin University’s

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An Extraordinary Response

Toshiko Sasaki worked as a clerk at the East Asia Tin Works factory. She made breakfast for her family, cleaned up, then proceeded to her

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Homelessness

Genesis 3:1-4:16 The woman took her place in line with the others. Her hunched gait and wrinkled skin caught my eye as she made her

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Prairie icon

Someday, I’m going to put this one on canvas. I know–it’s no stunner, but I loved the image before I saw it through the screen

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Facts Are Stubborn Things

Private Hugh White stamped his feet and rubbed his hands together to warm them in the blistering cold of a March evening in Boston. Snow

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Mid-winter Spring

In Four Quartets, T.S. Eliot observes that “midwinter spring is its own season.” What a perfect encapsulation of Michigan weather! I think about that line

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Annoying Critics

“I wish you would tell my pastor that ‘the love of money is the root of all evil.’ Money is not the problem!” This woman

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The Kid in the MAGA Hat

The last time I got into a fight fight, a physical fight with hitting and punching, was almost fifty years ago. I was in junior

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God the Homemaker

Genesis 1:1-2:4 All of us have memories of home. When asked about home, we often talk about the house (or houses) we grew up in.

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Early Lent

Lent started this week, a new liturgical season, and once again I’m reminded of my love of the church calendar. It provides a rhythm to

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Feeling Dusty

Lately, I’ve been reading the mystics. You know, Christians from a different time and place who speak of love as the highest knowledge, calling us

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When Our Heroes Fail Us

Years ago, I heard Henri Nouwen on an old recording tell the story of his path from teaching in the Ivy League to living in

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The Negev

I said, “Yes!” without really thinking about it. This group of young people had become my friends. We had worked together in the expansive greenhouses

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Beauty in Ruin

It’s still there. Maybe. I haven’t been out there for some time now, but as long as that abandoned place is circled by a substantial

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Release from the Random

We’ve all seen the stories and the videos on social media. The police officer who pulls someone over in a sketchy neighborhood, and then to

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Rejoice Again, But Slowly

I started my First Year Composition course off a little differently this spring. Instead of plunging directly into all things thesis-driven, I decided to spend

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Without Guile

So Little Women didn’t win the Oscar for Best Film. It’s only win was for costume design. I’m in no position to claim it should

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Say Grace at the Polls

It’s been another crazy few weeks in American politics. Crazy seems to be the new norm. Impeachment proceedings. An acquittal by senate republicans. A highly

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Love in a Divided House

I hate filing. I really do. Most likely this is because I feel I have no mastery over it. I really do not know whether

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Waiting for Stigmata

Recently, I had my students read about the spirituality of St. Francis of Assisi. Late in his life, while up on a mountain, he had

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My Summer with Dante

When I had journeyed half our life’s way,I found myself within a shadowed forest,for I had lost the path that does not stray. Ah, it

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Bearing Witness

Arthur Brooks and I overlapped one year in the same high school back in the early 1980s when Arthur’s father was a visiting professor for

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Pious Petunia [Hearts] U

It’s time once again to welcome guest blogger and advice columnist Pious Petunia, offering timely wisdom and incisively soothing commentary on modern romance. Dear Miss

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In the Bleak Mid-Winter

January has trudged slowly onward, and now we tip toward the bleak mid-winter. Go ahead. Let yourself groan about it if you must. Very few

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Learning to Tango

I loved The Two Popes. I know it’s fiction, based on conversations and individual statements, but it still left me hopeful. I’ve read Benedict’s work

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A Decent Thing

Last week I presided over my sixteenth funeral since taking up post as pastor of Second CRC two and a half years ago. The fifteenth

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Homemakers, One and All

Homemakers From the immense and undifferentiated space in the world, all of us claim our own. In one way or another, we raise four walls

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Overcoming the World

Yesterday was one of those odd collisions of events that can nearly be disorienting.  Starting Sunday afternoon and into Monday my social media feeds were

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Teaching…Activism (?)

Historian and international relations theorist E.H. Carr famously defined history this way: “My first answer, therefore, to the question, What is History?, is that it

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And Then This Happened

You’ve been exceeding gracious in reading (tolerating?) my reflections on what it means to do church, and be church, in an age when the usual

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Thirty Days, Thirty Books

Over the years, during many a frigid January in Michigan, while dragging out of bed in the winter darkness to teach a three-hour-a-day interim course

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I Don’t Want Peace

I had a professor in seminary who was the first to reveal to me that sanitized picture of Martin Luther King that we have created

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Figuring Among the Instruments

When my dear friend and frequent collaborator Jane Zwart recommends something, I listen. Particularly when it comes to poetry–because, as an accomplished poet herself, she

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Crabs in a Bucket

I’d never heard the phrase before — “Crabs in a bucket.” Robert Leonard, affectionately known around here as “Dr. Bob,” used it to describe these

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How Do I Know?

It was a mixed shopping bag this week for Brian Cornell, chairman and CEO of Minneapolis-based retail giant Target. After stock prices had surged this

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What the Pope Said

Monday night I finally got around to watching The Two Popes on Netflix. Directed by Fernando Mereilles, the film centers around Pope Benedict’s surprising resignation

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The Long Defeat

A few nights ago, I sat down into the worn blue chair crammed into the corner of my sons’ bedroom, and opened the book. The

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This Fractured Moment

Near as I can tell, there has not been a lot of engagement here on The Twelve with one of the biggest religious news stories

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A Transfiguration at Pine Lake

Nearly every summer since 1983, my extended family has rented summer cabins on Pine Lake near Wellston, Michigan. The cabins are what is left of

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Looking Backward

“You live life looking forward, you understand life looking backward.” ~ Soren Kierkegaard For a few of you, perhaps, the byline you just passed may

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Where is thy sting?

In another day and another time, the buildings crowded on the block made all kinds of sense. The school’s own precious history makes clear that

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Screentime: A Reckoning

We keep having the same conversation while we are adventuring around the country. It’s about technology and our kids. My sons both have (extremely old)

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Inner Souls

In the summer of 2016, I took an inelegant tumble down a flight of stairs and broke my foot. Badly. So badly, in fact, that

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You’re My Dominee

Early on an August morning, I left our cottage in the dark to go see Peter. I drove up past Mountain Grove to get on

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Famous Last Words

The stories of the wittiest are probably false. Oscar Wilde allegedly said, “Either this wallpaper goes or I do,” but those present reported nothing and

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Cultivating Happiness

I’ve been thinking a lot about happiness recently. And how to get more of it. In early December I had one of the crummiest weeks

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January 1

January 1 arrives like a gift. It is no ordinary day, as January 1 beckons forth a whole year’s worth of new days. January 1

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2019’s Most Popular

2019 was a great year here at The Twelve–thanks for reading, commenting, engaging, supporting, and caring! Here are the top five most read posts of

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Lived Stories

For some years now I have taken the two or so hours it requires to read the entire end-of-year edition of the New York Times

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Happy New Year!

2019 draws to a close. Thank you for your collegiality and support this past year. The Twelve is here for you, day after day. Before

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The Unexpected

One of my favorite sounds in the world is the deep laughter of children. A few nights ago, while reading a bedtime story, my two-year-old

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A Clash of Kingdoms

Matthew 2:13-23 Silly things are said about the meaning of Christmas. I recall someone on NBC news saying, “Christmas is all about children’s bright, shining

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Christmas Alone

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A Different Annunciation

This Advent, I was delighted when my assignment as the “big group” storyteller at Sunday School was the Annunciation. It’s long been a favorite—indeed, it’s

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The Simeon and Anna of Skid Row

When I step off the bus, I’m immediately greeted by the distinct smell of a crush of humanity–30,000 homeless people crammed into six square blocks

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Advent IV: Not Safe

In some Christian communities it is important that you know the day when you received Jesus into your heart as your personal Savior. Speaking personally,

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The Advent of Integrity

Call me crazy, but when I think of Advent I sometimes think about integrity. Sure, I also think about warm candles lit against the cold,

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The Porcelain Messiah

I was out of town on the day that my Grandma Gillespie died. As soon as I returned, I went to the funeral home and

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Introducing the O’s

I love having talented friends. Several weeks ago, my friend Bruce, who leads an artists’ collective I appreciate, told me they were publishing a book

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Advent Watching

In Anne Tyler’s 2004 novel, The Amateur Marriage,  we witness a sad series of events. The book’s main characters are Michael and Pauline, a pair

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What are they thinking?

I regularly meet with prospective college students and always end up asking the same question. “Out of curiosity, how do you decide where to attend

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Advent III: The Rotifier

From Mary Ladd Gavell’s “The Rotifer” As the lab instructor gives each of us a glass slide with a drop of pond water on it,

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Come, Then, Lord Jesus

The church has waited longHer absent Lord to see. Absence is the issue. You’ve been absent for a long time, and we’ve been waiting and

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The Algona Nativity

The first one was twelve feet wide, still quite a production because Jesus, Mary, and the babe were mud-sculptured, then baked, then painstakingly painted. Back

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Another Kind of Seeing

“Being really in love with someone is sort of like seeing them the way they ought to be seen,” Robinson says. “And the fact that

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“Eternal Comfort and Good Hope”

“Oh, tidings of comfort and joy” goes the old Christmas carol. An interesting pairing of words. Joy–sure. That seems obvious: I’ve just had two staff

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The Power of Memes

Not that long ago, I didn’t know the word meme. Then, if I recall correctly, when I first encountered it, I didn’t know how to

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The Mister Rogers Revival

One day when my daughter was about three, I came home, sat on the couch, opened the afternoon newspaper, and buried myself inside its pages.

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Advent II: Out of Book

The number of moves in the game of chess is practically limitless. While almost nothing looks more orderly than chess pieces before a match starts,

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To Do Things the Right Way

At least once every year, my Grandma Gillespie would pack my sister, two brothers, and me into her green 52 Chevy and drive us past

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Christmas Smells

Lately, it’s easy to get caught up in either anxiety or rage. The speed of cultural change, and the inevitable backlash, leads to a permanent

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Blessed and Grateful

“Blessed are the grateful” was a phrase that was used in the church I visited this week, and it made me think of this blog.

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Ask the 101 Year Old

“Hey, Grandpa. How do you get people to give money to something?” I’m sitting with my husband’s 101-year-old grandfather at Thanksgiving. I’ve been trying for

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Dear Reader

Over the last week, I’ve been at various events around Grand Rapids and Holland and have had the odd, but very delightful, experience of people

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Please Give Blood

I’m a pretty regular blood donor. At a recent donation, I ran into an acquaintance. Not really a friend, but a good guy–genial, jaunty, exuberant.

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These Times

The sabbatical of my colleague Lyle Bierma this Fall presented me the chance to teach the half-semester “Christian Reformed Church History” class for the first

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Hospitable Discourse

In twentieth century America, hospitality began to regain some cultural footing. Dorothy Day and Peter Maurin founded the Catholic Worker movement in the 1930s and

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Advent I

I love Advent. I love the stillness and longing, the waiting and yearning that stir in the songs and in the liturgy of the season.

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The Generosity Option

This story is true, but I have changed some details to protect identities, because revealing identities goes against the spirit of the story. A while

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Angel Cakes

Poor Elijah. He’s had quite a week. One minute he’s staging a spectacular god-smackdown on Mt. Carmel, calling down fire from heaven, condemning idolatry, slaughtering

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This Gizmo

It was my idea to bring in an expert. For a couple of years in the 90s, I was chair of a board that ran

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November

Thanksgiving in November still feels a bit foreign to me. In the “true north, strong and free” Thanksgiving is celebrated in early October, free of

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What is Left Behind

For most of his life, my grandfather managed an apple orchard. We called it Grandpa’s Orchard, though technically the 200 acres of apples (plus 50-some

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The Loneliest Number

The group Three Dog Night had it right: “One is the loneliest number that you’ll ever do.”   They may also have been onto something in

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Refugia in Review

Maybe it’s because it’s a cool word: refugia. Re-FU-jee-a. As soon as I mention it, unfailingly, people seem intrigued. When I explain what it means,

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Stop Believing

It’s really hard to concentrate on anything except these impeachment hearings, but I’ll offer this bit of good news: apparently following Scripture is not a

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God is not Binary

“Why stop at three?” This was the question a Jewish religious scholar raised about a set of essays on the Trinity. It’s been many years

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The Blessing and the Limp

The same night he got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok.

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Slaughter of the Innocents

Mary and I were up and out of the house early that cold fall Saturday morning. It was the determined date to gather with some

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Practicing Pluralsim

A few weeks ago, the New Yorker ran a piece on evangelicals and the Democratic Party. I read just about everything I can get my

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Deer Thoughts

As I rounded a curve on a walk at Lake Red Rock, I saw people gathered on the trail. They were looking into the woods

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Writing Towards

“Not knowing where you’re going isn’t an excuse not to write.” Pardon the triple negative. In my defense, it’s not mine. It belongs to Isaac

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“Don’t Cry”

Today is World Kindness Day. As I’ve been preparing to write this final blog before taking a year’s break to focus on my doctoral work,

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The Spirit of Love and Power

My wife and I were still newlyweds when the Berlin Wall came tumbling down on November 9, 1989.   I remember sitting in the living room

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True Speech for those Asleep

The strike was called for the Friday just before we observed Storm Sunday this year. First Reformed Church of Schenectady, has been following the Season

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The Purple Church

It’s purple. Well these days, some twenty hot years of Dakota sun later, St. Charles Church looks a bit pink; but originally it was purple.

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The Measure of Vocation

We talk a good deal about vocation at Calvin University. It’s a big part of our first-year programing. We have a four-year innovative program called

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God is/is not Liberal

You may wish to read my earlier post, God is/is not Conservative It’s only fairly recently that “liberal” became a bad word in the United

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Adventures in Buechnerland

Memory is such a trickster. I came across a lost document while helping my dad and stepmom clean out their condo recently, notes from Monday,

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Two Solitudes

It was the day of the presidential election, November 8, 2016. I had been asked to preach in chapel at the Bast Preaching Festival at

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Happy Halloween

My most vivid memories of childhood involve Halloween. My brother and I would join our cousins walking the neighborhood to get as much candy as

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502 and 8

We’re eight years old today! The Twelve first appeared on October 31, 2011. It was no coincidence we appeared on Reformation Day, the day Luther

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Embodied

Tuesday. Lorelle and I, having decided that at twenty-eight we are much too old to stand for an entire concert with all the merely twenty-seven-year-old-General-Admissioners,

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Safely Gathered In

Reading The Magician’s Nephew last in The Chronicles of Narnia (just after The Last Battle) is a little like reading the book of Genesis last

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Me and the Jews

Just a couple weeks ago, on the evening of Yom Kippur, I took my usual seat at the Synagogue. I haven’t missed the Kol Nidre

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Should Historians be more Hospitable?

In the past few decades, professional historians have been in decline in the United States. Historians, professional organizations, and even non-historians have spent a great

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Preschool Theology IV

The other day I overheard my husband, Tony, practicing listening prayer with our three-year-old daughters. I was walking up the stairs when I heard their

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ICYMI: Fall 2019 edition

Sometimes it seems like everything you watch is a variation on a theme; maybe it’s just a season where something stands out more than others.

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God is/is not Conservative

Conservative. It’s such a loaded term these days. Every blog. Every sermon. Every prayer. Every comment. Every word is run through the conservative-liberal detecto-meter. We

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Promising to Love Prodigals

Every couple months I try to gather my parishioners who are residents in our local retirement home for a time of fellowship. There’s no agenda

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Preschool Theology III

As a pastor, I have a front row seat for communion. We practice intinction at our church, which means that each congregant tears a piece

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With My Whole Heart

I do things with my whole heart, and I can’t even help it. It really doesn’t matter what I’m doing; I am most often fully

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The Tribe Has Spoken

Fact. I love Survivor. As a kid I went to my neighbor’s house on Wednesday nights (during summer of course, when there was no church

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Transformed

Brother Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell’s recent post on The Twelve, Slouching Toward Augustine, ignited some cognitive dissonance for me. (And cognitive dissonance is good, as Steve reminded

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Faith Speak

I decided to try to learn Spanish recently.  In high school and college I learned German and became a German Major at Calvin, attaining a

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The Valley of Vision

The curmudgeonly journalist H.L. Mencken pronounced Puritanism as the haunting fear that someone, somewhere, may be happy. In popular culture, the Puritans are generally considered

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Preschool Theology II

For my three-year-old daughter, Hazel, there is no place like a bathroom for theological conversation. Feet dangling off the edge of the toilet, she ponders

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The Pastor’s Guns

Religious visions were everywhere in the years preceding the Civil War. Boom towns out west here may have been hell holes for a time, but

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Space for Death

There are trees in the Olympic Peninsula whose roots are suspended in the air — like the tree is standing on its tippy-toes.  Some of

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Much Further Out

Tomorrow, October 10, is World Mental Health Day. The initiative, sponsored by the World Health Organization, encourages folks to take “40 seconds of action” to

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Slouching Toward Augustine

“We worshipped Jesus instead of following him on his same path. We made Jesus into a mere religion instead of a journey toward union with

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Foreword by Makoto Fujimura

Makoto Fujimura operates on a different plane than I do. His art is exhibited worldwide, best-selling author David Brooks refers to him as “my friend”

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Preschool Theology I

I complain about my children most days. They are fabulous little human beings, but there are just so many of them. I have a five-year-old,

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Rediscovering Religion as an Adult

As a historian of American religion, I’ve always been fascinated by the ways religion has changed over time–how it’s shaped society and been shaped by

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Poemed and Pronouned

As regular readers of my Twelve contributions know, I read to my daughters every night from the diaries I kept when I was their age.

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Surprising Evidences

We are in quite a moment in the United States (though the world is looking on curiously and even anxiously).  The launching of an impeachment

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Questions are the Answer

After World War II, colleges were full of GIs securing the benefits of the 1944 Servicemen’s Readjustment Act (the “GI Bill”). Benjamin Samuel Bloom, a

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The Story of Academy

Out in the middle of nowhere, the old white frame building is all that remains of a heart-felt dream that, as an answer to prayer,

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Metamorphosis

My kids caught an obscene number of tadpoles this week. The fattest tadpoles I have ever seen. They look like little green egg yolks —

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Delicious Autumn

“Delicious autumn! My very soul is wedded to it, and if I were a bird I would fly about the earth seeking the successive autumns.”

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The Discipline of Specificity

“Be more specific,” I used to tell my writing students. “Don’t say cereal when you could say Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Don’t say your character walked

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A New Language

Once upon a time I lived in the country of Chile for six months. It was quite a long time ago, during my junior year

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The Greatest of Songs

I want to take back the Song of Songs. I want to take it back from its designation as “Wedding material.” I want to take

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Centered

This past Saturday morning, I attended a workshop at The Colossian Forum’s annual conference. The workshop was titled Beyond Good Intentions: The Practices of Calm

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Remember?

The recent movie Yesterday is mostly a light-hearted romantic comedy with a divertingly fun premise.  Although the movie (wisely) never tries to explain it, the

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It’s a jungle out there

It’s not a particularly good picture, but it’ll have to do. That’s our house up at the top, maybe fifty yards or so away from

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No Worries

In Canada, I noticed that when I said “thank you” to someone, they most often responded by saying, “No worries.”  I love this. It’s because

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Three Cords Not Easily Broken

Last week, Diet Eman—whose incredible time in World War II as a member of the Dutch Resistance included rescuing Jews, gathering intelligence, and surviving stints

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Crazy Eights

Anticipation has been growing. The excitement is almost palpable. Yes, it is true. Back despite absolutely no popular demand, for the fourth time, here is

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Dispatches from Deutschland

Author’s note: this is the first in a series of reflections written as letters to my mom, but you can insert your name here, too.

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How to Improve Your Memory

Have you ever felt forgotten? My dad likes to tell a rather memorable story from when he was a small child. One Easter Sunday, when

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Creation Delight

In politics near as I can tell there has been a long philosophical divide on questions related to the role and the size of government.  

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The Christian’s Syllabus

Read: Philippians 3:1-11 I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. Philippians 3:8 I just read Debra

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How to teach slavery

I don’t know how exactly–or who–told me I had to read Beloved. I do remember having a single copy of three Toni Morrison novels–one of them

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A thousand. A million.

For my kids, the highlight of our National Parks experience so far has been the 45-minute educational talk that happens each night in our campground.

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Let It Snow

This morning I met with a large group of my university’s incoming first year students for an orientation session; tomorrow (as you are reading this),

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My Bus Ride

This summer we’ve been preaching on food, meals, and banquets in the Bible. What comes to your mind? What stories and passages would you include?

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The Measure of a Sermon

I’ve been preaching now for nearly twenty years. That’s in three congregations, the last two of which have multiple Sunday morning services. You tally it

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Planting Seeds

I’m planting seeds. I know it isn’t technically the right time of year for it, but I can’t help it. There is just something that

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The First Hill

I had to learn how to enjoy rollercoasters. I was a cautious kid, not one to take risks, and it wasn’t until high school that

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Tongue Check

Recently my denomination of the Christian Reformed Church in North America issued a statement following the mass shootings in El Paso and Dayton.  It has

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Google Cannot Teach Discernment

Between 2015 and 2016, Sam Wineburg and his team tested students in twelve states and studied 7,804 responses. The team specifically analyzed online civic reasoning,

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Standing Stones

Read: Joshua 4:1-9 When your children ask in time to come, ‘What do those stones mean to you?’ then you shall tell them that the

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The Promise is Hidden

This morning there was a frog in my shower. I was at a campground in Northern Michigan, and the little green guy was all huddled

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The prophet at 85

Last week was Wendell Berry’s 85th birthday, so it seems like the right moment to feature a couple of poems from his large output. Berry

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Undocumented

“What do you think should be done about illegal immigrants? I honestly don’t have an answer.” A good friend asked me this after my Facebook

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Sabbath and Celebration

Read: Matthew 12:1-8 At that time Jesus went through the grainfields on the sabbath; his disciples were hungry and they began to pluck heads of

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Away from Home

Today I will go pick up my daughter from her first-ever week at overnight summer camp. I feel eager and expectant. I can’t wait to

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The Guns of August

It’s August that really should be named January, after the two-faced god. The month can come on like a blast-furnace, scorching everything dry, but all

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Mom’s Potholders

Before we kids left home, I remember spring and summer evenings as hours filled with checking on the garden, watching storms gather, sweeping the kitchen

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A Memorial Reflection

The absence of space startled me. The longer I stood there, the more I was struck by the weightiness of that lack of space. Next,

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Sabbath and Hospitality

Read: Deuteronomy 5:12-15 But the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God; you shall not do any work—you, or your son or

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Quarter-Life Confessions

Debra Rienstra is away today. Please welcome our guest writer, Katerina Parsons, from our sister blog, the post calvin. Katerina graduated from Calvin College in

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Treasures

Hattie says that just before her mother got married, she’d left the farm to start working in a grocery in Springfield, SD, where some young

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“More to Be Christian With”

There’s an old book by Henry Zylstra, Testament of Vision, that contains a assertion that I come back to again and again: literature should give

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Sabbath and Creation

Read: Genesis 2:1-3 So God blessed the seventh day and hallowed it, because on it God rested from all the work that he had done

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1969

All the talk last week about the 50th anniversary of the first moon landing made me wonder what other semi-centennials we are marking this year.

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Why Either – Or?

If God incarnated himself in man, died and rose from the dead, All human endeavors deserve attention Only to the degree that they depend on

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Sabbath and Slavery

Read: Exodus 31:12-18 The LORD said to Moses: You yourself are to speak to the Israelites: You shall keep my sabbaths, for this is a

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Pig-headed in Hog Country

Let me tell you a story: Fifteen years ago, I was in line at a grocery store, behind two Hispanic men checking out. The clerk—a

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Holy Ground

Arizona, 2015 I lower myself down onto the dusty ground in the shade of a withering tree. Surrounded by nothing but rocks, shrubs, and long

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Graced with the ordinary

Many of you are doubtlessly familiar with Mary Oliver’s “The Summer’s Day”–with its moving invitation to attentiveness and to relishing one’s “one wild and precious

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The Incarnation Principle

“Hey, could you help me put together some key verses about women in leadership in the church, and maybe too, how to answer some of

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Linda Ronstadt, Loss, and Life

In the fall of 1977, Linda Ronstadt came to Michigan State University. In those innocent days, concert tickets were sold at the box office. I

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Sabbath & Sunday

Read: Luke 4:16-22 When [Jesus] came to Nazareth… he went to the synagogue on the Sabbath day, as was his custom. When I was a

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Summer Fruit

It is Saturday morning, and we’re pushing toward mid-July. Are you up early like me, trying to seek out a moment of quiet before the

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We’re all Illegal

Sitting at St. Paul Catholic Church in Marty, South Dakota, we (fifty young people and their youth leaders) listened as Sr. Miriam spoke about her

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A Model of Christian Charity

A couple posts ago I reflected on the possibilities of a progressive civil religion. Last time, on key moments in the religious life of Franklin

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Named

I will always remember the first birthday card my new mother-in-law gave to me as her daughter-in-law. I don’t remember the card itself, or the

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Time’s Burden and Gift

I did have an Apple.  It was an Apple IIgs computer.  Had a color monitor and everything and at 256 kb of embedded memory, it

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My Favorite World War II Story

It wasn’t a surprise. After all, simple math shows anyone who remembered the years of World War II would be well into their nineties. Albert

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Unfaithful Gehazi

Four Lessons From The Story of Naaman The Faithful and The Unfaithful Gehazi was the servant of Elisha. He had seen Elisha do incredible deeds

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Ghost Town Legacy

Could be an early 20th century shot from a lot of places on the map. There’s a hill up the street, but the place looks

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Interdependence Day

Today, my family and I will attend the world’s most charming 4th of July parade, an 80-year tradition which happens less than a mile from

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The Price of Tomatoes

I may have moved to a condo in recent years, but I still have a wonderful little hanging pot of tomatoes on my back deck.

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Zacchaeus and the Church Elves

If you’re of a certain age, (or possibly any age?) you can’t hear the story of Zacchaeus without breaking into song. Zacchaeus was a wee

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Wednesdays with Wes

I watch through the large window as he slowly passes by the front of the coffee shop, cane in hand, head bobbing up and down

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Naaman & His Associates

Four Lessons from the Story of Naaman The Faithful and the Unfaithful Naaman, the great general of Aram, was on a quest to have his

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Time for Prophets to Prophesy

Ever notice how some in the Christian community pride themselves on not being political? They let it be known they don’t care about the debates,

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FDR’s Religion: Milestones

The book I recently completed on the religion of Franklin Roosevelt is coming out soon, and the publisher wants some blog posts to promote it.

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Leftover Love

This Sunday afternoon, I will be officiating the wedding of a young woman in my congregation. Given that she is a philosopher and a linguist,

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About That Prayer . . .

Regular readers of The Twelve, and particularly those who are familiar with my past postings, know two things: I have grave and abiding concerns about

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Coming on Strong

I love watching World Cup Soccer. This summer, I have had the pleasure of watching elite women’s teams battle it out on an international stage.

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Language and the Lummi

After just about forty years of teaching students from all over the continent, I came to believe, grudgingly, that no geographic group adored their “homeland”

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Grace like Rain

My dog hates the rain. If I open the back door to let her out, when she clearly has to go, she’ll stand there and

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The Slightest Hint of Green

I had the delight this past semester to teach a “gen ed” global literature class that I nicknamed “Epic Journeys.” That means we read lots

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Caucasians Only

Sitting at my seminary desk and reviewing the material for an upcoming lecture, I heard my cell phone buzzing and put it to my ear:

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Gotta Group?

Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.– Maya Angelou Hey you, out there in the coldGetting lonely, getting oldCan you feel me?–

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Thank You, Rachel

A little over a month ago, Rachel Held Evans passed away after a brief illness. After her death, there was an outpouring of grief from

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Unsatisfied

Note: If a film in which two socially awkward men make up paddleball games, do jigsaw puzzles, watch kung-fu movies, and face a terminal diagnosis,

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Successful?

The megachurch phenomenon is fraught with challenges and questions.  Increasingly we are also seeing not just one huge congregation that worships in a single cavernous

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Waltzing with the Trinity

Yesterday was Pentecost, meaning that this coming Sunday is known as Trinity Sunday. I used to make fun of Trinity Sunday. Exactly what event are

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Pentecost is the Gospel

For most of my life I was a Baptist; specifically a Missionary Baptist in the African American tradition of what that means. In that tradition,

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All about D-day

I didn’t know him–couldn’t have. He was killed four years before I was born. For years I wouldn’t have known his story any more fully

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We are the same person

“We are the same person,” is the thing I find myself saying when I feel a particular affinity to someone. The other day my friend

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The Edge of a Cliff

Sometimes I tell people that if I ever became a pastor (or in the nomenclature of the denomination I grew up in: preacher), I’d get

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Is No Thing Sacred?

The adult discussion group at church was talking about “Faith and Creation Care.” As expected, the creation stories of Genesis and some of the robust

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Pursuing Paul

Temple of Apollo, Corinth, with temple of Aphrodite on the acropolis behind. Thanks to Laura de Jong for filling in for me last time. I

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Written into the Story, Part 2

A number of months ago, I wrote a reflection on being written into the story, inspired by Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gamgee’s dialogue in J.R.R.

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Seriously, You’re the Greatest!

Perhaps it went largely unnoticed as Americans this past weekend were gearing up for a holiday weekend.  Still, something rather remarkable happened. North Korea test

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Memory and Posters

I love a good museum. Public history and historical memory are avenues of historical research that I enjoy exploring. Doing research in the archives is

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A Middle Passage Worldview

“One day, when we had a smooth sea, and moderate wind, two of my wearied countrymen, who were chained together (I was near them at

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Musical Bewonderment

Last night I couldn’t help thinking of an old story told to me long, long ago by an organist–the organist, the very one who’d been asked

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We remember

To the mother and the father of the 10-year old whose name we do not know, the child who died in border patrol’s custody in

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Happy Birthday to Dort

In an odd, little corner of the world that I sometimes inhabit, people are celebrating the four-hundredth anniversary of the close of the Synod of

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A Poem-A-Day

When the Buildings and Grounds Superintendent signed up to read a poem, I knew we were onto something. We have a daily community gathering after

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Who Are You Reading?

Church planting sapped my energy to read, so when I came up for air in 2015, I resolved to catch up by reading 50 books

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Confessional?

Next month at its annual meeting, the Synod of the Christian Reformed Church will receive an interim report from a study committee whose very name

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Abide in Me, Gracious God

From a collection of Puritan prayers: Resting on God O God Most High, Most Glorious,The thought of thine infinite serenity cheers me,For I am toiling

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Refugia

When Mount Saint Helens erupted in May of 1980, it lost 1,300 feet of elevation and gained a new mile-wide crater. The debris avalanche and

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Job in the Panhandle

Job’s friends had his health in mind, but none of them, nor their arguments, could satisfy the emptiness in his soul. He’d lost everything, his

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The worthiness of the work

It’s Teacher Appreciation Week, so I’ve been thinking not only of the many extraordinary teachers I’ve had in my own life but about the very

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Attached

I remember a pastor once telling me that children who have an attachment item — a blankie, a teddy, a snuggly — are more likely

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The Hate in our Religion

Yesterday, the Washington Post had a story revealing the young man who opened fire at a synagogue in California is a member of the Orthodox Presbyterian

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David Brion Davis

Last time I wrote about the centennial of the birth of my father. Today I’m reflecting on the death last month of one of my

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Records

A high school classmate of mine died last week.   Now that my classmates and I have entered our mid-50s, the death of a peer, though

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Changing Our Minds

How often do we change our minds about a fundamental truth? The story of Peter Karpovich provides a useful exploration of how to recognize our

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A Visio Divina for Eastertide

I belong to a Classis (the gathering and governing body of congregations)  that rotates its meeting location so churches in different cities can share the

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Remembrance

The only means of getting man and woman, beast and wagon across the rain-swollen Niobrara River was by rope, hand over hand. Dozens of oxen

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Healing Prayer

“Prayer was never meant to be magic,” Mother said. “Then why bother with it?” Suzy scowled. “Because it’s an act of love.”   (Madeline L’Engle,

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Two Poems for Eastertide

How do we live in a world, as my minister reminds us every week, “where a Resurrection has happened.” In this now season of Easter,

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Resurrection and Our Past

The most memorable Easter sermon I can recall (it wasn’t mine by the way) used that old chestnut of a song, On a Clear Day,

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A Hoarder of Knowledge

To say the late I. John Hesselink was into books is akin to saying Mozart was into music. According to John’s widow Etta, there were

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Alleluias

For those ready to greet this happy morn’, Christ is risen! For those with praise on the tips of their tongues, He is risen indeed.

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Not Dead, But Alive

(1) It was Saturday, March 9, right around noon when I received a text message from my husband with two beautiful photographs of trees, and

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Good Friday and Interstellar

Every other spring I make college students view two films: 2001: A Space Odyssey and Interstellar. They tend to dislike the first and enjoy the

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My Dad’s Centennial

Yesterday was the 100th anniversary of my father’s birth: April 17, 1919. Centennials naturally call for reminiscence and reflection, and some of this, especially in

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Grown Up

“Is this just going to keep happening?” my seven year old daughter asked. Her voice caught in her throat. Her eyes were tired from crying.

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Holy Week Tuesday

Originally published in 2105, here is Scott’s take for the Tuesday of Holy Week. Palm/Passion Sunday kicks off Holy Week every year but mostly we

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Disappointed in a Disappointed Jesus

Dear Luke, Thank you for sending me your manuscript. I’ll try to respond honestly, as you requested. Those lyrical opening chapters: fantastic. Beautifully paced, full

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Binary Choice

“The policy McAleenan would consider, according to the officials, is known as “binary choice” and would give migrant parents the option between being separated from

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“Complicated Narratives”

In talking with many of my church-raised students, I’ve often heard them complain about how they heard the same handful of Bible stories again and

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Heresies I Have Loved: II

“A good sermon should skate right up to the edge of heresy. Make your point to the extreme. You’ll have other sermons to pull in

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I Came to Be Served

Jesus said, “the Son of Man came not to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.” But,

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Later-Life Books #1

My last post—about books that fundamentally shaped us—brought out a nice range of responses, showing the different mentalities and life-stories operating out there among The

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Tired

I’ve seen this meme pop up on Facebook a few times in the last bit and it’s gotten some good traction: “It’s not about how

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Profundity and Absurdity

The two aging gladiators met on a makeshift wooden platform outside the Rhea County Courthouse in Dayton, Tennessee. The most famous courtroom scene in American

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Is Parenting Harder?

If you had to pick the worst era to be a parent, what would it be? Keep in mind you have all of human history

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Playing Catch-Up

Part of my work is to hear stories, to listen with students as they work to find passage through their lives. It is a great

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Our small corners

“Why are they called Canada geese?” our third-grade grandson asked us last week. It seems no one really knows; after all, they show up in

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The Danger of Friendship

I am fully aware that very soon the Bible and the Gospels will not be allowed to cross the border. All that will reach us

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From Durham to Cuba

On a rather dreary and damp Sunday morning, I walked alone through the streets of Durham, England making my way to St. Nicholas’ Anglican Church

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Beautifully Untangled

My son took a trip the other day to the Keweenaw Peninsula, atop Michigan’s Upper Peninsula, atop Michigan’s Lower Peninsula. A peninsula on a peninsula

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I Don’t Want to Scare You

I came home from a doctor last year hopping mad. We were making conversation about our lives briefly during the visit, and I mentioned that

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The Gospel is Political

Those who believe that Christianity is being co-opted by a leftist ideology tend to throw around the term “social gospel”. To bring the gospel into

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Formative Books

Let’s talk about books again, only this time as a doorway into history—your own history, I mean. Which five books were most influential in forming

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Bereaved

Although my voice sometimes catches in my throat during the funerals I officiate, I rarely shed tears. The tissue box at the pulpit is more

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Things in Common

            One of the more formative experiences of my life came when as a college student I was able to visit socialist East Germany some

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Jesus was an Indian

Charles Eastman’s story, first published in 1916, explains growing up Sioux in Northern Minnesota and Canada. At the age of 15, Eastman attended a Christian

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Difficult Prayer

Prayer is difficult. Last winter, I began to pray differently. For years, I had been praying daily with the help of the Book of Common

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When nothing is something

We visited Stratford-upon-Avon, of course, toured Shakespeare’s house and watched the Royal Shakespeare Company perform Julius Caesar in the Royal Shakespearean Theater. I vaguely remember the grave

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Remember Her Baptism

Twenty-two years ago on a sunny day in Indiana at First United Methodist Church, my daughter was baptized. It was a beautiful liturgy, where a

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Buon San Giuseppe

San Giuseppe. Saint Joseph. Mary’s husband. Jesus’s supposed father. The patron saint of fathers, carpenters, laborers, of Sicily and Canada. We Reformed folk have always

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God is Secure

“I’d like to chat with you about your sermon,” she said. We walked together to a quiet place and I sat down next to her,

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Believing the Bible

More than once over the last few weeks I’ve been asked if I “believe the bible”. What they mean, I think, is whether I believe

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Losing My Way

I. “Those who stutter win, in the painful pauses of their demonstration that speech isn’t entirely natural, a respectful attention, a tender alertness. Words are,

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Repent, then Welcome

Last week at a colloquium I attended, a colleague of mine originally from Mexico was describing my seminary’s highly successful certificate program designed to provide

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The Slave Prison and the Church

Although Frederick Douglass is speaking in the context of the antebellum era, when the abolition movement had gained momentum and the nation wrestled with what

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A Glory Story

The story of the Transfiguration in Luke 9 is one of the most puzzling stories in the Bible. Biblical commentators, in fact, tend to throw

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Up to Something

And again he said, “To what should I compare the kingdom of God? It is like yeast that a woman took and [hid] in with

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Have a Listen

It doesn’t seem right that Black History month is already ending. 28 days is not near long enough–so I’m going to suggest a practical way

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Martin, My Dad…and me

What does a guy like me, who’s lived a very white life, and who’s not a historian have to offer to Black History Month? Not

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Virtues for the Road Ahead

Have you ever noticed the sheer stubborn tenacity with which people hang on to their beliefs and opinions – even in the face of overwhelming

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Dogged

A week and a half ago, our family adopted a puppy from the Kingston Humane Society. Nevada is a three month old Siberian Husky mix

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Losing Religion

If you have been involved in most any aspect of ministry in the church, then sooner or later you confront some tough realities. Probably pastors

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Blackface. Again.

The controversy surrounding Virginia Governor Ralph Northam’s 1984 year book photos has caused many to ask questions about blackface. Again. According to a recent headline

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A Culture of Sufficiency

A decade or so ago it was all the rage, at least in the world I inhabit of theological education, to urge one another to

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Buffalo Soldiers in the Trenches

By the time American troops got to Europe in 1917, African-Americans had an established, but not celebrated history in military service of our country. In

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Never the Stranger

When I go to churches for my job (which is to educate congregations about immigration reform so they’re equipped to be advocates to change the

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Seeing Again

We’re just on the other side of the centennial commemorations of the “Great War” that have been taking place over the last several years–culminating in

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Heresies I Have Loved

“A good sermon should skate right up to the edge of heresy. Make your point to the extreme. You’ll have other sermons to pull in

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Hidden in our Hearts

Your word I have hidden in my heart, That I might not sin against You. Psalm 119:11 “Jeff, I’ve got an idea,” I pulled him

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Grace and the Warm Embrace

When I started my first “official” pastoral role in the late 1990’s, I immediately hung a painting of Rembrandt’s Return of the Prodigal Son on

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A Few More Grains of Sand

Yesterday, during a NW Iowa blizzard, a friend and I went out for a beer. Sitting in the warm glow of sports television we talked

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Church Basements

Meeting at First Church I’ve entered an incarnated coma. Images have been frozen in place for 40 years: the biblical equivalent of a “long, long

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Darkened

In the third month after the Israelites left Egypt, they arrived at the Desert of Sinai and camped in front of the mountain. Before God

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State of Our Union

State of Our Union Tonight the President will deliver the delayed State of the Union speech to Congress.  Its every word will be analyzed.   Pundits

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Invisible Leaders

Why are women in civil rights typically so invisible? There is some debate over the extent to which women served as organizers or leaders during

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Mary Oliver, Epiphany Poet

A friend of mine says that Mary Oliver saved his life. Her vivid opening line in the poem, “The Journey” pierced him with an urgent

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Blizzard, Looking Out

Morning, west window The sky feels oddly bright, considering the snow thickly falling in clustered flakes. The wind gusts, whirling flakes into powder, snowglobing my

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Voices in Lancaster County

“Sunday, October 15, we went to church. The wind was then blowing wildly, but this became worse further along in the day. When we got

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The One Who Sees

One of the best names for God is “El Roi,” which was the name given to God by a vulnerable refugee named Hagar. El Roi,

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God Bless the Matriarchs

When I was in elementary school, I spent one week of every summer at my Grandma Vinkenberg’s house. She would host my sister, cousin, and

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A Kind Solution

Winter can feel like a mean season. Winter can feel especially mean if you are an international student from the tropics and the temperature drops

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Softened

My father, the Rev. Dr. Jim Petersen, is a retired Christian Reformed Church minister who still has fire in his belly. He is a preacher

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Wonderful World

After a long hiatus of anything resembling Winter, here in Michigan we have been back in the deep freeze the last few days with a

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The Other America

To honor Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., it is fitting to read a portion of his speech, “The Other America,” presented April 14, 1967

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Fountain of Life

When I left seminary, I made a pact with three of my classmates. Every year we will gather for retreat, reflection, and encouragement. Last May

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On Shaving and Shaming

Earlier this week, Gillette dropped a new advertisement called “We Believe: The Best Men Can Be.” Well, you would think they had dropped a match

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The Blizzard of 1888

A January thaw is what all of us look forward to out here, a breath of warmth that reopens our hope that someday soon April

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God in the Dark

My kids are not thrilled about this, but our family has taken up a weekend habit of going hiking with our puppy — which my

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Fractured and Connected

When I take the bus from my Project Neighborhood house to Calvin’s campus or vice versa, it takes me around an hour (as compared to

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Supermarket Frozen Sushi

The first time I tried sushi was almost fifteen years ago when a parishioner named Bill Smith took me to his favorite Japanese restaurant. Bill

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The Voice of the Lord

In third grade, I discovered the Chronicles of Narnia. The books have been inseparable from me ever since. As an adult, I still love reading

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A Worshipful End to History

All of us are aware of the biblical phrase, “they will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks.” Some of us

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The Shadow of 2016

I haven’t gone to many academic conferences the last few years, having been out of the country, so it was good to return to the

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Written into the Story

Toward the end of “The Two Towers”, by J.R.R. Tolkien, Frodo and Sam, on their way to destroy the Ring, take a rest “in a

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Watching What We Say

A couple of months ago at a conference I was privileged to hear former Archbishop of Canterbury Rowan Williams.  The conference was aimed chiefly at

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Steady On

There’s nothing like moving to give you concrete evidence of how much stuff you own. We moved from a rental to our own home and

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Prayer and Politics

Give the king your justice, O God… May he defend the cause of the poor of the people, give deliverance to the needy, and crush

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Legacy Sorting the KonMari Way

I couldn’t even watch one whole episode. The first season of the new Marie Kondo television series, Tidying Up with Marie Kondo, dropped on Netflix

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Immigration

I snapped this shot at the Somalia exhibit at St. Paul’s Minnesota History Center. I wanted a picture of the plow, that wooden contraption in

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Shoes on my feet

I’ve learned that New Year’s resolutions are not my jam. One year, probably when I was especially enjoying the drinks at the party, I declared

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Resolved

Resolved is a curious word, etymologically related to solvent, and, of course, solution, as in resolution. The original meaning had to do with loosening, and that meaning is still easy to

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Simeon’s Song

Simeon sang one of my favorite Christmas songs. You may not think of Simeon’s Song—the Nunc Dimittis—as a chart-topping Christmas carol, but it’s become one

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They Will Rise Fovermore

They stole like ravenous wolves into Canterbury Cathedral in the thickening dusk of December 29, 1170. Intent on bathing the sanctified space in blood, five

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Letting Go of the Greater Good

All of the lectionary readings for Advent were blatantly political. Maybe a better way to put it is they were all anti-establishment. Every text was

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Mighty Christmas

I accompany our church choir, and for this year’s Christmas morning service we sang a choral version of “God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen”: God Rest

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Meanwhile . . .

In the second year of the presidency of Donald Trump, while Mike Pence was vice-president and while Theresa May led England and Justin Trudeau led

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Christmas Letters

When December rolls around, I enjoy opening the mailbox to find Christmas cards instead of the usual fliers and bills. In fact, I look forward

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Sore Afraid

Mark Richard once wrote a poignant piece of first-person fiction in The New Yorker entitled “The Birds for Christmas.” In it, the narrator describes a

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Advent in the Twilight

Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters. —

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Piata’

The story goes that Michelangelo used to come by St. Peter’s Basilica at night to stand there before his sculpture, not because he was so

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Only Stand and Wait

I clicked on an email link this week, not expecting that it would contain video of a house being torn down. It was the house

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Advent Prayer

With the end of the semester–deep in final papers and exams, set about by seemingly a thousand demands–I needed the simplicity of this prayer. Perhaps

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Grace in Barren Places

“In our own lives, too, we all too often deny the grace we’ve been given in barren places…Sooner or later, we must learn to deal

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Breaking Stained Glass

Irish writer Colm Toibin once authored a controversial novella about the mother of Jesus called The Testament of Mary. Around the time of its release,

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Expectancy

As I move though the season of Advent this year, my waiting and anticipation of the birth of Christ has had an eagerness to it

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The Francis Option

I’ll admit, I got duped into signing up for Audible a few months back. I always sign up for promotions and then forget to cancel.

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Rendezvous with Destiny

It’s a bit daunting to follow up Heidi De Jonge here every two weeks. Heidi plumbs her personal and pastoral experience in a deep yet

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Healed

On these days surrounding the second Sunday of Advent, I wear a chain around my neck. The chain holds the wedding band that used to

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Important Place: Part II

Two weeks ago I did a short blog here as part of our annual fundraiser (and thank you to all who chipped in!).   In it

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Advent Calendars & Mr. December

The first Advent calendar appeared in 1851, and featured a biblical-character-a-day to count Christian worshippers down to Christmas. It featured, among others, John the baptizer,

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What was and wasn’t said

Apparently, millions of evangelicals believe the Christian faith is greatly imperiled in America, more than it has ever, ever been. I don’t share their fears,

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At the Kennedy Center, 1985

You have probably seen the famous photo of a high school-aged Bill Clinton meeting President John F. Kennedy (I’ve included it, in case you haven’t).

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The Wall of Fame

As a result of Western Theological Seminary’s massive building project, I am one of many people now happily ensconced in a new office with new

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Reading for the Civic Mind

One of my favorite things about the last two years has been a new tradition started with my best friend from back home in Iowa–our

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Delighted

I have a lot of friends who work for nonprofits. This meant that Tuesday was a day to brace for. Especially on Facebook, Giving Tuesday

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Can We Handle Complexity?

Rebecca Koerselman’s post earlier this week about the “Competing Narratives” of American history struck a nerve with me. For decades I’ve been giving presentations for

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The Traveling Chair

Another chair story for you…don’t think Steve and I expected to have a theme. But the Spirit moves, so…. Yesterday, I lugged a chair from

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Connected

In August of 2017, I cycled a six day leg of the Sea to Sea – a coast to coast ride, raising awareness and money

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Spindle Back Chairs and Routine

“My father sat on that chair every morning to put on his socks and shoes.” So said the elderly gentleman, a member of my congregation

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An Important Place

When I was in seminary, I was very well aware of the magazine the Reformed Journal but had not yet heard much about its Reformed

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Competing Narratives

What is the correct story of United States history? Historian Lendol Calder, in his article, “The Stories We Tell,” highlights the difficulties of choosing a

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The Power of Love

Today is Christ the King Sunday, that day at the end of the liturgical calendar when we celebrate Christ’s lordship over all of creation. I

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Growing Courage

A few years ago, when I was invited to be a regular writer for The Twelve, I was reluctant to say yes. Even though I

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The Small Space

Christianity can falsely be made so severe that human nature must revolt against it in order to cast it or thrust it away. But Christianity

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She made me an offer

1981. Maybe 82. Right there somewhere before word processing shoved typewriters out the window and into obsolescence. Back then, I had a Sherman tank that

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Holidays

N. C. Wyeth, “Thanksgiving Banquet” Today being today, I’m posting a (slightly altered) piece previously published in the November 2005 issue of Perspectives magazine. Thanksgiving

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Remembered

This coming Sunday, I will be preaching the final sermon in a series on the book of Nehemiah. Chapter thirteen is a bit of a

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People, Not Things

[Note:  For my post this week, I offer a slightly revised Thanksgiving Day meditation I gave some years back.   It is based on Matthew 6:19-36

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Building up the body of Christ

Every year during the third weekend in November, I attend a conference that attracts thousands of biblical and religious scholars from around the globe. This

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Out of the Bubble

It’s not an infrequent occurrence that my friends will reference a song from the 1990s or early 2000s and I have no idea what they’re

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A story we need to hear

  A Mormon monument stands out there in the middle of nowhere. You have to hunt to find it, search hard simply to get up

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The Gate

I am the gate. Whoever enters by me will be saved, and will come in and go out and find pasture. The thief comes only

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Jane Zwart: Our Ordinary Wonderfulness

Last night, my dear friend Jane Zwart was the host of Calvin’s Named Scholarship Dinner–a time when college donors gather with the students whose scholarships

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Who’s Blessing Whom?

According to Acts 8, the angel of the Lord told Philip to go to the road that leads from Jerusalem to Gaza. On his way,

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Tragic Virtue Ecologies

Stir up, we beseech thee, O Lord, the wills of thy faithful people, that they plenteously bringing forth the fruit of good works, may of

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Post Election Blues

This past week I took my son and daughter to see Gary Clark Jr., a blues guitarist from Austin Texas. The timing was fitting, it

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The New Reformed Journal

Quo Vadis promo still, 1951 I’m on the road again and so have to write this the day before the midterm elections even though it

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These Times

As the schedule would have it, election day in the U.S. coincides with my turn here on The Twelve.  I spent a long while Monday

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How did we get Here?

As I hear the partisan language connected to the midterm elections, I cannot help but reflect on how we got here. It may be difficult

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Rising Out of Hatred

In his book, Rising Out of Hatred, Eli Saslow documents the journey of Derek Black, and how this prominent white supremacist and leader of the

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Tree of Life

I am Robert Bowers. I do not have enough. I do not have enough money or love or acceptance. I do not have enough social

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Delight and Decadence

  The monument to the doge Giovanni Pesaro, in this church, is a curiosity in the way of mortuary adornment. It is eighty feet high

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For All the Saints

One of my favorite hymns is “For All the Saints.” I keep hoping a family planning a funeral will select it, but I’ve been a

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I’m Sick of Appreciating Teachers

Don’t get me wrong, teachers are my heroes. This week, my son’s kindergarten teacher discovered that he had been unknowingly playing with another child’s vomit

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The Hollander Files

Clannish, insular immigrants who refuse to assimilate … large families and achieving kids who quickly overshadow other residents … loyalty given to foreign, even adversarial,

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In Praise of Quitting

There’s a billboard out by the highway featuring a picture of John Wayne in all his western glory with the caption “Don’t Much Like Quitters,

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Please, Don’t Pray for Me

When my daughter was seven months, I took her to the local aquatic center. She loved the splash zone so much that she lunged for

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Thanking God for Bob’s Bar

A couple of Fridays ago, some friends and I took the hourlong trip to an off-the-beaten-path dive bar in Nebraska – Bob’s Bar, in Martinsburg.

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The Mourner’s Prayer

Throughout his worshipping life, Dr. Jerry Rabinowitz always stood up, each week, during the prayer of mourning. Though it is considered more traditional to only

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The Room Where It Happened

I was in the room where it happened, to borrow from Hamilton-speak. The room where The Twelve was hatched. A quaint retreat center where the

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Let’s all praise the Lord

This semester, I have the good fortune of teaching a class on the Psalms. Last week, the class was discussing Psalms of Praise, those lofty

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How To Achieve Syllabus Efficiency

Higher education is all about “efficiencies” these days in budgets, class sizes, faculty-student ratio, etc. So I’ve been thinking about how I could be more

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Morning Prayer

‘Easter Morning,’ BBC Wales I planned to follow up to my last post, on Neo-Calvinism, with a bit of polemics, but then I thought why

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Denial of Death

When I was still a relatively young professor, I played on the seminary basketball team. In the second game of the season, I planted my

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Our Pastor

Some years back I had the privilege of doing an on-stage interview with Rev. Eugene Peterson at the Festival of Faith & Writing at Calvin

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Religion and Disgust

I recently attended the biannual Conference on Faith and History at Calvin College. Robert Orsi, a prominent scholar of American religious history, gave a remarkable

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Homecoming

The church where I grew up had no altar, no altar boys, and no priests. It had no wall-size oil painting of Jesus, and certainly

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The Stories We Tell

I spend a lot of my time thinking and teaching about the power of stories. The way, at their best, that they can move us

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Being Seen

I remember the day so clearly. I left a staff meeting during which our district announced plans to cut $2 million from our budget after

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Wicked Rulers and Refugees

This week three international news stories caught my attention with a common denominator that affects the lives of millions of people worldwide – a common

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Dwelling: A Scriptural Survey

“Why don’t they just move?” After the second hurricane in a few weeks, it’s hard not to ask this question about people who live in

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The Politics of Worship

This morning I propose that the increasing fatalism within the Christian community, the resignation that the world is as it is, is a product of

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Conversations Contained

What if we had a different kind of conversation? That’s what I’ve been wondering. I watched a good bit of the hearings a couple of

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Now I See

My friend Frederick Dale Bruner loves teaching the big narratives in John’s Gospel.   When he and I used to do a preaching seminar together, a

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Who has the Courage?

As an alumnus of Michigan State University, I am deeply upset by the appalling abuse of Larry Nassar. When people say something to me about

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“Come, Come Ye Saints”

Just a week or so ago, the LDS church told its millions that they should cease and desist from calling each other “Mormons.” Maybe, as

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It Doesn’t Matter

“To be loved but not known is comforting but superficial. To be known and not loved is our greatest fear. But to be fully known

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Donald Hall and the Fall

We’re working hard already at the Calvin Center for Faith and Writing (which I get to co-direct) on the 30th anniversary edition of the Festival

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A License to Complain

We expect Christians to be optimistic and joyful, and with good reason: God is sovereign and loves us with a steadfast love. Therefore we must

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The Year of Living Buechnerly

Last June, I presented a seminar on Frederick Buechner at a writing conference. One of the attendees happened to be the head of a publishing

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This is America

The time has come for our politics to die; it has become too sick and twisted to save. Our politics has become infected with privilege

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Unlocked

Several members of my congregation are in the midst of a three day training, learning to become facilitators of restorative practices and cultivators of a

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Being in Church

Years ago I had a page-a-day calendar that featured each day a quote from some semi-famous person or another.  I can’t remember to whom this

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Should You Know Your History?

Originating around 1830 and maintaining popularity for decades, the minstrel show used blackface comedy to entertain white Americans. Minstrel shows were enormously popular, particularly among

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Kind and Dutiful

Refugees. It’s a term that strikes fear in the hearts of some, and compassion in the hearts of others. After World War II, the United

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Combating Correction Fatigue

I call it correction fatigue. Correction fatigue strikes when you are in the middle of grading students’ papers and you come to a paper that

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Buffalo Chip

  A full rack of ribs, with beans and slaw, will cost you twenty bucks at Buffalo Chip Saloon and Bar, Cave Creek, AZ. Sounds

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Pride and Delight and Joy

Whenever I read biographies of writers (which, given my job as an English professor, is probably more often than the national average), I’m always interested

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Where the Bodies are Buried

Long term pastorates are often recognized and celebrated for the depth of relationships, the continuity and trust that develop over the years. Having served nearly

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The White Stone

As Reformed Christians, we share a bedrock principle with the Lutherans for our following of Jesus: We are saved by grace through faith alone. Theology

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O Rejoice in All Your Works

“The day of my spiritual awakening was the day I saw and knew I saw—all things in God and God in all things.” — Mechthild

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Rod Jellema, 1927-2018

Death has been in the air lately. There were the funerals of John McCain and Aretha Franklin, minutely analyzed in the national media. Here in

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Unveiled

There’s something about faces. A week and a half ago, Twelve blogger, Debra Rienstra, posted her reflection on the story of Katie Stubblefield, the youngest

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Look at This

A couple of weeks ago I had the great privilege of being the featured teacher at “The School of Preaching” held at a church in

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Intimacy with Others

I grew up in a family that did not “do feelings.” I do not remember my parents grabbing one another in a passionate hug. I

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Angel in a crew cut

Some years ago now, I walked through the valley of the shadow of death when I sat for several days at the bedside of my

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Be Known

My favorite line in the Belhar Confession tells us that the church’s job is “to know and bear one another’s burdens.” I think about this

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The Language of Blackberries

Today, a poem for your consideration. It’s a quite famous one by Galway Kinnell. It combines some of my favorite things: autumn, language, and blackberries.

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The End of Wedding Season

Wedding season is about finished. I presided at only one wedding this summer—a bright couple I’ve known quite a while. Officiating at such weddings can

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Prayer as Intimacy

The key to intimacy is authenticity. It is as true in our relationship with God as it is in our relationships with our fellow human

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I Believe in Hairy Legs

On a hot, humid summer afternoon, my sons, then 4 and 7, came rushing, breathless, to ask me to watch the praying mantis they caught

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True Forms

“I was being unmade. I was no one.” – Orual, Till We Have Faces, C. S. Lewis After confirming the absolute veracity of Meghan Markle’s

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The Spirituality of Bob Ross

You’ll never guess what came on the UPS truck the other day—a life-sized cardboard cut out of Bob Ross. You know, the curly-haired PBS painter

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Trusted

“But what if you die, and we’re not with you?” My nearly 12-year-old daughter asked me this last week as we looked ahead to the

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Changing

I am feeling my mortality. On the one hand, I look back at my life and see a thousand mistakes I have made. Ways I

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Precious in His Sight

It’s an odd title, Mystery Having Eight Mothers, and she didn’t have an editor. You can’t help but smile at an occasional misspelling, and often there’s little

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The Gifts Paul Forgot

I’m aware that there’s a certain science — even a whole industry’s worth of church curriculum — devoted to the actual list of Scripturally-sanctioned spiritual

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What We Have Loved

“What we have loved, Others will love, and we will teach them how…” –William Wordsworth, The Prelude I’m starting to see a lot of first

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Take a Holiday in Spain

I will set out by way of you to Spain, and I know that when I come to you, I will come in the fullness

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Love Where You Live

“To be rooted is perhaps the most important and least recognized need of the human soul.” – Simone Weil “When you belong to a place,

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Nudging

By Gregory Love God is our one true love. We were made out of God’s love, and for that love. But we don’t always know

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Pitcher’s Thistle

We chose the perfect day to hike the Dune Climb Trail at Sleeping Bear National Lakeshore: seventy degrees, light breeze, a little gauzy cloud cover

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Old Vans and Faded Memories

I’m guessing many of you have a photo app that likes to remind you of memories from years past. This morning my wife texted me

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In Search of Surprise

By David Pettit The problem with many poems, my instructor explained, is certainty. The poet tries too hard to say something; is too sure of

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Unfinished War

Recently here on The Twelve, colleague Jim Bratt gave a glowing review of Ron Chernow’s brilliant new biography Grant.  Among other things, Bratt noted that

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One True Love

By Gregory Love I am reading Under The Mercy, (1988), Sheldon Vanauken’s sequel to his 1977 award-winning book A Severe Mercy. In A Severe Mercy, Vanauken

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Where to Find God

I grew up in Rapid City, South Dakota, near the edge of the Black Hills. Just behind my home was a church building that housed

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The St. John’s Bible

He’s the Queen’s scribe, the man–the artist–responsible for creating England’s most important state documents. He’s the royal calligrapher, an artist, a past chair of the

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Lament and Love

I pause today to honor the memory of Anya Krugovoy Silver, an extremely gifted poet and an incredible woman of faith, who died on Monday.

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An American Girl

My oldest child just turned 17, and both of our worlds are changing. Our date nights at the gym have been replaced with me working

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When the truth is found to be lies

In Sarah Arthur’s new book A Light So Lovely: The Spiritual Legacy of Madeleine L’Engle, she tells of a frequent interaction L’Engle’s daughter Josephine had

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Climate Fiction: Three Vectors

As you spend a few last hours this summer in your Adirondack chair under a shady canopy of leaves—with that feeling of autumn’s imminence causing

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What We’re Doing Here

What We’re Doing Here by Julie VanDerVeen Van Til Hello. Just now you turned your attention from the blustery fog flipping newspaper pages strewn on

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Modulated

A couple of months ago, I co-taught a preaching seminar in the Rocky Mountains with fellow Twelver, Scott Hoezee, and superstar preaching colleague, Peter Jonker.

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Teaching to Pray

The summer seminars I help to lead often provide fodder for this blog.  That was the case last month after a seminar in Colorado.  And

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Invaders at the Border

A few years ago, a woman from West Michigan, Rachel, traveled to southern Mexico in order to teach music and English in the tiny village

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Asking the Right Questions

Asking the Right Questions by Jill Ver Steeg I sat across the table in the boardroom on Tuesday with executives from Lilly Endowment.  On Thursday

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John, Next Door

School was less than a block away when I was a kid, so I walked, every day, sometimes out the front door, sometimes the back.

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The Wall Is Already Built

If I were you, I would have stopped paying attention a while ago. The maddening and sickening work of keeping track of the constant headlines

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St. Martha Takes a Break

At first, I thought it was rather ironic that I’ll be on vacation on the feast day of the woman I consider my patron saint

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Seeking the Face of the Text

By David Timmer Aviyah Kushner grew up immersed in the Hebrew Bible. Born to an American Jewish father and an Israeli mother, she was raised

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The Stewardship of Words

Words. I love words. I love the way they look and sound. I love learning their secret histories and cracking them open to explore what’s

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One Day on the Mount

Do not worry. I get it. You’re trying to be gentle and reassuring and I appreciate that. I do. But you realize I have anxiety/depression,

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Stumbling into Awe

This past week I co-led another Prairie Serve, an event that brings high school students from the U.S. and Canada to Sioux City, Iowa to

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Hit

The light turns green. I step into the crosswalk at River Avenue and 16th Street in downtown Holland, Michigan and as I do, a strange

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God Counts by Ones

We saw it a few years back.   There was a major refugee crisis.  We knew many thousands were fleeing violence and poverty and trying to

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Leadership and Listening

Leadership and Listening by Jill Ver Steeg Leadership begins with listening.  This might come as a surprise to many since “leadership” is usually envisioned as

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Faith’s Shifting Landscape

Conversations on Spiritual Deconstruction and the Shifting Landscape of Faith by Allison Vander Broek I’ve been doing a lot of listening this last year, spending

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Robert D. Ray, 1928-2018

It may well have been one of the best marketing ploys I’d ever come up with–get former Iowa Governor Robert Ray to come out west

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Small Steps at Great Cost

In the seemingly endless parade of things to watch, I want to recommend a recent addition to Netflix: “Churchill’s Secret Agents: The New Recruits.” Originally

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Make Christianity Great Again?

My friends who are skeptics are cynical about Christianity these days. From our intramural fights to our political collusion on both sides, it all looks

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I Remember, Therefore I Am

Cogito ergo sum, Descartes famously said, but sometimes I think recordor ergo sum might be more accurate. “I remember, therefore I am.” I have a

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The Lectionary Advantage

by Melody Meeter There are advantages to preaching from the lectionary. Think of millions of Christians, Protestant and Catholic, hearing the same texts on the

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If We Could Spell

If We Could Spell by Chad Engbers This past spring, I took a group of students to George Herbert’s small parish church in Bemerton, a

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The Millennials Have Spoken

The Millennials Have Spoken: NO MORE COMPACT DISCS!  by  Shane Versteeg I am a Generation X guy. A “GenXer.” Generation X population members are those

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Slowed Down

20km. Easy pace. One day of each week of my distance-cycling training schedule last summer recommended this – a 20 km ride at an easy

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Encouraging Unity

Recently I returned from leading a seminar for twenty-one pastors at Snow Mountain Ranch in Colorado.  On this particular seminar I was joined in leadership

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Sharing the Pain

Kate Bowler, historian and professor of American religious history at Duke Divinity School, published a piece in the New York Times called “What to Say

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David’s Good Grief

By Melody Meeter Last week I told about a congregant’s close emotional connection to the Psalms and to David, who was, in her mind, The

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On Secondary Allegiance

With the 4th of July on the horizon, I’d like to pick up on Tom Boogaart’s recent post about pledging allegiance. For most of my

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Herman the German

You’ve probably never heard of Herman the German and likely never stopped to greet him in New Ulm, Minnesota. Then again, you could have driven

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We’ve been here before

Never Forget: We’ve Been Here Before Sybill was the second of two daughters born to Walter, a merchant, and his wife Margarete, in the south

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Navigations of Grief

The poet Donald Hall died on Saturday after a long, distinguished career, including a stint as US Poet Laureate in 2006-2007. Though he had been

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My David

By Melody Meeter Now we are in Ordinary Time and the Revised Common Lectionary has us listening to the story of David. This week we

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Spelling Bee Winner

By Tamera Schreur I’m quite impressed with young Karthik Nemmani. Well, the whole nation is! Fourteen-year-old Karthik from Texas was all over the news a

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With Malice Toward None

Politics and religion intertwine in interesting and troubling ways. As a historical figure, I’ve always found Abraham Lincoln a fascinating study in politics and religion.

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The Necklace

By Melody Meeter A few weeks ago I was visiting Robert in the inpatient hospice unit connected with our hospital. I knew him to be

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Fathered: A Litany

We remember Adam, whose sons did not get along—their rivalry leading to death. God, who is no stranger to conflict, may we take all our

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Finding the Trail

This summer, see if you can find your way to the Trail. You’ll have to hunt to find it, but here and there along the

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Prayers for Immigrants

It’s been a busy week, since both the RCA and CRC held their Synods at Calvin College. In lieu of writing more words, I’m happy

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Intercessory Prayer

Dear Jesus, We come before you today knowing that we have nothing on your singleheartedness. Even as we pass the peace, we nurse resentments. Even

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Grandpa, Galatians, and Gays

My grandfather died in 1971. He was “only” 74, but he seemed ancient to me. I was twelve years old. My memories are hazy and

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The President’s Book Club

By Jeff Munroe dfYann Martel, author of Life of Pi, was troubled about a decade ago by the admission of then Canadian Prime Minister Stephen

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The Hiccups and Heidegger

Tonight I get to play music with my son. We started a band called The Hiccups. We mainly play covers—the Foo Fighters, Jack White, Nirvana, and

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Disappointed

By Heidi S. De Jonge Last summer, I let one of my parishioners take me golfing for the first time (and probably, the last). The

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Certainty’s Downside

In addition to writing for The Twelve, I am also blessed with the opportunity to co-host the Groundwork radio program along with my colleague David

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Ethnic Festivals

The town where I live celebrates its Dutch Heritage each spring with a Tulip Festival. I am a big fan of eating ethnic foods, watching

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When the Lady Says “RUN”

By Katy Sundararajan In high school, I ran track for two years. I’m still exceptionally proud of myself for the runner I became. My times

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A sort of confession

When Julia Ward Howe sat down to refashion a much beloved Union battle hymn the troops called “John Brown’s Body,” she created new lyrics and

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Politically Correct

I try to have a sense of humor, so when someone sent me a video about Social Justice Warriors, poking fun at my culture of

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A Stroll in the Woods

By Chad Pierce I remember the feeling of hospitality I received twenty years ago like it was yesterday. A couple of friends and I were

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Being Remembered

By Brian Keepers When I enter the hospital room, she is sitting up in the recliner beside the bed. Her husband is on the bench

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Dinah and #MeToo

By Bill White Dinah had no voice. An entire chapter of scripture tells her story, but not one word is attributed to her in the

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That of God

The room is quiet when I enter. A circle of chairs around a plain table, flowers and a few books in the center. Perhaps thirty

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Touched

I read Kate Bowler’s memoir, Everything Happens for a Reason and Other Lies I’ve Loved, in two sittings last week. I want to read it

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Say, Was That, Like, A Sermon?

This past Saturday I was pretty busy, participating in the Commencement for Calvin Theological Seminary late-morning and then attending the Calvin College Commencement in the

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Evacuating Jerusalem

By Bill White Today, Pentecost Sunday, we often say we are celebrating the birth of the church. But as we celebrate, perhaps we can also

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Growing Into Pentecost

By James Bratt When I was a kid, I never got the big deal about Pentecost. For one, it didn’t come along with any special

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The Battle of the Spurs

There’s something vintage Old Testament about the story, something decidedly like myth. But it happened; and just a bit north of Topeka, atop a hill

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Human. Holy.

Last week we marked Ascension Day, forty days since the resurrection of Jesus, and the day that his body was taken up into heaven. The

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A birthday gift for my dad

When I was a child, I never had any trouble believing in an absolutely loving God because I figured that if God was even half

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Birdsong

Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they utter knowledge. – Ps. 19:2 One evening last winter I was startled out of

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Playing Dead

Midnight. Pitch black. On these rural, winding roads are many carcasses–deer, rabbits, chipmunks, raccoons, and most of all, opossums. I’ve been driving this same route

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Show, Don’t Tell

It is sermon grading season for me as the semester ends so unsurprisingly when I started to ponder a topic for today’s blog, all things

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A Modern Life Behind Glass

In the book The Shepherd’s Life, author James Rebanks writes, “There is nothing like the feeling of freedom and space that you get when you

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A Real Good Lean to It

By Luke Hawley Almost a year ago, I wrote my first blog for The Twelve. It was about the craziness I feel at the end

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Only the beginning

A century ago this month, my great-uncle came down with pneumonia. He was on his way to France to fight the Huns, WWI, the “Great

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Limitless

“What would it mean for Christians to give up that little piece of the American Dream that says, ‘You are limitless’? Everything is not possible.

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Praise In Season and Out

You may have heard that the weather in Michigan has been crazy of late. Today, our students enjoyed the 80 (!) degree weather as students

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Adventures in Foot Washing

Nineteen years ago we started washing feet at our Maundy Thursday worship service. This isn’t so much a “success story,” more of a “how my

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God Makes All Things New

by Katy Sundararajan Last Friday, from my office window, I could see wind whipping the tablecloths laid out for the Spring Fling picnic in the

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It’s Complicated

By Luke Hawley My 7-year-old son, Judah, asked me last night about the meaning of the word complicated. He had just asked his older sister

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The Privilege of an Inner Life

In some of my earliest memories, three-year-old me enters a cavernous room filled with light and lined with books: the Bridge Street branch of the

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What’s the Message?

My son turned 14 last week. For his birthday we bought him tickets to see his favorite artist in concert, so Monday night we drove

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Aunt Jane

It is a truth universally acknowledged that a single young woman in possession of an imagination must imagine herself the heroine in an Austen novel.

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Over-Storied

By Heidi S. De Jonge Apparently, Monday, the 23rd of April, was World Book Day. I love books, but I’m beginning to wonder if I

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Weak Power

At the recent Festival of Faith & Writing here at Calvin College and Seminary, I had the great privilege of interviewing pastor and author Fleming

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Eye Contact

When is the last time you made serious eye contact with someone? Not just a glance, but sustained eye contact. Does it make you uncomfortable?

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Phil

Fifty years after it went out of style, he still wore his hair–great hair, by the way–in a duck tail. Had he let it grow

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It’s Alright, I Could Be Wrong.

My most anxiety-inducing assignment while in seminary was leading chapel. Students, still in the learning stages of grasping Reformed theology, took turns preaching a sermon

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With Taxes Now Behind Us

If you live in the United States, chances are that taxes, income taxes specifically, have been on your mind and part of your life in

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A Reader Responds

If you follow The Twelve with any regularity, you may recognize the name Marty Wondaal. Marty often comments on the post of the day, especially

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The Both And

By Luke Hawley I had an undergraduate course aptly titled Novel, in which we read twelve novels over the course of the semester. The professor

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First Reformed

I’ve only seen the trailer, and I’ve only read one review, but I can’t wait to see it. Schrader is haunted by a world that I’ve

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Having the Guts for Memory

By Keith Starkenburg Something happened in my intestines this week. The National Memorial for Peace and Justice and The Legacy Museum in Montgomery, Alabama are

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Goodbye (for now)

Dear 12 Community, If my memory is correct, we’ve been together about seven years. That’s a long a time together. That’s enough time to know

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Sabbaths and Regulations

Mark Zuckerberg is slated to appear before Congress this week, and most observers anticipate that he will be filleted, skewered, and roasted before it’s all

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“Class Outside”

I don’t know what the weather is like where you live, but here in northwest Iowa, it’s still winter. It snowed most of the day

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The Sixth Stage

By Luke Hawley Who cares whether or not it’s true? In my head there are bath towels swaddling this stuff. Nothing else seeps through. This

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A View from the Pews

by Allan Janssen After forty years preaching, I now sit in a pew. And since I am a preacher’s kid, I have never before had

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What I learned on Spring Break, 1968

The night Dr. Martin Luther King was shot, four of us—small-town, small-college, white boys—were following the Gulf’s eastern shore on an all-night trek from south

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Deportations, Reparations

Last week Tuesday, President Trump decided to “wind down” programs which had protected some Liberians from deportation since 1991. In recent months, Trump has ended

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Nancy J. Knol: Resurrection Testimony

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Dancing in Dubuque

Dubuque, Iowa is a middle-size city on the Mississippi River where Iowa, Illinois, and Wisconsin meet. It’s a rather gritty river town, now splashed with

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Whole

It’s early. Still dark. The alarm goes off and I hit snooze and roll over, dreading the day ahead. I am anxious about many things,

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Gun Violence and Good Friday

We are the remnants of violence. We are the survivors. It’s the years after the horror of the gunshot that people don’t talk about. Those

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The Tenses of Holy Week

“From the One who was and is and is to come.”  We’ve heard this benediction before.   It points to the God, to the Savior, who

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I Am Not Throwing Away My Shot

Since Christmas, I’ve been listening to the soundtrack from the hit Broadway musical, Hamilton. I realize I’m a little late to the game, as per

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Splitting is Sin

By Allan Janssen In the past few weeks, I have heard talk of a “split” in my church, the Reformed Church in America, from a

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Where are the refugees?

In 1975, the White House was occupied by a man from Grand Rapids, Michigan, and the capital of South Vietnam fell to the control of

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The “Unclean” Hand

During this season, I’ve been dipping into a Lenten devotional produced by a small church that a close friend attends. A delightful collection of essays

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Does God Ever Cry?

By Brian Keepers “Daddy, does God ever cry?” This is the question my youngest daughter, Abby, asks me when she is only four years old.

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Pothole Culture Shock

By Elaine Schnabel Note from Debra Rientsra: I’m away this weekend so I’ve engaged a guest writer from our sister blog, the post calvin. I’d

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The Neverending Happening

“What are The Questions, mommy?” I’m cuddling with my youngest son as he’s drifting slowly to sleep. I don’t know what he means by this

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The Pursuit of Power

It was the first day of my fifth grade year and I was already excited about becoming a member of the safety patrol squad. That’s

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Not Even a Hint

Probably we underestimate the long odds faced by the Christian faith among its earliest disciples and congregations.   The ancient Greco-Roman world in which the Gospel

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Beyond Doctrine

By Joshua Vis Peter Rollins, a philosopher and theologian, makes this incredible observation, “As we approach the festival of Easter we aim to experience something

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The river in winter

The first matter of business when white folks came to the region was roughing out claims so they knew where each of the others was

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Like a Rock

This week, my Victorian literature class is finishing a unit on 19th century faith and doubt, and we’re concluding with the poet Christina Rossetti. As

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A Different Benedict Option

About a year ago Rod Dreher’s The Benedict Option was making a big splash.  I didn’t read it. I read enough reviews to know that

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Kent Brinkley’s Song

By Brian Keepers The photograph slips out from inside the front cover of the book. It glides, twists, and somersaults a few times before it

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Robbing Death of Its Sting

by Joshua Vis I nearly cried during CPR training. It’s so raw, so rooted in mortality. Someone you love, or you yourself, could drop dead

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High-Performance Christians

We had just finished singing one of our favorites, “Eternal Weight of Glory.” The folks gathered knew the song well because it has entered the

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Feast

When I was young and the world was warmly lit by wood fire and the ponies were fluffy in their soft winter coats and the

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Weaving a Tapestry of Prayer

Governor Cuomo assembled an inter-religious advisory council of faith leaders in the last year to advise him and his staff. My understanding is that he

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Hosanna to the 2nd Amendment

“Dear children, keep yourselves from idols.”  1 John 5:21 In the Bible it was very often the case that various idols did not replace worship

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The Graham Paradox

By Scott Culpepper I remember sitting in a seminary class in 1997 discussing revivalism. One of my fellow students fancied himself a bit of a

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A Lenten Triptych from York, NE

Mildred Armstrong Kadish, in Little Heathens, her darling memoir of growing up on an Iowa farm during the Depression, claims that her family had only two

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I don’t want a hero

I went to a funeral this week — the best kind of funeral, where you laugh while you’re sopping up the tears that are gathering

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Raise A Glass

Recently, “Academic Twitter” went a little crazy when Jay Van Bavel of NYU reposted and commented on a 2014 Inside Higher Ed piece that had

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Perpetual Motion

People seem to have given up on the idea of a perpetual motion machine. But The Twelve is about as close as you’ll come. Day

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Is Psychology Everything?

Once upon a time, I was suspicious of psychology. It was an enemy of faith. Psychology purported that healthy, balanced people did not need religion.

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Lent Without Easter

By Joshua Vis Only Jesus has experienced Lent and Easter. For the rest of us, life is Lent. We know only a life of Lent.

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Pious Petunia Puts on the Ashes

After a long hiatus, guest columnist Pious Petunia returns with wise and timely guidance along the Lenten pilgrim path. Dear Miss Petunia: I’m the pastor

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Remember Me

Let me be a thief. Or rather, let me be the thief. You remember him. Stripped and pinned, dismantled and disoriented, he hangs between life and

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The Grace of Ashes

With poise and grace she walked toward me as if we were about to enter a dance. She was the lead and I was to

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The End of Green

It is the last day of Epiphany today.  Ash Wednesday ushers us into Lent tomorrow.  Although it can be shorter by about ten whole days

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Fierce and Faithful

By Lynn Japinga A strong, confident, brilliant professional woman is at a party, standing with a small group of people. Next to her is an older

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Intentional

By Dana VanderLugt inˈten(t)SH(ə)n(ə)l/ adjective: done on purpose; deliberate. Synonyms: calculated, conscious, intended, purposeful I talk to my writing students about audience all the time

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Local Sodbuster Makes Good

When James Fenimore Cooper complained about the novel he was reading, his wife told him to put up or shut up, to just go ahead

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Triumph

I heard that Donald Trump wants a massive military parade. I preached a sermon once, for Palm Sunday, about a military parade. I’d had my

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Intercession

From Jennifer L. Holberg: These days, we need as many good words as we can get. That’s probably always been true. My friend, Jane Zwart,

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America the Beautiful

By Brian Keepers I was uncertain as to how many people would show up.  Arthur (Art) Cirulis had only been in the community for eight

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We Just Know They Are People

God created humankind in God’s image … male and female God created them. Genesis 1:27 by Lynn Japinga It seems so obvious. If all human

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Broken

I reach above my head to re-position the newly-washed ceramic salt-and-pepper shakers, my hands still a little wet and soapy. Then, the inevitable. One of

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Just Can’t Call It Even

Sheldon Cooper is one of the world’s more brilliant scientists. As portrayed by Jim Parsons on the hit TV show The Big Bang Theory, Dr.

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The Bible and the Gymnasts

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“An Outburst of Prayer”

[It was not my intent to use this poem today, but Matthew’s comments yesterday offered an opening. Jelle Pelmulder, Sioux County’s (IA) first school master, wrote

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Hamilton Goes to Church

By Brian Keepers This past Thursday I listened to talk by Jeremy McCarter as part of the January Series with Calvin College. I suspect many

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Supersubstantial Bread

“Did you know that the phrase ‘daily bread’ in the Lord’s Prayer really means ‘supersubstantial bread’? Like, supernatural?” This is the sort of tidbit that

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God Branding

Walking down the hallway, my wife noticed a poster advertising two events. The first was a princess ball, a daddy – daughter “purity” banquet. The

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Dr. King’s Dream Today

Honor Dr. King by honoring black women. That’s what I decided to do last year and continue to do so this year. The best way

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Their Eyes

Martin Luther King, Jr.’s “Letter from a Birmingham Jail” contains sentence after sentence of searing and memorable prose. But already years ago when I first

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Faith and Science

Among many evangelicals (or whatever they should be called these days), the tension between science and faith is real. Today, many are dismissive of ‘silly’

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Just Say “No!”

By Lynn Japinga Sometimes the only moral lesson to be found in a biblical story is “Go and do NOT do likewise.” Or, more concisely,

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Couteau de prairies

  I wasn’t born and reared here. My home–I’m not sure how anyone finally defines that word–is really the western shore of Lake Michigan, where sunrise

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First Communion

By Norman Kolenbrander On a leafy Sunday morning, the girls adorned in lacy white dresses, the boys in immaculate suits and ties, excitedly joined their

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Let’s Play

By Brian Keepers We were trying to have a serious conversation, but she kept interrupting us. A little girl—maybe two or three years old. We

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Even the Clarinets

A good half of my Facebook newsfeed on New Year’s Day was devoted to groanings and lamentations over the dumpster fire that was the Year

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The Cancer of Prejudice

“We have heard the voice of Dr. Martin Luther King calling us to cut the cancer of prejudice from our souls and from our land. 

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The Vulnerable God

by Tom Boogaart In late November my wife Judy and I took our three young granddaughters on a walk, and we passed by a crèche

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Massacre of the Innocents

Coventry, England, a city of 250,00 in the West Midlands, boasted significant industrial power when the Europe went to war in 1940, industries Hitler wouldn’t

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Mixed Motives

Reformed folk don’t need to be embarrassed by mixed motives. What other kind of motives are there? As 2017 draws to a close, we hope

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Instruction in Joy

Recently, my department invited our college president to join us for a lunch-time visit. Before he came, we met together to discuss how we’d like

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Boxing Day

Boxing Day–in the United States, we’re never quite sure what to make of it. The tradition, we believe, is that today is the day you

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The Impossible Possibility

By Brian Keepers For a child has been born for us, a son given to us…and he is named Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father,

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A Tale of Two Emperors

By Tom Boogaart Christmas is a time for Christians to be thinking about emperors, although you would never know this attending a typical Christmas pageant.

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Austerity Measures

At my house this Advent, we have become unintentional liturgical season purists. Two days before Christmas, and still not one Christmas box hauled up from

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Winter Solstice

It’s the shortest day of the year today. The winter solstice will occur in approximately 2.5 hours from the writing of this post. In one

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The Annunciation

I had hoped for a beautiful and lengthy post reflecting on the gravitas of Christmas, but alas, I don’t have that. I, like many pastors,

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Not Enough Time?

In Marilynne Robinson’s luminous epistolary novel Gilead we read the musings of the Rev. John Ames.   Ames is coming to the end of his days

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A Festivus for the Rest of Us

The Christmas holiday makes some people nuts. Seriously nuts. There’s a reason why George Costanza’s father, Frank, decided to reject Christmas in favor of a

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Advent and The Lord’s Suppper

By Tom Boogaart A few years ago, an historic Reformed Church was celebrating its sesquicentennial and inviting various people to come and talk about the

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We Need to Talk about Sex

by Chuck DeGroat Pardon the length of this piece, but we really need to talk. It’s become inevitable that I’ll get a call or email

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Men Behaving Goodly

If I heard it once, I heard the story a dozen times. It was all about the gendered shape of conversation. Went like this. One

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Politics of Fear

by Kate Kooyman We’re doing a little craft after dinner during Advent — I read parts of the story of Jesus’s birth, and then my

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Pirsumei nisa

Yesterday evening marked the first night of Hanukkah, the Jewish Festival of Lights. Many of you are no doubt aware that it commemorates two miracles at

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The End of Palestine

Dear Readers, Last Wednesday President Trump “made good” on a campaign promise to recognize Jerusalem as the capital of the state of Israel, which will

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Advent and Rhododendrons

By Tom Boogaart My house once had a carefully designed garden. Azaleas, rhododendrons, hostas, a dogwood tree, a rose of Sharon bush, and evergreen shrubs,

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First Person

from Debra Rienstra–I’m sorry that I have to be away today. But I would like to remind you of our sister blog, the post calvin,

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Incarnation Revolution

Listening to NPR the other day I heard a story about a metal band from New Zealand with the name Alien Weaponry. What makes their

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Giant Inflatable Baby Jesus

By Sarina Gruver Moore Raise your hand if you have one of these in your yard. C’mon. Some of you do, be real. Enormous Santas

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Mary the Silence Breaker

This morning Time Magazine released the news that their Person of the Year are the Silence Breakers, women who have come forth in a chorus

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Wilderness Shalom

Note: As we begin Advent, I offer this meditation based on Mark 1:1-13 that  I gave in the Calvin Seminary Chapel at the head of

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We All Have Stories

The Civil Rights Act of 1964 barred discrimination in public places, provided for the integration of schools and other facilities, and made employment discrimination illegal.

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All Advent, All the Time

By Tom Boogaart Both of my parents died in late winter of this year, and we committed their bodies to the ground: a real committal service.

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Fumes

By Katy Sundararajan Due to construction on the Western Theological Seminary campus, getting into my office has provided some daily doses of excitement this fall.

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Slim Buttes

That the hide painting is mislabeled is no one’s fault, really. Somewhere along the line of ownership it was likely a slip of the tongue

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An Uncovering

by Kate Kooyman I remember a moment, after the election, when a preacher I respect a great deal called this moment we are living through

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Ask the 99-Year-Old

By Sarina Gruver Moore “Hey, Grandpa. How do you get people to give money to something?” I’m sitting with my husband’s 99-year-old grandfather at Thanksgiving.

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She is Called

by Jes Kast My colleagues here on The Twelve are sharing excellent reasons why you should give and financially support The Twelve and Perspectives Journal.

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Jólabókaflóð

By Jennifer Holberg I read recently about a very charming holiday tradition that is celebrated in Iceland called jólabókaflóð. Literally: “Christmas book flood.” I learned

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Giving Tuesday

by Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell It is Giving Tuesday, the day you are asked to be generous, to support your favorite charities. And of course, we are

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The Living Tradition

By Scott Hoezee Our blog here at The Twelve is closely tied to Perspectives Journal, whose history also intertwined in many ways with the old

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Unity

by Rebecca Koerselman Discord among evangelicals is not a new phenomenon. Often these disagreements result in separating from those who don’t agree with a particular

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Orthopraxy

Proper 29 Reign of Christ Sunday Matthew 25:31-46 by Justin Meyers One of the beliefs that many Muslims and Christians share is that there will

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Three, or Four, Gs

By Jeff Munroe “Why write a poem at a time like this?” a poet friend asks, and if you are like me, you intuitively feel

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In It for the Long Haul

By Debra Rienstra Reformed people are in it for the long haul. That’s one of the things I’ve admired about the Reformed people and communities

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Ideologies and Idols

By Jason Lief When I think about the future of Perspectives I’m optimistic. Why? We’re still here! So many journals have disappeared, unable to survive

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Stop Saying Thank You.

by Kate Kooyman When I was in the hospital, the day my first baby was born, news had just broken of the earthquake in Haiti.

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Trading & Investing

Proper 28 Twenty-fourth Sunday after Pentecost Matthew 25:14-30 By Justin Meyers The Reformed Church in America’s roots in Oman go back to 1891 when Samuel

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Zechariah’s Dream

At first it was awful, the silence. I was angry, of course. I fumed around the house, slammed doors, felt sorry for myself. After a

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Refusing to Pray

  As I greeted members of my church following a morning service, a woman came up to me, shook my hand and thanked me for

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In Praise of Laziness

By Sarina Gruver Moore When I teach Milton’s Paradise Lost I am at pains to point out to students that Milton’s Eden is not a place of

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A Chorus of Gratitude

I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart;     before the “gods” I will sing your praise. – Psalm 138:1   My mother is famous for writing thank

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Preaching in Public

Chewed up, spit up, barfed out.   Not a few preachers would tell you this is how it feels sometimes after preaching a sermon (and most

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The Remembering Present

Flash-backs falsify the Past: they forget the remembering Present. ––W. H. Auden, from “I Am Not a Camera” by Steven Rodriguez Can you imagine what

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“Over There”

Johnnie, get your gun Get your gun, get your gun Take it on the run On the run, on the run Hear them calling, you

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Another Way

by Kate Kooyman I put my foot in my mouth this week. While catching up with a friend who is the middle of a significantly

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Guests or Squatters

O Lord, you know I have no friend like you. If Heaven’s not my home, then Lord what will I do? The angels beckon me

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The Ripples of War

Leon Mathonnet died on October 2, 1914, killed in battle at Monchy-le-Preux, France. He was the great-grandfather of my wife, Sophie. One year from now

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Through Our Tears

By Brian Keepers The line of people spills out the front entrance and wraps around the church. People shuffle back a forth in place, hands

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Words & Deeds

Proper 26 22nd Sunday after Pentecost Micah 3:5-12 Matthew 23:1-12 By Justin Meyers A Muslim friend of mine from Pakistan confided to me that he,

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Lament for Halloween

You’ve got to be my age or older, and you have to have been born in a small town to know what I’m talking about,

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The Song of Sorrow

By Sarina Gruver Moore I’ve found myself thinking about and appreciating sorrow these days. It’s a deeper and more profound experience than just sadness, but

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500? What About Six?

You’ve probably heard plenty about the 500th anniversary of Martin Luther nailing his 95 theses on the door of the church in Wittenberg, Germany. Nearly

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It’s Grace

As the luck (or the providence) of the calendar would have it, I get to blog here on The Twelve on the precise 500th anniversary

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Collection of Graces

by Heidi S. De Jonge What do you do with twenty-five years of sermons? A pastor died last year at the age of 54. His

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God, our Mother

by Allison Vander Broek A few weeks ago I attended The Liturgists Gathering here in Boston with a good friend of mine. I have a

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I See Him Often

by Kate Kooyman Did you happen to listen to the episode of The Daily podcast that told the story of Shannon Mulcahy, a single mother

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Drama on College Street

by Tom Boogaart The street that links my house and Western Seminary is called College. For thirty years now I have walked it up and

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Give God a Crack

by Heidi S. De Jonge December 2006. I sat in a chair in the room just off the side of the chapel at the Dominican

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Inappropriate Halloween Costumes

No, I’m not going to decry oversexualized harem girl outfits for seven-year-olds or ax-in-the-head gross-out costumes for grownups. Nor am I going to indulge in

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Or Maybe Not?

By Sarina Gruver Moore Let me say first what this post is not: It is not an indictment of women and men who have posted

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Poverty Up Close

I have been working my way through Matthew Desmond’s searing and award-winning book Evicted: Poverty and Profit in the American City.  Although he changes people’s

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Through the Fire

by Heidi S. De Jonge Wildfires are consuming homes and lives in northern California. Tens of thousands of acres have been flattened by the flames. Several

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Power and Silence

A powerful man abusing his authority by taking advantage of a young woman. The male gaze peeping out from the window; unaware that he’s watching,

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Faith in the Upside Down

By Shannon Jammal-Hollemans I recently counseled a couple struggling with an obstacle in their relationship. One of them had made a mistake that had a

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The Autumn Heart

Yesterday, Mary Oliver released a new collected edition of her work, aptly titled Devotions. I think often of Oliver’s poems–contemporary psalms as surely as they

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The Year of the Enneagram

By Chuck DeGroat Have I told you about the ‘lost’ chapter in my 2014 book Toughest People to Love? The book was originally nine chapters,

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The Question She Asked Me

By Brian Keepers “So what’s the story of the Sioux?” she asks me. The question comes whistling out of the blue, or so it seems,

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The Place of Prayer

By Heidi De Jonge The place of prayer. There is the place of pastoral prayer: A hospital room. A living room. A bedside. A graveside.

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Ecumenism, Art, and Hope

“Beauty—from that which we see in nature to that which is expressed in words of art—, precisely because it broadens the horizon of human consciousness,

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The Liberation of Colorado City

Just exactly how many wives he had—or has, since he’s only out of circulation, not breath—isn’t clear. Estimations go beyond what you can count on

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In Living Color

I fully intended to write a political screed today. Feed the outrage machine. Bait the clicks. Gin up controversy. Hurricanes, earthquakes, mass shootings with assault

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Untethered

“The world feels high lonesome and heartbroken to me right now. We’ve sorted ourselves into fractions based on our politics and ideology. We’ve turned away

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Disrespectful Behavior

What is the best way to enact change in society? Do polite requests work? Are we to act like the persistent widow in Jesus’s parable?

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The Grace is in the Struggle

by Heidi S. De Jonge This past Wednesday morning, I took an early morning bike ride. A paradoxical ride. Autumn had arrived, but the temperature

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A Eulogy

We welcome Thom Fiet to The Twelve today. Thom is pastor of Lyall Memorial Federated Church in Millbrook, New York. This is a eulogy Thom

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Giving Your Gold Away

We welcome Kyle Meyaard-Schaap to The Twelve today, guest blogging while Kate Kooyman is away. Kyle is National Organizer and Spokesperson for Young Evangelicals for

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The demands of a small god

September 24-30 marks Banned Book Week, something established to remind folks that threats to intellectual freedom are real and ongoing, that the impulse to censor

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What Do You Want on Your Gravestone?

LOGOS • GRAPHICS • IDENTITY • & • MEANING I’m in cemeteries frequently and I’ve noticed a trend. Headstones decorated with little emblems or graphics, things that were important

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Showing Up: On Risk

Finally, all of you, have unity of spirit, sympathy, love for one another, a tender heart, and a humble mind.   1 Peter 3:8 by Mara

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Privy piety

I worked there for only three summers. I’m sure there was summer help, like me, who worked there longer, so I probably can’t claim a

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The Holy Weird

What does it mean to be holy? My image of holiness is my grandmother–quiet, kind, gentle, endlessly patient, a servant to all. I can’t remember

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Unclenching our Fists

I (Jes Kast) am so happy to welcome back Marcy Rudins this week! Growing up near Chicago, it always seemed like we had to go,

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Dysfunction and Grace

Yesterday I preached at the Calvin College Chapel service as part of a series looking at biblical characters.   My assignment was Jacob.  The day before

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Passing it On

For some of us, the words “pass it on” evoke memories of summer camp, holding sticky hands, and singing “it only takes a spark…to get

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Bunkers, Brene, Belonging

by Kate Kooyman “At the very same time we are sorting ourselves into ideological factions and bunkers — and the research shows this clearly… the

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On not speaking for God

Of late, the Denise Levertov’s poem, “The Tide,” has been coming to me as I try to process the most recent bombardment of the bad.

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Beautiful Souls

By Brian Keepers Every once in a while, you come across a book that takes hold of you and stirs you up and you can’t

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Correct or connected? On Purity

1 Thessalonians 4:7: For God did not call us to impurity but in holiness. by Mara Joy Norden One Sunday morning during the children’s sermon,

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A World Still Stirred

October 31 approaches, the official five hundredth anniversary of the Protestant Reformation. No doubt Halloween will prove interesting this year, as surely we must all

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Holiday

To me, the word Tabaski sounded more like a seasoning than a holiday weekend—but Tabaski, Festival of the Sacrifice, is an age-old Muslim gala of

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The Dollar Store Blues

Oh baby why you ain’t got no butter hunh? I drive all the way over here for butter, milk, eggs, and now I jus’ denied.

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Nevertheless, She Persisted

A Word from Jes…Sometimes I enjoy highlighting other women who you may, or may not, know in our reformed life who I believe are saying

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How about a Nice Game of Chess?

The premise of the 1983 film War Games is that a NORAD computer—that had been programmed to “play” a game called “Global Thermonuclear War”—goes rogue,

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Scrummy, isn’t it?

Thought a little late to the game (as usual), I started watching The Great British Baking Show this summer and I am completely hooked. I’ve

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Calling on white supremacists

by Kate Kooyman Tomorrow, according to rumors, Trump will end the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals. He will do this not because it is economically

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ICYMI, Summer 2017 edition

I’m still in a bit of denial that school starts next week. Not in such denial that I haven’t finished my syllabi and first day

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Worship in Tumultuous Times

It was on a Saturday, August 12. The news out of Charlottesville, Virginia went from bad to worse. From the “Unite the Right” rally itself

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Is It Far Away?

By Brian Keepers “You cannot heal what you do not first acknowledge.” – Richard Rohr The images that flash on the television screen are jarring.

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Preparing for the Feast

by Chris Jacobsen Today I’m continuing a sermon series on the sacraments, beginning a two-week focus on the Lord’s Supper. In 1 Corinthians 11, Paul warns

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Any Tenderness?

As a professor of British literature, I consider it my duty to stay up to date on UK television, at least anything involving horses and

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Caring for our Pain

This fall I’ll be teaching a new course–Modern Christian Writers–so all summer I’ve been dipping into Marilynne Robinson, Thomas Merton, Jane Kenyon, and Maurice Manning,

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Humble Walking

Micah 6:8 is a championed verse among progressive, social justice minded ministers of the Gospel. We love the prophet’s heralding of believers to do justice

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That You Set into Place

We live in curious times.  On the one hand, a surprising percentage of American Christians expend a great deal of energy denying a huge swath

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Collective Memory

Is there anyone left who still thinks we live in a post-racial society because we elected a black President? Surely the events of the past

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A Prayer for Peace

God of Peace, You created the heavens and the earth, and all that we see and experience all around us. After each day of creation,

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Confessing Friendship

by Steven Rodriguez I’ve been reading some letters of theologians Karl Barth and Dietrich Bonhoeffer. They are a fascinating window into a friendship at a

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Terrified, and unafraid

by Kate Kooyman Remember a week ago, when the President was threatening nuclear war? (Doesn’t that feel like a long time ago?) I was stunned

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This Space Intentionally Left Blank

I’ve given my professional life to words. I believe deeply in their significance and their power. And in the theological imperative to use them carefully,

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Stephen Colbert: Public Theologian

Probably no single person has gained more from Donald Trump’s surprising victory in last November’s election than Stephen Colbert. And unlike white supremacists, Trump resorts,

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Remembering My Baptism

by Chris Jacobsen Today I am beginning a sermon series on the sacraments. We’ll be examining baptism this week and next week, and then we’ll

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Me and the Mormons

The news from Salt Lake City is not particularly comforting if you’re Mormon. One of the mighty has fallen, a saint from the inmost circle

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In the Weeds

It’s mid-August, which for many of you might mean fresh tomatoes from the garden, green beans to snap and stock in the freezer, corn ripening

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What You Missed

In just a few days I will be indulging in the remaining days of summer on Lake Michigan with loved ones. My thoughts are held

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Construals

Two weeks ago I talked about gratitude and how to get more of it into our lives.  Along the way I mentioned the theologian Robert

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Underdog

Most people say they pull for the underdog. Here at The Twelve, we see ourselves as underdogs in today’s world. Left versus right, each dug

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When God Answers

By Steve Vander Molen When most of us think about prayer for people’s needs, our minds leap to something we want God to do or

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Missing Church

by Chris Jacobsen I’m missing church today. I’m driving my family back from a two-week vacation to visit family in the Midwest. A fortieth wedding

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Won’t you be my neighbor?

by Allison Vander Broek It’s the start of August—nearing the end of summer. We’ve still got a month till the school year starts up and

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Shelter From the Storm

by Kate Kooyman Weeks ago, I was with my family in a small, old cabin. It was the middle of the night, and I woke

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Here’s Mud in Your Eye

A couple of weeks ago, I got to be the storyteller at the event formerly known as Vacation Bible School, now known by the far

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“You Are Here”

By Brian Keepers My family and I just made a move from southwest Michigan to northwest Iowa. Our house is currently littered with partially unpacked

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Culture Under Cover

by Katy Sundararajan My husband, JP, and I bought our first house about a year and half after we were married. The two-story house with

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God, our Guide

I’m not sure why, but I think a killdeer is by nature given to excessive worrying. Ever hear ’em? But then, I suppose they have

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Sojourner Truth

Sometimes you believe something first, and then you experience it and feel the full force of your belief. Like parents who long for a child,

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Yoga Blocks

It’s been about a year and half since I began my yoga practice. Like Elizabeth Gilbert in Eat, Pray, Love I would wear my mala

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The Grateful Heart

By the time this post appears on The Twelve I will be on day two of a week-long seminar with seventeen pastors.   I am teaming

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Vroom-vroom

by Katy Sundararajan Just before we left for India a couple weeks ago, my husband, JP, bought a motorcycle. A friend of ours was selling

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We Belong to Each Other

by Carly Tazelaar If we have no peace, it is because we have forgotten that we belong to each other. –Mother Teresa We all go

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Turn

by Dana Vander Lugt I’m a sucker for all things nostalgic — old photo albums, worn notes or ticket stubs. I can’t resist the “On

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Prayers at 200

I’m actually writing this on Tuesday, 18 July–the 200th anniversary of Jane Austen’s death. The date is being commemorated the world over by all lovers of

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Belonging and Living Unto Christ

By Brian Keepers This summer I’ve been reading a gem of little book by Marilyn Chandler McEntrye titled Christ My Companion: Meditations on the Prayer

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My Indian Village

by Katy Sundararajan Last week we went to the village where my mother-in-law grew up. Many India villages, including this one, do not meet the

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Our Good Samaritans

“It is best that we do not behold our spiritual beauty.” Rev. D. R. Drukker, The Beauty of the Lord. Eerdmans, 1927. Okay, at least

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Let the Circle Be Unbroken

I got to church very late last Sunday. So late, in fact, that the minister was leaving the pulpit precisely as I arrived. I know

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Making Rudeness Normal

Whenever I watch reality TV, I am struck by how often reality TV participants explain their bad behavior as “truth-telling” or “just being honest.” Since

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Home Places

by Katy Sundararajan My family and I arrived at Bengaluru International Airport at around 11:30pm. We navigated the immigration lines, baggage claim, and customs for

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The Zen of Caddyshack

This morning we welcome Dordt History professor Paul Fessler as a guest contributor to the 12. Paul is a New Jersey native living in the

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Journey

by Norman Kolenbrander As we drove out of the city of Krakow, Poland, strips of ripening barley, oats, and rye unfurled outside the windows of

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Making Peace with Patriotism

Patriotism comes easily to people. We all innately like and appreciate the place we are from. Contrary to voices we often hear, patriotism doesn’t need

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Should We All Be Feminists?

By Brian Keepers This past Christmas my sister-in-law, an ordained minister in the RCA and a Ph.D. student at Wheaton, gave me a compelling little

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Well-preparedness

by Katy Sundararajan I am the one who prepares for the trips that we take in our household. My husband might dream up the trip,

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To Love Michigan in Summer

  Sumac and scrubby grass, dense-leaved oaks and maples, jumbles of every possible green. Blue spruce, Douglas fir, white pines, red pines, the astonishing symmetry

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Hope and Horror–Horror and Hope

The word lobotomy strikes terror in the heart of most of us today, despite the fact that the procedure was once the darling of mental health professionals–and

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Apocalypse, Now

For several summers I’ve taught a course on global literature organized around the topic of “Apocalypse.” But the course material isn’t what you might expect–no

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Bless

The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face to shine upon you, and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up

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Masters of Chaos

When I studied the Book of Genesis in seminary, one of the first things my professor, Ray Van Leeuwen, pointed out was that cosmos is

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Raising Questions

I’ve noticed an uptick in alternative history stories. Maybe this is connected to “alternative facts.” Then again, people have always enjoyed alternatives to reality. Is

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You are Going to Hell

By E. Hughes You are going to hell. At least that’s what the white church planter tells you over Facebook when you ask God to

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This Is What We Mean

photo credit: Michigan Immigrant Rights Center by Kate Kooyman Yesterday, a judge in Michigan heard arguments on behalf of a group of Iraqi immigrants who

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Once Was

I’ve noticed in some meetings I’ve been in of late that “mapping” seems to one of the metaphors of the moment. As in: “we need

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A Gospel for Restless Hearts

By Brian Keepers The stadium was packed. Over 50,000 people crowded into Soldier Field, the whole place vibrating and humming like a hornet’s nest, eagerly

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The Looking Glass Self

by Michael Bos I imagine your mind, and especially what your mind thinks about my mind, and what your mind thinks about what my mind

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On Fire

  Driving home from a difficult meeting yesterday I found myself lingering on the Christian music station. Believe me, I know. It’s been a surprise

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I am with you always

 Now the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain to which Jesus had directed them. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some

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Praying

At the end of our Faculty Meetings, we go around the room to gather up prayer requests.  At the final meeting of the just-past school

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Modern Anxieties: Alien: Covenant

By Mike Kugler In my last essay I proposed that Shelley’s Frankenstein remains our most powerful modern myth. The new series of Alien movies, beginning

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To Doubt

by E. Hughes The Israelites must have felt like I had last August, driving back into the Central Valley. After the walls of the Red

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James Comey’s Dinner Invitation

An interesting piece in the New York Times compares Comey’s experience to what women regularly endure in the workplace, including sexual harassment or sexual assault.

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Claiming the “Bastardes”

Nolite te bastardes carborundorum. Don’t let the bastards grind you down.[1] A bit cheeky, perhaps a little rebellious. Definitely fun to say (And I’ve read

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Have I Done Enough?

The gentle, old saint, with less than 48 hours to live, whispered to me, “I just wonder if I have done enough?” The question made

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Putting on the Mind of Christ

by Chuck DeGroat My vocation is to be love.                     St. Thérèse of Lisieux I grew up in a very conservative Reformed tradition that tended in

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Distracted

by Michael Bos As I write this, I’m mindful of research about online reading habits. I know that for every additional one hundred words I

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Shopping with Jesus

I have a thing for clothes. Let’s not call it an obsession, but okay…FINE. I love colors and shoes and 1950s clip earrings and vintage

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The Journey of Sergeant Pepper

My colleague Bob Keeley notes in this blog that he was barely a teenager when the landmark “Sergeant Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band” album was

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Don’t Thank Me

by Chad Pierce “Please don’t thank me.” I imagine I will think, but not say, this 500 times over the next few days. As a

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Memory

by Jeff Munroe I could handle the questions repeated endlessly like we were in Groundhog Day: Who are you? Where do you live now? When

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Making All Things New

by Luke Hawley When my kids leave for school in the morning, I tell them, “Be kind and curious.” They roll their eyes and say,

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He was taken up

by Kate Kooyman But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in

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Walking and Leaping

A couple of weeks ago, it was my turn to be the storyteller for the elementary school age kids during Sunday School. Our theme for

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Doctor! Doctor!

Congratulations to all the graduates this time of year—pre-school and high school, bachelors and doctorates. I want to talk especially to those ministers with doctorates—both

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On Leaving Well

By Brian Keepers The “For Sale” sign in the yard threw me. It shouldn’t have. I knew it was coming. We’d spent the whole week

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Behind the Walls

by Chad Pierce It’s what on the inside that counts. If I have learned one thing this week, it’s that. On Monday I spilled coffee,

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Preparedness is Key

With everything going on in the news this week, we might as well come right out and discuss what we’re all thinking about anyway: the

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What’s not there is telling

We visited Stratford-upon-Avon, of course, toured Shakespeare’s house and watched the Royal Shakespeare Company perform Julius Caesar in the Royal Shakespearean Theater. I vaguely remember

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Reflections in Exam Week

by David Hoekema The last few weeks have been stressful, for me and all my colleagues, with piles of papers and worries about whether Calvin

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Witchy Woman

Why are so many women of a certain age considered witches? A friend and I were discussing films and books appropriate for our young daughters,

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Marines and Mothers

by Chad Pierce “Most people run away from the sound of gunfire. Marines run toward it.” This was one of the many true yet testosterone-filled

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The Francis Option

Lately, there’s been much debate about the Benedict Option, a Christian response to secularism in the West. The focus is on a withdrawal from secular

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Arise, Women of This Day

by Kate Kooyman “Arise, then, women of this day! Arise, all women who have hearts, Whether our baptism be of water or of tears! Say

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A Soundcloud of Witnesses

About a week ago–probably because I’m always tempted to do anything else when I’m supposed to be grading–I agreed to participate in a survey about

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Living by a Different Script

By Brian Keepers Last Wednesday I defended my dissertation for my Doctor of Ministry program at Western Seminary, and tonight I will robe up and

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Bonne Bell Takes Me Back

In the fall of 1975, West Side Christian School compelled us fifth graders to sell magazine subscriptions in order to raise money for … something

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Kingdom thugs

Two Tai Dam men, both of whom immigrated to this country as refugees after the Vietnam War, are grocery shopping. Seriously—this happened. Both of them

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Bless This House

A student walked into my office the other day and handed me a simple white envelope with my name on it. “May I open it

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Naming and Knowing

I’ve noticed some interesting trends in naming, particularly among millennials. Instead of choosing classic or so-old-they-are-new-again names, parents seem to make up new names through

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Climate March

by Daniel Meeter As you read this, the Lord willing, I am on a bus to Washington, D.C. for the People’s Climate March. I feel

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El Pueblo Unido

by Kate Kooyman May 1 is a big day, and I don’t want the church to miss it. On May 1, immigrants (and many folks

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Navigating Eastertide

I’m always glad to remember that Easter is a season, not just one holy day. After all, restoration is not a moment–it is an arduous, painful process.

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What’s Happening Now?

by Allen Schipper What’s happening now is that they are stealing a lot of our good stuff. Not only have they stolen our message, but

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Finding My Father

By Brian Keepers “Memories come at us helter-skelter and unbidden, sometimes so thick and fast that they are more than we can handle in their

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Unrecognized

by Chad Pierce Not a week goes by that I do not remember. A random glance at my son moves me to tears and gives

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Congratulations, Theresa!

Longtime blogger here on The Twelve, Theresa Latini, was named the first president of United Lutheran Seminary, with campuses in Philadelphia and Gettysburg, Pennsylvania, earlier

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Dark Vocation

Scott Culpepper started a Sherlock thread here on the Twelve earlier this month, and I’m happy to continue that thread here. Future posts on the

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“In, but not of” stuff

She’d asked me to drop by her class because the topic seemed like something I’d have some thoughts about. That’s what she told me in

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On Being Fourteen, and Dumb

This is a story about learning the hard way how to be vulnerable. The summer before I started high school my church youth group took

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First and Last

My wife and I slipped away to Chicago for a few days at the end of the recent Spring Break week.  We got a good

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Bright Monday!

Bright Monday! Easter Monday. It is a tradition among some Christians—not so much Reformed, but especially Orthodox. This day after Easter is filled with jokes,

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What I Love About Easter, Redux

I am continually struck by the intermingling of cultural and secular ideas with Christian holidays. Spring is my favorite season. I was born in early

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The Silence of Consummation

by Steven Rodriguez Not all silences are the same. There’s a world of difference between the silences of cessation, caesura, and consummation. The first is

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St. Francis and Good Friday

When playing the hero went terribly wrong, and he had recovered from his injuries, Saint Francis came upon a broken down church where he encountered an

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Never Wash My Feet

by Kate Kooyman So here’s the truth: I have really ugly feet. I have a vivid memory of my dad telling me once that my

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The Privilege of Witness

Like many churches, mine is hosting services throughout this Holy Week. On Monday, I was asked to start off the proceedings with a short meditation. Perhaps

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The Crucifix of Rocky Figueroa

Rocky Figueroa was the coolest guy in my junior high. He had long, shiny black hair. His body was developed and muscular when most of

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The Crucifixion

by Trygve Johnson Three weeks ago Friday I am walking from my study at the Kepple House towards Dimnett Chapel. My path moves south along

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Lectures: A Triptych

“Where did you come from? How did you get here? Who paid?” March 18, 2017 In order to put the current discussion of immigration reform

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An old cat and the fish

During my college years, the highest I ever rose on my summer job was about five feet off the ground aboard an army surplus caterpillar.

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Shellac Me, Baby

At a certain moment in middle age you realize that the old nursery rhyme “Not by the hair of my chinny chin chin” has its

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Confessing

Of all the many, many (many) things Donald Trump said in the run-up to his election–and since then too–that should have bothered Christians more than

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Conformity

When I think about key words to describe 1950s America, I often think of the word conformity. I do not consider the 1950s some bygone

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Jesus Carrying the Cross

If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save

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April Fool

by James Vanden Bosch It started out innocently enough. Andrew, a friend of mine and a fellow grammarian, had been asked if he knew of

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I’m sure.

by Kate Kooyman “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” Hebrews 11:1 We bought a

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Knowing Eve: Genesis 2-4

Jennifer Holberg is away today. We welcome Maggie Rust to The Twelve. Maggie is a student at Western Theological Seminary in Holland, Michigan. Thank you,

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Stuck or Saved in The Shack?

“It was terrible, and it was wonderful.” This is Mack’s description of his encounter with Holy Wisdom deep within a mountain in the movie The

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The Arrest of Jesus

Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I will kiss is the man; arrest him.” At once he came up to

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Moving Day

Debra Rienstra is away today. Debra has asked Katerina Parsons to allow us to post this essay, which appeared on March 1 on our sister

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Running Away, Running Back

It was a very old church, although not as ancient as many throughout the Netherlands. And it was right on the street, middle of town,

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Stones of Remembrance

Omaha Beach, January 2017 This landscape reminds me of home. The winter sun, the relatively warm weather, the golden grasses catching the light, the high

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Options

Someone once observed that there is no sentence in the English language that can induce such immediate and brazen lying as the one that begins,

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Vernal Equinox

Arise, my love, my beautiful one, and come away; for now the winter is past, the rain is over and gone. The flowers appear on

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Cultivating Empathy

by Rebecca Koerselman Recently, I read the book Underground Railroad by Colson Whitehead. It is a work of fiction that inhabits the historical context of

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Gethsemane

by Trygve Johnson One of the most moving scenes in scripture is Jesus praying in Gethsemane. Otto Dix captures this scene in this dramatic sketch

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Poetry of the Body

by Erica Hughes No ideas but in things. —William Carlos Williams Salvation is not an idea—but a person, God’s body. The best poems happen in

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God has a job to do, too

by Kyle Meyaard-Schaap It’s my job to follow climate and environmental policy headlines. Every day. And the headlines these days have me thinking about a

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Lenten Prayer

with Jane Zwart It’s been cold here in west Michigan and snowy. Spring seems a long way off. And Lent seems darker than ever: a

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Teach Me to Listen

By Brian Keepers “The ear is the primary organ of the Christian…”    – Martin Luther It’s long been my practice to select a devotional book

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Jesus Entering Jerusalem

By: Trygve Johnson One of the lessons I have learned in ministry is the difference between what people want, and what they need. In this

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Bewildered in the Wilderness

On Wednesday, a fierce March wind hurricaned through West Michigan. Traffic lights swayed, trees whipped about, and any remotely weak branches snapped off and littered

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The Crimson Tide

Metaphors and other descriptors, like men’s ties and women’s scarves, move in and out of style. No respectable preacher can say much about the church

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Words of Life

Space is important to me. In particular, the space of my office is important to me, not only because it’s the place where I do

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For the Love of Women

“There’s nothing as dangerous as a woman who knows herself. There’s nothing as powerful as woman who knows herself.” – Rachel Kurtz (My sister in

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Middle-School Band Concert

This one goes out to the beltless ones, the ones who forget their music at home, the ones who scrounge half-clean dress shirts from the

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Helping Providence Along

Recently on the Groundwork radio program I am privileged to co-host along with Rev. David Bast, we did a four-part series on that Old Testament

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Jesus Entering Jerusalem

by Trygve Johnson At Hope College, where I serve as Dean of the Chapel, our scripture for the year has been the Gospel of Matthew.

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A Life in Books

Last Monday a friend and I pulled up to a duplex in Pella, Iowa to load some books into the back of my van. The

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What is Lent?

by Chuck DeGroat “What kind of cult is that?” I heard her say, whispering to her friend. I was eating with some friends in a

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Saving up Stories

By Dana VanderLugt My grandpa passed away last winter. One of the things I miss most is saving up stories for him. My family still

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Notes from the Lament Team

“For the living know that they will die, but the dead know nothing; they have no further reward, and even the memory of them is

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The Brew

I did not take this picture. I found it on my wife’s Pinterest. by Steven Rodriguez I don’t know why, but every Sunday, when I

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To Lament and to Listen

Last week in the Psalms & Wisdom Literature class I am helping out in this semester, we reflected on the nature of lament in the

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Waiting for Cranes

This weekend has been unseasonably warm. Weather forecasts are predicting a return to colder temperatures, but in the meantime, the spring-like warmth had our family

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Hidden Hope

by Dana VanderLugt During the summer, my schedule permits me to take a walk nearly every morning, just after sunrise. I pop in headphones, tune into

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The Cross Black People Bear

By Erica Hughes …you begin to understand yourself as rendered hypervisible in the face of such [racist] language. Language that feels hurtful is intended to

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The Smell of Smoke

The other day I had a moment. Maybe it was the light, maybe it was the smell of melting snow, whatever it was it brought

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Hello, My Name Is. . . Racist

by Shannon Jammal-Hollemans “Recently I asked my husband the simple question, ‘Did you empty the dishwasher yet?’ My intention was to find out if my

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Formative Frescoes

When I was in Italy last month for Calvin’s interim term, I took my students to one of my favorite places in Florence: San Marco,

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Love, Love, Love

The origins of Valentines Day are jumbled and uncertain. So much so that in 1969, the Roman Catholic Church knocked Saint Valentine’s Day off the

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Silly Animal Videos

My family has been told. If I ever am hospitalized for a duration, in a great deal of pain, waiting to die, or senile, they

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Middle

by Dana VanderLugt Definition: (Adjective) At an equal distance from the extremities of something Synonyms: Center or Midst, suggesting that a person or thing is

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Heavyweight Evangelism

I’m thinking that you have to be of a certain age, a certain vintage, to use a word like ungodly with any seriousness. There’s open

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Ein Deutscher Soldat

The deep flood of time will roll over us; some few great men will raise their heads above it, and though destined at the last

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No Victory

My church history professor Henry Zwaanstra died recently, giving me opportunity to remember the classes I took with him and the lessons we learned from

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Vinegar

by Dana VanderLugt In her recent book, Present Over Perfect, Shauna Niequist describes a metaphor for prayer — a bottle of salad dressing, the vinegar

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“Oops” in Cambodia

By Carol Van Klompenburg We bounce over a progressively muddier Cambodian road on a trip for North Americans, hosted and planned by World Renew. The

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Greater Love

by Kate Kooyman “Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do

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Messed Up Marble

I spent the past month with Calvin College students studying Dante’s Divine Comedy in Florence. Of course, whatever one is studying, no visit to Florence

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Now It’s Our Turn

I guess it’s our turn now. After watching the Presbyterians and Lutherans devour themselves over welcoming LGBTQ people, you might think we in the Reformed

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Inhabiting a Better Story

By Brian Keepers To say that Donald Trump has been busy during his first 10 days in office is a gross understatement. As to whether

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Small Blessings

From her chair in the living room, she knew something was wrong because the sound she was hearing just wasn’t right, as if the door

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Surprising Theology

You never know when you might run across some pretty solid theology.  Take, for instance, the other day: I was privileged to have lunch with

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Winds of Change

Have you heard how money and support are streaming into Democratic and progressive causes since the election of Donald Trump? It worked the other way

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Great Necessities and Great Virtues

Rebecca Koerselman is away, enjoying some time with their new baby. Today The Twelve welcomes Rebecca’s, sister, Jennifer Vander Molen. A Humility of Spirit Last

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Not Divided

Now I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you be in agreement and that

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The Span of Life

by Jeff Munroe You are 14, which, depending on whom you listen to, equates to either 84 or 98 in people years. We’ve been noticing

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Some Good News

by Kate Kooyman Need some good news? Me too. My four-year old has a killer cold — ear infection and all — and he’s successfully

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A Holy Kiss

by Sarina Gruver Moore To be honest: I didn’t want to go to church. To be more precise: I wanted to go to mass. At

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Baruch Barack*

An Old Testament professor was leading an adult discussion group. The conversation turned to the depth and beauty of the Hebrew notion of “blessing.” Surprisingly,

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Who Owns the Dream?

By Brian Keepers It’s amazing to me that the most famous part of Dr. Martin Luther King’s 1963 “I Have a Dream” speech wasn’t what he originally

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Prayer

from Isaiah 49:1-7 God of all revelation, Isaiah writes that he was called before birth That you made his mouth sharp That he was shaped

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The Call of the Library

Of all the good books I received as Christmas gifts this year, one has captured my heart: You Could Look It Up: The Reference Shelf

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The Children’s Blizzard

A January thaw is what all of us out here look forward to right now, a breath of warmth that reopens our hope that someday

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Our Lord’s Body

by Daniel Meeter We can be pretty sure that the Lord Jesus, in the thirty-three years of his life on the landscape, possessed a body

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Just Being

Somewhere in her luminous novel Gilead, Marilynne Robinson describes a storm that blows the roof off of a chicken coop. In describing the reactions of

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The Contradictions of Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman is an interesting comic character that makes me…well…wonder. According to the historian, Jill Lepore, she was created in 1941 as a tribute to

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After the Magi

And this is where the hope lies: To behold the lightshine, To see it sheet and ray And shimmer and burn, To feel it skewer

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When a Fiasco Happens

by Katy Sundararajan My family had a bit of a fiasco over Christmas break. After months of planning, weeks of prepping, and days of packing

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There Aren’t Two Sides.

by Kate Kooyman “…ignorance can often be propagated under the guise of balanced debate.” Sometimes there just aren’t two sides. Or perhaps there are two

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Born to Die? Yes, but…

Merry tenth day of Christmas! Lords a leaping, I believe. Forgive me for dragging us back to Christmas. You can put on your Christmas music

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New Beginnings

By Brian Keepers For many of us, the arrival of a new year whispers the promise of new beginnings and hums with a hint of

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Against Resolutions

Against Resolutions According to the blogging experts, this is what I should write about in this New Years’ Day post in order to drive web

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Time to Make the Donuts

Late last century, Dunkin Donuts used it as their tagline—“Time to make the donuts!” The ads showed a faithful little baker working ceaselessly to be

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Juveniles

by Jeff Munroe When I was 15, I sent Olivia Newton John a love letter. I thought of that embarrassing letter the other day when

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Toys in the Snow

A bit before sunset on Christmas Day I ended the day of our Lord’s birth picking up toys and the contents of a diaper bag

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The Fullness of Time

In Galatians 4:4-7 (NRSV), Paul wrote, “But when the fullness of time had come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the

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This Too is Christmas

Bethlehem, c. 2 B.C. Of all my children, this one loves me the most. He gently holds my face in his pudgy toddler hands and

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A Prayer for Christmas Eve

Come, Savior. Come amid the salt-crusted cars lined up at the light, amid the clamor and bustle of commerce, the grocery store cash drawer rings,

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Silence

I recently finished reading Shusaku Endo’s Silence in preparation for the film adaptation by Martin Scorsese that will be released on Christmas day. It’s a haunting story

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Practicing Peace

by Kate Kooyman “Keep on doing the things that you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and the God of peace

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ICYMI 2016 Edition

I’m a sucker for end-of-the-year “best of” lists.  Not sure why—maybe it stems from a misspent youth listening to Casey Kasem’s American Top 40 countdown

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Late-Advent Lassitude

Nothing like an unexpected pregnancy to motivate your job search. At least we had an interview. But we were unknowns. We had no connections. No

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Dangerous Hope

By Brian Keepers There’s a memorable scene in the film adaptation of Suzanne Collins’s dystopian novel The Hunger Games that, while it isn’t in the

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The Fourth Sunday of Advent

There were sheepherders camping in the neighborhood. They had set night watches over their sheep. Suddenly, God’s angel stood among them and God’s glory blazed

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Quid Est Potentia?

“There are two elements of the constitution, wrote Walter Bagehot in 1867, the efficient and the dignified. … The efficient has the power to make

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Christ In Between Cultures

by Steven Rodriguez I’ve gotten some great feedback for my last article on The Twelve. One interesting thread of conversation has been about my Mexican

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Fake News

by Rebecca Koerselman Historians spend most of their time with sources. We read them, search for them, evaluate them, re-evaluate them, discount them, occasionally ignore

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The Third Sunday of Advent

Jesus returned to Galilee powerful in the Spirit. News that he was back spread through the countryside. He taught in their meeting places to everyone’s

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“Count your blessings”

Some psychologists want to drop the last initial in PTSD. They claim that to call PTSD a “disorder” makes the condition appear unusual. It isn’t.

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See It Together

by Kate Kooyman “…the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all people shall see it together, for the mouth of the Lord has

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Resisting Christmas

I think I scandalized at least a few of my students recently when I admitted in class that I don’t really decorate for Christmas. And

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Wolterstorff & Tuininga

A timely, interesting, and important conversation between Matthew Tuininga (Calvin Theological Seminary) and Nicholas Wolterstorff is available on the Perspectives site.  You’ll want to take

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The Second Sunday of Advent

In the fifteenth year of the reign of Tiberius Caesar, when Pontius Pilate was governor of Judea and Herod was tetrarch of Galilee, and his

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Civil Discourse

by Rebecca Koerselman Experiences inside and outside of the classroom have taught me that most people are interested in telling you what they think and

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Tribal Council

by Debra Rienstra When I was on the Perspectives board years ago, I used to refer to our semi-annual meetings as “tribal council.” We gathered

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All In

by Jason Lief For the past five years or so Perspectives has been living on the edge of non-existence. Every year at our board meeting

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It’s Voice, Theirs

by James Schaap It was, as I remember, an Emerson, a tiny off-white boxy thing with a circular dial, maybe an inch or so bigger

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The Scarlet Reader

by Sarina Gruver Moore I once joked to a class that I am a promiscuous reader. They looked at me like I was the Bad

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“You have to read this.”

by Kate Kooyman I do a lot of speaking in churches about immigration — and I often get a question about assimilation during those talks.

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Marvelous Deeds

Last week while I was visiting my sister and her family in Seattle, we attended a Thanksgiving service at University Presbyterian Church.  In a short

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Dear Twelve Readers

by Jes Kast Dear Twelve Readers, Do you know how much I have grown to care about you? What started as a side blogging project

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Generously Reformed

by Chuck DeGroat I’m grateful for this opportunity to appeal to readers of The Twelve to give generously so that Perspectives and The Twelve can

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Caring for Words

by Brian Keepers It was almost a year ago that I joined The Twelve as a regular contributor—something I agreed to with a good amount

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It’s Complicated

by Jeff Munroe A few years ago, when a group of Perspectives leaders were discussing the history of the journal, someone decided the best way

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The First Sunday of Advent

The birth of Jesus took place like this. His mother, Mary, was engaged to be married to Joseph. Before they came to the marriage bed,

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Patience with the Puzzles

You want to unite a divided nation? I’ll tell you how to unite a divided nation. What we need is a common enemy. In other

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Tell me why

What’s altogether possible is that it’s not a great novel. What makes me believe I can write a novel good enough to be published these

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Telling the Ones You Love

by Jeff Munroe One Christmas season during my childhood, we were dining in a crowded restaurant when I saw a man stand up from his

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  For a week after the election I had a conversation almost everyday with someone who voted differently than me. I move into research mode

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Paul Sends His Love

One week ago today I was in Atlanta to record a Day1 radio program.   The recording wrapped up before noon and although I was meeting

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Romance and Christians

By Rebecca Koerselman In an effort to focus on something other than current events and politics, I recently watched the documentary, Love Between the Covers.

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Exulting in Monotony

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore,

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Beware of the Extraordinary

“What does Jesus say about all that? He says ‘Beware of practicing your righteousness before others in order to be seen by them’. The call

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Help Us Keep Sowing

Psalm 126 A song of ascents. When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion, we were like those who dreamed. Our mouths were filled with

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Tearing Off the Roof

Thanksgiving is just about a week away, so I want to begin today by thanking Sarina Moore for subbing for me here over these last

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The Church Must Cry Out

By Brian Keepers Over the weekend, I worked on two different reflections for my post today. But when I arose early this morning to decide

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Speak What We Feel

Four weeks ago, I wrote this post. I have to take it back. The election results proved me wrong. I’m grieving. Not because I have policy

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Vets, 11/11/16

I suppose “9/11” has already edged out “11/11” among our memorable national numerical icons, but I’m forever imprinted with the latter too. In me at

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Dust and New Clothes

by Steven Rodriguez What can I say after this election? So many people are already saying so many things, which makes me hesitant to add

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The Day After the Election

  Lament is a practice I regularly take up. It’s one of the most faithful practices of Christian hope. The petitioner offers her complaint to

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My Email Self

Years ago at the church I served I got in hot water with a parishioner after I gave a sermon illustration that was critical of

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Making America Cake Again

Most of us have heard Republican candidate Donald Trump’s slogan “Make America Great Again” ad nauseam during this presidential campaign season. So what does this

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Redeem the Time

Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.         Ephesians 5:15-16

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Standing (there) in Solidarity

by Kate Kooyman (with lots of help from Shannon Jammal-Hollemans and Kelsey Herbert) In the span of just one day, more than one million people

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With This Ring

  Year Fifteen Why did no one warn me? It turns out that the fifteenth year of marriage needs a relational marker: Here be dragons.

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Is Voting Overrated?

I remember the pictures vividly—people standing in line for hours to cast their ballot. All of the tragedies and tears, the bloodshed and bravery had

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We Pray to You, O Lord

By Brian Keepers For my blog post today, I’d like to share a reflection I wrote in my prayer journal on Wednesday, October 19th while

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For All the Saints

“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily

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Rediscovering Life in the Words

by Scott Culpepper Growing up in a traditional rural Baptist congregation, I was introduced at an early age to many nineteenth century hymns. One standard

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When Family Votes Differently

I love my family. Like many families we don’t all agree. On most social issues we see things differently. It didn’t always use to be that

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Love Builds Up

The headline on CNN Monday morning was “Campaign in Limbo” and reflected on the fact that although two weeks remain in this never-ending presidential election–and

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Benediction

by Randy Lubbers Disgusting, both inside and out. If you take a look at her, she’s a slob. Bimbo. Miss Piggy. Such a nasty woman.                   

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Commonplaces

One of my colleagues regularly keeps a commonplace book. Commonplace books have a long and interesting history, but they are basically just personal compilations of

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Where Are You?

by Chuck DeGroat It’s the very first question God asks after Adam and Eve’s fall from grace. They are hiding, as we all do. But

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It’s a Revolution!

by Stacey Midge Jes Kast-Keat is away today. We welcome guest-blogger Stacey Midge. Stacey  serves as an Associate Minister at the First Reformed Church of

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Times (Don’t) Change

My daughter knows I like picking up old postcards at antique malls sometimes and so last week brought me home a couple oldies she found

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Sacred Spaces

Driving through the Badlands National Park in South Dakota, it is easy for me to see why the Lakota viewed this part of what is

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Not Guilty, Just Responsible

I was asked to speak this week at a teach-in addressing the latest spate of racially charged killings involving police—killings by police and killings of

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Ghosts

    There we were, driving down a driveway made up of two deep ruts, moving deeper and deeper into the Arizona forest. At 7,500 feet,

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Stewardship of Power

by Kate Kooyman I remember coming home from a youth group mission trip to urban Chicago when I was in high school and agonizing over

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Summer Reading

One of my friends recently told me that when July 4th passes, she feels like summer is basically over.  I can completely relate, especially as

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Time Runs Short

As time passes and age creeps up, windows of possibility slide nearly closed. Time runs short. Hopes are not realized. Parents who never turn out

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Ordinary is Beautiful

By Brian Keepers A couple months ago a local Christian organization and multiple churches in my community hosted a revival. It was a three day

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Instagram

by Steven Rodriguez When standing in the shampoo aisle, assaulted by the smell of imitation fruit basket upset I crave the lack of choice of

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Mystery in the Minster

To make up for missing two weeks, I here offer an extra-long post (fair warning!) recounting one of my Britain adventures. Ron and I happened

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Repentance and Forgiveness

There’s so much to this story that’s old news, so much that’s so awful yet so obscenely ordinary, that what happened is almost predictable. To

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When You’re Right…

What do you do when you’re right and others just don’t seem to get it? When agreeing to disagree just won’t work for you. And

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That Which Offends

Once again summer schedules and the calendar mean I am composing this blog five days before it will appear.  I won’t know what my colleagues

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What Future Do We Want?

by Claire Houston Rebecca Koerselman is off today.  We welcome, Claire Houston. Claire recently served as a youth delegate from the  Regional Synod of New

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Shine, Perishing Republic

Since I’ve drawn holiday-weekend duty, I need to gin up something about the holiday. And if something worked well along that line once, it might

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(Not) Studying Sex

by Kate Kooyman The Christian Reformed Church has appointed a committee of people to spend five years studying how to think more faithfully about human

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Viewing the Summitt

Several years ago–at the end of some heated meeting or other—a colleague told me that I reminded him of Pat Summitt.  He definitely did not

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Calvinist Romance

I have this weird knack of looking for Calvinism-of-a-sort, oddly appearing in pop culture, especially music and sappy romantic love. It’s not a full-time job.

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Accomodation

by Jim Brownson Brian Keepers is off today. We welcome guest-blogger, Jim Brownson.  Jim teaches New Testament at Western Theological Seminary in Holland, Michigan, and

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African Drum Camp

by Elizabeth Vander Haagen Debra Rienstra is away today. We welcome guest-blogger Elizabeth Vander Haagen. She is a spiritual director and pastor of Boston Square

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Hot Tamales

The first time I ever had a tamale was either my junior or senior year in college nearly twenty years ago. The church I was

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Spider

by Steven Rodriguez I came into the sanctuary in the tissue paper silence of Sunday morning the echoes of the coming congregation already charging the

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The Image of God, II

Last time I raised a question that came up in the seminar I’m attending on how our images of Jesus—particularly of his body—affect the church

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The Restrooms @ Synod

A few weeks ago Michael Gerson, columnist for the Washington Post, made the following comment regarding the transgender issue and bathroom use on the PBS News

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Fierce Love

I once heard a speech by my friend, Katherine Paterson, the extraordinary children’s writer, in which she argued that “the consolation of the imagination is not imaginary

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The Image of God

I’m serving as the campus host of a seminar on the “Bodies of Christ.” For the next two weeks a group of us historians, artists,

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Elephantine Grace

by Deb Mechler “Who is this who even forgives sins?”  And he said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you; go in peace.” Luke

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Election-ary Year

by Katherine Baker Debra Rienstra is away today. We welcome Katherine Lee Baker to The Twelve. She is the minister for lifelong learning and discipleship

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Call to Wisdom

Does not wisdom call, and does not understanding raise her voice? On the heights, beside the way, at the crossroads she takes her stand; beside

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Reality Check

By the end of this week my denomination’s annual meeting of the Synod will have begun.  My colleague here on The Twelve, Steve Mathonnet VanderWell,

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A Question in the Wilderness

by Deb Mechler As I approached my departure from parish ministry, people were curious. They asked me what I will do next. It seemed easiest

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A View from the Bleachers

You probably heard the story of the Christian caught in a flood. An emergency responder pounds on his door, “Get out! Evacuate! The water is

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Why Baylor Matters

Women are prominent characters in Luke’s gospel.  It begins with Mary, the blessed one through whom grace and hope is born into the world; it ends with women running

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Jane Zwart: In on the Miracle

I’m back today and was ready to blog, but I got a better offer.  My dear friend and colleague, Jane Zwart, was Calvin’s commencement speaker

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Beyond Two Parties

by Jeff Munroe Today, we welcome (back) Jeff Munroe who blogged regularly at The Twelve for several years. Jeff is the Vice President of Operations

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The Monastery of the Heart

“Thou hast made us for Thyself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in Thee.”                                                                                                                                     – Augustine of Hippo We were running late. We missed

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Rebels and Yanks

Chickamauga was a very costly Confederate victory. The total of 16,000 Union casualties was second only to the Battle of Gettysburg that summer, but the

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Why Hospitality?

Rev. Katy Sundararajan is back at The Twelve today. She is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary and works part-time

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The Bible Alone?

Last week I sat in on an oral Ph.D. dissertation defense that focused on a Bible commentator from the 17th century.  Among the propositions the

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Summer History Reading

Only six more days till the Memorial Day weekend, kids, so it’s time to get serious about those summer plans. Top of the list for

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Pilgrimage

Two weeks ago a friend and I took a bike trip. I bought a book—Road Biking Minnesota—so we drove up to Willmar, Minnesota, the place where I

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Wild Geese

by Monica Schaap Pierce “You don’t know Mary Oliver?” a friend asked earnestly. “You must remedy that,” she continued, “You’d love her work.” Perhaps it

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With a Capital T

It’s the most astounding answer I have received in all my years of teaching. The topic at hand was the Trinity and my question was

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Wondrous Statues

By Brian Keepers “So have you been doing much artwork lately?” my friend asked me as we sat on my back deck, watching our kids

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Notre Dame on Pentecost

by Deb Mechler My favorite subject in high school was French. I lived in rural northern Iowa, where small schools dotted the landscape in the

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Adamant Ties

Jesus, lover of my soul Let me to thy bosom fly. When babies are new and tiny and soft, they curl perfectly into a certain

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Nixing Holy Writ

Years ago, I listened to Phillip Yancey reading from a new book of his, a book titled What’s So Amazing about Grace? A couple dozen

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Moving Out of My Head

I was not born into the church. Though I did eventually grow up in it. It was the early 1980’s. We were not a church-going

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Neil Postman Revisited

It has been 31 years since Neil Postman released his book Amusing Ourselves to Death: Public Discourse in the Age of Show Business.  At the

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American Jesus

Stephen Prothero’s book, American Jesus: How the Son of God Became a National Icon, makes an intriguing argument: Americans make Jesus into whatever they want

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The Seventh Sunday of Easter

John 17.20-26 by Thom Fiet Luther thought the Jews would come around and become Christians. He thought once clarity was achieved in terms of understanding

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Dare to be a Daniel

It’s hard to think of a more perfect antithesis than the one served up in this week’s news. On Tuesday night Donald Trump became the

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Take me to your Leader

I’m wondering—What did colleges, churches, and ministry organizations do before all the new leadership literature that has clarified goals, objectives, and processes? Thankfully, we have been blessed with

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Glimpses

by Grace Claus Jennifer Holberg is away today. We thank and welcome Grace Claus. Grace is managing editor of RCA Today.  She blogs at  www.forsythiaroot.wordpress.com.

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Perfect Attendance

“Regular” worship attendance is now defined as participating twice in one month, according to EWSA,  Evangelical Worship Statistics of America. Seriously, I don’t know who

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To Draw is to Pray

by Brian Keepers The rhododendrons encamped around my house are in full bloom. Little balls of pinkish-purple hue are bursting everywhere. This is the first

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The Sixth Sunday of Easter

John 5.1-9 by Thom Fiet The scriptures are full of haymaker questions. The first question in the Bible is from the mouth of the Lounge

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A Memoir in Psalms

“Blessed are those whose strength is in you, who have set their hearts on pilgrimage.” — Psalm 84:5 Combine Bono, Eugene Peterson, and the Psalms,

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A New Attitude

Yesterday here at The Twelve the Rev. Annie Reilly gave a thoughtful, pastoral, personal, and theologically honest and astute reflection of her time on the

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Praying Beyond the News Cycle

I have long been an advocate for pastoral prayers that evince a capaciousness of thought and perspective.  It’s too easy to pray for only the

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I’m Not a Racist, But… (part 2)

by Rebecca Koerselman It’s the twenty-first century and Americans have realized that racism is bad. However, it seems a craftier, more subtle and elusive form

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The Fifth Sunday of Easter

John 13.31-35 by Thom Fiet The passage for this fifth Sunday has Jesus announcing to his disciples that they will soon be leaderless. It’s every

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Once (and) For All

by Deb Mechler Jesus’ disciples met with him one last time before he was taken up into heaven. Even though Jesus had explained the distinct

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Spring and All

We had an absolutely gorgeous weekend here in West Michigan–and that’s not simply because of the Festival of Faith and Writing! No, the weather–in contrast

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Congrats, Jim Schaap!

Twelver, James Calvin Schaap, was awarded first place in fiction by the Evangelical Press Association for his “Yet in My Flesh” that appeared in The

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On a Hill Far Away

I can still see the bright red oxygenated blood spilling out of my sister’s head. Researchers increasingly say memories from long ago are not very

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Me and Dad and Mark Strand

There was a girl, I remember, but I don’t remember her. There was a girl, someone I’d met just that day–someone we’d met because I

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The Colorful Side of Trending

Rev. Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary

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Joy is Resistance

As I prepare to be a delegate on the much talked about council on human sexuality with the RCA this weekend I want to offer three pieces

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The Good Book as State Book

I just returned from a week in Asheville, North Carolina, where a lot of the talk is about HB2, the new LGBT-related law that allows

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I’m Not a Racist, But…

By Rebecca Koerselman It’s the twenty-first century and Americans have realized that racism is bad. To me, the most telling evidence of this realization is

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The Third Sunday of Easter

John 21.1-19 by Thom Fiet I have friends like Jesus. I am a bad fly fisherman who fishes with great fly fishermen—one who demands that

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The Stones Cry Out

Where did America begin? (Accept, dear Canadians and other friends, the substitutionary shorthand of ‘America’ for the USA. Saves words and energy. Thanks.) The most

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For the Love of Facebook

by Kate Kooyman Theresa Latini is taking a  break from her rotation on The Twelve. While she’s away, we welcome Kate Kooyman. Kate is a

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Beyond Asking or Imagining

My good friend and colleague, Debra Rienstra, and I have already used our blogs in the recent past to talk about our excitement about the

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Opossums and the Image of God

I’m an animal lover. Furry creatures have their way with me. Except for opossums. They look greasy, grey, and snarly. Very low cuteness factor. A

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Van Gogh’s Eyes

by Brian Keepers Today my family and I are heading to Chicago for a little overnight “get-away” to see the new van Gogh exhibit, featuring

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That Explains It

People say the church is going to heck in a handbasket and now I have proof. An anonymous inside source provided me with the bulletin

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This is my father’s world

I’m told the male kestrel is grayish blue, even orange-looking, which means the determined hunter who entertained our whole family so royally during a wonderful

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A Little Bit Goes a Long Way

Rev. Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary

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Eastertide Pool

We welcome Reverend Annie Reilly while Reverend Jes Kast-Keat is away. I began my full-time ministry on Epiphany 2012, when I was ordained as a

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What I Love About Easter

By Rebecca Koerselman When asked what my favorite holiday is, as a believer, the correct answer is Easter. But I really do love Easter. Some

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Low in the Gravy Lay

In comedy, they say, timing is everything. If so, this post will bomb. It takes up the theme of Easter jokes, a practice in the

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Mocking with Metaphor

Last Friday night as I was driving along, someone decided that he needed to slam into my car and then speed away. Totally senseless. Not

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In These Bodies

by Brian Keepers Director Woody Allen once quipped, “I’m not afraid of death; I just don’t want to be there when it happens.” Allen’s words

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Palm Sunday

Bind the festal procession with branches, up to the horns of the altar. –Psalm 118:27 by Rachel Brownson As a teenager who was really super

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A Lenten Update

“Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at

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Attic wandering

Like most every other retired gent, I worry, sometimes promiscuously but not to madness. Yet.  But I do. I worry about lots of things, like whether

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Places that Claim Us

  Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary

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Dim Candles

Where does a prayer go that has lost its light? As I walked around the Cathedral of Notre Dame I noticed all the different candle

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Must Seminaries Change?

Last week I spent two days interacting with ten pastors who served as peer group leaders for me last year as part of a Lilly

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Closing the Loop

by Rebecca Koerselman In Romans 2:12, Paul writes, “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your

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Public Virtue

The course had come around to the question of religion and the American founding, again. This topic I have taken up a hundred times in

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Asha

by Kate Kooyman Theresa Latini is taking a short break from her rotation on The Twelve. While she’s away, we welcome Kate Kooyman. Kate is

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Lavishly Answered

As I write this, it’s primary election day in Michigan.  I’ve been planning on writing about politics and civility and models of that that I’ve

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A Jerusalem Council :)

A fragment from an early Chrestiene document; commonly referred to as The Axe of the Apostles. Certain people came from Jerusalem to Antioch saying to

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Love Your Neighbor as Yourself

by Brian Keepers A friend recently reminded me that most of the time we preachers are really preaching to ourselves, and the congregation gets to

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Fourth Sunday in Lent

So if anyone is in Christ, there is a new creation: everything old has passed away; see, everything has become new! All this is from

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Soaring

Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary with

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Pastoral Agony

There is an agony afoot among pastors and other Christian leaders.   I see it all over Facebook.   I read about it in leading Christian periodicals

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A Boring Post

By Rebecca Koerselman What does it mean to label something as boring? A few weeks ago, Steve Mathonnet-Vander Well explained the words that he avoids.

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Third Sunday in Lent

God is faithful, and he will not let you be tested beyond your strength. –1 Corinthians 10:13 by Rachel Brownson Over the course of my

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Learning to Say the S-Word

by Jared Ayers Jim Bratt is away today. Jared Ayers, preaching pastor at Liberti Church in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, is our guest blogger. Thanks, Jared! Last

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Leadership: (What is it Good For?)

I’ve tried hard to stay away from the leadership jargon that gets thrown around organizations. I’m certainly not opposed to leadership; it’s a lot like beauty—hard to

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Guest Blog: A Lenten Prayer

I was actually planning on writing a post today, but I kept hearing about the prayer my dear friend and colleague, Jane Zwart, had offered at

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God, Spare Us from Success

by Brian Keepers Do you wonder why they couldn’t do it? Why the disciples weren’t able to cast the demon out of that boy? How

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The Second Sunday in Lent

Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to it! How often have I desired to gather your children

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Nurturing New Leaders

Next week I’ll be in Houston, speaking and preaching at a conference that is for young adults in the seminary discernment process. The students will

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The First Sunday in Lent

Because you have made the LORD your refuge, the Most High your dwelling place, no evil shall befall you, no scourge come near your tent.                         

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A Puritan Valentine

I like the invitation Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell posed in this space last Tuesday to “share” (“just share”?) religious terms that we personally want to give a

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I’m Giving Up Hell for Lent

Theresa Latini is taking a short break from her rotation on The Twelve. While she’s away, we welcome Kate Kooyman. Kate is a minister of

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Size 7 ½

I’ve never been a fan of the poem, “Footprints.” In fact, that’s an understatement. Any of my students reading this today will no doubt laugh

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Words I Avoid

Like many of you, words matter to me. I select them carefully. In theological contexts, there are some words I avoid pretty thoroughly. They aren’t

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A Prayer

To God: be glory. To the angels: honor. To Satan: confusion. To the cross: reverence. To the church: exultation. To those who confess: forgiveness. To

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The Festival Geek Recommends

My colleague Jennifer Holberg got a head start on me last November by recommending some authors who will be featured at the Calvin Festival of

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The Playhouse of our Lord

  I was just eight or nine–this happened a long, long time ago. I was just a kid. I honestly can’t remember how it was

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When Reality Becomes a Dream

Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary with

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It’s February 2 . . . Again

Spring Semester started at Calvin College and Seminary yesterday.  Again.   Seems like not so long ago I was gearing up for this same semester, only

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Jesus Met Me Under the Table

by Chuck DeGroat Yes, Jesus…who turned over tables, met me under what I barely recall as a wide, brown table, with thin legs that tapered

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Stressed out

Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol’ days, When our momma sang us to sleep but now we’re stressed out. We used

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I’d Like to Make a Motion

Theresa Latini is taking a short break from her rotation on The Twelve. While she’s away, we welcome Kate Kooyman. Kate is a minister of

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Guest Post: All Grown Up and Ready to Graduate

Jennifer is away today. Subbing for her is Ansley Kelly, a Calvin College senior. ————————————————————————————————————– I bought a dress for graduation this week and when

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A Messiah on the Loose

by Brian Keepers I happened upon it this past week when I was cleaning out the closet of my study. To be honest, I’d forgotten

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Sadducees and the Election

by Chuck DeGroat As we find ourselves swept up into another election cycle—and a particularly animated one at that—I’m finding myself drawn back to the

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Hamilton and Our Story

I first found out about the new Broadway musical Hamilton during a car ride across Michigan last November. The family was packed in the minivan

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Circling stories

  Okay, I feel a little embarrassed about admitting it because it’s such a “retired guy” thing to do, thumb through a shoebox of old

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Thoughts on Re-Entry

Katy Sundararajan is the Th.M. Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary, and partners with her husband as an RCA missionary with

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Feeling Footsy

Rev. Jes Kast-Keat is on holiday this week and asked Rev. Annie Reilly to guest blog. Annie is the pastor of a small Presbyterian Church

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Being PC: Public Civility

It will be February already before I am next due to post something here on The Twelve.   That means the primary season will be off

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Let Us Now Quote Famous Men

Although Martin Luther King’s birthday was actually yesterday, the United States will mark the occasion next Monday. Once more we’ll hear the familiar quotations rehearsed

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Wide Left

Fifty some seconds left in the game, down by one point. The ball is on the eight or nine yard line, it’s fourth down, and

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Legacy

Almost every Sunday, my minister sends us forth by declaring, “Remember: we live in a world where a resurrection has happened.” In other words, as

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The Hollander Fires

• Clannish, insular immigrants who refuse to assimilate • Large families and achieving kids that quickly overshadow other residents • Loyalty given to foreign, even

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Remembering Our Way Forward

by Brian Keepers A few years ago we started a tradition in our church of taking time in worship, on the first Sunday after Epiphany,

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Who Is This Jesus?

They were all amazed, and they kept on asking one another, “What is this? A new teaching—with authority!   Mark 1:27 by Chuck DeGroat There is

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Doing Something Else

O, reason not the need! Our basest beggars Are in the poorest things superfluous. Allow not nature more than nature needs, Man’s life is cheap

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Gall, Warrior

Gall was no giant, but he had to have been built like grand piano, broad chest, sturdy muscular arms, and impressively toned body. George Armstrong

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No Longer At Ease Here

For those in the tradition of Western Christianity the holidays are concluded with the observation yesterday of Epiphany. Oftentimes, the holiday season as a whole

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5 Things Epiphany

  Voice of God – The baptism of Jesus is the Scripture text many churches are looking at this Sunday on Epiphany 1. Luke 3:15-22

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Fraught with Background

Years ago my Old Testament professor, Raymond Van Leeuwen, said that we seminarians absolutely had to pick up a copy of Erich Auerbach’s classic book

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Why Do We Love World War II?

by Rebecca Koerselman When I am in one of those conversations with a stranger who is trying to make small talk, I am typically asked

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Echoes of the Year

The number of the new year always has a little magic in it for me, at least until I get to the point of entering

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Welcoming Life in the New Year

This Christmas break I finally watched the movie Inside Out. I imagine this movie is old news for most readers, but I have a toddler and

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Ten Things Christmas-y

Christmas—so much to mock, so little time. For most of December, I carry that outlook. Now, in these quiet, unhurried days of Christmastide, my cynicism

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Time to Rejoice

by Brian Keepers When our oldest daughter Emma was a toddler, we bought a Fisher-Price Nativity Set. Every year we’d pull it out and set

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Rejected Christmas Carols

If the joy of Christmas ever breaks through the frenzy of event-going and present-wrangling and (for me) end-of-semester grading, it happens through music. This year,

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Thy Will Be Done

She holds this single dream. She remembers life in Amherst, before her husband caught a madman’s urge to go west and start a new life

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Home for Christmas

What do you believe about Christmas?   I mean in your core, your heart, soul, the marrow of your being, what does Christmas mean to

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Twisted Advent

On the Fourth Sunday of Advent this past Sunday I was privileged to be in worship with the good people at Third Christian Reformed Church

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Tradition vs. Habits

by Rebecca Koerselman Throughout the year, and especially during the holidays, I hear a lot of talk about tradition, especially family traditions. As a historian,

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The Fourth Sunday of Advent

“My soul magnifies the LORD, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant.

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The Same God?

I was going to write on why “Oh Little Town of Bethlehem” means so much to me as a Christmas carol, but the latest blow-up

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What Does the Force Awaken?

    I’m writing this on Thursday—the day millions of people have been waiting for. This is the advent season of Star Wars; I wouldn’t

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The word as guest

Maybe it’s the end of the semester, maybe it’s recent national and world events, maybe it’s the year I’ve had, but some days, too, I

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Giving Tuesday

Yes, I know. I’m two weeks late. Two weeks ago, December 1, was Giving Tuesday—joining the ranks of Black Friday, Small Business Saturday, and Cyber

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Lift up Your Voices, the Lord is Near

Today, The Twelve is pleased to introduce our newest, regular contributor. Brian Keepers is the Minister of Preaching and Congregational Leadership at Fellowship Reformed Church

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The Third Sunday of Advent

Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  Philippians 4:6 by

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No Words Fall

It must begin with Zechariah’s silence. Nothing against poor old Zechariah. Who can blame him for asking a decent question? The text tells us that

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Murmurations

Although the villagers had forgotten the ritual and lost the original black box, they still remembered to use stones. The pile of stones the boys

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Deadly Perspective

About 100 years ago two very respected figures were deeply worried about a trend involving the mass media.   Actually, it was not 100 years ago

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The Second Sunday of Advent

Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight. Every valley shall be filled, and every mountain and hill shall be made low, and

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Light a Candle for Doubt

A student asked to talk to me after class recently. “I’m not sure I buy it.” “Buy what?” I asked. “Christianity. I’m not sure I

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The First Sunday of Advent

There shall come forth a shoot from the stump of Jesse, and a branch from his roots shall bear fruit. Isaiah 11:1 by Beth Carroll

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Contentment

Grandma Theresa’s heart is extremely weak. No surprise, as it’s been pumping nonstop since before she was born in July of 1912. That’s the year

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Thanksgiving Stories and Values

In the first chapter entitled “Storeytelling,” of his 2009 book, Jonathan Safran Foer writes, “We believed in our grandmother’s cooking more fervently than we believed

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The Three G’s of Thanksgiving

As I prepared to write for this Thanksgiving Day, I returned to previous years’ blogs. One in particular, a reflection on the theater of Thanksgiving, stood

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Soup Kitchen Church

I’ve written about the weekly Soup Kitchen Church that I lead multiple times on The Twelve. It’s both the most demanding and the greatest joy

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Out of Egypt

He’s done it before and he did it again this weekend: a writer named Nicholas Kristof who claims no allegiance to the Christian faith–but who

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The Danger of a Single Story

by Rebecca Koerselman “You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.” Inigo Montoya to Vizzini on his

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Sojourner Truth

As an escape from the terrorists–that is, from the obsessive coverage designed to keep us in fear, the media in cash, and the perpetrators in

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First Snow

There’s nothing like the feeling of waking up in the morning and looking outside to find the world blanketed in white. There’s an excitement in

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For Travis and Mariah

Today’s blog is dedicated to a dear colleague and his wife—Travis and Mariah West. Those of you who know Western Theological Seminary likely know their names.

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Steady Til Sunset

The intermittent chirping woke me up a little after 5 a.m. At first, the timing of the “cheeps” was spaced far enough apart that I

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Grace Helps

Here it is, the Tuesday after the Paris attacks and I almost feel obligated to say something about it. To say nothing might imply that

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Patterns and possibilities

I knew adult coloring books were becoming popular, but it wasn’t until I watched someone happily coloring in one during a conference about six months ago

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Nothing is Wasted

“And speaking of things overheard, you heard right: if I have to go out, I am going to go out singing.” – Brett Foster I’d

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Stories, really

Yesterday afternoon I sat with a old man who, once upon a time, shot at surfacing German subs in the North Atlantic, tried to pick

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Silly Season

The mall I walk in most mornings began clearing the space for their giant Christmas tree / Santa’s castle on October 27, and the tree

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Wounded Healer

by Liz Niehoff Henri Nouwen coined a phrase that is frequently used in Clinical Pastoral Education (CPE) circles: as pastoral caregivers, we ought to aim

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The Beautiful Changes

Another good thing about retirement is that if your schedule gets screwed up, you don’t have to sweat it so much; most tomorrows are open.

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Fargo: The Call to Abide

On the recommendation of a colleague my wife and I started watching the TV series Fargo. Loosely based on the film of the same name, the

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Delicious Reads

In the English department here at Calvin College, we’re getting pretty excited about the upcoming Festival of Faith and Writing. Mark your calendars: this iteration

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Small Conversations

The web is a rough and tumble place. That’s an understatement. It is often vicious and dangerous. Last month, Jessica Bratt wrote “Of Popes and

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Patience

This fall, Trinity Reformed Church in Grand Rapids, Michigan is studying and discussing the fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23). I contributed a reflection on

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A Museum of Swastikas

Two weeks or so after Normandy, he and the team of motorheads crossed the English channel after endless waiting weeks in Great Britain, a couple

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Remembering

“Remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt, and the Lord your God redeemed you…” We are called to remember continually our

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Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to us! It was on October 31, 2011 that The Twelve slipped on to the web, without much fanfare or introduction. The first

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Monsters and Men

  My barber swung the cape around me as I sat in her chair. She looked at me, arms covered in tattoos with scissors in

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Those Worldly Amusements

Along with some other members of the Calvin College and Seminary community, I recently attended the inaugural presentations of the new “Loeks Lectures in Film

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Skeletons in Our Closets

by Rebecca Koerselman I love PBS. I don’t wear tweed, but I do enjoy PBS programming. I suppose that means I contribute to the stereotypes

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Lord, In Your Mercy…

by Liz Niehoff Lord in your mercy, Hear our prayers. What a week it has been. With shootings, deaths, continued uncertainty and periods of wandering

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Confidence Game

by James Bratt Two weeks ago, in his post “Ordinary Dust,” Jason Lief memorably described one of those bad teaching days that every college professor—maybe

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The Beauty of Baseball Part II

For today’s post I simply ask that you click on this link and read a wonderful story about failure and grace. More specifically, it’s a story about a blown call

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Unsexy Reformed

Pious little towns often have such a character, maybe even three—the irreverent skeptic, the loudmouth agnostic, more well-read and agile than the typical small town

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Of Popes and Trolls

Just after Pope Francis arrived at the Philadelphia airport last month, he stopped his driver on the tarmac and made his way over to a

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Wolverine Pilgrimage

I rejoiced with those who said to me, “Let us go to the house of the LORD.” — Ps. 122:1 “Football is a Religion and

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Living Reformed Theology

Since the end of August I have been traveling each week to speak at conferences or attend various meetings. It has been a thrilling and

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Ageism

by Rebecca Koerselman Is living in a youth-obsessed culture the same as living in a culture that opposes and disapproves of aging? I happened to

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I’ll Not Be a Stranger

James Bratt is away today. We welcome guest-blogger Daniel Meeter. Thank you. I always go to worship at my local synagogue on Yom Kippur. And

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Ordinary Dust

Tuesday morning I entered the classroom with a strange, nagging, feeling.  I couldn’t shake it… the feeling that things weren’t going to go well. I asked

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Citizens of the Kingdom

Jennifer Holberg is away today. We welcome Chad Pierce. The world feels like it is in a rough spot right now. This past week has

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The Ever-Bigger Welcome

Twelve things I saw preaching through the Acts of the Apostles, chapters ten to fifteen This past summer, Sophie (my wife and co-pastor) and I

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Predictable shadows

A week ago Sunday night I sat on the front porch and watched the moon as it rose, full and bright. Clouds came and went

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Japanese Autumn

Lines Composed in an Autumn Reverie, on Visiting the Japanese Garden one Friday Afternoon, October 2015.               Chrysanthemums Huddled

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Holy Fool

There has never been a great movie about John Brown. Seriously, hard as it is to believe, no one has ever done a blockbuster about

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Pizza Rat

Last week in New York City prior to the Pope’s arrival there was momentary buzz around a rat and a piece of pizza. As a

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Sexy Reformed

A couple weeks ago I was one of the speakers at Why Christian?, a conference curated by Rachel Held Evans and Nadia Bolz-Weber. Eleven women that Nadia

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What the Speaker Saw

There are at least three times in life when we are not in control of what our faces look like (and when, if we could

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Competitive Parenting

By Rebecca Koerselman Has parenting always been competitive? Or is it just the internet, Instagram, Facebook, and Pinterest that demonstrate more clearly the “bragging parent”

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Watching the Water

by David Pettit I tie flies in the spring. One can actually fish year round in Colorado. But I learned my rhythms on eastern streams.

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The Rest of Your Life

I’ve just finished the first two weeks of the rest of my life. As a few of you know, and as more of you may

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Sophie and Francis

Two students, two separate occasions, both brought to tears with just a simple question: “How are you doing?” I really don’t seek out people’s problems…

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The Ambiguities of Authenticity

Generally, I’m a proponent of authenticity. Clarity about one’s values, meaningful action that flows from those values, honest and genuine speech, freedom of choice, and

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Summer Successes

As summer turns to autumn, I’ve had to face yet again my own finitude. At the beginning of every summer, my optimism is unmatched: my

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The Horserace

Now a bulletin from our Iowa desk: To most Americans the presidential election is still more than a year away. At this point it’s only

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Cotton

“A long thread of tragedy is woven through the story of the puffy white substance that clothes us all.” That’s the closing line of the

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Eulogy: Dody

by David Pettit The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures; he leads me beside still

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Fathomless mysteries all

The title and not the author first caught my eye–Prairie, by someone named Muilenburg, not an unfamiliar name in the neighborhood. I found a copy

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Kindness

Katy Sundararajan gets to write this blog post for me because I finally beat her in a pizza eating contest last fall. Previously she held

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That Public Square Thing

Probably I shouldn’t touch this touchy subject but here goes anyway with some random musings about the Kentucky county clerk Kim Davis and her defiance

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Gender and the Bible, part 2

by Rebecca Koerselman Are men and women spiritually equal in the eyes of God? Are the souls of men and women of equal value? I

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Eulogies: Jack

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Casablanca

What makes a movie memorable? So memorable that we can watch it on almost infinite repeat? Well, it has to be of truly unusual quality,

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No More Iowa Nice

Among all the varieties of Midwest Nice, no doubt Iowa Nice is the nicest. So it has been surprising to see recent cases of culture

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Help, Please

Does one “celebrate” Labor Day? Mark it? Observe it? Perhaps our resident historians (Rebecca and Jim) can illuminate us about the origins of this day.

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Labor Day and Sabbath

Happy Labor Day. I hope for at least some of you it is indeed a rest from labor. It has me thinking about the evolving

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Eulogies: Amy

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Markers on the Highway

When finally we came to the place on the highway where he was killed, I realized neither of us knew exactly where it was–specifically, under

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Good Voice?

According to a recent New York Times article, those who hope that Donald Trump is a summertime flash-in-the-pan with no real foundation are deluding themselves.

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Beautiful Scars

by Brian Keepers When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples

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Inurnment

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Doctor Zhivago

For this fourth in a series on the five films I could watch forever, I get to talk about David Lean’s 1965 epic about Russia,

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Advice to Myself

[Today’s post is written by Adam Navis.]   I turned 36 this past Sunday. If you are reading this and you are under 36, then

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One Body

by Elizabeth Hardeman Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell is away today. We welcome and thank guest blogger Elizabeth Hardeman. If you attend a worship service this Sunday, I

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Eulogies: Ed

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Summer of the Low-Achiever

We have arrived at that late-summer turning point when we take stock of what we have or have not accomplished since Memorial Day, back when

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School at the Hills turnoff

An extra day in Topeka, Kansas hadn’t been on our agenda. The car wasn’t repaired yet, three days later.  It had been, from the get-go,

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An American Fair

 Few things are as quintessentially summer as the fair, or for that matter, as quintessentially American. I’m biased, which also seems like an especially American

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Lanterne Rouge

by Jeff Sajdak Scott Hoezee is away today. We welcome and thank guest blogger, Jeff Sajdak. My brother got me interested in watching the Tour

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Eulogies: Evelyn

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Godfather I

I first saw The Godfather in May 1972, three months after its release and right on the heels of my first year in grad school.

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Barista With an English Major

by Katerina Parsons Jennifer Holberg is away today. We welcome and thank guest-blogger, Katerina Parsons. I was steaming milk for a latte when my course

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Hockey, Rabbis, and Cops

Three reflections. None standalone blog-worthy. But perhaps one of the three will provoke, nourish, or amuse you. Last spring, I went to a hockey game.

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Memphis

Well, hello again. I’m back after a three month hiatus from The Twelve. Many thanks to those who have been writing in my absence! I

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Eulogies: Alice

by David Pettit On these summer Sundays, I invite you to think about lives and what they have meant. To think not with a pietistic

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Another story

I can’t argue with anything Thomas Goodhart offered us here yesterday. My first perceptions of nuclear war came when, as a grade-schooler, we snuck under

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Feeling Trembly

[8/5/15 While the Rev. Jes Kast-Keat is on vacation, the Rev. Marla Rotman is filling in. Marla shares the position of lead pastor with her

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Outliers and Spoilers

For many years I greatly enjoyed posting restaurant reviews for Zagat. I stopped doing it a few years ago after Google bought out Zagat and

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Who Would Like to Be Jesus?

By Brian Keepers The sound of Israeli jets rumbles above us like a chorus of thunder. The students keep working, seemingly impervious to the whole

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Eulogies

by David Pettit He remembered that they were but flesh, a wind that passes and does not come again.  Psalm 78:39 “I write eulogies,” he

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Chinatown

Here’s the second installment, gentle reader, in my series on five favorite films—more precisely, five movies that I’ve found worthy of virtually infinite re-viewing, with

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I Owe My Life to VBS

Have you ever looked back on your life and connected the dots, only to discover one particular moment that set you on your current path? I’m

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Reclaiming Maturity

[Today’s writer is Adam Navis. He is the Director of Operations at Words of Hope and is completing his D.Min. on the intersection of faith

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The Latest Bestseller

Even if you don’t teach English, like I do, you’ll no doubt be aware of the endless lamentations about the “death of reading” or the

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The Law

Breakin’ rocks in the hot sun, I fought the law and the law won. Beside fascists and Calvinists, does anybody really like the law? This,

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Me and the Winnebagos

I don’t know how long it took me to think about how strange it is that everything is “sioux” around here–Sioux City, Sioux Falls, Sioux

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For Such A Time As This

I have heard from different folks and different…camps of thought, shall we say, the phrases “for such a time as this” and “the wrong side

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God Visited Us

I’ve been a minister to the feeding program I lead at West End Collegiate Church for about three years now. We serve 100-200 meals every

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The Big Sleep

A while back I came across one of those on-line teasers: name five movies that you can watch again and again without losing interest. And,

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Our Little Systems

When I went to college, I received a scholarship called the “President’s Associates” scholarship. It was an incredible gift, paying for my tuition and my

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Booze

When I was five years old, I knew I wanted to drink beer. In the mid 1960’s I would watch Chicago Cubs games on TV.

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The Jesus Flag

By Branson Parler Flags have been in the news a lot lately. In light of the shooting at Immanuel AME Church in Charleston, serious questions

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Legacy #7, Tombstones

By Helen Luhrs When my mom died this winter, I realized the generation of my parents was gone. What I learned from them about faith

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Bernie and The Donald

It’s going to hurt me to say it. Honestly, it feels like a kick in the shins, a sharp stick in the eye, but I

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Honour and Shame

Like parents and their children, it seems inappropriate for a minister to have favourite parishioners. But—appropriate or not, fair or not—parents often do, as do

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Why Christian?

This fall I’m speaking at a conference called Why Christian? Christian blogger/author Rachel Held Evans and Lutheran pastor Nadia Bolz-Weber are hosting and headlining this

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The Theology of Pete Docter

A couple of years ago at the Fuller Seminary conference “Preaching in a Visual Age,” I had the great opportunity to meet and chat briefly

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Heroes

By Chad Pierce More scholarly and eloquent pieces have been written on the racial divide that has come to a head in the last few

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One Cheer for Civil Religion

I’ve had a long adversarial relationship with American civil religion. It began with all those invocations I heard as a teenager in the mid-‘60s that

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Freedom and Its Contradictions

Fourth of July festivities, where I live, have already begun. The shocking and randomly timed booms of consumer fireworks remind me that I’m not in

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Two Weeks

It’s been two weeks now since the massacre at Charleston’s Emanuel A.M.E. church. Two weeks of learning just how apt the name Emanuel is for

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When Healing Hurts

By April Fiet Over the past several months, I’ve become much closer friends with my dermatologist than I ever really wanted to be. From biopsies

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Legacy #5, Evangelism 101

By Helen Luhrs When my mom died this winter, I realized the generation of my parents was gone. What I learned from them about faith

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Slow Knowledge

Before the terrible shooting in Charleston on June 17, there was no Wikipedia page for the Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church. Over the next 36

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Tintoretto had it right

I am no expert, no theologian, no art historian; but for what it’s worth, I think Tintoretto had it right because the scene must have

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Why Stay?

“When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child…” Growing up, the story was

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3 Revs Reflect on General Synod

I’m excited to welcome Reverend Abby Norton-Levering (Ministries Coordinator at the Regional Synod of Albany) and Reverend Marla Rotman (Pastor at Peace Church in Eagan, Minnesota)

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The System

The Synods of the Reformed Church in America and the Christian Reformed Church in North America are now history.  At the CRC Syond, as usual,

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Sporting Women

By Rebecca Koerselman While attending a women’s soccer game this fall, an acquaintance made the comment, “why would you come early to watch the women’s

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Ad-Vocate

“Contrary to what people often think, the key to easing people’s suffering is not in offering some insidious theodicy, but in allowing a place for

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Lamenting Lost Sanctuary

Sanctuary is one of those evocative words imbued with layers of meaning and textured by a collage of images: Contemporary worship spaces with a homey

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Treasure Hunting

It was the summer we emptied my grandparents’ house. My grandmother had died during the winter. Now, aunts, uncles, long-lost cousins, all descended on the

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Tampico’s Ronny

  If you’re lucky, you’ll get her. She’ll tell you she was a tomboy when she grew up on the farm, probably mention it more

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What I’m Carrying to Synod

Over this past weekend my local congregation celebrated what seemed like the full gambit of our life together. On Saturday afternoon we gathered to celebrate

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Hopes for General Synod

I’m flying to Chicago tomorrow and heading to the RCA General Synod. I am a delegate from the NY Classis. Thanks to Reverend Tim TenClay

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Legacy, #2

By Helen Luhrs When my mom died this winter, I realized the generation of my parents was gone. What I learned from them about faith

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How We Sing Good-bye

Ok, kids, it’s time for the answers to the music jumble in my last post. Get ‘em all right and you’ll find your prize at

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The Beauty of Baseball

In my former life as a high school teacher I was a coach. For 10 years I coached baseball at every level—freshman, junior varsity, and

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The Great Tassel Shift

Jennifer Holberg is away today, but we are delighted to feature a contribution from Gabe Gunnink, who writes at our sister blog, the Post-Calvin. Gabe

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Stained by Our Experiences

  This morning we welcome April Fiet as a guest blogger. April is a mom of two, school-age kids, and a co-pastor of Dumont Reformed

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Legacy, #1

By Helen Luhrs When my mom died this winter, I realized the generation of my parents was gone. What I learned from them about faith

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Flags on stones

When you’re a frequent cemetery wanderer, as I am, it’s impossible to miss the importance of someone’s having served in the military . Today, people

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Proclaiming with Humility

This week I will listen to around 21 student sermons preached in our Seminary’s Chapel. Borrowing a phrase from the Academy of Preachers, I have

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Spotty Memories

  By Rebecca Koerselman If you are a historian, you are required to like museums. And musty old books in forgotten sections of the library.

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Into the Unknown

By Meg Jenista In Acts 10, we hear the incredible story of an afternoon siesta on the roof. Peter dreams of a great white sheet

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Time Has Come

This end of the school year brings extra tumult for me, beyond the usual press of grading, farewell receptions, putting the books away, organizing the

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David Letterman and Carnival

A friend, who happens to be an excellent preacher, has said on numerous occasions that there’s an important connection between comedians and preachers. There’s timing—the

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Dressing Like a Christian

Later today, I am flying to the Twin Cities for my niece’s wedding, at which I am privileged to officiate, and for my daughter’s baptism

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Creeping Charlie Spirituality

Today, we welcome guest blogger, April Fiet. Thanks, April! “Momma, I picked some of your favorite flowers for you!” my five-year-old called out to me

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A Great High Priest

by Meg Jenista I didn’t grow up in a tradition that celebrated Ascension as a particularly important part of the Jesus story. But we know

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Change of plans…

The plan was… Oh, so many plans, was that today would be a guest post about, but not limited to, the refugee situation around the

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Little Deaths

A word from Jes: I am traveling today and invited The Reverend Stacey Midge, Associate Minister at First Reformed Church of Schenectady, New York, to

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I Prayed . . .

New York City may not be the most secular city around but like lots of this world’s larger cities, neither does it bristle with religious

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Gender Goes Camping

By Rebecca Koerselman When examining religious traditions, including my own Reformed tradition, I’ve been fascinated by the ways that parents attempt to pass their beliefs

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Boredom

by Meg Jenista “‘When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings

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On Naming

Jim Bratt is away today. We welcome guest-blogger, Carol Van Klompenburg. Thanks, Carol! I was planting dianthus in my backyard flower bed when Barb arrived

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Why I Can Pray Again

In my late teens and early twenties, I spent minimally an hour each day in prayer. That is not an overstatement. I persistently listened and

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Well-Done!

The Washington Post picked up Theresa Latini’s April 23 post here on The Twelve, “Please don’t pray for me.” Congratulations, Theresa!

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Feasting on the Psalms

I’ve been enjoying this week’s big music release: the new Mumford and Sons album, Wilder Mind, with its more electric direction–what I’d label “thrash folk.” But what’s been

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Witchdoctor

Right before lunch I went to see a parishioner at work. Her mother-in-law had just died. Her husband had been there with his mother. I

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Remember

by Meg Jenista “Observe the Sabbath day by keeping it holy, as the Lord your God has commanded you. Six days you shall labor and

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Lifeline

  Once upon a time, right here where I’m sitting, Holland Township, Sioux County, Iowa, got sectioned into homesteads by a gang of Hollanders up

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Plant a Tree

There is a quote that has widely been attributed to the church reformer, Martin Luther: “If I knew that tomorrow was the end of the

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Restless Discomfort

Nepal, Baltimore, Chile, and Bali. There is much pain in the news these days. In regards to Baltimore, I know many people of good conscience

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Church Cases

A while ago here on The Twelve I mentioned Oral Comprehensive Exams at Calvin Seminary.  Well, now we are near the end of the semester

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Making Value Judgments

by Rebecca Koerselman Teaching history requires me to walk a fine line between understanding and judgment. On the one hand, I want my students to

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Enough

by Meg Jenista “Moses said to them, ‘This is what the Lord commanded: “Tomorrow is to be a day of Sabbath rest, a holy Sabbath

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Holy Trouble-Making

I was on the road again last weekend (this has got to stop!) for the annual conference sponsored by the Abraham Kuyper Center for Public

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Is This All There Is?

Five more episodes—that’s all that’s left for Don Draper. It’s been a magical ride through the 1960’s as Don’s meticulously constructed life has been woven

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Conventionality is not morality

I’m writing this on Tuesday, April 21—Charlotte Brontë’s birthday. Next year is her bicentennial, but we might as well celebrate 199, too. These days Jane

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Requiem

Below, I want to share with you the homily I offered at my grandmother’s memorial service, six months ago now, just shy of her 94th

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Delight

by Meg Jenista “Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day

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Rev. Robert Schuller, 1926-2015

  When Fred Manfred’s Gerrit Engleking, the raw-boned protagonist of The Secret Place, left northwest Iowa (under a cloud) and went to live in California

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Peace Be With You

“Peace be with you.” Following the resurrection and appearing to the disciples Jesus’ first words are peace. Peace is the expression of the resurrection Jesus

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Easter Tension

This Easter season I find myself reflecting on the tension of two realities: The hope of the resurrection and the killing of unarmed black men

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Taxes & Charity

Today, the day before those in the United States must file their incomes taxes, we take this opportunity to encourage you to support Perspectives/The Twelve

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Each Sunday a Little Easter

by Meg Jenista You’ve raided the children’s candy stash, the marshmallow peeps are hardening in the back corner of your pantry for another year and

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Billy Graham

I’m down at Notre Dame this weekend for a discussion of Duke Divinity School Professor Grant Wacker’s recent book on Billy Graham, America’s Pastor (Harvard

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How Long, Lord!

I awoke yesterday to an all too familiar scene on the news . . . another black man gunned down by a police officer. A

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In Defense of Millennials

We welcome Allison Vander Broek to The Twelve today, filling in for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell. Thanks, Allison. PBS’s Religion and Ethics Newsweekly recently re-aired one of

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Easter, Outside-In

Jessica Bratt is away today. We welcome Paul Janssen as a guest blogger. Thanks, Paul. Dark and cold we may be, but this Is no

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Saturday of Harrowed Hearts

Holy Week demands that we dwell in-between. We have been trying since Palm Sunday to place ourselves in the familiar stories of this week, imagining

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Cornerstone

  For 500 years “De steen die door de tempelbowers” was sung first crack out of the box at Easter morning worship, or so says

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Maundy Thursday

Earlier this week I was out changing the signboard in front of the church announcing the services and times for this week’s upcoming schedule of

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God in a Tomb

by Gregory Anderson Love God died. It is the most startling of statements, surpassing even the other startling statement in the Christian faith—that God was

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Augustine and Hannah

Two pieces of my work this semester couldn’t be further apart–or at least they seem to be disconnected. I’m writing a book on Heavy Metal music.

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Remembering Holy Week

When I think back on my years of working as a pastor, I remember this time in the church calendar with the most affection and,

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Making Space

Possibly the best birthday present I’ve ever received was a room. (I share a birthday with Virginia Woolf, so perhaps it’s not surprising that it

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Blood

I am a fairly regular blood donor—which is sort of amazing given my squeamishness and dislike of needles. I find that if I look away

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Practicing the Sabbath

Today we welcome guest-blogger Grace Claus. Grace and her husband Dan are interim co-chaplains at Hope College in Holland, Michigan. Grace blogs regularly at forsythiaroot.wordpress.com. 

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A Concert in the Cathedral

It requires a theology to build a church like St. Anthony of Padua, in Hoven, SD. A couple of grain farmers don’t just get together

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At the End, What’s Important

Some machine’s alarm repeatedly would sound off sending an annoying beep interrupting our conversation. I would rise, bend around the hospital curtain, turn the alarm

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More on Those R-Rated Texts

Maybe it’s bad form on a running blog like The Twelve to tee up off a prior day’s posting by a colleague, but Rebecca Koerselman’s

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Kiddos and the Bible

by Rebecca Koerselman Have you ever read the Bible to a child? Or teens? If so, how do you manage the dicey bits? Our two-year-old

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Our Name Around God’s Wrist

by Gregory Anderson Love My daughter, Claire, was born almost twelve years ago. For the next several days as I went back and forth between

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When Birds Laugh

“Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or stow away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.”

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Martyrs?…Maybe

Twenty-one Coptic Christian men were executed in Libya last month by people claiming association with the Islamic State. The reverberations from this tragedy still echo

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Daylight and darkness

Good morning, on this annual Monday where our clocks have been turned back for a day but our body clocks struggle to catch up. The

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One Day on the Bridge

By Gregory Anderson Love On this one day, ten years ago, all the bad news in his life came to a moment. He stood on

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I’m Done with Broken

During Lent, I expect to hear about sin and suffering, but I’m starting to get tired of the word “broken.” Also “brokenness,” “broken world,” “broken

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Babylon, 1965

The year was 1965. Madison, to a couple thousand high school small-town Wisconsin boys, was Babylon. Milwaukee was our vision of a big city, but

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The Joy of Presence

There’s a picture in the family photo album of a small infant recently brought home from the hospital cradled alongside a dog’s belly, a yellow

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The Pastor’s Quandary

March is Oral Comp season here at Calvin Seminary where I teach.   In a couple of weeks all of our seniors who are completing their

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The Long Sweep of History

by Gregory Anderson Love When I was writing my book on atonement, I read a lot of books about Jesus. Some claimed that when he

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Getting Liturgical Prayer

This semester I’m teaching a course on Spiritual Formation. Most of the students are theology majors interested in youth ministry or worship arts, and it’s

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By Wintery Light

Maybe it’s this long winter intersecting with Lent.  Maybe it’s just the personal season I’m in.  Or maybe it’s the combination of bitter cold and lingering

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I Can’t Call Myself…

Then I said, “That’s why I can’t call myself a human being anymore!” The conversation had been about impoverished parents selling their children into the

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God on the Brain

Over the weekend I heard Dr. Andrew Newberg speak; he’s a neuroscientist who researches the effects of religious experience on our brains. Newberg coined the

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Realism

by Gregory Anderson Love The symbols of the world’s religions suggest beauty, light, and hope. A six-pointed star. The Buddha, sitting in serene enlightenment, eyes

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At the Mineralogical Museum

“I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh.” — Ezekiel 11:19 Hardness has advantages. I think of

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David’s Rage

I have been accustomed to call this book, I think not inappropriately, “An Anatomy of all the Parts of the Soul”; for there is not an

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Happy New Year!

Happy Lunar New Year! You may also know this day as Chinese New Year, or—especially if you are Chinese—simply, New Year. But in fact, various

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Freedom in Dust

Ash Wednesday is one of my favorite days. I welcome Ash Wednesday every year because it feels like a deep breath of solemn honesty. This

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Mardi Gras

I think it was sometime in high school while taking German that I began to make the (obvious) connections between Mardi Gras and Ash Wednesday/Lent.  

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Sabbatical

I am of the considered opinion that no one cares how busy other people are.  I don’t. I sit in meetings and someone says, “I’m

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A Calvinistic Valentine

Ok, Valentine’s Day. A couple topics naturally come to mind. We could meditate on the saint himself and how his somewhat obscure record came to

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Gratitude for a Life of Peace

I first heard of Nonviolent Communication (NVC) at a time in my life when, unbeknownst to me, I greatly needed the peace, connection, and community

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In case you missed it

I’ve been laid low by the flu. So today I commend to you two things that you may have missed–and should take a moment to

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Race and imagination

In the spirit of Black History Month and the year-round realities to which it draws our attention, I want to share a story from a

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The man from Stonewall

Here’s the story the way the docent tells it. There are two halves to the boyhood home of Lyndon Baines Johnson, 36th President of these

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Home

The Rev. Katy Sundararajan is filling in for Tom today. She is the Master of Theology Program Administrator and International Student Advisor at Western Theological Seminary in

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First Questions

We’ve recently started a writing group at the soup kitchen I lead. More accurately, two people who attend the soup kitchen have begun a writing

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Sweetness and Sorrow

It is one of those days when I’m a thousand miles from home attempting to navigate through the latest winter storm, wondering where I’ll lay

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Who’s Job Is This?

The paradox struck me hard one Sunday morning. A flock of little kids assembled in front of church to exchange blessings with the congregation before

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The Delights of Infant Travel

Traveling with an infant is an adventure—one that I never could have appreciated before having a child of my own. In my daughter’s short ten

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Words to Live By

I very recently had a birthday, and as I move more and more solidly into middle age (despite my internal protestation that I can still—even

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Losing it

It’s been almost two weeks since my entire backpack was stolen from a locked office in one of the hospitals where I work occasional chaplain

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OT/NT Entertainment Group, Inc.

I’ve been thinking about the complexity of modern communications and entertainment and the very long distance between the Ancient Near Eastern world of the Bible

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Boulder Train

I know, I know–there are places on earth where at some times of the year day is night and night is day. I shouldn’t complain about

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Reclaiming Dr. King

In my Twittersphere there has been a lot of talk about reclaiming Dr. King as the prophetic preacher that he was. There is a fear

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Comment Hack

Comments by you, the reader, are an important part of The Twelve. Your comments play an important role in the conversation and community we want

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Prophetic or Poor Taste?

Sometimes you encounter something that is both annoying and thought-provoking, and as you parse it all in your mind, it’s just not clear where you

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Happy MLK Day

Instead of using your time on this MLK Day to read the musings of a middle-aged white guy, I suggest you honor the legacy of

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Why we need some secularity

The horrific events in France this past week raise some questions: How do we affirm democracy and freedom in the face of those who want to

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Sabbath Questions and Busy Minds

Guest blogging today is Reverend Kara Root, pastor of Lake Nokomis Presbyterian Church (Minneapolis, MN), a congregation whose life revolves around Sabbath, worship and hospitality.

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Workin’ It

At least one corner of the internet (so it must be true!) proclaimed yesterday, January 13th, National Poetry at Work Day.  [NB: This is not

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When Grade School Calls

Today, we welcome guest blogger, Sam Troxal. Thanks, Sam! I was in the office working on January 2. The day felt “in between.” The hospital

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New beginnings

This poem by the late Irish poet John O’Donohue showed up in my inbox last week (via emails from Inward/Outward, a wonderful daily dose of

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The Baptism of Our Lord

by Joshua Bode Eternal Father, who through the baptism of your Son’s body in the waters of the Jordan made known your blessing upon the

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Snow Day

Six-thirty a.m. Dark. No sound save the wind’s distant crescendos and calms. No traffic sounds. Slip out of bed to check the internet for closings:

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Joined with Gold

In response to the deadly attack at the offices of the satirical French magazine Charlie Hebdo in Paris this week, this image has been circulating

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Authority?

Christmas and Epiphany are times filled with wonder. “I wonder as I wander out under the sky” and “star of wonder, star of light” are

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Experiencing Epiphany

Epiphany has become incredibly meaningful for me in the last two years and perhaps more meaningful than Christmas. While that might be somewhat provocative to

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The Problem with the Future

  It is 2015, the year Marty McFly traveled to in Back to the Future II, and media outlets everywhere are asking the same question,

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Midnight Benedicting

By Marikjke Strong Jeremiah 31:7-14 Happy new day! Happy new beginning! For a split second there is a funny, sweet discomfort between us. Wouldn’t it

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Leaving the Lawcourt

By Chuck DeGroat In the busyness, exhaustion, and the perfectionism I see in pastors (and experienced myself as a pastor), one resource is becoming exceptionally

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The End of the War

  It was Ian Frazier’s Great Plains that taught me something about the Ghost Dance. I’d never heard of it before; but then, most white Americans haven’t.

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Thank You & Happy New Year

As the year draws to a close, Perspectives and The Twelve thank you for your support, your attention, and your time. We wish you a

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Grace and Truth?

It was one of the most memorable meetings of my life, hastily called without a clear reason why. When I entered the room I could

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Naming

by Marijke Strong Isaiah 61:10-62:3 And you shall be called by a new name which the mouth of the Lord shall give. Do you remember

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Holiday Classics Updated

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer Santa, the elves, and the reindeer have all completed sensitivity training. So when Rudolph is born with a red nose, everyone

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Blood, Sweat, and Tears

The pace of our walks has become much slower this past year. It was never especially fast to begin with as there is the need

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Who is Mary?

I haven’t been able to stop thinking of Mary this Advent. What is my relationship to Mary? That is what I keep wondering about. When

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Please Give

Merry Christmas and Advent blessings to all the readers of Perspectives and its blog, The Twelve. As you consider your year-end charitable giving, we invite

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Magnificat

By Marijke Strong Luke 1:46-55 My soul magnifies the Lord. Do you remember how on summer nights we would watch stars from the upstairs balcony?

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Sounds of the Season

In the first week of Advent—no, make it a good week before Advent, sometime in the run-up to Thanksgiving—the first sound came to me: rum

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Talking Turkey

The Tuesday afternoon before Thanksgiving I left the house to run errands—only to spot a large, brown mass huddled in the snow underneath my front

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A sense of urgency

A few months ago,  early one morning, on my way into one of the hospitals where I work occasional chaplain shifts, I was making the

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Come

by Marijke Strong A six week commitment to writing has shown me how habitually I pile up words, often in play but sometimes also (if

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Exodus Movie Wrestles with God

  Director Ridley Scott had me at the thundering hooves. I should not have enjoyed the two-and-a-half hours I spent watching Exodus: Gods and Kings—there

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The Echoes of War

  War stories normally take on the motif of initiation because no one, thank goodness, is ever prepared for watching friends–buddies–die and die fitfully; war

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Remembering Mildred

I first met Mildred in the early spring of 1997 just about a month before she passed away. Born in 1910, she was one of

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God Can’t Breathe

The contemporary worship song Breathe has been on repeat in my speakers this week. Do you know the song? It goes like this “This is the air

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White Like Me

“Nobody gave me anything.” I have heard variations of this statement recently, as race has been a topic of national conversation. The statement, intended to

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Do It Again

By Marijke Strong Second Sunday of Advent Isaiah 40:1-11; Psalm 85; 2 Peter 3:8-15, Mark 1:1-8 Lord – Arundahti Roy says another world is not

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Knowing Buffalos

In yesterday’s worship and liturgy class I showed students the “new thing” in worship—at least it’s new to me…I’m sure for everyone else it’s old

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The Cookies of Lady Jacoba

This past summer, as part of an NEH seminar on Dante. I visited the beautiful town of Assisi, home of St. Francis. While we were

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APB: JB MIA

Ladies and Gentlemen: John the Baptizer is missing! JB: I am not missing. I am right here. I simply no longer wish to be associated

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All I want for Advent  

“A deliberate tension must be built into our practice of the Advent season. Christ has come, and yet not all things have reached completion. While

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Tomorrow I Am Coming

  O Wisdom, you come forth from the mouth of the Most High. You create the universe and hold all things together with strength and

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First Snow

First Snow (upper case) is supposed to fall from heavenly clouds that spill feathers. It’s supposed to descend as if Mother Nature, somewhere up above,

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Armistice

The eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month. Armistice. Marked as the official end of World War I. The origin of Veterans

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Faithful eaters

Last week I enjoyed meeting and hearing from Dr. Norman Wirzba during his visit to Nashville. Norman teaches theology and ecology at Duke Divinity School. 

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Hogwarts Adjusts to New Realities

“I am so glad I’m not taking Divination anymore!” Hermione had just come down from the girls’ dormitory into the Gryffindor common room. She plopped

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I See God

Two weeks ago we met JJ TenClay, Reformed Church in America missionary and social worker. “JJ will work in the region of Naples, Italy, as

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They’ve got a way with words

There are two writers that have caught my attention this Fall. One is recapturing my attention and the other I was recently introduced to through

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Remembrance

Depending on where you are, it is Veterans Day or Remembrance Day on this 11th of November.  It’s the 96th anniversary, too, of the end

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Stick to the Text

  In class today I showed this youtube clip of Walter Bruggemann discussing the power of preaching. The class is on worship—the book we’re reading

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The Disappearing Blog

So…it’s the classic case of the “computer ate my blog.” Yep, almost done and then wiped out.  I’ll see if I can construct it for

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Green Pastures

A couple months back, I sat in an Iowa pasture with 14,000 others to see Bill and Hillary. Don’t read too much into that. It

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Pastoring in the midst of Ebola

Susan Sytsma Bratt serves as Associate Pastor of Northridge Presbyterian Church (USA) in Dallas, Texas. She’s also my cousin-in-law (and daughter-in-law of fellow 12 blogger

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More living water

Only once in rural west Africa did I see anything like this–a man, a male, at the community well–and this time there was good reason.

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Conscience Demands

Let me introduce you to JJ TenClay, one of the Reformed Church in America’s newest missionary partners. As her official bio shares: “JJ will work

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Excusing Anger

Serena Williams had a reason, a rationale, an excuse.   She missed a shot in a tennis match last week–a match she went on to win–and

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Let Us Grieve

With my mother’s memorial service just one week past, I hope you’ll accept one more post about encountering the end of life. Next time a

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The Back that Bent Daylong…

This morning’s guest blogger is James Vanden Bosch—English professor at Calvin College. It was an ordinary day in the world literature class this week; we

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Sharing of Sufferings

Today we welcome guest blogger Daniel Meeter, the pastor of Old First Reformed Church in Brooklyn, New York. Thanks, Daniel! My personal motto is Philippians

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The big house is gone

It is no more, but for a 100 years in Zuni there was only one “big house.”  To say it loomed over the pueblo risks

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What a Waste…

The Girls (whom I have written about before) as they are commonly referred to around here, Ila and Lisa, are five and one-half years old,

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The Earth Is the Lord’s

The earth is the Lord’s and all that is in it,    the world, and those who live in it. Psalm 24:1   Last week, like many others

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Lament

At different points in the D-Day movie The Longest Day, both a German officer and an American officer say, “It sure is hard to tell

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Always Remember!

My mother died the night before last. It was the end of six months or so of steady decline from an already diminished state of

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Yik Yaking

So have you heard of this app? Yik Yak? It’s like an anonymous Twitter–post anything you want without anyone else knowing who you are. I

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A Church for My Daughter

My experience and interpretation of church, particularly worship, has shifted significantly at crucial formative moments in my life. One of these shifts occurred in seminary.

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Casseroles and Cakes

Several years ago, I had breakfast with one of my former professors, whose husband had died unexpectedly a few weeks earlier.  She had never been

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Bringing Mystery Back

You can’t tell me there is no mystery It’s overflows my cup This feast of beauty can intoxicate Just like the finest wine Come all

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Relics

What I can’t help but notice, almost daily, is that I’m running low on holy water. Truth is, this Protestant has never opened this elegant

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Metaphorically Speaking

This year I was privileged to be invited to join an interdisciplinary group of scholars.  Together we will study the intersections of economics and metaphor

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Courage and the Border Crisis

photo credit: Freddy Rosas Jeff Munroe is away today. His daughter Amanda, Social Justice Curriculum and Pedagogy Coordinator at Georgetown University’s Center for Social Justice

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Adventures in Normal Life

Just the other day I walked to work–about seven blocks in all–for the first time since early July. It’s amazing how we take the simple

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Leading from Abundance

I’ve spent the past few days at Duke University Divinity School, discussing the topic of leadership with a diverse group of women and men serving

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A Few Recommendations for Fall

This week ushers in my favorite season: fall. And here in Grand Rapids that also means ArtPrize–which opens today. Since its beginning in 2009, ArtPrize

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Grandma’s Baptism

“I’m going to baptize my grandkids this summer!” These were the words of an Elder in my congregation, a grandmother, as she headed out for

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“Emerging adulthood,” Part I

I really appreciated psychologist Laurence Steinberg’s article last week, “The Case for Delayed Adulthood.” He acknowledges that the societal ways we talk about the path to adulthood

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Mighty Deeds

“There’s a lot of down time between the mighty deeds of God.” I heard myself saying this to my friend Sharon over pancakes yesterday. We

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Savior of Silent Stone

Dowa Yalanne is the kind of place that really deserves the word monumental. There it stands like a momentary eruption stopped in time, a bundle

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Remembered in an Instant

Recently late one Friday night I was returning from having visited a parishioner at a local hospital. Walking in the upper east side of New

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Exodus 16: Gif Style

I just wrote an entire blog. Hit the save button. My internet went out. The entire piece is now missing. This is how I feel:

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Gracious Residue

This blog post will appear on a Tuesday but I am writing it on a Monday morning and so am in a post-Sunday reflective mood

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The Virtue of Brand

Judging by its reaction to the Ray Rice situation—the NFL cares deeply about the issue of domestic violence. The Ravens cut Rice immediately after “seeing”

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A Personal Invitation

Let me begin by expressing my deep gratitude to Sarina Gruver Moore for guest-blogging for me all summer here on The 12.  Sarina is such

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Pannenberg

Wolfhart Pannenberg, 1928-2014I heard over the weekend that German theologian Wolfhart Pannenberg has died. He made immense contributions to theology in the past several decades,

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Ye Olden Reality TV

I suppose we Medieval & Renaissance geeks get our fair share of thrills in popular culture. The Lord of the Rings movies alone have given

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Red Rock Miracles

Henry Whipple was one of the first students. Don’t be fooled–not the Henry Whipple, the famous Minnesota missionary who, in 1862, pleaded with President Lincoln for the lives

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After the Flood

New York City is a great place. But being the most populous city in the US, as well as an international media headquarters, carries with

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We begin, again

Yesterday at 2:00 PM it hit me that I am no longer on vacation; I wanted my afternoon nap. It was my first day back

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Value

My son started college last week and a couple days prior, he and I were out and about running last-minute errands to get him ready

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The End of Summer

My grandpa would always read Psalm 90 for family devotions on New Year’s Eve. I witnessed this once, and my mom said it was that

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The Genius of Jimmy

I happened to turn on the Emmys the other night just in time to catch Jimmy Kimmel presenting an award. Only he didn’t just present…

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Good-bye to All This

  Sarina Gruver Moore teaches English at Calvin College. She’s going to finally get out of your hair now and let Jennifer Holberg take her

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A Pretty Good Book

A Letter to My Congregation: An evangelical pastor’s path to embracing people who are gay, lesbian and transgender into the company of JesusKen WilsonRead the

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Tell Me More

Robert Couse-BakerToday’s guest post comes from my friend Adam Navis. Adam is the Director of Operations for Words of Hope and is also studying the

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Roots

Count me among the millions of those who watched the agony of Kunte Kinte a half-century ago and were deeply, deeply moved.  Roots, a story–a

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Unrest

What is your only comfort? We go to that line a lot. And it is, understandably so. As a pastor, I have an excessive desire

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You Will Laugh

My last few posts have been on the heavy side, though the last one in particular struck a chord for lots of folks–indeed, I’ve never

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An American Joseph/ine

The sounds of fatigue and sorrow have been pretty constant on this blog of late, and for good reason. So here’s a curveball. No one’s

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The View from the Back

There’s a new seating chart in our minivan lately. Usually, I like to drive, my wife sits in the passenger seat, and the kids sit

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Holy Habitation

    Sarina Gruver Moore teaches English at Calvin College. Her wedding china is Wedgewood, “India” pattern (because what else would a Victorianist have?).  

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We Are All Just People

Today’s guest post comes from my friend Adam Navis. Adam is the Director of Operations for Words of Hope and is also studying the intersection

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The Grace of Doing Nothing

It has been a sad summer, a time of lamentation. But perhaps we grieve not only the brutality and bloodshed. We are also shaken and

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Ghost Town

It may well have been the very first time I used a camera for something other than family pics, an old Argus C-3 I had

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Lamentation

I know it’s not Ash Wednesday. It’s not even Lent: a  time in our church calendar where we are given space to mourn, lament, and

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This Sad Summer

Well we’ve slid into August now and so we’re just a few blinks away from Labor Day and the semi-official end of all things summer. 

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History Quiz

Ok, it’s the first weekend in August and with it comes a slight tremor of forewarning that summer’s going to end. The mind panics a

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Hashtag War

Guest blogger Sarina Gruver Moore teaches in the English department at Calvin College and wastes time (er, researches) on Twitter.  My Twitter timeline these days

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Pastoral Writing

Today’s guest post comes from my friend Adam Navis. Adam is the Director of Operations for Words of Hope and is also studying the intersection of

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Civilization

Last night I sat on the steps of the United States Capitol and enjoyed my tax dollars at work in the form of the U.

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Waterfalls

He came along in my life when I needed him, even though I didn’t know I did. I wanted to write, but I knew little

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Refuge

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. –Psalm 46:1 Last week my congregation, Trinity, had our annual Vacation Bible School.

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#FaithFeminisms

Feminism, like faith, is not monolithic.  Over the last few weeks a group of feminist on Twitter found each other and began dreaming. We are

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Only Something Nice?

Last week one day I was reviewing some of the audio sermons available in the archive of my Center for Excellence in Preaching website.  One

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I am a Flintoid

I’ve been reading Gordon Young’s Teardown, his memoir about growing up in, escaping from, and returning to Flint, Michigan.  Flint is Detroit without the charm

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Ecumenicity and History

Last time I threw an elbow to my right regarding the aftermath of the Supreme Court’s Hobby Lobby decision, so this week I’ll exercise a

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The Frail Thin Line

I appreciated yesterday’s post by Theresa (or was it Mary? I thought Theresa just turned 40 not to long ago?) The part about “acting our

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50 is the new…..50

    I seem to rather frequently read phrases like the following: x (some particular age) is the new y (some particular age that is

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How much? THIS much!

 Hull-House gymnasium, c. 1908, photographer Wallace Kirkland Sarina Gruver Moore is guest-blogging this summer when she’s not gallivanting off to Chicago. She teaches English at

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Not All Things are Beneficial

Today we welcome guest-blogger, Josh Bode. Josh is minister of the Woodstock Reformed Church, in Woodstock, New York. What happens when we think about the

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Deep Practice

Through random book serendipity, I came across the 2009 book The Talent Code by Daniel Coyle, and I’ve been reading about “talent hotbeds.” Coyle wanted

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Black Soil–lovely dirt

  Yesterday, my neighbor came by and dumped a scoop full of black dirt on what, someday, will be–we hope–our front lawn. What some people

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Raspberries and Sowing

This has been a bumper harvest year for my black raspberries! They have done well in our little churchyard space each of the last six

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Spiritual Vibrations

Inside the Grand Mosque in Muscat, OmanThe spiritual energy of a specific location I can sense pretty quickly.  Do you ever sit in a park

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Conflicted

Much has been written and said about the Supreme Court’s Hobby Lobby decision last week.   And here’s some more!   I doubt I will share anything

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Kaboom

How did you sleep last Friday night?  Did you have a trembling dog whimpering close to you while bang after bang after bang sounded outside

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Three Passages

  I see that Wheaton College, the “Harvard of the evangelicals,” has been first out of the gate in riding this week’s Hobby Lobby decision

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Changes

This morning I’m going to pull a play from the NPR and PBS play-book. You know, the maddening times you turn them on and you

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Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus

  Mary Vanden Berg, a professor of systematic theology at Calvin Seminary in Grand Rapids, Michigan, is filling in while Theresa Latini is away on

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Pink Peace

Sarina Gruver Moore is guest-blogging for the summer, when she most longs for home in the Pacific Northwest. She teaches in the English department at

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Who Are We?

“I never want to attend another meeting with large sheets of newsprint on the wall and colored markers on the table.” Couldn’t we all agree?

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Clovis, TR, and WWJD

That’s a political rally right here in Alton, Iowa, circa 1903. That’s Teddy Roosevelt gesturing off the caboose of that train, making a stump speech,

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Tensions

There was tension in the atmosphere as General Synod approached, figuratively and literally, with a tornado warning during the delegates’ arrival that necessitated a short

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Summer

Summer is beginning in New York City. In my world, in Manhattan, I see parishioners traveling to their beach homes in the Hamptons, Connecticut, or

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Do We All Do This?

Who knows what will be happening on certain international fronts by the time this blog gets posted but of necessity I am writing this about

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Remembering Pentecost

On Pentecost Sunday we are always reminded of the ethnic and geographical diversity of that day when the Holy Spirit was poured out. But this

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Unity

Mary VandenBerg, a professor of systematic theology at Calvin Seminary in Grand Rapids, Michigan, is filling in while Theresa Latini is away on maternity leave.

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Dear Sir

Standing in again for Holberg: Sarina Gruver Moore, who is also probably standing in the need of prayer. For no particular reason, you understand. Just

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Neighbors

Today we welcome Elizabeth Brown Hardeman as a guest-blogger on The Twelve. Elizabeth is a minister in the Reformed Church in America, a mother of

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We’re Watching You

I’m sure you’ve heard the news about the primary results in Virginia’s Seventh Congressional District, in which Tea Party upstart Dave Brat beat Republican House

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Pioneer Women

There are two women in this story, two women and 125 years. One of them, this one, Renske, immigrated to America at the end of

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Carrying to Synod…

The General Synod of the Reformed Church in America (RCA) and the Synod of the Christian Reformed Church in North America (CRCNA) begin meeting today

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Ordinary

With Pentecost two days behind us in life’s rearview mirror, the Church enters that long stretch of “Sundays after Pentecost,” also sometimes known as “Ordinary

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Heroes

I’ve been glued to PBS most nights this week. I’m not obsessed with war. While I can’t quite make the full jump to all out

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Graduation

Mary Vanden Berg, a professor of systematic theology at Calvin Seminary in Grand Rapids, Michigan, is filling in while Theresa Latini is away on maternity

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In Transit

  Sarina Gruver Moore is a visiting assistant professor of English at Calvin College. She’s filling in this summer for Jennifer Holberg, who is “working

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Getting into prison

A friend here in Nashville is helping to plant a church in a nearby state prison, and recently got approval to start having outsiders come

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Small Things

Since he moved there in November I have visited my dad in the rest home every week, usually on Sunday afternoons. As my mom and

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Memorials and Memories

He was, in a way, both a large part and a small part of the Allied Invasion of Normandy, June 6, 1944–a small part because

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Home on Ascension Day

In the book Letter to my Daughter, a collection of 28 short essays, the great poet, activist, and human being Maya Angelou writes in one

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Leaf

I firmly believe that our salvation depends on the poor. – Dorothy Day “For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty

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Mysteries

According to CNN, the satellite data related to the missing Malaysian airliner is to be released today in a 50-page document.  The media, family members,

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American Cheese

Due to the subtleties of the calendar, I always get Memorial Day on The 12.  I have posted solemn Memorial Day reflections in the past

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Remembering the Great War

This year being the centennial of the outbreak of World War I, I’m going to be posting reflections from time to time about books new

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The In-Between Spaces

By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another. John 13:35 A former colleague once told me

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When They Were Satisfied . . .

Mary Vanden Berg, a professor of systematic theology at Calvin Seminary in Grand Rapids, Michigan, is filling in while Theresa Latini is away on maternity

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Nouns and Verbs

Today’s blog will be my last until September, so I’m pleased to introduce to you my replacement for the summer: Sarina Gruver Moore.  With an

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Tulip Time & God

Is no theology preferable to bad theology? In my town, Pella, Iowa, Tulip Time was almost three weeks ago. The tulips weren’t quite ready, but

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Advice Season

My fellow academics sometimes complain about having to attend commencement ceremonies every spring, but I don’t mind sitting through them. I appreciate the opportunity to

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Legends

Two other mountain men stayed with him, and one of them, Jim Bridger, would become even more famous than he. It was 1823, and they

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A Slippery Slope

Sin can be a slippery slope. I can still picture it, the baseboard that ran along the outer side of stairwell. I was a kid

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May Thoughts

Back when I joined the Perspectives magazine Board of Editors in 2000 (which even now does not sound all that long ago), I was struck

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Mother’s Day

Gotta admit, Mother’s Day is not my favorite holiday. Nothing whatsoever against my mother, mothers in general, or mother as a concept. Not even if

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Loosening Our Grip

In my past life I was a high school baseball coach. I remember trying to teach 14-15 year old kids to pitch. Most of them

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Welcoming the Stranger

It will probably be obvious once you begin reading that I am not Theresa if for no other reason than I refer to being a

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Grateful Teaching

Yesterday was Teacher Appreciation Day (don’t worry—you can keep celebrating since the whole week is Teacher Appreciation Week).  And if you’re a teacher, there’s lot

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Change

It was a facetious question. More or less. “Have you ever considered planting churches that are very intentionally open and affirming of LGBT folk? Given

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Screen time

 I was getting my hair cut recently when I overheard the stylist at the chair next to me trying to make small talk with the

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Coming home

Just a short chapter into Rudy and Shirley Nelson’s richly furnished international thriller, The Risk of Returning, Ted Peterson, who calls himself a “lost child,” is

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Goodly Heritage

A few years ago we did some minor renovations and remodeling in our church building, converting a rather dank closet that was being used as

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Titles Matter

Seminary It was the first day of the new semester in seminary. First days are about introductions and setting the expectations. Important, but I always

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Patience

As a non-Roman Catholic, I should probably tread lightly on practices and a history that I know at best second hand.  So if in what

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Kuyper and the Book of Revelation

Since my posts follow immediately upon Jason Lief’s, you’re bound to get some Kuyper talk every other weekend. Well, the subject’s germane, and the man

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John the (un)Kuyperian

One of my favorite classes to teach is a biblical studies course over Acts-Revelation. This spring has been one of those classes you actually don’t

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Easter Surprise

It will probably be obvious once you begin reading that I am not Theresa if for no other reason than I refer to being a

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Thrilled With Love

Consider today’s blog a bit of a continuation of Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell’s from yesterday on Christ’s “descent to the dead.”  Frederick Buechner has argued “that we

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Olly, Olly, Oxen Free!

Playing hide-and-seek as a kid, when the game was over, we would yell out “Olly, olly, oxen free.” Only recently did I learn the ancient

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An Ethical Missionary

Today’s guest post comes from the Rev. Dr. Daniel Meeter, pastor of Old First Reformed Church in Brooklyn, New York. The charismatic rabbi of the

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Look for the Helpers

“Taking Jesus’ body, the two of them wrapped it, with the spices, in strips of linen.” (John 20:25) Joseph of Arimathea appears in all four

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Not-so-secret sins

A phone call from my mother years ago–I think I was in college–included other news, I’m sure, but what she said after a deep breath

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God’s Touch

My brother recently texted me some old family pictures of him and me when we were kids—I think my family was going through old photo

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Holy Week Art

I have another topic I want to write about today, but honestly, I want to keep Holy Week holy and welcome you into a few

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Credo

“Please, don’t ask me to believe anything.  Let’s stick with what we can know.” Those were the words of author Barbara Ehrenreich last week on

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The Same Coin

Yesterday I was listening to a conversation with a historian on the difference between the historical Jesus and the Jesus of faith. It was interesting,

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Reclamation

Congratulations to Theresa Latini, blogger-extraordinaire, who gave birth to Eleanor Olivia on April 3! Please remember Theresa and Eleanor in your prayers. Filling in today

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Crazy Beats

It’s already 9 days into April, or as the literati like to call it, National Poetry Month.  I hope you’ve been celebrating appropriately—or even inappropriately,

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Praying in Restaurants

“Grandpa, we don’t pray in restaurants!” So declared my daughter to my father, many, many years ago. Our food had arrived, and as was his

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Lent’s Pachyderm, again

Good Monday to you. After much hemming and hawing over several half-baked ideas for today’s post, I’ve decided to re-post this piece. I humbly (re)submit

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Noah: An Author Interview

I’ve been reading a lot of author interviews lately to prepare for Calvin’s Festival of Faith and Writing. So when I went to see the

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Melville in Port au Prince

The image I won’t soon forget from Haiti’s National Museum is a elaborately rigged ball and chain from the nation’s horrific dark ages, the days

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DMin or PhD?

I thirst for the living God. Where shall I go?   I love learning. I love the process of reading, studying, conversing, and wrestling with

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Ti Gar and Gospel Audacity

Note: Today’s blog is a guest blog by my colleague Dr. John Bolt, Professor of Systematic Theology at Calvin Theological Seminary, and I thank John

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Hi Miggy

  Q: Why is Miguel Cabrera so good? A: Because God likes baseball. So said an opposing scout, quoted in last week’s Sports Illustrated.  The

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Running to Stand Still

And so she woke upWoke up from where she was lying stillSaid, “I gotta do somethingAbout where we’re going” You gotta cry without weepingTalk without

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Quotidian Mysteries

Two weeks ago author Kathleen Norris presented the James I. Cook lecture in Christianity and Literature at Western Theological Seminary. For those unfamiliar with her

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Common Grace and Race

Jennifer L. Holberg is on spring break this week. In her spot today is a guest post from Daniel José Camacho. Daniel is a seminarian hailing

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Fred Phelps Should Go to Hell?

Fred Phelps, the controversial founder of Westboro Baptist Church, died last week. If you want to know more about Fred, you’ll have to read elsewhere.

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Blue Highways

It’s not insignificant. Created in the late ’20s, during the heyday of such memorials, Bryant Baker’s Pioneer Woman stands formidably just off one of Ponca City’s main

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Lenten Lengthening

Tom is away this week attending the Steering Committee of the Christian Peacemaker Teams. In his place we introduce the Rev. Leah Ennis, an RCA

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Is Happiness Dull?

This past Sunday in the “Bookends” back page column of the New York Times Book Review, writers Leslie Jamison and Adam Kirsch pondered some of

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Memo to Jessica, Part II

(Read Part I of the memo here. Read Jessica’s original post here. And yes, they’re related–Jim is Jessica’s uncle.) Hi Jessica: Your follow-up dispatch on grad

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The Worldly Church, Part 3

My past two blog posts have tried to recast the church’s ministry in terms of worldliness. On the one hand, there’s a kind of worldliness

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Based on a True Story

Last November I wrote here about a fabulous movie that told the little-known story of a number of the best back-up singers in the music

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Communion of Dust

At church my family always sits on the side over by the musicians. Church-going people fall into habits like that, sometimes for no particular reason.

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Theology at Sunday dinner

It was a while ago now, four short years, counting like a grandparent. I finished with opening prayer at a Sunday dinner, and Pieter, our

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Journeys of Faith Together

Watching the Olympics in the last month has brought me back to ten years ago when I had the amazing opportunity to travel to the

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The Dust of the Saints

Sacred Heart Parish in Farmington, New Mexico A month ago I wrote about a pilgrimage I was going on. Yes, it was part vacation that

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Mardi Gras

I grew up in a decidedly non-liturgical tradition in the Christian Reformed Church.  In fact, I recently elicited gales of laughter from my colleagues on

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Talitha Cumi

The grieving father decided we were going to have church at his daughter’s funeral last Saturday. Church it was.  I’m no judge of crowds, but

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Memo to Jessica

I wasn’t going to respond to your latest post, about the parochialism of academe (http://assets.reformedjournal.com/jessica-bratt/2014/2/24/doctoral-student-dispatches-part-1.html#comments), figuring that I’d let those who don’t share our surname

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Unbelievers

Got a little soulThe world is a cold, cold place to beWant a little warmthBut who’s going to save a little warmth for me We

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The Worldly Church, Part 2

Two weeks ago, I suggested that the church manifests significant conformity to the world when it is motivated by fear of being tainted by sin

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Home and Away

Twice today, something popped up in my facebook feed that centered on the idea of home. One (which quoted Maya Angelou) focused on the inescapable

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Philosophy & Autobiography

I am no philosopher, nor a philosopher’s son. I am not even a herdsman or nor a dresser of sycamore trees. I refer to myself

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Doctoral student dispatches, Part 1

Nicholas Kristof’s op-ed piece, “Professors, We Need You!,” struck a chord with me last week. I deeply respect Kristof’s work, and I’ve written here before (and

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An American Story

On Saturday, January 2, 1847, a young Senecan named Ha-sa-no-an-da, or Ely Parker, then just 18 years old, visited the U.S. Capitol on a trip

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Imagination

    When I last wrote here on the Twelve, I wondered about the role of play in faith development and becoming disciples of Christ.

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Where’s your church?

While the Rev. Jes Kast-Keat is enjoying vacation, she invites the Rev. John Russell Stanger to write for The Twelve. John Russell is Minister for

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To Death

In the wonderfully comic and deeply poignant 1987 film Broadcast News, William Hurt plays Tom Grunick, an empty-headed but ruggedly handsome network news reporter who

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Arise, My Love

No, this is not a belated tribute to Valentine’s Day. (I did, in fact, deliver my card and flowers on time. Thanks for asking.) Rather,

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In My Time of Dying

  In my time of dying, want nobody to mourn All I want for you to do is take my body home Well, well, well, so I

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The Worldly Church

Now that I’m back living and teaching in a distinctively Reformed setting, I hear a concern for the purity of the church underneath conversations about

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Two Souvenirs

As promised in my last blog, the guest blogger today is my dear friend and colleague Jane Zwart, who teaches in Calvin College’s English Department.

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A Taste of Communion

“Too many choices!” I commented as I tried to pick from the array of bread, bagels, and baked goods displayed in the breakfast buffet. “Yes,

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Vortices

Today we welcome a guest blogger to The Twelve. Thom Fiet is pastor with the Pleasant Plains Presbyterian Church, found in God’s Hudson Valley. Thanks, Thom! At what

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The Pilgrimage

Shiprock, New Mexico I was adopted by my maternal grandparents at a very young age. They have been incredible parents to me. My brith-parents died

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What’s Real

My own Facebook feed is probably too limited to be much of a bellwether on anything.   But across a weekend that featured both a Super

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Gifts

  I don’t use the word feeble very frequently, and my guess is that few of us do. If we use the word at all, we’re likely

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Holiness Liturgy

I love high-church liturgy. Smells and bells, processions and litanies, choirs and acolytes—the more the merrier. It might be because of the sere Christian Reformed

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I Hope They Both Lose

  “So who are you rooting for in the Super Bowl?” All week… the same question. “I hope they both lose,” is the response I’ve

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Musing about Empathy

Guest blogging for Theresa Latini today is Nkiru Okafor. Sr. M. Nkiruka C. Okafor IHM is a member of the Religious Institute of the Sisters

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An Important Failure

During this long, cold month of January, I’ve spent my time teaching—with my lovely friend and very talented colleague, Jane Zwart—an interim class entitled “Faith

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The Religion of Crossfit

Today, we welcome Chad Pierce as a guest blogger on The Twelve.  Chad teaches biblical studies at Central College in Pella, Iowa and is a

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Rockwell

 This weekend I saw a special exhibit of Norman Rockwell’s work here in Nashville . I had heard it was great, and I wasn’t disappointed.

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An Ode to Cable

Oh cable, I could not part with you! I came close, though. You know how it works: you negotiate a one-year deal, and then when

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Testimony

Conventicle is an odd old word, but kind of fun actually, a word which suggests, by its composition, what it is–a kind of “mini-convention.” Only historians

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Play and Discipleship

A recent study on the cognitive abilities and development of 16-months-old children has me wondering about the role of play in developing—and perhaps just as

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Nebraska

Taking a cue from Jeff Munroe’s post yesterday about Oscar nominations, in this posting I will muse briefly on one of this year’s Oscar contenders:

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Kuyper’s Legacy

Last week (in “Get Out Much?” January 11) Debra Rienstra asked me to weigh in on the question of what might be the appropriate image

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The Joy of a Mythological Life

At the beginning of every Biblical Foundations course—a college course for college freshman—I spend the first week or so talking about the importance of mythology.

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Uncovering My Ears

Guest blogging for Theresa Latini today is Nkiru Okafor. Sr. M. Nkiruka C. Okafor IHM is a member of the Religious Institute of the Sisters

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Cultivating Faithfulness

Trust in the LORD and do good; Dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness. Psalm 37:3 The polar vortex last week had me looking at

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Funeral Women

Small-town church life in the upper Midwest means that we do funerals—quite a few. Iowa, for instance, is among the most elderly states in the

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Rev. James Seawood

The baptism of Jesus was the central motif yesterday, as far as the liturgical calendar of the church year goes. I found myself reflecting quite

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Get Out Much?

A “polar vortex” descended upon us here in Michigan at the tail end of the holiday break, extending school vacations by a few days and

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The Christian Reformed mission at Zuni pueblo, New Mexico, in the 1920s   “Depression times made return to Zuni unlikely,” Casey Kuipers wrote on papers

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Living Theology

I am not interested in just thinking about theology. I am interested in living theology. The first time someone captured my attention about this idea

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Can’t you read the Signs?

I’m a sucker for highway signs.  Wall Drug, Ruby Falls, Mail Pouch, Burma Shave . . . a well done sign says something significant in

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On Becoming Generously Reformed

Today we welcome guest blogger Chuck DeGroat. Chuck teaches counseling and pastoral care at Western Theological Seminary, in Holland, Michigan. He co-founded Newbigin House of

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Next Year’s Words

At one point in T.S. Eliot’s Four Quartets, the speaker has a rather Dantean meeting with one of his long-dead teachers.  Of course, he is

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Dark, Year-End Hymns

What is it about the end of the year that makes us turn to stout and solemn hymns? While the TV shows us people wearing

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Elf on a shelf

I learned about the recent “elf on a shelf” trend on the day after Thanksgiving, when the plane I was boarding was preparing to take

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Abide with Me

But they constrained him, saying, Abide with us: for it is toward evening, and the day is far spent. And he went in to tarry

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Authenticity

It’s age.  Why not tell it like it is? I wouldn’t be ornery if I were 24 or even 48.  I’m not.  I’m 65, and

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Learning Word

I don’t mean to speed ahead or jump out of order too quickly, baby Jesus just being born and all and no need to rush

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O, Holy Shit

A guest post by my partner and fellow minister, Jim Kast-Keat. A poem he wrote reflecting on the gravity of Immanuel – God with us. 

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But Mary

On this Christmas Eve day as I prepare for some last-minute mayhem at some stores–and following my being out yesterday to get new tires on

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Sentimental Christmas

In one of the first entries of Preparing for Christmas, an Advent devotional by Father Richard Rohr, there is a warning about the danger of

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Hours and Days and Years and Ages

Late Advent is usually a time for songs for me. Typically—and in violation of strict church-year protocol—I sneak ahead to steal Christmas carols from their

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Bring on the Gifts

I know, I know… I’m supposed to say that Christmas isn’t about lights, or trees, or the gifts we receive; I’m supposed to remember the

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I’m Dreaming of a Brown Christmas

As I was driving around town today—taking a break from grading by buying a few last-minute Christmas presents—I saw the billboards announcing that MegaMillions is

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This Will Be a Sign for You

Driving by the Unitarian-Universalist Church in Des Moines, the sign* read,     Any night a child is born     Is a holy night. I smiled inwardly, a

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Advent anticipation

Today’s guest post comes from Rev. Dr. Chad Pierce. Chad is a Minister of Word and Sacrament in the RCA, and currently serves as a

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St. Lucy’s

Today, in Sweden, a traditionally Lutheran country, most of the populace, I’m told, will go Christmas-crazy, having fallen in love a few centuries ago with

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Nations Learning from Nations

In days to come the mountain of the Lord’s house shall be established as the highest of the mountains, and shall be raised above the

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Blessed and Highly Favored

NYC The snow was falling in New York City as the hungry people gathered around the church doorsteps at West End Collegiate Church. About 75

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Advent Surrender

It has become a sign of the season right along with lights appearing on the neighbors’ shrubbery and listening to Tony Bennett cover “O Little

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Mandela and Zeeland

On February 11, 1990, I was teaching an adult education class in Zeeland, Michigan.  No, I do not have some savant-like ability to remember what

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Nelson Mandela

The tributes and praise for Nelson Mandela have come pouring in, from every corner of the globe and every segment on the political spectrum. For

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Against the Storm

I had a different topic in mind for this week’s blog, but I have come back again and again to the poem below in the

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Funner

Exhibit One: Once while spending the weekend at my college roommate’s home, we worshipped at his Nazarene Church.  Small, sincere, and pure holiness. The “old”

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Surviving perihelion

 I’ve been daydreaming about the comet Ison a lot the last few days, fascinated by this celestial body that has been making interesting headlines. Ison

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The Book Thief

   Our fascination with the Holocaust seems unending, in part because nothing in the world’s recent past offers us such perfectly sculpted heroes and villians.

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Happy Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is a time abounding with associations, where each item on our often copiously supplied dining table connects us to something, or usually more regularly,

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Viva La Vida

It has been a full and demanding week for me. I was at my office until 9 PM and was up this morning at 5

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Seeing People

During this Thanksgiving Day week here in the United States, I am reminded of an anecdote I ran across some years ago.  The true story

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JFK

Everyone 55 or older remembers it—remembers where they were when they heard that President Kennedy had been shot. That the threshold of recollection is so,

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Every common bush afire

I’m very much looking forward to Thanksgiving next week.  It’s definitely my favorite holiday, hands-down.  Of course, I love the food (and the break from

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Go Ask the Kingdom

The Kingdom of God There is hardly a more powerful phrase or image in all of scripture. It stirs me, stretches my imagination, fills me

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Moral Injury

A week ago was Veterans Day, an occasion to honor and thank those who’ve served in our armed forces. Along with showing our gratitude, however,

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Love Reality

Yesterday the staff of the Chimes, Calvin College’s student newspaper, released their weekly issue with a special insert called “Listen First.” In this feature, eight

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Edward Curtis and Brother Andrew

Somewhere around the turn of the century, Andrew Vander Wagon, who was never an officially licensed pastor but became one anyway, determined to build a

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Peace of Christ Be With You

Are you for peace? Do you like peace? So what? Seems like rather silly questions. If you’re reading this, whatever brings you to The Twelve

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Poetry

On a long commute home on the A train, I recently finished Marilyn Chandler McEntyre’s book Caring for Words in a Culture of Lies. Have you

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Stubborn Evils

Our daughter’s semester abroad this Fall gave my wife and me the opportunity last week to visit the country of Hungary and specifically the wonderful

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Is Mary Jane Coming to Church?

Three cities in my home state of Michigan decriminalized possession of small amounts of marijuana in last week’s elections (following the earlier lead of several

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Transforming Kuyper

Had a great discussion with faculty colleagues last night about my biography of Abraham Kuyper. Some of the people in the room had been reared

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Taking Sex Dolls to Church

  The film Lars and the Real Girl tells the story about a young man—Lars—trying to work through relational and emotional issues. His mother died

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Your Own Kind of Music

When going through some of my mother’s papers, I discovered a very old church newsletter she had kept.  That particular issue featured a column in

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Men in boats

I don’t typically follow sports very closely, but I got really into the World Series during the past couple weeks. Watching the Red Sox win

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Love at super speed

Every so often Garrison Keillor’s Writer’s Almanac features some sweet nostalgia, sure to make almost anyone regret his or her no more being a kid.  Often it’s all

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A Blogger’s Dilemma/Whine

It’s about me. It’s all about me.  The Twelve is supposed to move and work within that great tradition of Reformed cultural commentary. As a

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Painting Reality

What art captivates your attention? I remember the first time I walked through the Museum of Modern Art, I felt like I was Alice who

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The Wrong Stuff

I was raised a space cadet in the 1960s, part of a generation absorbed and obsessed with astronauts and the moon race.  I remember being

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Gravity

Two weeks ago I went to the late showing of Gravity… by myself. Fitting, I guess. Alone, with my glasses on, in the darkness. I read

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What Set It Off?

I’ve been reading some of the flood of books coming out ahead of next year’s centennial of the start of World War I. There’s something

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Names, Words, and Power

The first football game I attended upon moving to Iowa pitted the Dutch against the Norse. Who knew such strong ethnic sentiments still persisted? Team

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As I see it

 Last week I was in New York for the Brooklyn classis meeting of the RCA. That’s the classis (local body of churches) of which I’m

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All In

When she started playing, I thought, Whoa there, sister, dial it back! You have a whole concerto to get through yet! She looked so young

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Columbus Day

Alexander B. Upshaw, the son of a Crow warrior of some renown among his people, was one of many young Native Americans sent off to

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Spirit Day

As a Minister of Word and Sacrament, there are few things that I truly completely love and enjoy as much as the celebration of baptism.

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Banksy

Have you seen the video of Banksy selling art in Central Park yet? Or even better, did you see the art stand in Central Park?

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The Friend of My Friend

We have all heard the old adage, “The enemy of my enemy is my friend.”  But in recent times the world of Facebook has caused

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The Weight of Celebrating

In 1777 Frederick the Great sent one of his Prussian officers, General Baron Friedrich Wilhelm von Steuben, to the newly formed United States to assist

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Desiring Secularity

James K.A. Smith came to Dordt College this past week, bringing with him Augustinian desire, liturgical praxis, and Charles Taylor. It’s the Charles Taylor piece

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Sabbatical Lessons: Impermanence

I recently completed my first academic sabbatical. After seven years of teaching, advising, and administrative work, I was more than ready for the gift of

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The Order of Things

Dear Jesus,I know I have done wrong things that have made Your heart sad. Thank you for paying the price for my mistakes with your

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You told us it mattered

I’ve asked Rev. Meg Jenista to be our guest writer today. Meg is the pastor of the Washington, DC Christian Reformed Church, where 20% of

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Help, Help, I’m Being Harassed

Can I sue American entertainment culture for sexual harassment? I am wondering about this because I have been working my way through an online training

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Aggiornamento

Some words stick with you longer than others for reasons hard to identify.   One such word is “aggiornamento,” which I learned along the way in

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class conflict

  Every Tuesday and Thursday I teach a class on the church: ecclesiology. Students don’t have a clue what that word means – they take

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Faith and Film

I’m down at the Billy Graham Center at Wheaton College this weekend for a conference on . . . Billy Graham. The festivities opened last

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100 is the new 30

I’ve started putting more birthday reminders in my Google calendar, but it feels awkward when I set such events to “repeat annually,” because the screen

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Breda

  The Surrender of Breda is a gigantic, life-size painting by Diego Velasquez (1599-1660). Mentioning it here on The Twelve, with its inordinate amount of

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The Death of Crickets

Here, as elsewhere in nature, it’s really all about sex.  Their raspy lascivious retching, I’m told, comes in four different songs, slightly different takes on

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Power and Privilege

Tom is otherwise engaged today and therefore, introduces his friend and colleague the Rev. Blaine Crawford who has written today’s post. Blaine is a pastor

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Vows Matter

The day I was ordained by the Holland Classis to the office of Minister of Word and Sacrament was one of the most incredible days

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Not Weary Enough

To begin, let me be clear that most everything I am about to note in this blog applies as much to me as to anyone

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human spirituality

A few years back, every so often, I would sneak over to Oskaloosa, Iowa to worship at a small Episcopal church. I always joke that

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What Peace Is Not

Today we welcome a guest blogger to The Twelve: Mara Joy Norden. She pastors an RCA congregation called The Community in Ada, MI with her

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Solviture ambulando

For many years, I walked my dog pretty much every day with one of my closest friends and her dog.  In every season.  No matter

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A prayer for Syria

Just after New Year’s Day this past January, while I was back in Grand Rapids, I walked past a reporter lady from the East Grand

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Launching

I would like to thank faithful readers of The Twelve blog for supporting this little venture, and I do hope you continue to enjoy our

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 It arrived in the mail, a gift from my wife’s cousin, who found it while sifting through their aunt’s keepsakes–a bulletin from the First Christian

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Shanah Tova!

I like a clean desk, and today is a clean desk kind of day. A day when you take all the piles—the books and folders

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The Good News of Social Media

Confession: I love social media. I am tired of people berating social media and proclaiming that it is the downfall of personal interaction. I just

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Opportunities

If you are someone who is instantly turned off by the kind of blog (or any kind of writing) whose premise is along the lines

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Why “42” Left Me Flat

  Thanks to Redbox, I finally saw 42, Brian Helgeland’s feel good story of Jackie Robinson breaking baseball’s “color line.”  What’s not to like? With

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sacrificing virgins

In the Southpark episode “Britney’s New Look” Stan, Cartman, Kyle, and Butters decide to make some money by snapping a photograph of Britney Spears who

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King’s Mountaintop, Our Valley

I know I promised to finish up some reflections on Harriet Beecher Stowe and Calvinism this week, but yesterday’s 50th-anniversary commemoration of Martin Luther King’s

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Sin U

Jennifer L. Holberg will be away from the blog for several weeks. Her replacement is T. Jefferson Underhill. Underhill, thinking about a career change, is

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A Postcard from Afghanistan

© Ryan Spencer Reed It took a couple weeks, but the postcard from Paktia Province, Afghanistan eventually arrived in my mailbox. It’s from Ryan Spencer

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Team Bowling

  So I’m talking to this guy not long ago, a guy I’d just met, and he’s talking about the area, about who lives here

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Faith and Fruit

Martin Luther is attributed as saying, “Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree.”

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My Reformed Slippery Slope

Jes is away on vacation for the month of August and is happy to introduce to you Mandy Meisenheimer, Director of Children and Youth Ministries

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Beauregard

 At the 2009 Washington Correspondents’ Dinner, comedienne Wanda Sykes joked with President Obama, “They even gave you grief about your dog, about Bo. ‘Why didn’t

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Web Crosscurrents

Once upon a time comedian Bill Maher poked good-natured fun of religion and the church.   My family and I love watching old clips from “The

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remember my name

Over the past year I’ve done much reading and listening to podcasts on the show Breaking Bad. Sunday marked the beginning of the end –

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In the Toils of Edwards

Late summer means slogging through tasks you signed up for under fairer prospects and distant deadlines. For me that means writing an essay on the

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The Rubric

Jennifer L. Holberg will be away from the blog for several weeks. Her replacement is T. Jefferson Underhill. Underhill, thinking about a career change, is

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A few films

The summer is waning, but the heat in Nashville isn’t. I’m especially preoccupied with escaping the humidity and sweltering temps because the A/C in my

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Sin and Wrath in My Back Yard

Adam: “That woman you saddled me with, it’s all her fault.” God: “Yeah, right. Look, the deal is, you’re still responsible. So you’re going to

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Blessed Assurance

  I don’t believe I will ever sing “Blessed Assurance” without thinking of my father.  He never mentioned that hymn as being among his top

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Coming Home on Vacation

outside of Indianola, Iowa The great American ecologist (and forester, conservationist, writer, wildlife biologist) Aldo Leopold once said, “To those devoid of imagination a blank

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Handwritten

Jes is away on vacation for the month of August and is happy to introduce to you Grace Miguel Cipriano. I first met Grace through

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Orthodoxy and In Christ Alone

Note: Because of the timeliness of this blog post and because it makes such excellent observations, I invited my colleague, Greg Scheer, to post today

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Our Friends the Mennonites

My senior year of college, in a capstone sort of course, I read John Howard Yoder’s The Politics of Jesus and Richard Mouw’s Politics and

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Nobody Asked Me, But . . .

It’s ancient history now, but once upon a time there used to be these things called “newspapers,” and big cities not only had one but

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Organic Twinkie

Heads up… the 80 year old man in me is breaking out this morning. He doesn’t come around too often, but every now and again

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How Long? Not Long?

  My mind keeps circling back to Trayvon Martin—not to the person, admittedly, nor to the trial with its outrageous verdict. But to the Stand

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If Words Matter

Jennifer L. Holberg will be away from the blog for several weeks. Her replacement is T. Jefferson Underhill. Underhill, thinking about a career change, is

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What I Saw at the UCC Synod

Today, we welcome guest blogger, Phyllis Palsma, a minister of Word and Sacrament in the Reformed Church in America.  She currently serves as contract minister

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No easy cure

A year ago this week I said goodbye to Boston and moved to Nashville. Of the many Boston memories that continue to steep in my

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Little Obsessions

I have endured some condescending eyerolling this week, aimed my way because I showed moderate interest in the birth of the royal baby. The two

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It’s a story I never tired of telling, and it happened just last week–well, July 15, 1838 (and, no, I haven’t been telling it for

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Space Equals Money

In New York City space equals money. Let me offer two examples that surprised this Midwestern transplant. I am a frequent coffee shop attender. In

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Don’t Get It

A time or two in the past here on The Twelve I have mused a bit about the lack of civility in society today.  I

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Best Names in the Game

Knowing that Shin Soo-Choo is playing the outfield in Cincinnati makes it easier for me gather the strength to face the world each day. Soo-Choo

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orthodox hot dogs

For the past two weeks my family and I have been hanging out in Grand Rapids where I’ve been immersed in a seminar discussing Eastern

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Telling History

On the road yet again this week, this time in St. Louis for a conference on early American history. On the way down we stopped

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Raids on the Inarticulate

Those beautiful, melancholy lines from the Book of Common Prayer—“in the midst of life, we are in death”—have become a kind of leitmotif for me

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Hoodies and Habits

I just returned from Minnesota, from a writing workshop called “Deepening Words: Writing and the Spiritual Life,” led by writer and scholar Lauren Winner. She

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Titanic Apocalypse

Summer driving season affords an opportunity to listen to music over and over. Knowing how many times I’ve listened to Bob Dylan’s Tempest (2012) as

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Engage Your Core

For the past several summers, I’ve taken a yoga class with a number of my colleagues at Calvin. For the first few summers, we met

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  James Russell Lowell, who stood grandly among the literary luminaries of the mid-19th century, created a darling series of thumbnail sketches featuring his rival

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Grass and Flowers, Slowly

The July issue of the National Geographic magazine has an incredible article about the haymaking practiced in the small villages of the Transylvanian region of

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Bible. Poetry. Music.

“What do we progressive Christians use for devotional resources?” Welcome to a little insider pastoral conversation in my office. This question lit me up! I

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Words Matter

There is far less traffic on The 12 about this year’s RCA General Synod than last year’s, most probably because peace and unity reigned this

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but you let it go…

A few weeks ago Jes Kast-Keat wrote a post about Vampire Weekend’s new song “Ya Hey.” (You can read it here…) For the past two

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My New Friend, Qoholeth

In the past, I’ve tried to read Ecclesiastes, but I’ve not gotten beyond a few select portions of the text. And I have the Mamas

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Loyalty and Loss

Today Jeff Japinga blogs for The Twelve. Jeff is an ordained minister in the Reformed Church in America who serves as associate dean and assistant

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Fear Not

Once upon a time, the Schaap family lived here–the island of Terschelling, one of a small chain of islands off the northwest corner of the

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The Texas Showdown

11:45PM 6/25 I’m sitting on edge watching the Texas senate showdown. There are 15 minutes left and Senator Davis has been filibustering for over 12

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Rogue Attraction

The sudden death of the actor James Gandolfini at the age of 51 reminded lots of people of those years watching “The Sopranos” and the

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You Are How You Eat

Two Thursdays, two meals. The first: a far-too-normal day that didn’t have time for lunch in it.  I’m about to confess some things and this

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plain beauty

We all have biases when it comes to a sense of place. Most of us struggle to break free from false perceptions about a people

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Notes from the Dutch Road

My wife and I have been traveling around the Netherlands the past ten days on a trip with our adult children and their consorts in

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The Darkling Precipice

As long as I have been in the field of English, the humanities have been in “crisis.”  (I’m not going to rehash that whole history

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Can Churches Split?

The question—can churches split?—reminds me of the bromide attributed to Samuel Clemens.            Do you believe in infant baptism?           Believe in it?  Hell, I’ve seen

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Thanks be to dog.

Yesterday I did something I hadn’t done in five years. I was pouring a bowl of cereal and a piece fell on the kitchen floor

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Change and the Long View

  “So if anyone is in Christ, there is a new creation: everything old has passed away; see, everything has become new! All this is

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Vampire Weekend

Yesterday, as I was in the air, flying from New York City to Michigan, the new Vampire Weekend song was on repeat. Have you heard

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Wonders

Growing up in the CRC there were certain hymns we’d sing from the old blue Psalter Hymnal that contained lines that always stuck with me.  

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inefficiency

The calendar says June so I guess summer is upon us. It just doesn’t feel like summer in Iowa; the high temperature’s been in the

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Gatsby at Kennebunkport

Every decade probably gets The Great Gatsby it deserves. The 1920s found the novel to be less telling a revelation of itself than author F.

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Snowflakes and Disciples

One of the hottest topics in Christian colleges these days is vocation (and it has been for about a decade). How do we prepare students

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Stop Reading the Bible

in one year. We all are familiar with those programs that provide a schedule to read the entire Bible in a single year. Often they

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Pious Petunia Celebrates Summer

It’s time once again for guest blogger and advice columnist Pious Petunia to provide savvy answers to the pressing dilemmas readers present in their letters.

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Branding

  This morning, Woot’s got a sale on baseball gloves, not just any gloves–Rawlings gloves.  I will not, again, in my life, have need of

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Buttons and Sewing

The second to the top button on my go-to work shirt—the one that I wear when I want to look particularly professional, the one that

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Icon of Sophia

A large part of my religious upbringing I was Roman Catholic. Ornate stained glass windows, votive candles flickering, and intricate artifacts surrounded me on Sunday

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Attention Epistemology

My family and I just spent our annual first full weekend at a small cottage we have about an hour north of Grand Rapids.  It’s

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Naked Reality

A week ago today I was in San Francisco, CA standing on a bluff looking at the Golden Gate Bridge. It was a beautiful day,

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Three Things to Share

I knew I was definitely going to write about Oklahoma today. If there is one place that I think of when I think “childhood,” it

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Waltzing with the Trinity

The Sunday after Pentecost, this coming Sunday, is known as Trinity Sunday. I used to make fun of Trinity Sunday. Exactly what event are we

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The Spirit of Possibility

Graphic by Timothy Aivazian (http://timothyaivazian.com)Happy Pentecost Monday, friends. As I was reflecting on the layers of meaning that Pentecost carries, I found my way back

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Prayers for a young widow

  By all accounts, he was a really good guy–good father, good husband, good church-goer.  In some ways, on paper at least, he seems quintessentially

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A Different Cycle

Perhaps you’ve heard? The apocalypse is coming. And no, it’s not because the General Synod workbook is out. (Although in some areas it is rousing

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A Special Day

On Saturday, Jason Lief reflected in this space on college graduation and the twin impulses to hit the road or stay where you are.  Today,

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Going

Yesterday was graduation at Dordt College. Over 300 students sat up on the stage, waiting for their diploma, so they could leave. Graduation day has

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Shades of Green

        As you outlanders might have noticed, the bloggers at this site who live in the upper Midwest have been musing out loud (it’s not

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A Delightful Inheritance

As Jessica Bratt blogged on Monday, her father (and my colleague) Ken Bratt had his retirement reception that afternoon.  I just want to note here

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Arendt, Augustine, and Evil

The Boston Marathon bombing seems like increasingly “old-news,” although Jeff Munroe’s post last week, “I’m Not Done With Boston” generated some good discussion. It might

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Making the Case for Church

Someone had to come out and say it eventually, and Lillian Daniel was the brave one. Her blog post “Spiritual But Not Religious: Please Stop

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Come Get

  There was a telephone booth somewhere near the Variety Store back then, a telephone booth I hardly ever used.  There was no need really–I

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An Image of God

              This is Prince.                 This is the Prince of Peace, or

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Body Art

I was 18 when I got my first tattoo. I was sitting in my small Christian college dorm room and I knew that I was

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Not Compatible with Life?

The past six days are to me a blur, and the ordinary way of remembering days past seems not to apply.  Anyone reading this who

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Which Deaths Count?

I’ve been trying to figure out which deaths count and which don’t—not in the eyes of God, of course, but in those of the American

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Three Goes at Truth

You’re watching Jeopardy. The category is “Pastoral Conversations.” The answer is “A stick that smart men use to beat up people who disagree with them.”

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Capturing a Moment

Today’s guest post comes from Kate Davelaar. Kate is a minister of Word and Sacrament in the RCA and currently serves as a Chaplain at

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Quintessence of Dust

Last night, thanks to the cleverness and curiosity of internet geeks, my husband and I were able to listen for about three hours to Boston

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Small things

 There’s just so much about what happened in Boston on Monday that’s going to happen again.  Will people hate?  Yes.  For a dozen reasons or

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Not Feelin’ the Peace

  Does what we believe make a difference? Or should what we believe make a difference? Or rather, how do we believe what we believe?

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Let me Introduce You

Once upon a time a blog began. Twelve different people would write about what it means to be Reformed, daily. Little did the writers know

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What’s a Preacher To Do?

It’s difficult for me to believe that it’s been now close to 8 years since I left my last congregation as pastor and weekly preacher.  

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Fire in the Dark

This semester I’m teaching a course on the topic of Christianity and popular culture. We started the semester reading selections from Niebuhr’s Christ and Culture

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The Insidiousness of Uniformity

Jessicah Bratt’s recent blog post engendered a fair amount of gratitude and conversation from our regular readers. She graciously raised pointed questions about the RCA’s

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No Loitering

These last few days on The 12 it seems as if we’re in the middle of something of an intentional series here, thinking through various

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Labors of Conscience

A few weeks ago, the day after Pope Francis’ election, actually, a chaplain colleague and I greeted a troop of Girl Scouts in the children’s

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Me and Norman Bates

Hey, I’m no purist.  Maybe I should be–after all, I’ve been a classroom teacher for my whole life, an English teacher too.  I’ve every right

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Hawks and Doves

For I am about to create new heavens and a new earth; the former things shall not be remembered or come to mind. But be

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Women and God Talk

I remember when I first chose feminism. Or to put it in a more Calvinist light, I remember when feminism chose me. My Conversion It

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Inevitable Surprises

On Easter Monday I caught the first 20 minutes of The Diane Rhem Show on NPR in which Diane was interviewing the Pulitizer Prize-winning novelist

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Peace in the Valley

Over a year ago my son bought about 300 old record albums for $50 on Craigslist.  Being the parent in the equation, I asked the

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God rested

Does the precise locus of this Saturday, at the interface between cross an resurrection, its very uniqueness as the one moment in history which is

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A Heart’s Clarion

I thought it would be fitting as we move deeper and deeper into this Holy Week to devote today’s blog to a beautiful poem by

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Pilates

Bad joke alert! Brace yourself.“So,” says the fitness buff to the pastor, “what kind of pilates was this ‘Pontius’ that Jesus suffered under?”Groan. Sorry. Perhaps

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The Problem with Palms

Let’s admit it: Palm Sunday is a problem. I know I shouldn’t be questioning a moment in the church calendar that goes all the way

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My Neighbourhood

Home is that place that nurtures and sustains you, where you are with your kindred, where you find rest and comfort, are safe and supported.

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Benediction

  On a plane, I’m a reader not a talker. In fact, I rather resent jabberers, warm-hearted folks, I’m sure, who make it their mission

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The Mind’s Extremity

    I often look to honor the words of women in my personal prayers and within my congregational prayers. Too often women’s words are

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Churchward Turns

Understandably enough, the world’s attention last week centered on Rome and the elevation of a new pope.  Shoot, I’m not even Catholic and I had

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Dorks R Us

I couldn’t resist buying this album when I saw it for sale in a used bookstore in Cadillac, Michigan last week. The fact it cost

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Which Francis?

It’s a challenge following Theresa Latini on this blog. Yesterday, again, she knocked one out of the park on a matter near and dear to

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The Listening God

Over the years I’ve encountered students who are adamantly convinced that pastoral care begins and ends with God’s word.  If by this they meant Jesus

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Salvation by Malarky

Today’s guest post for Jessica Bratt comes from Mark Roeda, pastor of South Bend Christian Reformed Church. The first season of Louie contains an episode

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On Finding the Beautiful

Debra Rienstra has asked Abby Zwart to serve as a guest blogger today. Abby is a senior Secondary Education-English major at Calvin College. She is

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Now Thank We All Our God

I don’t believe I will ever sing “Blessed Assurance” without thinking of my father.  He never mentioned that hymn as being among his top ten

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Sugar Season

You cause the grass to grow for the cattle,     and plants for people to use, to bring forth food from the earth,     and

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Subverting the Norm

The recent conversations in our household, and among my group of friends, have surrounded around the Subverting the Norm conference. Have any of you heard

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Wolf Calls

Ever since Star Wars was in the running back in 1978 when I was 14 years old I have watched the annual broadcast of the

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One Body

I heard a remarkable story the other day from Dan Aleshire, the President of the Association of Theological Schools.  Aleshire recently interviewed three pastors from

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The New Priesthood

As a theology professor at a protestant institution I’ve learned the art of self-depreciation. The heritage of the reformation is always suspect of the “priesthood”-

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Higher Education Blues

Theresa Latini stole my thunder yesterday with her wise post, “How to Live Well and Faithfully in the Midst of Institutional Upheaval.” I’m glad she

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The Leap

Last time, I talked here about growing up in the Army chapel system, so I hope you’ll indulge a second blog in a row about

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Jim Brownson’s New Book

The little pond I swim in, the Reformed Church in America, has not, in my memory, anticipated a book as much as Jim Brownson’s recently

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Training to see

Today’s guest post comes from Mark Roeda, pastor of South Bend Christian Reformed Church:    Learning to read resembles learning to ride a bike.  In

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February Blahs

If for some reason you wish to study that peculiar state of human existence called “the blahs,” I suggest you begin in the third week

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A Pentecostal Sunday

This is yesterday afternoon, a gorgeous February Sabbath, and that’s my grandson writing a message in the light snow on the Floyd River with the

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When a Pudding Cup is Grace

One of my favorite parts of my workweek takes place on Tuesday nights 4:00-5:30. It’s a time when we swing wide open the sanctuary doors

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Immunized

Because I have been invited to teach a preaching course at a conference in Uganda this coming August, I recently paid a visit to the

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Good + Books

Being good is complicated. I’ve just read two British novels, written over 150 years apart, that make that point. It fascinates me that of all

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Ho…What the…Hey!

I’m a sucker for award shows. Last weekend it was the Grammys; this week it’s the Oscars. I can honestly say I watched most of

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Ask the Right Question

Last night I received a teaching award at my college–most surprisingly and not a little discomfiting, as the remarks below indicate. But an occasion to

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One Lord, One Faith

And so another Lenten season begins.  Ash Wednesday was not part of my tradition growing up—the imposition of ashes was a little too “high” for

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Scripture and Moral Discernment

“It all comes down to hermeneutics!” It was a seminary prof, many years ago, who uttered those words. I had probably heard the word “hermeneutics”

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A Good Day

Good morning. Happy Monday. Happy busy, lots-to-do, didn’t-get-enough-done-this-weekend-or-enough-rest-either kind of morning. Welcome to another brief interval between sunrise and sunset. If you’re anything like me

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Thin Places

Thanks to Jes for her thoughtful post earlier this week on cloudy places in Luke’s Transfiguration story. To further prepare for Sunday, here’s a meditation

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Morning comfort, morning thanks

When my master’s program was over, I wasn’t enamored with graduate school, and I rather missed the high-maintenance life of a high school teacher. My

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Lost in the Cloud

 While he was saying this, a cloud came and overshadowed them; and they were terrified as they entered the cloud. (Luke 9:34) Photo by Jim

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#helphimjesus

Two weeks ago I was privileged to sit in on a consultation on preaching hosted by my colleagues at the Calvin Institute of Christian Worship.   

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More Wisdom from Kathleen Norris

If you read Jennifer Holberg’s entry last week you know that Jennifer and I were privileged to spend Saturday, January 26th at the Buechner Institute

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My Girlfriend Left Me

My TV girlfriend, as my wife refers to her, has left me. Elizabeth Lemon has moved on, leaving me with nothing but syndication. 30 Rock

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History Wars Part II

A couple months ago, in commenting on Lincoln the movie and some arguments it had triggered, I promised to return to a similar controversy over

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Real Worship

I learned preaching and worship leadership from masters of the art. Their classes were captivating and remain some of the most memorable of my seminary

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Stability and Conversion

I reported in my last post about the flurry of activities that is occurring these days around the work of the writer Frederick Buechner.  This

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Not Miserable at Les Mis

I went somewhat under duress, trying to be a good husband. One child wondered how dad “deigned” to go. The other told us she “fell

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Doomed to be a Taker

And now, another episode in our continuing series: Logical Fallacies in Public Discourse. This week: false dichotomy. I really must apologize to the whole of

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Education

I showed them this old picture, something the turn-of-the century on the Rosebud, most of the kids outfitted in blankets, traditional garb.  We talked about

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“A Harsh World”

I’ve come rather late to this whole Downton Abbey phenomena, only recently having seen any of the show. At the urging of one of my

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Solitaire Clarity

In a couple of months’ time the hit show “The Office” will be no more in terms of new episodes but it will doubtless live

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Parenting Shrek Style

We were sitting at the table the other night eating supper when my son blurts out, “My friends and I were talking about sex today.”

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The Nation of No-Can-Do

­­That would be the United States. The good-ol’ USA. The young nation born to offer (so says its Great Seal) a new order of the

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St. Freddie of Rupert

We’re in the middle of our January interim term here at Calvin College, an intensive three week session when students typically take just one course.

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Should Congregations Tithe?

“I chose to come to this church because it was known to give fifty percent to missions.”  The speaker was an elderly man in my

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Little children to lead us

Today marks a month since the school shooting in Newtown. The media have moved on, of course, and discussions continue about what changes can or

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House Blessing

My guess: 1971, when people placed family members in glaring sunlight to take a picture, resulting in a shadow of the photographer in the lower

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River Vision

  It wasnt’ deja vu exactly.  I know that phenomenon, the distinct feeling that time and place is being strangely replicated; you’re somehow sure you stood in

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Washed in His Blood

Peter TeWinkle is substituting for Thomas Goodhart who unfortunately is responding to a case of gun violence within his own community this week. A husband

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Our Only Comfort?

A pair of NY Times pieces in the past two weeks raise vital issues.   A week ago in an “On Religion” column, Samuel G. Freedman

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Resolved

This year I resolve to be a better wordsmith by thinking outside the box and giving 110%. Now that Father Time has flipped the pages

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Perspective…

I had a great idea for a blog post. I had it written up… I spent time on it…but something went wrong when I pressed

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A Prayer for the New Year

Image from a stunning collection by Clare Benson   Standing on the threshold, all we’ve left undone smirking in our periphery, all we carry with

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Lamentation

Two weeks ago, I was finishing the work of the semester and preparing for holiday travel, so I gladly yielded to the request from our

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Resolutions

Happy new year! I suppose that makes it a bit late for resolutions. I’ve never been a big fan of them anyway—dubious as I am

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Let There be Light

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. The warm sanctuary was quieter than normal. The dimly lit church was peppered

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Home: A Sermon

Note: I realize this post is far, far longer than the average blog here on The Twelve.  But my turn for blogging here falls on

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Muddling Through

I’m too old for Kanye and Lady Gaga and too young for Johnny Mathis and Perry Como.  My idea of good music comes from James

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The Guardians

Two weeks ago I took my kids to see Rise of the Guardians – a story about Jack Frost, Santa, the Tooth Fairy, and the

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A Christmas Hymn

I was going to write in sorrow or outrage or scolding critique about the shootings at Newtown, Connecticut a week ago today. But all of

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Christmas Still Comes

In one week, one day, one moment, so much can change; so much can be lost. And we are left torn apart and disoriented. Waves

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National Fact-Checking

James Vanden Bosch, professor of English at Calvin College is substituting today for Jennifer Holberg.  Thanks, Jim! “We had fed the heart on fantasies, The

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Innkeepers and Light Sleepers

“Theologians are poets who cannot write poetry.” I believe it was Stanley Hauerwas I once heard say this. It feeds my deep insecurities. I certainly

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Be Not Afraid

 I’m struggling to find words today. I’m tempted to just re-post my piece “Herod’s Long Shadow” from a year ago. And I’m tempted to take back

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Stars of Wonder

I would like to be writing a review of the new movie The Hobbit, but I haven’t seen it yet. (My daughter went to a

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Traveling Mercies

 I’m not unaccustomed to traveling, but yesterday, like a thousand times before, I came up on a huge strip of truck tire, something peeled from

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Beer and Gasoline

Just to be clear, beer and gasoline is not what this post is about, although they do make an appearance in what I’d like to

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Careless

“They were careless people, Tom and Daisy—they smashed up things and creatures and then retreated back into their money or their vast carelessness, or whatever

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Believing in Santa

Had an interesting conversation with a friend the other day about his daughter’s experience at preschool.  The preschool teacher took it upon herself to tell

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History War at the Movies

  History writing used to be about kings and battles. Now a fair number of the battles are about history writing. Just since Thanksgiving two

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Awakening Longing in Advent

Advent is a season of anticipation, hope, and waiting for the arrival of Christ. The advent wreath, the lighting of candles, the preparation of the

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The Bleak Heart

Growing up, the season of Advent was always a big deal in my family.  We never failed to have an Advent wreath—which we looked forward

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The NAR and the RCA

Writing for The Twelve and Perspectives is often a bit like dropping a pebble down a well. You stand there, waiting, waiting, listening, and hoping

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Vulnerability

Today I want to commend Brene Brown to you, and point you to some of her work that I hope you’ll watch or read when

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Powerball

   News flash from CNN, just now read it when I opened my e-mail.  “Winning numbers for the nearly 580 million Powerball jackpot are 5-23-16-22-29.

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Resurrection City

Dr. Tricia Sheffield (minister at Middle Collegiate Church), Dr. Cornel West, and me – Rev. JKK (minister at West End Collegiate Church) Last night was

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You’re getting warmer

How did belief in climate change become political?   Have you noticed that generally people who vote Democratic believe in climate change and people who vote

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Poem for Black Friday

I’ve treasured this poem ever since I first read it as a freshman in college. It appealed to this then late-60s kid as a brilliant

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The Theater of Thanksgiving

It’s 11pm, the night before Thanksgiving. The house is clean; the table is set; and, the turkey is defrosted. My husband and I will awake

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Seeds of Joy

This week, so many possible topics presented themselves as suitable for the blog: Liz Lemon seems to be getting married (question arises: appropriate feminist triumph

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Crosses and Monuments

I spent much of my sabbatical in France. Before you imagine me quaffing champagne along the Champs Elysees, I should you tell that the places

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The Storm is Passing Over

Today’s guest post comes from Rev. Adriene Thorne, an Associate Minister at Middle Collegiate Church in New York City. It originally appeared on The Huffington Post. Thanks

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Slouching Toward Diligence Day

I’m just now turning my thoughts to the Thanksgiving Day menu. My parents and brothers and their families will be coming here, since the days

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Too Moving?

My last post two weeks ago generated more comments than anything I’ve done on The Twelve.   So today I will shift away from all things

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The Day After

Psalm 146 Praise the Lord. I will praise the Lord all my life;    I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.Do not put your trust in

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Celebrating Courage and Care

When I was ordained, I asked the presiding minister to preach on Colossians 1:15-23, because this text pointed me to the sovereignty of God in

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The Day After

Whatever you are feeling this morning (that is, if you are an American with opinions about yesterday’s election), it seems to me the words of

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Pharaohs & Slaves

It was Election Day, 1996. My father started his day over a cup of coffee with a group of retired men from his church—white, middle

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A Week of Saints

Last night St. Hildegard of Bingen visited Calvin College. She sang, accompanied by a plucked psaltery, or by a handheld harp, or by a fancy

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Some naked fear

 Sort of eerie is what it was. We came up over a hill and found it, just across the gravel from a sprawling field full

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Ties That Bind?

The call came in part way through a three or four-day retreat. Part of the seminary’s January term, the entire first year class had travelled

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Troubling Signs

As we enter the final week before we get through this taut political season, I have a question: Who is responsible for making and distributing

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Some nights…

This is it, boys, this is war – what are we waiting for?Why don’t we break the rules already?I was never one to believe the

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Friends and also strangers

I know the candidate I am voting for, but I nevertheless have dutifully watched all three presidential debates.  By the last one, however, I almost

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Loyalty

Lynn Japinga is substituting for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell who is on sabbatical. If you are desperate for more information about the RCA’s Synod of 1969, you

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Layaway in a manger

I’d like to introduce you to someone. His name is Pumpkin-Headed Turkey Claus. His creators, the nice people at RetailMeNot.com, offer us this bio: “Who is

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Introvert, Be Free!

In order to prevent us nice Christian teenagers from indulging in let-loose drinking and debauchery on graduation night, a group of parents devised a nefarious

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Where the river bends

    Mitt would count them in his column, I’m sure.  After all, they certainly aren’t part of the 47% of us who leech off

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Curious

A colleague whom I respect very, very highly has a theory with which I disagree.  My friend thinks that it is fully possible to teach

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A Married Messiah?

Why is it important that Jesus wasn’t married? Allow a personal disclosure first.  I don’t think Jesus was married.  But in the past month or

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Communal Journalism

Spent an enjoyable mid-afternoon today talking with the board of Perspectives, the journal that’s the mother of The 12 blog. I served on the Perspectives

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Assessing the Hill

I do not wish to treat friendships daintily, but with roughest courage.  When they are real, they are not glass threads or frostwork, but the

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Stop Shooting

Jeff Japinga is substituting today for Lynn Japinga, who is substituting for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell while he is on sabbatical. Jeff serves as associate dean for doctor-of-ministry

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More than a cosmetic fix

Several months ago I recommended the book Half the Sky: Turning Oppression into Opportunity for Women Worldwide by Nicholas Kristof and Sheryl WuDunn. A documentary based

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Get Off My Lawn, Thou Knave

By an odd coincidence, the late William Hazlitt has been haunting my steps this week. The old gent showed up by previous arrangement in my

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Morning Thanks–a sermon

She interrupted my sermon. . .but then, I’m not a preacher.  I’m a teacher–or I was a teacher. When I stood before them in that little church

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Feast of St. Francis

There is a legend told in the “Little Flowers of St. Francis”—often referenced by its Italian name, “Fioretti”—of the town of Gubbio in Umbria in

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Debates

Has watching political debates become kind of like the old line about how people watch car races only in order to see the crashes?   The

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The Hobbit can Save us

Most nights my family goes through the same rituals –  the kids are herded up the stairs (which isn’t easy… they always have some excuse

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Click Here

I’m going to admit something that’s probably unfashionable for an English professor: I actually like Facebook. I’ve heard all the critiques—and understand and even agree

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A People Who (Used to?) Belong …

Jeff Japinga is substituting today for Lynn Japinga, who is substituting for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell while he is on sabbatical. Jeff is an ordained RCA minister currently

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Tough to tackle

I know this might amount to sacred cow-tipping, especially this time of year, but I’m troubled about football. I must admit, I had a great

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Cruise Ship College

I have a high school senior in my house these days, so I’ve been trying to get a head start on next fall by imagining

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A Fifth Dimension

If you look closely here, in this single, little nook of the elegant, Victorian, and spirit-riddled Crescent Hotel, Eureka Springs, AK, you’ll see an arc,

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Figs

I ate figs this morning, chopped-up, warmed momentarily in the microwave—which gives them an extra gooey sweetness—and smothered in yogurt and granola. I’d like to

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Meddlers

Over the past year I’ve had the privilege of being a guest co-host on the radio show “Groundwork,” a show co-produced by the Christian Reformed

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Dad was Born in Mexico

“Dad was born in Mexico.” It’s been a few weeks, but that line, from Mitt Romney’s speech at last month’s Republican Convention, made me sit

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Blessed Are You

Today’s guest blogger is Dr. Mary Hulst, Calvin College’s Chaplain. Mary spent eight years serving as the senior pastor at Eastern Avenue Christian Reformed Church

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September 11, 2001: A Memory

Lynn Japinga is substituting for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell while he is on sabbatical.  She teaches religion at Hope College and studies recent RCA history. Eleven years

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Breadwinners

I heard about the Election Day Communion project in a recent newsletter of Christian Churches Together. It caught my attention this week because it seems like

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Woo Me with Facts

It’s been a rough couple of weeks for the cause of good rhetoric: two national conventions with a wearying parade of over-fluffed speeches, the ensuing

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Harvey Dunn and the river rats

 The neighbors have that iconic Harvey Dunn (“The Prairie is My Garden”)  up on their living room wall, bold and beautiful. Somehow, I’d almost forgotten

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RNC, DNC and Micah 6:8.

I’m wired to care about politics. Growing up, my parents taught us how to talk about religion and politics. My parents modeled how to thoughtfully

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Big Picture

Christians aren’t supposed to be proud persons.   Pride is a sin.   That’s why many people I know—even when they are doing no more than expressing

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Whatever Happened to Labor?

There is a dispute whether it was Peter McGuire of the Brotherhood of Carpenters or Matthew Maguire of the International Association of Machinists who thought

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Easy Like Sunday Morning

I’ve been humming this song all week long.  Actually, I’ve just been humming the chorus – I admit, I don’t know the rest.  It all

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Another Devastating Flood

Seven years ago hurricane Katrina began its devastating assault on New Orleans.  Yesterday tropical storm Isaac (downgraded from a hurricane) continued to hover over that

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All That Glitters

  Here’s the thing: I was a very big fan of Lost, but I also knew were I ever in a similar situation that I

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A Mind is a Terrible Thing to Waste

Lynn Japinga is substituting for Steve Mathonnet-VanderWell while he is on sabbatical.  She teaches religion at Hope College and studies recent RCA history. Todd Akin’s

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Brave New Church

Jes is away today, and her husband Jim is pinch-hitting. Jim Kast-Keat is a divergent thinker, ideation specialist, and aspiring minimalist. He is, among other things, a

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Progress?

In the grand scheme of things the year 1880 was not really all that long ago.   In my lifetime I’ve been privileged to know three

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Numbering Days

August is the sweltering month. At least that’s how I used to remember it. Maybe because my family, when I was a boy, would take

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Enough

Recipes seem to be a theme here at The Twelve of late (check out Debra Rienstra’s post, “Here’s What’s Cookin’” from last week). Since today

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Here’s What’s Cookin’

A couple weeks ago, Jessica Bratt wrote about “curating” her stuff in the process of moving across the country. Her post had particular emotional resonance

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Mansions of glory

The shot is not sharp, but you get the picture.  That’s the ocean out there in the background, and the foreground is Laguna Beach.  The

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Wrestling with Truth and Ideology

National Public Radio is doing a series they’ve titled “First and Main” visiting swing counties in swing states often near an intersection of First and

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Jesus is a Moonwalking Bear

Jes is away today, and her husband Jim is pinch-hitting. Jim Kast-Keat is a divergent thinker, ideation specialist, and aspiring minimalist. He is, among other things, a

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Senseless

Today I was going to blog about Chick-fil-A but since I am really tired of this story—and since most everything good and inane has already

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Fun Facts

“When you’re through learning, you’re through,” the old adage goes, and here’s what I’ve learned in the two weeks since last I blogged here. I

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Culture and Capital

Maybe it’s too easy to pile on the Mitt Romney global gaff-fest, but one of his remarks is too close to the core of Reformed

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Unity, Liberty, Charity

Today was one of those incredibly busy days. You know, the kind where you fly out the door early in the morning, already late.  The

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Stuff

I’ve got stuff on my mind. Literally, stuff. I’m moving this week (Boston to Nashville) and packing up my worldly belongings again. Stuffing stuff in

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Yes!

Remember this photo? The primal energy, the explosive joy—the controversy? Yeah, this photo was taken seconds after Brandi Chastain slotted a sweet penalty kick, winning

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Zuni pueblo, circa 2310

  At least some of its features I could have guessed had I never opened the cover.  It’s plainly and unflinchingly Christian, for one, everything

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Pastor Got Swag

Don’t be into trends. Don’t make fashion own you, but you decide what you are, what you want to express by the way you dress

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Trajectories

My “The 12” colleague Jeff Munroe has a mighty fine blog from yesterday (July 23) that I urge you to look at.   I’ll try to

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We Can Do Better

In the aftermath of last Friday’s horrific events in Aurora, Colorado, I have heard several people describe the shooter as “pure evil” or “insane.”  No

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The Marriage Plot

James Bratt is away today, but we are glad to share Elaine Schnabel.  Elaine graduated from Calvin College with an English major last year. She’s currently

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Hospitable, Iconoclastic Prayer

Rev. Karin A. Craven is guest blogging for Theresa Latini. Karin is an ordained Presbyterian minister and a second year PhD student in the pastoral

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Nourishing Narratives

Warning:  If you do not wish to know details about the film, Brave, today’s blog is not for you.  Please come back tomorrow.    Shelagh Gordon

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What Not to Wear

I’ve received a surprising number of links and blogs about how ministers should dress. But the ones I’ve seen have been about street-clothes/civvies. As I

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Of Gods and Men

Today, a movie recommendation. “Of Gods and Men.” It is hauntingly beautiful.  Here’s the trailer: Based on true events, the film depicts a small group of

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Further Up and Further In

I was talking to a writer friend the other day who told me she had just finished a manuscript about a lovely older gentleman who,

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John Calvin’s birthday

My father never called himself a Calvinist, and neither did my mother, which is not to say that they weren’t.  If you would have asked

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Crack House Church

A couple evenings ago Jay Bakker, Peter Rollins, two friends from Michigan (one of whom happens to be Jay’s co-writer and Peter’s editor), my spouse

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Happy?

Two related articles in this past Sunday’s New York Times caught my eye and have been rattling around in my head since I read them.   

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Uncle Cliff

One of the first times I met Cliff Anderson he was sitting in a chair in the corner of my college dorm room eating a

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A Humble Petition

A Humble Petition To the One Who Sits Above the Cherubim and Seraphim, Commander of all Angels and Archangels, Refuge of the Martyrs, Hope of

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Neighbor/Enemy

It seems like there’s been a lot happening lately and thus, many possible subjects for today’s blog. The old president at the University of Virginia

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I Need the Eggs

This guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, “Doc, uh, my brother’s crazy, he thinks he’s a chicken,” and uh, the doctor says, “Well why

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Taking Stock

    Our guest writer today is my friend and colleague Rev. Dr. Daniel Meeter, pastor of Old First Reformed Church in Brooklyn, New York.

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Our pastor’s last Sunday

  Almost forty years ago, we went to the very same church, the very same building, that is, except it was, back then, a different

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The Long Slog

          “So how long is Pentecost season supposed to last?” I asked my worship-wonk husband the other day.      “Well, Pentecost isn’t really a

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The Comfort of Certainty?

The views and opinion expressed here are not necessarily those of the staff or management of Perspectives magazine. It sort of goes without saying… But

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Which is Worse?

If you are an exceptionally astute reader of “The 12” blog, you may recall that in one of my first blog posts last year I

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America

I enjoy arguing about politics with my Canadian friends.  It doesn’t matter the topic – it always comes back to George W. Bush. Never mind

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Wild and Precious Life

I’m on vacation at the moment, visiting my sister and her family. Yesterday, I spent the day with my 7 year-old niece, Sally, and her

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Roadkill

In the spring of 2003, I went to Haiti for the first time with a group from our church. Like almost everyone who visits a

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Fakebook

I have a love-hate relationship with Facebook. Don’t most people? I enjoy keeping in touch with friends and acquaintances from various seasons of my life,

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The Studio

Way back when, I remember Richard Mouw once saying that the whole Christian world would be better off if we’d take seriously ye olde Sunday

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Dolly Parton

Ok, this isn’t really about Dolly Parton. I just thought it might get your attention… I watched “9 to 5” last night. I say watched

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Arise, lionesses, and roar

It is my pleasure to introduce to you my friend and colleague, Rev. Angie Mabry-Nauta, who is making a guest appearance on my post today.

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No Small Fruits

Years ago when doing a sermon series on The Fruit of the Spirit, I noted to my congregation how relatively pedestrian some of the spiritual

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the people that you meet…

This past week my family and I tagged along with the young people from church on a work project in Denver, Colorado.  It didn’t start

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What’s on your list?

I’m just back from two weeks on the road, so my apologies for this week’s abbreviated blog.  For one of the weeks I was away,

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The Times They Are A-Changing

It is one of those hackneyed Christian questions, carrying just enough subtle guilt to fulfill most Christians’ need to feel shamed and inadequate, as well

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Desire and its Discontents

We are approaching the Season 5 finale of the AMC series Mad Men in a couple weeks, and although some fans have been dissatisfied with

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Something’s Missing

Walking my dogs past the small brick church two blocks away, with probably the largest yard of grass in the entire neighborhood it is most

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Moving Drama

Rained here Saturday night. My father-in-law’s little gauge–the old farmer in him couldn’t really live without one–registered three-quarters of an inch, a healthy rain. In

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Dear Rob Bell

Dear Rob: Please don’t think I’m being snarky posting an open letter to you.  But the issues you’ve raised over the last year or so

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Imperfection

This past week I set aside my academic work, picked up a flat bar and needle nose pliers, and set to work ripping up old

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Shine, Perishing Republic

Memorial Day deserves a poem. Not the civil religious strains that once caught me at the altar rail at a small-town Episcopal church, receiving the

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Significant Soil

I don’t think I’m going to be able to plant a garden this year—which bums me out. But too much travel means I’ll not be at

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Uncommon Grace

Averagely scrumptious. Tolerably ravishing. Mediocrely luxurious. Do such phrases make sense you? How about “common grace.” A bit oxymoronic, perhaps? Is grace ever common and

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Matthew 2.0

Thanks to my colleagues, this blog has been hitting its stride in the last two weeks (IMHO), day after day taking on challenging, serious topics

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Body Ascension

Then he said to them, “These are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you–that everything written about me in

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Epitaph

Just a week or so ago, Frederick Manfred would have celebrated his 100th birthday, had he lived. He didn’t.  He died in 1994, from the complications

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Recovering Civility.

Confession I feel a bit awkward in writing this post. It is probably because I feel insufficient to be the one writing on this topic.

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Coercion?

Perhaps not all readers of “The Twelve” will be aware of it but in some circles within the Christian Reformed Church these past ten days

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Deifying Rape

Any self-reflexive preacher knows that bearing the Word of God with her or his human words is a weighty matter. Scripture and experience teach us,

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By Name

It’s almost graduation day at the college where I teach. Classes are just about over, exams are looming, and thoughts of summer plans are providing

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The Sermon I Didn’t Preach

We all believe in our hearts and confess with our mouths that there is a single and simple spiritual being, whom we call God— Eternal

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The Resurrection of the Mind

During worship services this Easter season when we say the Apostle’s Creed together, I naturally attend especially to the words focusing on the Easter event.

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Jesus on the Street

Of its origins, I’m not quite sure–some freak shop in Old Town, Chicago, circa 1968.  I remember being with my then-girlfriend on what was some

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A Question Before We Merge

I found Jeff Monroe’s post Merge! both thought and emotionally provoking.Coincidentally—or in this forum perhaps I should say providentially—the news media have been reporting on

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The Hermeneutic Of Love.

Love has been on my mind a lot lately. It’s kind of the thing that theologically progressive Christian pastors hang their hat on when interpreting

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The Wicked

A year ago I was sitting at my kitchen table face to face with a stack of 40-some sermons, each based on one of the

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Merge!

I believe the Christian Reformed Church in North America and the Reformed Church in America should merge.  Please tell me why they shouldn’t.  I mean

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I’m Cardinal Glick

Last Friday at 1pm my body was in Sioux City but my mind was up north in Sioux Center – the home of Dordt College.

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Honor and Humility

I had the privilege of being invited to speak to the honors convocation at my college this year. Hope it’s of interest to a broader

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Virgin Fetish

How’s that for a title to appeal to your prurient interests? Actually, and to my own embarrassment, I once uttered those words. More on that

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Children and God

  Below are three of ten short reflections I wrote on the theme “Children and God” which are currently running in the Words of Hope

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Through the Glass…

For some time now I’ve been trying to figure out where I fit in this whole The Twelve: Reformed. Done Daily. thing. When this blog

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Becoming a Theopoet.

“and your very flesh shall be a great poem” – Walt Whitman Musical Roots Along with playing pastor as a little girl I would also

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Me and Barack

The other day James Bratt posted a careful, scholarly review of Calvinism and Politics on this site.  Here’s more, neither careful nor scholarly. . .

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A Postcard from Q

[Alas, today will be my final post here at The Twelve.  I’ve been honored to be part of the team that has launched this conversation,

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Love Wins Redux

I never read Rob Bell’s Love Wins.  Along with the youth in our congregation, I have appreciated his Nooma video series. Actually, lots of our

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Scars

Listen to the three-minute story here. There have been a couple times when I’ve had experiences as a chaplain on Holy Saturday that have made

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Good Friday

I envy monastics–sometimes. I envy their intent to zero in on the Christian faith, to delete every iota of worldly pain and pleasure from hearts

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Tell Me the Story

Soup Kitchen I crave Tuesdays. I extend my hand to the man whose skin is colder than mine and dirtier than mine. His hands rough;

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Punish No More

Since this post will appear early in Holy Week 2012, my thoughts have turned toward questions of the meaning of Jesus’ sacrifice.   In a seminary

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There Will Be Blood

One Good Friday I heard an NPR caller say something to the effect that she could never accept Christianity because it was based on a

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“What the….?”

“You sure as hell can’t talk about hell unless you use the word hell.”  Thus saith Bart Simpson (or something like it) in the car,

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The Geography of Faith

I teach broad surveys of religious history, so I have to pay a lot of attention to the frame and flow of the narrative. Unless

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It’s Only Natural

Ewwwh—that’s just gross!  It is wrong on so many levels.  I often hear people, Christians actually, making visceral comments like this about complex ethical issues. 

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A few good reads

As women’s history month wraps up, I thought I’d feature some books that have made an imprint on me in the past year or two

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That searing stemwinder

  Our lindens are just about the tallest trees in town, I swear.  And there he was, high up top, singing his heart out, that

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Spring Chickens

Today is one of those lovely spring days you get when it seems as though life is simply bursting forth exuberantly all around. Birds are

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Breaking One’s Spirit

For various reasons across the last year or two, I have been involved in some faith-and-science conversations.  One topic that has come up often of

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The Rabbi’s Question

“If the Messiah had come,” the rabbi asked, “would the world be the way that it is?”  How would you answer the rabbi’s question?  He

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Bored

A friend made an interesting comment a few days ago – suggesting that it seems people get bored with Christianity.  Not in a “religion vs.

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“Nothing Gold Can Stay”

Cast up on the shores of survival after virtually non-stop teaching since the first week of January, I head off on spring break tomorrow. Going

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The Problem with Certitude

Because of the tendency for our notions and experiences of God to become rigid and prescribed, we—both individuals and communities—need to stand ever ready to

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Builds Strong Bodies

“I grew up in a home where we believed in miracles.  We took the Bible literally—or at least we said we did.  We called my

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Something’s Missing

“Christians Provide Free Labor on Jewish Settlements” Plenty of news stories leave me feeling bothered; this story also left me sad. I couldn’t put my

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None But the Angels

You know those times when you do an extra good job on something, even when you understand that no one will appreciate or even notice

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In Appreciation of Esther

“Maybe you could cook some supper Maybe you could change a king’s heart Who knows but what you come into the world For such a

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Good Names

There are lots of reasons to like the Reformed standard of The Heidelberg Catechism but among the reasons I like it is the positive spin

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On Being a Genuine Fake

As hard as it may be for anyone who knows me to believe, somehow, when I was in my high school production of The Music

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“Finding God in…X”

Basically just a shout-out from me today: I commend to you Jason Lief’s article in the new issue of Perspectives, “Leave Metallica Alone!” Jason rightly

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Off the Tracks

This is a story of two of my good friends.  They don’t really know each other beyond name and face, but their stories strike me

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Lent’s Pachyderm

Behold the elephant in the room. Banksy, the street graffiti artist, had this elephant in the room as part of his first US exhibit (Los

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I’m Giving Up Boorishness for Lent

A couple weeks ago, fellow Twelver Jeff Munroe confessed his fondness for Downton Abbey, the gorgeous, Brit-made, upstairs-downstairs soap opera that American viewers have swooned

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Take it from Mother Teresa

“. . .to the great God, nothing is little. . .” You know?–I really ought to imprint that line on a t-shirt: “to the great

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Conversations

Some years ago I attended a weekend conference in Washington D.C. entitled “Food, Faith, and the Farm Bill.” Sponsored by the Washington Office of the

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Giving Up

As someone who grew up in the Christian Reformed Church through the 1970s and 80s, I knew virtually nothing about the Season of Lent until

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The Reformed Journal

Pardon me for being late with my post today, but I wanted to wait for the event that’s the subject of my reflections. This afternoon

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The Burden of Freedom

I used to think I knew how to read Dostoyevsky.  More specifically, back when we used to talk about “existentialism,” I used to be confident

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Valentine’s PhiloSophie

On this Valentine’s Day, please allow me the personal privilege of writing an ode to my wife of nearly 30 years.  Her name being Sophie

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Retreat

Last week my mother spent a night in the hospital because of atrial fibrillation.  Her heart gets out of rhythm, and it needs to be

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Clint Eastwood

I can’t get Clint Eastwood out of my head. What with that gravelly voice and those death-grip like focused eyes, he’s been stuck there. Admittedly,

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Your Sins Erased Here Daily.

I recently saw this photo floating around the facebook world and have been meditating on it all week. I am constantly thinking about ways Sunday

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A (perhaps controversial) Musing

There have been a few posts here on The Twelve about Mormonism, including two fine recent postings by Jamie Smith and Steve Mathonnet-Vanderwell (with Jamie’s

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The Vicar’s Shifting Scruples

Maggie Smith, imperious as the Dowager Countess of Grantham, peered at the hapless vicar across from her and pronounced, “You cannot imagine that we would

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Nothing

I’ve got nothing.  Sorry to disappoint – I’m sure you were expecting some creative, insightful, reflection.  I sat down this morning trying to think of

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Super Bowl and Disney World

Where I live February is the lousiest month. The shortest, but still the lousiest. In ordinary winters, the snow by now is gray and hardened

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Voting for a Mormon

The January issue of Perspectives has two articles about the possibility of a Mormon president.  Jack Van Der Slik, emeritus political science professor from Illinois-Springfield

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Let’s Give in and Make It Fun

It’s only January and already I can’t stand another minute of “news coverage” of the presidential race.  I have stopped listening to the yammering—from the

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Of Gods and Men

  “The 150 evangelical leaders who met behind closed doors on January 14 to anoint a Republican candidate for President were wise not to have

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Home (& Home Away) II

 I have now been in India for exactly two weeks and to say that the experience has been amazing would be a severe understatement. From

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Appearances

The month of January for me has been mostly consumed with my teaching the course “Intersections of Theology and Science” here at Calvin Theological Seminary.  

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Bogart and Niebuhr

This month I’m teaching a three-week intensive course on Film Noir and American Culture. The “movies with a dark look” emerged in the United States

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In Praise of Little Magazines

What is it about the Reformed tradition and desktop publishing?  I have very tangible memories of this as part of my induction to the Reformed

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Tim Tebow

Okay.  So this really isn’t about Tim Tebow.  I just wanted you to look.  It’s hard to imagine that there is anything left to say

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Sankofa memories

On a layover in Atlanta this fall, my hurried walk through terminal E was interrupted when I noticed a few display cases. I paused and

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Vocation: Bah, Humbug

I apologize for passing over the many great posts since Theresa’s post on vocation, but I’d like to go back to that topic—which seems to

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Home (& Home Away)

[Somewhere in the skies over Reykjavik, Iceland] Last week following the New Year—and during Epiphany to be exact—I finally had the opportunity to go home

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Fear and trembling

The hardest work I ever did was a three-week stint–that’s all–with a road crew cutting sod and laying it down along the new interstate highway,

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First Day

(Note: This post was actually my sermon-starter idea for the January 8 Lectionary text of Genesis 1:1-5 but it can serve as my meditation as

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Bachman Back to Kuyper?

Bachman Back to Kuyper? Now that Michelle Bachman has dropped her campaign for the 2012 Republican presidential nomination, perhaps we can put to rest—again—a genealogy

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Bachman Back to Kuyper?

Now that Michelle Bachman has dropped her campaign for the 2012 Republican presidential nomination, perhaps we can put to rest—again—a genealogy used to explain her

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A Regular Reader Reports

So The Twelve–Reformed Done Daily is moving into its third month.  So far.  So good.  I’m told readership is strong and growing, although it can

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Herod’s Long Shadow

Whether or not Herod’s “Massacre of the Innocents” in Matthew 2 is based on historical fact, and whether thousands of babies were killed or just

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Rally Around

Books lying around the house are never safe from my readerly omnivory.  So naturally I grabbed up the book my husband received from his brother

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Endorsement

Case closed.  I’m an Iowan, once upon a time a Republican, and I am at this moment endorsing a candidate.  (Now please stop calling.)  I’d

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Incarnation: Theology in the Body.

The incarnation – This is the heart of my theology. The flesh: body, feelings, thinking, desire, touching, fighting colds, crying because of joy, butterflies in

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Realizations

“A good sermon turns even known truth into profound realization.”   That is one of many striking lines in a fine New York Times Book Review

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Boxing myself on Boxing Day

Since the etymology of the title “Boxing Day” is unknown, might I suggest the name was coined to describe the violent behavior of the masses

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Redeeming the dance

A half a century ago, I was a kid in a Sunday school class taught by a man who’d taught those classes longer, maybe, than

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Of Newt and Leila

I’ll call her “Leila.” That’s not her real name, but given possible security repercussion we’ll leave it at that. She was the first person to

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J.O.Y. ?

Throughout the season of Advent the church is invited to reflect on hope, peace, joy, and love. The third week of Advent – joy –

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Private and Personal?

In the midst of this Advent Season when radio stations and mall Muzak are willing to cut loose with songs that celebrate Jesus as the

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A Son of a Shepherd and Joy

We light the third advent candle – the curiously pink candle – for the shepherds and the quality of joy. Friends from Europe were visiting

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The Tree of Life

To startle man, God becomes for an instant a blasphemer; one might almost say that God becomes for an instant an atheist.  He unrolls before

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Nicholas

I didn’t believe in Santa Claus as a child, and I raised my own children without any focus or emphasis upon Santa either.  We weren’t

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Little Pagans

I spent this first week of Advent thinking about idolatry.  It started with a This American Life podcast on the Penn State disaster, in which

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This old house

My wife, who’s now retired and therefore been home more often these days than she’s been in the 25 years we’ve lived in this old house,

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Shame: Shake it Out

 Shame  (noun) a. A painful emotion caused by a strong sense of guilt, embarrassment, unworthiness, or disgrace. b. A great disappointment.  What do you regard as most

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Debating Compassion

As I type this it is Thanksgiving Day morning and I am taking a break between peeling potatoes and prepping a turkey.   This is, of

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Light and Hope for Advent

We light the first purple candle in the Advent wreath for the prophets, the ones who spoke with hope about the coming Messiah. The small

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May His Children Wander About and Beg

Last month I was part of group representing the Reformed Church in America at an ecumenical discussion.  Along with the three other “Formula of Agreement”

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Behind the Scenes at the Crystal Cathedral

You’ve probably heard the news from Southern California.  There’s been some recent interesting related activity on my facebook feed.  Thought you’d enjoy. Thanks to Ron Rienstra for

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My last dance with Ms. Emily

Professor Helen Vendler says that Emily Dickinson changed the first word of the fourth line the poem “Safe in their Alabaster Chambers” from “sleep” to

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Joe’s Question

“Pastor, can I ask you a question?” Joe asked me less than five minutes before the worship service is about to begin.   “Umm, sure…”

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Communitas

As Christians—and most certainly as Trinitarian Christians who believe that God is a vibrant community of love and mutuality among three distinct Persons—we know that

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Why Do I Write?

I was supposed to answer the question “Why do I write?” on a page you can find by clicking on “The 12” button atop this

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The Path

I was staying in a hotel on one of those ubiquitous suburban strips—big box stores, gas stations, car lots, the usual suspects of restaurants.   Figuring

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Invitation

Invitation Mary Oliver Oh do you have timeto lingerfor just a little whileout of your busy and very important dayfor the goldfinchesthat have gatheredin a

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Redemption Fantasies

A girl can’t spend every minute thinking deep thoughts and reading classic literature, so on occasion I flop on the couch and watch myself a

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Recall

Ten years ago maybe, my in-laws, then in their eighties, told us that they had simply mentioned to the pastor, as if in passing, that occasionally they’d

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Entering the Story of the Saints

They came from places called Sekitsch and Feketitsch, Werbass and Torscha—villages, towns, and cities in the Batschka and Banat. If you ask them in what

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Setting Eternity

If you have been paying even moderate attention to the media of late, then you know the huge amount of attention that has been paid

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