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“Thou shalt get kings, though thou be none”

By August 20, 2024 6 Comments

After 1 Samuel 24

His beard tightly curled, black locks in ringlets,
Saul’s regal forehead slumbers on bedrock
at the mouth of a shepherd’s desert cave
like an altar-bound lamb set for sacrifice,

his eyes naïve, closed calmly in darkness,
blind to the dagger before his bared throat;
all Time and Justice balanced on this blade
from which a sole strike might rewrite Reality.

Out of grim shadows glare blood-greedy stares
of rival factions, fellow sons of Abraham,
David’s men, the yellow glow from their eyes
emerging like wolves from deep in this cleft.

This is their den, their haven from hardship,
a sanctuary wherein this enemy has entered
for sabbath, unaware of their presence,
his faith misplaced like a Philistine king.

“He’s already dead in his sin,” they preach,
“Why not use the knife?” confusing events
that favor their schemes with the will of God,
citing a prophet as though a wyrd sister’s word,

but then David speaks, the man after God’s own heart:
“The same oil that baptized his brow wet mine
to anoint us both chosen by the Divine,
the crown promised me not negating his,

“so let us sheathe our swords and show mercy,
not forcing to term what we trust Heaven will birth;
Saul still playing a part in this drama,
free to find his own end, his death-stroke not ours” –

and my soul turns to this scripture tonight
when I watch pastors debate how to cull
people and churches from their flock, damning
folk for a faith they adjudge less true than their own;

a human hunger for holy kingdoms
goading ordained men to carve horrors in God’s name.

You can hear a conversation about this poem on the Reformed Journal Podcast.

Photo by Ksenia Kudelkina on Unsplash

Nathaniel A. Schmidt

Nathaniel A. Schmidt is an ordained minister in the Christian Reformed Church and serves as a hospice chaplain. He holds degrees from Calvin Theological Seminary, Calvin University, and the University of Illinois Springfield. His newest collection of poems, Transfiguring, is available from Wipf & Stock, as is his first collection, An Evensong. He lives with his librarian wife, Lydia, and their daughter in southwest Michigan, meaning life is a perpetual story time.

6 Comments

  • A amazing poem.
    Running ahead of God…..never ends well.

  • Harold Gazan says:

    “WOW” again — caused me to reflect on my own past mistakes of being judgmental.

  • J. Groen says:

    It comforts me to know that others groan with the restraint that must be applied to allow breathing humans, including self, reach a full term of wandering the Earth before delivery to the unavoidable grave and the possible aftertime or postscript portals.

    Singer-songwriter David learning acceptance for “ripeness is all” wisdom, through lonely sheepherding and psalmpenning watches? Then applying that acceptance toward advocating a full lifeterm for the dreaded Enemy and the distasteful Other. One of the most painful disciplines of the examined life.

    Thanks, Shepherd-Songwriter Schmidt, for gathering in several old word combos and old texts to knit this up into a new song about ‘biding w/ our time

  • Jack Ridl says:

    A brave and humane and beautifully complex and clear work. And as always, a fascinating conversation. Thank you so much!

  • Duane E. VanderBrug says:

    That’s my feeling: culled.